idk but
like idk if i can escape the pro-ed past here but i could completely turn this into my chaos chamber
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idk but
like idk if i can escape the pro-ed past here but i could completely turn this into my chaos chamber
Привет, vain sändning du dette mensaje du desiderare ty a joyeux Noël. -Ge
i have never had a crisis so intense
As an American, shut the fuck up
mood
my dick still has its funny hat
also fuck america, Italy #1
thank you to anyone still following me, don't ask, and recovery is worth it
ayo so
it’s been a year
today’s my 17th birthday yay me!!
so uh ahaha treatment didn’t work the first time, so it took me a whole ass year and then i spent a month in residential. ur girl is happier than she’s ever been. for those of you still deep in your ed, there is nothing left for you here. there is so much more to life. there’s more out there. i promise you. i love you.
dm me for my snap if you need any help in recovery. (ps. i started a discord server for recovery with my bff!! so hmu if you’re interested)
so, where have i been?
i turned sixteen a few weeks ago, i’m at a different school, i’ve gone to three different hospitals.
i still want to relapse.
i wish i never started this.
“oh, little girl, now skin and bone, a slave to ana's voice, lying in the psych ward, life has brought you a choice.
you'll draw across the curtain after many years of rest, beams of light cascading on the hollows of your chest.
standing there and shown upon your sunken face, a smile. you'll grapple at your wrists and ask ‘was it all worthwhile?’
she’ll tell you that she loves you, she hopes you'll understand. but you're not free, with your heart confined within her hands.”
hey damn this blog has been poppin recently for no reason
i relapsed. hard. starting residential treatment on monday.
i love you all.
feel free to email me and we can find a better place to chat. i still have access to my phone!
i may be deleting this blog.
i know i haven’t been active.
i’ve been in recovery.
going into treatment is penance for everything i’ve done wrong. this feeling, this isn’t what i wanted.
this is my final post.
stay safe. i love you. please recover.
Lily Collins as Ellen - To The Bone (2017)
*me @my ED
Say it louder for the people in the back
i really♡
♡ hate
myself ♡
i am defective // 2.3.2017