i made a choice.

my name's finn, and i'm in charge now ! i'm in charge now, phasma ! i'm in charge ! * indie + sel , written by freddie.

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MEMORYSERVED.

   “It’s probably a jawa, and I don’t mean to judge a book by its cover but it’s probably not especially friendly.” Ugh, that sticks a little in their throat. They’ve got an itch at the back of their head now that won’t be scratched until they make prejudicial amends to the jawa community.

Best move on, physically and literally. Ken hikes their collar up to keep sand from their gums and hooks their elbow under Finn’s. “I’m with you, but don’t try looking like you’re in a hurry. They’ll just mark you as a weakling and try to tourist trap you in town.”

finn keeps at their side, keeps moving, but his feet are dragging a little. he can’t help it, he can’t help it! it’s too easy to keep looking over his shoulder, and he’s certain that it’s not a jawa. what it actually is he’s not too concerned with, whether or not it can do any harm? well that’s much more of interest. 

    ‘ are we going into town? --you’re too easy to agree with, half the time i don’t remember what i’m agreeing to. ’

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DONNAVETTA.

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the glass clanks down against the metal grated table. thor can’t seem to block out the persistent hum of the ship from the periphery of their focus – enhanced hearing makes it like an unscratchable itch. the god shifts in place, unsure of themself, ‘til finally coming to a rest, voice considerably more relaxed than their faux-laid back posture. they speak slow and nod pointedly; ’you’re a resistance rebel, then?’ and the intonation implies their complete lack of understanding of what any part of this title means. 

       ‘ uh,  yes. ’ he’s picking up on the same impulse to stay casual, hand posed on a popped hip, pretending to look unfazed at the fact that his ride’s just been hijacked by a rather large stranger. someone who doesn’t even seem to understand the divisive politics of the space they’re flying around in.  ‘ we’re rebels, we’re rebelling against the first order. ’

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[donnavetta]

art cred. thor odinson, written by remington. / tell me about your despair, & i will tell you mine. meanwhile the world goes on. meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain are moving across the landscapes, over the prairies and the deep trees, the mountains & the rivers. meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air, are heading home again. whoever you are, no matter how lonely, the world offers itself to your imagination, calls to you like the wild geese, harsh & exciting – over and over announcing your place in the family of things.

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a .  age :  20 but i said i was 18 the whole year i was properly 19 so i feel like i’ve skipped over an entire year of my life b .  birthplace :   nyc city  c .  current  time :   as i start this it’s 2:14 pm d .  drink  you  had  last :  homemade mocha latte  e .  easiest  person(s)  to  talk  to :  my good ol’ group chats, mainly the fuckening, disco biscuits, and that famous brotherhood of soup you’ve been hearing about. if u im me this could be you, mutuals!! f .  favorite  song(s) :   i don’t know i like a lot of songs don’t ask me go away h .  horror  yes  or  horror  no :   yes, in the words of col. kurtz “here comes that horror i’ve been hearing so much about” i .  in  love ? : i love found family dynamics because i love my own found family more than anythin baybee j .  jealous  of  people :  not to play the astrology card but also to play the astrology card, i’m a scorpio, so yes of course. k .  killed  someone :  the girl reading this l .  love  at  first  sight  or  should  i  walk  by  again ? :     SCUZI m.  middle  name(s) :   faye n .  number  of  siblings :  none, except my baby west coast cousin who is essentially my little brother and i love him as such o .  one  wish :    i would love nothing more than to work on films that people can find themselves in. i’ve got big dreams of directing, but the very present wish for the near future is to work for ava duvernay in someway. q .  question  you’re  always  asked :   god idk, i get clarification questions on things like being jewish or being bi a lot, otherwise nothing’s really that consistent r .  reason(s)  to  smile :  not to rib off of teo, but dogs just happen to be the best  s .  song  you  sang  last :  frankie sinatra’s blue moon t .  top  3  fictional  characters :  like i said i hate playing favorites, and i’m gonna rib off of teo again because i liked that he used his own kids (except im doing this as a means of deflection.) in no particular order 1) wes mctaggert 2) the inseparable bruin aarons & max aarons 3) azrin u .  underwear  &  color :   why  v .  vacation :   my school’s got abroad programs 2 the uk that im trying to do, and then id be able to see bobby, sammy, teo and clara. also one day me, seamus, and syd will go to disneyland/world together. w .  when’s  your  birthday :  nov 3rd ! x .  x - rays :  a LOT a lot for my teeth y .  your  favorite  food :   idk ill eat anything. right now i want some soup dumplings edit: country fried chicken z .  zodiac  sign : scorpio!!!!!!!!!

tagged by:  <3 @memoryserved tags:  @gnnablow, @bzzrd, @radiowork, @bloodsnaps, @herdsheep !!!

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@memoryserved. 

  ‘ ken, hey ken, i don’t like the way this thing is looking at me. ’ he’s pointing without subtlety at the only thing around that isn’t made up of sand, a head? with one big pair of blinking red eyes. ‘ i don’t even know what the hell it is, but i don’t like it. 

      i’m just saying, maybe we shouldn’t stick around to see if it feels the same way about us. ’

[johnnyssilverhand]

I’m not Resistance. I’m not a hero. I’m a stormtrooper. Like all of them, I was taken from a family I’ll never know, and raised to do one thing. But my first battle, I made a choice. I wasn’t gonna kill for them. So I ran.

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@saberheir​.

‘ you have to tell me everything. ’ 

    there’s enough space in the booth’s half circle for the two of them to sit apart, but he’s crowding her in spite of that. his elbows are propped on the chess table and his chin propped up on his hands. 

‘ i’ll tell you everything too, we’ll go back and forth, i just want us to be caught up with each other. both the good and the bad. ’

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[Image description: a picture of a Wheel of Fortune board with Vanna White standing to the left side. At the bottom of the screen, in white text over a blue ribbon, is the clue, “Who is Finn?” The puzzle is solved with the words, “A complex, multifaceted, heroic human being.”]

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* indie + sel finn from sw, written by freddie. 

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AVERYGAYE.

She doesn’t quite know what thing she’s proud of him for – everything, of course, but within everything is a lot of little things about Finn, and it’s a swell in her chest to think of all of them at once. “Dinner is soon – doesn’t that seem crazy? Just having dinner.” In a canteen, with a hundred people, a hundred knives and forks. She wrinkles her nose. “I was thinking of taking a plate and going somewhere quiet, if that exists.”

     ‘  that’s a great idea, i’m with you on that. ’ it feels like a load off to escape the crowd before he even has to step foot in it. he’s exhausted, and he doesn’t need the same effort to talk to rey that he needs to talk to almost everyone else. they can sit together in complete silence and have it be comfortable. ‘ i’m thinking we get in early, first choice, no lines, and then we’ll go sit wherever that better place is. ’

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WHAT TRAIT MAKES YOUR MUSE LOVABLE? repost, don’t reblog !

People love you because you’re a giver!

Generosity of spirit is your strongest attribute. You're everyone's go-to when there's a problem. you never hesitate to drop everything to help out your friends and loved ones. Because of your nurturing, optimistic, and accepting attitude, you have a calming effect on most people. You also have a large group of friends, you're the kind of person everyone wants to keep around.

TAGGED BY:  @kylore !! TAGGING: @bzzrd, @saberheir, the person reading this

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XWINGER.

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     “You can say if they’re bad.”

     In an effort to give Finn something to eat that contains neither the word protein nor scramble, Poe has been slaving over a hot skillet for the last two hours trying to work up a perfect stack of pancakes. The stack he finally put together is far from perfect – they’re lumpy, misshapen and kind of pathetic – but it’s the best he can do, and he’s kind of proud. He’d slapped the plate in front of Finn with the effects of that pride stapled on his face as a broad grin, eyes crinkled at the corners, only now there’s no pride, just apprehension. He chews his lip.

     “I won’t be offended. I promise.” 

   finn’s not a connoisseur of pancakes, or a connoisseur of food in general. you’d think that’d add up to make him an easy critic, but the stack still seems wrong looking despite the effort, and the texture ( really really chewy ) can’t be intentional. it takes him a whole minute to swallow one bite, though he looks up with a non-committal lopsided smile in the end. more than anything he’s hungry. hunger can make anything taste...fine.

   ‘ they’re not bad, poe. the thing is- they’re not good either. ’

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AVERYGAYE.

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   “I hope we’ll still be able to make time for each other, now I’ve got places to be and you’re… actually a big deal.”

    it’ll be a dark day if he ever stops holding out hope that they’ll see each other, spend time together. ‘ you’re not gonna be getting rid of me that easily, i promise you. even if i am a big-- really big deal now. ’

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