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eli or lily + she|any + 22y + infp

this tumblr is a dump/diary, random.

.... i am a writer and artist. currently working on my lgbt romance book false alarm inspired on dead poets society.

📼 fandoms :

movies: dead poets society 🩷, like minds 🩷, girl interrupted, whiplash, the perks of being a wallflower, the substance.

shows: american horror story, friends, how i met your mother, malcolm in the middle🩷, the summer i turned pretty 🩷, skins, heartstopper.

favorite character: todd anderson (DPS)

🎧 music :

lana del rey, the smiths 🩷, jeff buckley🩷, nessa barrett, deftones, bad omens, jutes, ella boh, portishead, two feet, henry morris, cigarettes after s.

dark r&b, rock, metal, indie.

#spotify #dead poets society #anderperry #letterboxd #fandom #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #like minds

nigelologist

I've been thinking about the scene where Nigel says that his parents are probably away, busy with work, cutting to his dad being very much at the house; it's his way of either not wanting Alex to know the relationship he has with his parents, or keeping him completely separate from that part of his life.

Once Alex sees him as this abused kid, it'd break this little collective fantastical prophecy they've designed,, he needed it to be just them, completely isolated (which he was managing to do in every other aspect of his life) so that Alex could kill his dad with no guilt and really come into the jack Nigel knows he is.

I just always thought it interesting how Nigel really villainised his dad and tried to keep a light air about it, saying, "He's got the gun," with a smile on his face. To Alex, it turns into a threat not only to Nigel’s safety (he’s out of school and snooping around his house) but also his own.

Because if Alex had properly met his father (apart from the general dismissed meeting before the performance), he could not strip the human away from the person. If he had no prior connection or if he saw him only as a personal 'threat' to himself (and Nigel), then he could enact the prophecy, or at least wouldn't break from the bubble of delusion and connectivity they were both in.

This is all with the mind that Nigel had planned the murder of his parents out way earlier. (Or had at least wanted to and deemed Alex as his saviour Jack, that allowed it to be a possibility). In any case, I think trying to hide a friend away from your abusive family dynamic is always at the forefront of Nigel's mind (or anyone in that situation, really). So this scene really stood out to me and hit me in the feels whenever I watched it.

Nigel finally found someone who understood or could understand him, who would listen to his crazy ramblings about the Templar Knights and his belief that he was made for something more than this. He wanted it separated from the thing he was running from (his family, isolation) and headfirst into those ideals and fantastical prophecies he was finally discussing and sharing with someone... Ouch.

Hi! I have seen some people on here making a pool on what DPS character their handwriting makes other people think about and I wanted to try it with mine! I am a little curious 👉🏻👈🏻

What character do you think has my handwriting?

<3

todd anderson

neil perry

knox overstreet

gerard pitts

charlie dalton

steven meeks

john keating

richard cameron

Remaining time: 6 days 10 hours

#dead poets fandom #dead poets society #dps #dps fandom #todd anderson #neil perry #john keating #steven meeks #richard cameron #gerard pitts #knox overstreet #charlie dalton #anderperry

giv3m3ibupr0fen

Little kid nigel, bites his nails until they bleed and has a skin picking issue ♡

Everyone tell me ur kid nigel headcanons,,

(Got this idea from someone but i dont remember their user ! Will put it here when i find it.)

newrhys

alex and nigel keychain design 4 myself bc there is not a big enough audience for these to be made and sold lmfao

dykespeare-deactivated20181228

reblog if ur mom is smart and beautiful

confident-fear

This is one of my favorite sites on here because everyone who reblogged it truly believes it because their moms won’t actually see it

sophia1959

Smth that canonically happened in dps that we werent shown in the movie is when neil started going to the rehearsals and immediately became best friends with ginny cause theyre literally twins and when he was talking to Todd he was constantly "ginny this and ginny that and ginny said and ginny did"

And Todd's like "ginny😑🙄😠🤬" in his head cause he thinks neils in live with her or smth, but to ginny neils just "toddtoddtoddtoddtodd" 98% of the time (she started planning neil and Todd's wedding)