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Always a lie…

I don't want to try anymore. 18 year old me wanted to try. To live despite her mental illness. She believed things might improveand they did, but it's enough. And I'm sick and tired of trying and knowing I'll never achieve even a semblance of normality. I don't want to try anymore.

#suicide #suicidal thoughts #depression #anxiety #mental illness

I wish I had committed suicide when I was sixteen.

#suicide #suicidal thoughts #depression #mental illness #diary☔

Idk how to tell my psychiatrist that I don't want to be institutionalized but like I'm gonna need him to prescribe me some antidepressants or I'm going to k*ll myself...

#suicide mention #mental illness #depression #anxiety #I'm not doing so well #diary☔#sad

I don't want to die...I just wish I was dead...

#suicidal thoughts #intrusive thoughts #mental illness #negative #Depression #diary☔#suicidal ideation

I know it's just a fucked up beauty standard but I absolutely despise my body hair. It makes me feel super gross & I can't even look at my unshaved legs without hating myself.

#beauty standards #society #shaving #body hair #it's not very feminist of me #self hatred #://#diary☔

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I’m so lonely. I need someone to love me or I’m going to fucking die and I’m not exaggerating.

Maybe one day someone will actually care for me & not just pay attention to me when it's convenient for them ~

#a girl can dream #relationship #problems #i guess #sad #diary💌

I just love it when a guy comes along & thinks he can solve all your problems by flirting with you~

#men #depression #anxiety #mental illness #guess what #it doesn't fucking help

I hate feeling like an attention whore but I really really could use someone to talk to me right now

#suicidal #depression #anxiety #mental illness #I'm having a really bad day #sad #negative #☔

I'm so tired of being so starved for attention & kindness

#anxiety #depression #mental illness #negative #sad #attention #kindness #☔

When I was suicidal and just joined tumblr at 16 I always thought if I make a post them someone would see how bad my mental health was & they would try to help me.

But I never did. Because I was afraid that no one would care. And that would make me realize that no one cares about me at all.

I am an adult now and I realized I was right to be afraid. No matter how much I tried it never got better. And still no one cares.

#anxiety #depression #mental illness #suicide #suicidal #negative #sad #no one cares #about me #i get it #☔

I thought I was getting better but I'm having a really bad bad day today~

#anxiety #depression #mental illness #sad #negative #bad day #rain #☔

strawberrymoonprincess

I’m so tired of despising my own face :/

#i wish i was pretty #insecurity #depression #anxiety #skin picking disorder #body image #sad #🍓

I'm having such a bad mental health day today 😭

I don't want to talk to anyone at all & I want someone to cheer me up at the same time~

#mental health #depression #anxiety #pls talk to me #pls help #diary💌

I've been doing so much better with not picking at my skin the last few months but right now I'm under a lot of pressure so I've been scratching at my skin & I feel awful :/

#anxiety #depression #mental illness #dermatillomania #skin picking disorder #skin picking #sad #negative

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Cover me in Spanish moss and let me sink into the swamp.

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