messy in heaven

[zegalba]

Jean Antoine Injalbert: Hotel Chappaz (1868) Located: Béziers, France

[veryluckyclovers]

[lentilsdotcom]

sibling relationships are so strange... like i love you. you will never understand me in a way that matters. we are the same person in drastically different ways. we are sewn together. we don't talk. we are attached at the hip. you wish i was never born. can i call you. let's eat together. i forgive you. etc

[lentilsdotcom]

i don't have enough photos of you on my phone to make one your contact picture. we got the same tattoo completely by coincidence. why do you always get to be mario. i love the meals you cook. we live in different universes. you can stay at my house if you need. we have never been friends. you are more important to me than anyone on this earth

[stressedsquidge]

The blight took my joy

Oh how it felt to be young and beautiful. Happiness without restraint and hope beyond borders. The “what if” and prospects for the future were endless, a source of love and comfort. 

Nothing feels as good as the memories of the “before”, the time when the future was uncertain and before brutal reality was spoken.

[stressedsquidge]

Unsex me now.

Unsex me now. When I walk through those doors, do not even glance at me as an object of desire. I am a brain, a problem-solver, a person. 

I dress nicely, brush my hair, and put on makeup as a way of neutralizing myself—making myself passively pretty so that I receive no scorn, and I’m passable enough so that I am still seen. 

But do not look at me as a way to achieve your pleasure; look at me as a person. I deserve respect and neutrality and to just be. My brain is the same, or better, than yours; it is just wrapped in a feminine package. And that makes me more.

[infected]

The Accolade, Edmund Leighton, 1901

[pawspaintsnthings]

I watched Kingsman again for the first time in a long while. I’m a sucker for fun spy movies.

[heavensickness]

When you're trying so hard not to show symptoms and function in daily life although your mental illness makes your life a hell; but even your best effort is only able to make you look like a mentally healthy, but lazy and disappointing person

[taces]

[aestheticbiopolar]

-Benedict Smith, I wish I wrote the way I thought

[fuckitandmovetobritain]

Pendragon Castle, Cumbria, England, UK

[psylokie]

[quotemadness]

The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.

Juliette Lewis  (via quotemadness)

[girlnumbersix]

[inktvlekken]

“Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but ‘Mom’s’ probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.”

— Kalyn RoseAnne (via extramadness)

[abcsofadhd]

(Source: me)

[quantum-dragon]

[elizabitchtaylor-deactivated202]

1. She's a woman 2. She's from a poor, rural background 3. Her style has "low-class" connotations