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@strrawberrryicecream
Heyyyyy what's up.... Heh....
Yeaaa ik its been AWHILEEEEEEE since I've posted but I've had a looootttt of stuff going on.
A lot of it is kinda personal and not trying to vent but.... Also finding out someone i thought i had a crush on was in a relationship.... Yea.... Never knew that till now...
Well that's enough of that I'll TRYYYY to post soon, possiblyyyy when summer comes around but idkkkkkkk ughhhh.
Anyways i hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Love you guys 🤍
Hi guys! Sorry for not posting this week school has been taking it out of me and I've had 0 motivation to write :((
If possible I'll try to write next week if not i will when i have my next break from school (in 2 weeks)
I appreciate all the love on my little fanfics by the way and these two goobers will make a comeback I PROMISEEEE
I hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my lovelies
Hi guys.... I'm gonna have to get the two janka fics out monday because work is HECTIC and i have no motivation....
Istg some people forgot that employee's are human to, i can't tell you how many people I've had be bitchy towards me over stuff out of my control it's so fucking tiring.
Anyways i hope you guys have a wonderful day 🤍
𝓜𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓾𝓹 𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽? (𝓙𝓪𝓫𝓫𝓮𝓻)
𝕁𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤:
(Art by mototocchi on Twitter!)
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It was a stupid argument that ended up in you both pushing each other around.
Jabber was getting on your nerves and you snapped at him about how he needed to chill the fuck out and leave you alone sometimes.
At first he was playing around like he normally did but when you kept going on and on about it he started getting annoyed.
"You need to stop playing around so fucking much and leave me alone for one!"
At this point jabber had gone completely silent and just let you talk which was scarier then him saying something threatening.
At some point you both ended up pushing each others shoulders which heated the argument more.
At some point jabber got so tired of you continuing this that he grabbed your arms aggressively and crashed his lips against yours to shut you up.
It was very aggressive, really aggressive. It was almost like he was trying to punch you but in a different way.
He bit your lip as hard as he could which made you yelp which then gave him access to your mouth.
When you were finally able to push him off of you, you both were a panting mess.
You ended up just walking away from jabber because you were still mad at him and the smile he gave you just made you more angry.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
It wasn't even 10 minutes since you left the argument when jabber comes bursting into your shared room and before you can get a word out he just flops on top of you and gives you a big kiss.
"Take this as my apology since ya know I'm not good with that stuff sweet thin'"
You push him off of you with an angry look on your face. Jabber on the other hand took this as your play fighting with him and so he did the same back.
Which in return you both started play fighting and you started laughing.
After a bit of play fighting jabber held you steady in his arms and just looked at you for a second. Without warning he leaned in and kissed you.
Surprisingly it was soft compared to the multiple other times he would kiss you.
It was long but not aggressive or rushed passion. Just two people having an intimate moment after a rough argument.
Your lips moved in sync with each other, this slow dance that felt unusual but not in a bad way.
When h pulled away from your he had the biggest smile on his face.
"Sooo do ya forgive me now?"
You looked at him with a small smile and pretended like you were in thought.
This action made jabber kiss you again. His teeth lightly bit your lip which you granted him access to your mouth again.
The same dance with your lips happened again but this time filled with more passion than before.
Once you pulled jabber away from your for air he peppered small kisses all around your face which made you laugh.
"Alright alright i forgive you!"
You both had the biggest smiles on your faces like two high school kids sneaking out together for the first time.
He gently kissed your forehead and pulled you in close to him.
For the longest moment it was just complete silence. Just the sound of both of you breathing in this peaceful and calm way.... Well until jabber broke the silence.
"Ya know you should yell at me more often. Yer so hot when yer mad"
"JABBER"
"Worth"
He had the biggest shit eating grin on his face that you've ever seen.
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Hey friends! I hope you enjoyeddddddd!
I KNOW I'M A BIT OFF SCHEDULE I FORGOT YESTERDAY WAS MY MOMMAS BDAY AND SCHOOL IS BEING A PAINNNNN.
I will try to get the last 2 fics out hopefully tmrw since i forgot i have to be employed Saturday and Sunday..... Heh..... If not the will be done monday and i will post some extra content as my apologies :D
OH I ALSO BOUGHT A ZANKA COSPLAYYYYYY!! I'm so excited dude it comes next month HEHEHE.
Anyways i hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliessss!! 🤍
GUYS I PROMISE I'M TRYING TO GET THE JABBER FIC OUT SCHOOL HAS JUST BEEN A PAINNNNNNNNNN.
Somebody save me from my history class PLEASEEEEE i literally have to day dream abt zanka and jabber while working on school work just bc these people in my class are FREAKS I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
Fr though I'm gonna try to post the jabber FIC tmrw.... We'll see if not it's coming out on Saturday 😼
I stole zankas look 😼
YES IT IS A LITTLE OFF COLORED AT THE ENDS MY HAIR WAS BEING STUBBORNNNNNNNN 😔💔
Anyways.... Will anyone be the jabber to my zanka 💔 SIGHHHHHHH....
(jk)
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰 (𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓽𝔀𝓸)
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𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘: zanka hallucinating, mentions of blood and death, angst, zanka getting addicted to hallucinogens, su!c!d3 mentioned, idk really
𝔸/ℕ: you guys wanted a part two so here i deliver! At the time of writing this i was in a bad mood bc of work and stuff so it may be harsh angst so please be warned.
This idea is by @strawberryfire17! Thank you for this lovely idea 🩷
(Art by yearlyix on Twitter!)
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It was cold.
To cold.
Zanka felt like his fingertips had gotten frost bitten and the rest of his body was getting to that point.
He didn't know why but he didn't like it.
He felt like he couldn't breath either. He was trying to move but it felt like something was weighing him down.
"Please...."
It came out as a whisper. He didn't know what he was pleading for he just wanted this to end.
And it did. He woke up in a cold sweat sitting up way to fast that it made him dizzy.
His breathing was heavy and uneven like he just ran a marathon.
He felt the weight in the bed shift as someone or something turned towards him. He looked down and saw... You?....
He was stunned. It was you, same hair, same face, same.... Everything.
He couldn't believe his eyes.
He blinked a couple of times like he thought he was still dreaming, he even pinched himself to make sure he wasn't.
He truly was seeing you again, and you were... Alive?
He put his hand under your nose and felt your steady breathing against him. He also checked your pulse and was surprised to but ecstatic to find out you still had one.
He laid back down next to you and just admired you.
He wrapped his arms around you and held you close and a little too tight like you would disappear at any second.
This made you stir awake.
"Zan zan?"
He looked at you with tears threatening to seep from his eyes.
"Hey lovely, sorry did i wake ya?"
His voice was soft but held that tone that showed he was about to break down.
You woke up almost immediately at that and sat up.
"Zan zan what's wrong?"
Zanka heared the worry in your tone and it pained him.
He didn't want you to worry about an average person like himself.
He just held you tight without a word and you didn't question it.
Zanka felt like he was in heaven when your arms wrapped around him and you kissed the crown of his head. You felt warm, so very warm his stomach had butterflies.
Butterflies from the way you hummed softly to him.
Butterflies from the way you ran your fingers through his hair.
Butterflies from the occasional kisses you'd give him.
He never wanted this feeling to go away.
He knew you weren't with him anymore but he wanted to savor anything he could with you.
Because he knew if he was back out in reality the light you gave him wouldn't shine bright anymore, but here with you? It was at its brightest.
If this was a dream it was one he never wanted to wake up from.
He didn't want to believe this was a dream because to him this was his reality.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
On the outside zanka was laughing at the fact he thought he was with you again and the fact he was having the best hallucinations of you.
When jabber heard zanka laughing he perks up and laughs a bit.
"Yo! My man's is having fun!"
He laid down next to zanka and started laughing with him.
Jabber thought they were just having fun and the laughter got louder and louder but zanka? His laugh started to turn into cries once the hallucinogens start making him relive the day he wish he never had to live.
He felt all the pain he was feeling 10x worse now because of this.
He felt everything to.
Your blood.
Your cold body.
The feeling of your warmth slipping away.
Everything that happened he can feel it all again.
God he just wish he was with you again.
To whatever god was listening to him right now. Please.... Please take him out of this world so he can live with you again.
So he can hold you close again.
So he can just feel you again.
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When zanka awoke in the infirmary he didn't feel happy to be alive after what jabber put him through.
He just felt horrible that he was still living after everything.
The one thing that made him happy about being alive was the fact everytime he'd take the strong pain killers eisha gave him, he'd see you again.
And it made him smile like there was no tomorrow.
God he wish this wasn't a dream and that you were actually here holding his hand, moving strands of hair out of his face, kissing his cheek and his lips.
Now this is a drug he never knew he could get addicted to.
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Hey friends! I hope you enjoyed!!!
Zanka makes me wanna SOBBBB HE'S SO CUTE I'M GONNA BITE HIM AUGGHHHHHHHHHH.
I might be tweaking a bit... Ummm let's not question it let's just know I'm comfortable with you guys ദ്ദി◍˃ ᵕ ˂◍)
Anyways I hope you all have a wonderful day or night!! Stay safe my loveliessss 🩷🩷
Guys ik it's only Monday but I'm already scheming.
Would you guys like jabber or zanka or both angst for next week?
I already have some ideas you just gotta let me know 😼
Angst for next week
Zanka
Jabber
Both
I'm so evil aren't i (the moon will sing is almost done btw and will be posted!)
Hey friends!
I've decided to start a schedule to try and go off of for while I'm still in school :D
Here's the estimated schedule for next week!
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Monday: the moon will sing part 2
Wednesday: Make up or Make out? (Jabber)
Saturday: Can we go home now? (Janka)
Sunday: Kidnapping an Heiress (Royal au Janka)
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I'm hoping that i can get all of these out if not on the same day as one of the others.
I may not be able to because of school but we shall see! For now here is my estimate on when i should be posting these next week :D
If I don't get them all out next week they will be posted the following week I PROMISE.
Also thank you so much for 100+ followers! You guys are absolutely amazing and i appreciate all the love on my posts :))
That's all for now! I hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliessss!!
𝓢𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓽𝓱 (𝓙𝓪𝓫𝓫𝓮𝓻)
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𝕁𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: blood, jabbers masochism, kissing, biting, vampire stuff, ooga booga idk man
𝔸/ℕ: um I'm kinds running out of ideas for what to write so I'm gonna make a request post! Please my drafts are running low 💔
(Art by Milkkbunnz on Instagram!)
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You knew from the start what jabber was.
The first time he bit you hard enough to draw blood and licked it you knew.
He would hide away in your room and hide under your sheets. It concerned you at first but his constant biting you and kissing the crook of your neck to feel your heart beat.
At that point you knew exactly what he was from this.
And at this point? You just let him. At some point he also caught on to the fact you knew and would start feeding from you.
Sometimes you would end up having to kick him off you though because he wouldn't stop his feeding off you and you were about to pass out from blood loss.
As weak as the kick may seemed he would beg you to do it again and you would just look at him with a stone face.
There have been times where while you were sleeping and he would be wide awake just staring at you sleeping peacefully and then just bite you.
Which jolts you awake and as a reaction you end up hitting him which he groans in pleasure about and that makes you leave whichever room you both were im that night (mainly yours) and leave him laying there as he laughed at you.
Which of course he would sneak back into bed next to you and just stare at you again.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"Jab can you stop biting me in the same fucking spot every damn day, i can barely feel anything anymore"
Jabber just smiled at you and said a little "sowwy" like he actually cared.
Though he didn't care but he did switch which side of your neck he bit just to make you happy since you have kept your blood away from him before and it was absolute torture for him.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
Something that jabber picked up on is how much you actually liked when he would kiss your neck to feel where your pulse is strongest.
He's gotten into the habit of planting kisses all around your neck after he's done feeding from you as a form of thank you.
This to his surprise makes you start laughing, mainly from blood loss but possibly because your ticklish to, who knows?
It makes him smile at how adorable you look. He feels like he wants to break every bone in your body just from cuteness aggression but he doesn't.
Instead he'll lay down next to you and hold you close with the biggest smile on his face while your brain tries to comprehend your position from all the blood loss.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
There have been time when jabbers fangs would poke you. Whether it was on purpose or not he would always do it.
When it was on purpose he'd bite hard to the point it left a giant scab on your lip for a whole week.
Oh yeah you beat the shit out of him for it buy of course he enjoyed it.
This also made you lock him out of your room for a week as punishment for doing so.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
Missions for jabber were hard considering direct sunlight burns his skin.
Even though the sun doesn't shine on the ground it's still felt every time you venture outside.
Your solution? Some form of cloak that would cover any and all showing skin so he can safely do missions with minimal harm.
But knowing jabber he will just pull the cloak off and get absolutely cooked by the sun rays just because he feels like it.
But the aftermath for him does not hurt him in that feel good pain he loves so much.
Having water run on him when you finally get him to take a bath burns his skin so badly he feels like he's dying.
He's never thought pain like this would hurt so badly and not so good to him.
He still burns himself because he loves the feeling but everytime you do he knows your gonna force him to take a bath just for him to suffer.
Man he loved when you would act like that.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
When jabber first started feeding off you he would stab you with mankira just to keep you calm.
With how tense you would get it was hard for him to feed properly with you not only moving around so much but also tensing.
As much as you hated him for doing that it definitely get you more use to having him bite you.
Although you made him stop because the overexposure to the poison was messing with your head.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
Contrary to popular belief jabber is actually a very attentive partner when he's not bouncing off the walls.
Sometimes when you come back from missions and jabber tackles you to the floor with hunger, he'll pick you up after he's done and tuck you into bed.
He'll even talk you to sleep when you can't sleep from the pain in your neck.
He'll also clean up the wound when he's done. Even though most time's he'll just lick it till it stops bleeding but sometimes he'll be nice and put a patch on the wound.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
When you and jabber play fight he WILL bite you as hard as possible and smile about it which gets you both in a bloody mess since he wanted to play rough.
He is over the moon about it by the way.
If him biting you that hard will make you play that rough with him oh he's doing it EVERY TIME.
You're kinda like his personal chew toy that beats him back.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖
Jabber is one of those people that sometimes needs to chew.
Jabber would usually just chew on mankira which when you came along you stopped him from doing so, he resorted to biting you.
Don't be surprised if you wake up with multiple bite marks on your arms, some bleeding with blood smeared on your arm.
He can't help it even if he wanted to, which he doesn't want to at all.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
Since jabber only sleeps during the day when you guys are together at night with you sleeping and him wide awake sometimes jabber will talk out loud like he's talking to you.
He'll also say a lot of kind things to you that you will never hear him say in such a soft voice.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
You had gotten back from a mission a few hours ago, drained and disheveled and just so ready to sleep.
You didn't care about taking a shower or anything in that moment you just plopped on your bed and instantly knocked out.
Jabber was sitting next to you watching how you slumped into your room and just instantly laid down without saying a word to him.
It made him smile a bit knowing that you trusted him so much to actually not care if he was there with you knowing that he could just drain you of your blood without you knowing.
Now here you both are. Jabber moved you to where your now laying on him and he was running his fingers through your hair.
"Yer so sweet to me ya know that? I can be a reaaall asshole yet ya put up with it."
He looked down at you just to make sure you were still asleep and you indeed were knocked out.
"Always patchin' me up whenever i get hurt, makin' me take care of myself. Man it makes me wanna break ya..."
He trails off in thought for a second.
"Nah, I'd rather not. Ya to good for that. I don't know how i got so lucky ya know? Ya treat me so well when all i do is annoy the hell outta ya. I can tell it with the way yer eye twitches"
He smiled at you when you started to move a bit but settled back down still completely unaware of how mushy he was being.
"I love ya, ya know that?"
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Since jabber has high senses now when it comes to smell he can always smell when your bleeding.
Sometimes it makes him jealous because he thinks you were rough housing with someone other than him which you tell him it's not true.
He can also tell the second you hurt yourself around him.
Like if you accidentally cut yourself he's right there.
It honestly scares you sometimes because you can be in the next room and he just appears out of nowhere as soon as he smells blood.
Which he then proceeds to steal from you and you just let him.
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Surprisingly jabber can be really nice when feeding during the day. Considering that's when he's the most tired he's not as energetic.
When jabbers really hungry to the point it wakes him up he searches for you for your blood.
Usually if your not on missions you'll be next to him but sometimes you'll be just around. Talking with people or reading something you were able to snag.
If he finds you out and about around base he drags you back to whichever room your staying in that day and he'll take his fill.
But if your right next to him he'll just tug on any piece of clothing he can grab at the moment to get your attention.
When he's searching for where your pulse is strongest his kisses are a lot softer and feel like butterfly wings fluttering on your skin.
When he bites you it's also a lot more gentle, he doesn't just aggressively bite you like he would when it's later at night.
And he only takes what he needs before he's back asleep.
You definitely like these moments more than when he's fully aware but both moments are just fine as well.
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Hey friends! I hope you enjoyeddddd!!
See i made this more as a headcanon fic then how i did my zanka one bc i had absolutely NO idea how i wanted to do this.....
But hey i will have an actual jabber fic out for you guys and it MAY or MAY NOT be angst..... Heh....
Anyways I hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliessss!! 🤍
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓼𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓖
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ℤ𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕊𝕦𝕞𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕪: This song is about one-sided love, emotional neglect, and the pain of being in a relationship where you are forced to shoulder all the weight while receiving little in return. For this fic some of these go into play like the one-sided love and emotional neglect that will be shown throughout the fic.
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: mentions of death, angst with minimal to no comfort, and zanka being an emotional wreck.
(Art by yearlyix on Twitter!)
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This was never supposed to happen.
It wasn't supposed to happen.
It wasn't
Supposed to
Happen.
You were cold.
Extremely cold.
Zankas eyes were hurting from him trying to hold back his tears.
Telling himself everything would be alright.
It wasn't alright.
You'd already lost so much blood it was a miracle your eyes were still open.
Zanka was trying to stop the bleeding the best he could but there was so much blood he knew it was pointless yet he still tried.
He saw the life slowly leaving your eyes and it pained him more and more that he couldn't do anything.
He was worthless.
Useless.
A burden.
All the things you constantly reminded him he isn't he was in this moment.
You tilted your head to the side a little to see zankas face.
You knew it was bound to happen one day, your recklessness would cost something.
With all your might you gave him a small smile even with blood running down your face. You already excepted your fate without anyone else being able to.
You knew you wouldn't make it even if you tried.
"Zan-zan, i love you"
That broke zanka, he started crying without even realizing it. He was spouting out nonsense he couldn't even comprehend.
At some point he didn't even notice you stopped breathing until enjin had to physically pull him away from you.
He fought so hard against enjin just to keep that small bit of hope that you were still alive.
He broke completely, he couldn't even stand anymore because of how hard he was crying.
Enjin held him firm against him, being an anchor to zanka even though he knew he didn't deserve it.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓮 𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝔂 𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓶𝓼, 𝔀𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮, 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓮𝓵𝓼𝓮"
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"Hey zan-zan!"
You had a huge smile on your face as he walked into your room and sat next to you.
"Whatcha workin' on?"
He had a soft smile on his face as he leaned against you.
"Well it was supposed to be a surprise buuuutttt i was making a bracelet for you out of buttons i found in your room"
You had the biggest smile on your face, that smile he loved more than anything.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
He walked passed your room, empty but still had traces of you.
Your books, your clothes, just your stuff.
He sat on your bed, he didn't move he just sat there looking around.
His eye's landed on that bracelet you never got to give to him.
His eyes also landed on the photo of you two together that he so desperately wanted to throw away but you said it made you happy.
Zanka picked up that photo and the bracelet, holding it close to his chest as he broke down again.
Your room still smelled like you and it was hurting his head but in a good way for him.
Riyo was the one that found him there, she didn't try to drag him out she just sat there with him.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪 𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓮 𝓲 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓷"
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
You had this habit of accidental falling asleep on one of the common couches around HQ, usually while reading but sometimes just because you felt like it.
Zanka would see you there all the time and just sat there next to you.
He'd look at you with so much love and affection that it made his heart ache sometimes. How could someone as perfect or as great as you fall for some average guy like him?
Or the times that you would just wander into his room or next to him just to talk or be there with him.
He loved that about you, you always stayed with him no matter what and it made his heart flutter.
Or the times you would be cuddling together and you'd draw mindless shapes across his back, it made his stomach fill with butterflies every time.
How could someone so perfect be with someone like him?
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
Everytime he walked by the common couches now he would imagine you sleeping there and he'd have to walk away.
He locked himself in his room for weeks after you died. He couldn't face anyone because everything reminded him of you and it hurt him so much.
He thought about so many things in his isolation it scared him.
He thought he just wanted to die because he didn't deserve to be the one standing here now.
He wanted to be with you again so badly.
He yearned for you to be with him again.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"𝓑𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓷𝓸 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓸𝔀𝓷"
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
It has been a month since you passed. In that month zanka has started to except the fact he was never gonna see you alive again.
That whole month was torture for him.
He would still hear you laughing from time to time. Sometimes feel like you were holding him when he'd lay down in his bed, and sometimes he could still smell your scent like you just walked by him.
It messed with him a lot because he sometimes still felt like you were following around like his "shadow" as the others would call it.
It felt like the darkness his brain always held was trying to swallow him whole now.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"𝓘 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮"
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
The light in zanka that used to shine so bright has dimmed over time without you.
He ended up reverting back into the shell he used to hide in long before you pulled him out of it.
He doesn't know how to take things that people tell him as compliments much anymore because all he can think of is how he should have done better to save you.
He feels worthless.
But that light you gave to him hasn't dimmed fully.
He still has hope that in some twisted fate you'll come back to him.
He uses that as his drive and keeps pushing on even when it's hard.
That was until jabber came along for the second time.
Somehow he caught wind of what happened to you and used it to his advantage.
And that came out when jabber was able to land a hit on zankas leg.
"You really are pathetic, this is probably why that little partner of yours is dead."
Zankas eyes filled with tears but he couldn't move, as much as he wanted to beat the shit out of him for bringing you up he couldn't do anything.
All he could do was laugh. He felt useless yet again.
Worthless
A burden.
Better off dead.
Oh how much he wished he was with you.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
"𝓘 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮...."
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Hey friends i hope you enjoyeddddd!!
More jabber and janka content coming soon I PROMISEEEEE
I've been on a very big zanka streak recently but jabber will get some more love very soon i promise!!
Also i seriously need to make a schedule because i have school and I'm um... EMPLOYED 😨
Hehe i totally did not finish this while on the clock.... (It was SLOWWWWW)
Also I'm doing a lot better from getting my minor concussion! Nothings wrong and i should be able to go back to writing as regularly as i can while still in school :)
ALSO YO?? THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWERS 🤍🤍
Anyways i hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliessss!!
Um hey guys!
May or may not have gave myself a minor concussion...
In all seriousness though I'm ok but i won't be writing for a hot minute so i can let my brain rest and stuff.
I'll hopefully be better by next week since it was nothing serious but we'll see ^^
Anyways more janka and just both of them coming soon!
Love ya guys! Stay safeeee 🤍🤍
𝓜𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓾𝓹 𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽? (𝓩𝓪𝓷𝓴𝓪)
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ℤ𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: make out ofc, possibly suggestive but nothing far, zanka might be a bit out of character, collage au ish, idk guys help
(Art by z4okis on Twitter!)
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It all started with an argument. A stupid one at that.
You guys were having an argument about how zanka keeps reorganizing your stuff and you can barely find anything of yours anymore.
He was saying how you needed to keep things organized and if you looked closer you would find everything because he organized it in a way where everything was visible to see better.
Stupid argument over a stupid thing but it was important to you. You cared about your stuff and not being able to find it made you more irritated than you would admit.
"For the love of Christ zanka not everything has to be neat and clean all the fucking time!!"
You were still arguing about it and zanka was getting fed up but everytime he tired to end it he'd say something that would just keep it going.
"Well keepin' everythin' organized helps being able to find things insanely easier and they won't break easily"
"Oh so your saying I'm not taking care of my stuff for keeping it the way i like it??"
"That's not-"
"That's exactly what your saying zanka! Saying they'll 'break easily' is literally saying i don't take care of my st-"
Zanka was so fed up he just kissed you. He couldn't think straight because of how irritated it was and all he wanted to do was shut you up that's all.
You were surprised to say the least. Not only by his boldness but how aggressive it felt, like he was still mad but just wanted you to shut up without saying it.
After a few seconds you both pulled away breathless and staring at each other like you completely forgot what you were arguing about.
For a second you were just sitting there looking at each other. Then almost like you both were thinking the same thing your lips crashed against each other.
Both your arms wrapped around the other. Lips moved in sync with each other and your hands gripped zankas shirt tight enough your knuckles were white.
Zankas arms held you so tightly it was almost spine crushing but in a good way.
Both of your breathing was uneven but you both didn't care at this point.
Zanka moved you backwards and you felt your back hit the wall.
Soft groans escaped both of you as your lips moved against each other like this was something you were missing for so long.
You felt butterflies in your stomach from how out of character this was for zanka, but excitement for this new side of him.
You both felt your knees going weak and pulled away from each other. Breathing unsteady but so much love in each others eyes it felt like your pupils would explode.
"To say I'm surprised is an understatement"
You said while catching your breath, you gave him a small grin and a huffed laugh.
"Not complaining though"
Zankas face and ears were so red he looked like a rose. If there was an award for how embarrassed someone could get zanka would definitely be in the top 3.
Zanka let out a small little laugh.
"Guess i got a little carried away?"
"A little is a complete understatement zan-zan"
He shook his head with a huge grin on his face and leaned in to kiss you again which you excepted without a second thought.
This time it was softer like how zankas kisses usually are. His hand slid under your shirt and he ran his fingers gently up and down your spine.
It gave you chills but it was the good kind. The kind that you only got with him and the softness he had from time to time when not having to deal with everyday life.
You practically melted into him and he held you with so much care you felt like the luckiest person in the world.
The argument was long forgotten at that point but as an apology zanka made you both dinner. Something simple but definitely made with a lot of love.
And as your apology you helped him clean up.
You definitely didn't fling water at each other when doing the dishes together.
Totally not.
When you were laying down next to each other in bed you were thinking about the situation from earlier.
To say you weren't excited about this new side of zanka was an understatement. Though that didn't mean you were gonna start arguments for no reason.
As you were lost in thought zanka looked at you with a confused face.
"'S on yer mind love?"
"Hm? Oh nothing important, just thinking about earlier"
At that zankas ears instantly turned red which made you laugh.
"Sorry-"
"Don't be embarrassed i love this new side of you"
Zanka got so flustered he ended up telling you to shut up about it which made you laugh again.
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Hey friends! I hope you enjoyedddddd!!
AAAAA SORRY I HAVEN'T POSTED IN A SEC SCHOOL'S BEEN A BITCHHHHHHHH.
I need to post more alone jabber content.... Like i have drafts that i can finish and i may or may not finish them.... HINT HINTTTT....
Anyways! I hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliesssssss🤍
𝓢𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓽𝓱 (𝓩𝓪𝓷𝓴𝓪)
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𝕍𝕒𝕞𝕡𝕚𝕣𝕖 𝕫𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: mentions of blood, biting, might be suggestive? Overall just normal vampire stuff without people dying
(Art by Milkkbunnz on Instagram!)
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You were worried about zanka, he hadn't left his room in days and everytime you would knock on his door to check on him he'd yell at you to leave him alone.
It was unusually considering most of the time whenever zanka or you had free time you'd be joined at the hip.
What was also concerning to you was that apparently he hadn't been on any mission's in almost 2 weeks.
You decided to just rip the band aid off and figure out what's wrong with him even if he fights you on it.
Once you reached zankas door you knocked on it gently and stated that it was you.
Before he was able to respond you opened the door stating that you were coming in whether he liked it or not.
What surprised you as soon as you opened the door was not only how dark it was but at zanka yelling at you and quickly hiding under his blankets.
"CLOSE THE DAMN DOOR"
You practically slammed the door at that. Why the hell was he yelling at you? What the hell is going on?
Through the dark you shuffled around trying to find his nightstand lamp and also his bed which you succeed in finding on but not the other.
At that you ended up falling while also turning the lamp on, which made zanka instantly sit up to make sure you were alright.
You stood up with a groan and felt your head which had got a small cut from the fall.
"Ow fuck"
You groaned as you sat down on zankas bed, covering the small wound with your hand.
"What the hell are you doing in the dark? Better question why are your windows covered?"
Zanka didn't respond, if anything he was staring at you with a dazed look and gripping his bed sheets so hard his knuckles turned white. Now that you think about it he looks really pale.
"Uh zan-zan you alright? You look sick"
You lifted your free hand to feel his forehead which seemed to snap him back to reality considering he flinched back so hard it scared you.
"Zanka what the hell is going on with you? You've been locked up in your room for days, you haven't come out to eat or drink anything, hell you haven't been on any mission's! What's going on? Talk to me please"
You were trying to interrogate zanka but he seemed to just be staring right through you again like you weren't even there. You were starting to get annoyed by his behavior.
"Hello?? Earth to zanka!!"
You waved your hand in front of his face but nothing happened. At that you sighed and stood up.
"If you don't wanna talk that's fine, next time just tell me"
You moved the hand that was cradling the small wound to see if was still bleeding. You pressed your fingers against the wound and when it came back with a small amount of blood you sighed.
"I'll be back, I'm gonna see Eisha about this but when i get back your talking to me"
You started to walk away from his bed until you felt zankas hand grip fiercely around your wrist that had blood on it and pulled you back.
"Zan what the hell-"
Before you could finish your sentence zanka brought your bloodied hand to his mouth and liked the blood off it.
This made your face burn and you pulled your hand back so hard it hurt.
"Zanka what the hell!"
Zanka seemed just as surprised with his actions like he didn't know what he just did either.
"I'm sorry i-i don't know what the hell just happened i just...."
He sighed and took a deep breath.
"Zan please what is this all about?"
You face held this worried expression that made his heart ache, he really worried you that much huh?
"I don't really know what the hells goin' on, one day I'm on a mission and next thin' i know somethin' bites me and everythin' goes dark. Now this, i can't even get in direct sunlight without it hurtin' and this scent that makes me feel hungry every time I'm around people, i don't know what the hell is goin' on and to be frank I'm terrified"
You listened to zanka without interrupting, in all honesty you were just trying to take in the information.
"What do you mean by "the sun hurts you" and "this scent around people makes you hungry"? Zan-zan are you sure your feeling alright?"
"Ya don't believe me do ya?"
You sighed and laid down on his lap.
"Kinda hard to when what your describing sounds like some crazy ass fairy tail, but it does make it a bit more believable considering you were staring at me like i was some kind of meal"
At that zankas ears went red which made you giggle.
"Plus if i contract some sort of skin disease from you licking me I'm blaming it on you"
Zanka tried to say something but the words didn't come out.
"So, in conclusion your supposedly a vampire of some sorts now?"
"I guess? Not sure"
Zanka sighed. His hand found it's way to your hair and gently started playing with it.
"All i know is i hate it. Just wanna be able to do normal stuff again"
You didn't know how to replie so you just stayed quiet. Honestly you couldn't even form words with how relaxed you felt right now. His hands in your hair and finally being able to hear his voice after days without it.
The only downside or bright side was how cold he was. You couldn't really tell if you felt uncomfortably cold or comfortably cold. It was confusing but that was for tomorrow you to deal with.
You ended up falling asleep like that which you didn't realize until you woke up with a blanket over you zanka laying next to you just staring at you.
You didn't fully register it at first so it didn't bother you much, when it did register you jumped up so fast it made zanka fall out of his bed.
"Oh sorry!"
You practically yelled as zanka stood up rubbing his back.
"It's fine love"
"But seriously why were you staring at me?"
That made zanka freeze, not from embarrassment but almost like he didn't believe his own actions. This made you shake your head.
"Forget it, what time is it?"
That made zanka blink and look at the alarm clock on his night stand.
"2am"
"Damn, i should really be getting back to my room-"
Zankas body weight being dropped on you paused your sentence.
He practically trapped you in place with his body. He didn't say anything but his breathing was heavy and uneven, it honestly scared you.
"Zan-zan you alright?"
"Ya... Just hungry.... Really... Hungry..."
Almost instantly you knew what he was hinting at. The idea of him taking your blood to cure his hunger scared you but also you wanted to help him.
You held up your wrist towards him since you were nervous about the whole thing.
"Here, take as much as you need"
Zanka looked at you with wide eyes, he obviously wasn't expecting you to agree but he was happy. Gently he held your wrist in his hands and brought it to his mouth.
And as gently as possible he bit into your wrist. The feeling made you tense and made zanka look up at you.
"I'm ok, keep going"
You gave him a small smile and a thumbs up even though he could tell you were in pain.
The feeling of him drinking your blood felt weird, but not in a bad way.
Zankas breathing became uneven again as he pulled back to actually breath for a sec. His face was beet red and his chin was covered in your blood.
The sight kinda made you laugh which made him look at you. Once he realized what you were laughing at he felt even more embarrassed.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
After that night it became a normal thing really, you'd go into zankas room. He'd feed from your wrist then you both would hangout together.
Well that was until today. Zanka normally fed from your wrist, which by now had an irritated red mark around it from him constantly biting there so he suggested a different place.
The whole time he was talking his ears and face became more red by the second.
"Maybe i can uh, feed from your neck? I mean it would be easier to hide with our uniforms and it gives your wrists a break"
You thought about it for a second, while it did give your wrists a break it scared you because what if his teeth accidentally hit something vital?
As scared as you were you said fuck it and agreed. Zanka had that same surprised face as before which made you laugh even through your nervousness.
With that you pulled down the sleeve of your shirt to reveal more of your neck for him.
"Just, please be careful"
"I will, promise"
With a deep breath zanka gently sank his fangs into your neck. The feeling made you wrap your arms tightly around him which in return he did the same but not as tight.
He stayed there for a second waiting for you to calm down some and when you did he started feeding.
The feeling made you tense a bit but if you were being honest it wasn't an unwelcoming feeling. Definitely something you weren't used to but something you wouldn't mind getting to feel more of.
You felt light headed with the blood leaving your body, it made you laugh a little because of how woozy you felt.
Once zanka was done he pulled back and looked at your.
"Ya ok?"
"Never better!"
You said while laughing as you practically fell back on zankas bed. Zanka had a worried expression on his face which made you laugh a little harder.
"Don't worry I'm fine! Just a little light headed"
Zanka sighed and laid next to you, planting small kisses to the spot on your neck he bit which in return made you laugh harder and start squirming around.
"That tickles!"
Zanka smiled and continued planting small kisses on your neck which made you laugh and squirm around more.
After a second he pulled back laughing
"Ok ok, ya should probably rest now"
You turned to face him and smiled at him. It made him a little confused but considering you weren't fully there he didn't question it.
Instead he made you close your eyes and tried to get you to fall asleep so your body could replenish itself.
And once you did it made zanka smile. You looked so peaceful and not a care in the world about the situation you both found yourselves in.
Zanka gently ran his hand through your hair and kissed your forehead.
"Rest well love"
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Hey friends!! I hope you enjoyedddddd
Sorry for the lack of posting I've been so caught up in playing resident evil games it's not even funny.
I've played resident evil village twice already and istg every time i finish it I'm still gonna cry at the ending. ETHAN DESERVED BETTERRRRREE.
Anyways i hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliesssss 🤍
𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻 𝓰𝓪𝔃𝓲𝓷𝓰
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𝕁𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤:
(Art by bbbbber17 on Twitter!)
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The idea came to zanka when he heard you talking about stargazing with jabber.
He said you guys were going on a mini road trip even though it was getting pretty dark outside.
You and jabber were sitting in the back together, you laying on jabbers shoulder his head on yours.
You all were talking about random stuff when zanka stopped the car on the side of the road near an open meadow.
You and jabber looked at him confused, which in return zanka shrugged and got out of the car which you and jabber did the same.
Zanka opened up the trunk of the car and started pulling stuff out.
"Zan-zan what are you doing?"
"You'll see"
He said with a small smile.
You and jabber just chilled watching zanka set up whatever he was doing, well that was until jabber pinched your sides and you started chasing him around for payback.
Zanka saw this and laughed as he sat down on the blanket he spread out.
"Come on ya two yer gonna miss the show"
Zanka said with a laugh as you practically tackled jabber down to the ground, all of you laughing like high school kids without a care in the world.
By the time you all calmed down the sun had set and it was completely dark outside.
Well except for the multiple stars that had sparkled to life in the sky.
You stared up at them in awe at how just one little ball of gas could produce so much light and be so beautiful.
You didn't realize that you were spaced out until you felt someone digging their finger into your cheek.
"Ow! What the fuck??"
"Ya spacin' out sweet thin'"
Jabber was looking at you with his usual mischievous smile.
"You didn't have to poke me so hard!"
Jabber just laughed at you which made you sigh.
You laid down on the blanket with your head in zankas lap.
"So was this why you brought us out here?"
His face was bright red but thankfully for him it was so dark out your couldn't see it.
"Ya it was, but there's another reason"
He looked up at the sky as he said that and like a button was hit a meteor shower started.
Your eyes widened in amazement at what was happening.
Jabber was next to you guys practically yelling about the sight.
And zanka? He had the biggest smile on his face because he planned for this whole trip.
After a bit you, zanka, and jabber were laying on the blanket just talking, hand in hand while watching the meteor shower.
"Thank you zan zan for this lovely treat"
You smiled at him and gave him a small kiss, which in turn you felt his face heat up.
Jabber also joined in on this kisses claiming he "felt left out" even though it was just one kiss.
It kinda turned into this whole thing where you and zanka were holding each other and jabber laying on both your legs watching the meteor shower finish.
On the way home in the car you and jabber were passed out in the back of the car. Zanka looked in the rearview mirror and smiled at the sight.
At home you all instantly knocked out together, tired but happy with the fun night.
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Hey friends!! I hope you enjoyeddddddd
Sorry i didn't post yesterday resident evil was holding me by the THROAT.
I finally was ale to play Claires part today and I'm nowhere near done 💔
Anyways i hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my lovelies!! 🤍
𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓶
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𝔽𝕖𝕞 𝕛𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕗𝕖𝕞 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤: Fluff! Some kissing nothing to much, idk really just some silliness.
(Art by a3330r on Twitter!!)
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You were laying on the couch looking at jabber and zanka in the most loving way ever.
Currently they were working on a group project and arguing about random stuff. It made you smile with the biggest smile ever and just looking at them like they hung the stars.
Jabber stopped talking and looked over at you, she had a mischievous smile on her face when she saw you staring at them in such a way.
"Well look at that, someone seems star struck"
When she said that it snapped you back to reality. You turned over on the couch away from them, heat rising to your face. Zanka looked over at you confused then back at jabber.
"What're ya on about?"
"Nothin'!"
Zanka looked at jabber in a confused way but didn't say anything further.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖
It wasn't unusual for you to just stare at them like they were the most beautiful pieces of art you've ever seen.
It made them both smile and they would tease you about it.
Today was one of those days but it was just you and zanka. You were having horrible cramps and she was making soup to help you feel better. You were laying your head down on the kitchen table just looking at her with the most loving eyes ever.
When zanka felt you staring she turned to look at you, this time you didn't hide away with embarrassment.
"You're so beautiful you know that?"
That made Zanka smile. She left the soup for a second and leaned down to eye level with you.
"Thank you my girl"
She smiled and gave you a kiss. Not long but meaningful.
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖
The next time this happened you and jabber were together. She was showing you outfits she wanted to wear and wanting your opinon.
Instead of getting responses though she saw you staring at her like she was the most beautiful being you've ever seen.
"Heyyy, ya spacin' out over there? Or are ya just sooo amazed by me?"
"Your gorgeous"
You spoke quietly with amazement.
She smiled and sat in front of you, her face so close to yours it made your face burn red. Then in a quick moment she kissed you, deep and full of passion.
You felt her bite your lip and pull away with a huge smile on her face.
"Don't get to distracted my girl, ya still gotta help me find an outfit to wear."
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This time when it happened they were both with you. Zanka and jabber were getting ready for the day since they had classes and you had the day off.
Zanka was the first to notice you staring with that look they knew all to well.
"Princess if yer gonna stare ya could at least talk to us"
Your lack of a response made her walk over to the bed and sit next to your laying figure. Jabber looked up from what she was doing and looked at you both.
"Yer gonna hurt yer eye's if ya keep starin' like that"
She smiled and joine you both on the bed. That's when you sat up, you didn't respond to either of them.
Instead you gave them both kisses, not just on the lips but all around their faces which made them laugh.
"Sorry i can't help but stare, you both are just so beautiful"
They both smiled at you and gave you kisses as well. Safe to say they calle out of school just to stay home with you.
And throughout the day they would both just give you random kisses or compliments just because they felt like it.
Oh and your staring problem? They absolutely love it because they felt seen even if they aren't dressed up because they know you think their works of art no matter what.
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Hey friends! I hope you enjoyeddddd
Ahhh yes yuri for valentines day
Here's another part of my valentines day specials! I might have to post the rest of them tomorrow if i can't finish them today but we'll seeeeee.
Anyways i hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my lovelies 🤍
𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓥𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮'𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓶𝔂 𝓭𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰
☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★
𝕁𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕒 𝕩 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣
𝕎𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤:
(Art by somedeimi on Twitter!)
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You were just waking up when you felt it, someone's breath on your face. When you opened your eyes you were face to face with Jabber.
You practically screamed and jumped out of bed. Now here you are on the floor next to Jabber, him laughing and you clutching your chest like your heart was about to leap out of your chest.
Zanka ran into your shared room and saw you both on the floor, you looking petrified and Jabber laughing his ass off.
"Jabber, ya were just supposed to wake em up. Not scare the shit out of em."
Jabber just laughed a bit harder and hugged you.
"Happy valentine's day sweet thin'!"
He smiles wide and rubs his nose against yours.
Zanka sighed and helped you both get up. You followed both of them into the kitchen, Jabber practically skipping and zanka looking like he's about to explode with excitement.
"We made ya breakfast."
Zanka said a bit nervously. You smiled and kissed both of their cheeks.
"Thank you both"
You smiled and sat down to eat with them. The stuff on the table were all heart shaped. Cheesy but it made you smile and your heart feel all fuzzy.
Breakfast was a bit chaotic but nice. Jabber would throw fruit at you and Zanka would yell at him saying not to waist food. Jabber would also tried to feed you even when you said you can feed yourself but he didn't care.
It made you smile at how they took so much time doing something so nice for you and still acting like themselves.
After breakfast you all gathered on the couch to watch this show you were all watching together. Jabber was practically laying fully on you as you leaned against Zanka.
You guys were watching the show but you got distracted when you felt someone's hands on your bare skin and you instantly look at jabber.
"what are you doing jab?"
You saw the huge smile on his face and knew he was planning something, and indeed he was.
He started tickling you which made you squirm and start laughing. When Zanka felt you move against him he looked at you and jabber.
Once he saw jabber tickling you he acted like he didn't see anything happening.
"Zanka! Help- Please!"
You pleaded with him but he still acted like nothing was happening. Jabber was laughing as well now and stopped tickling you, he leaned over and kissed your forehead.
"Yer so cute sweet thin'"
You were catching your breath and looked at Zanka with a straight face.
"You..."
You sat up and looked at zanka, he looked at you confused but also nervous.
You moved slowly at first then quickly attacked his sides. Zanka started laughing and trying to push your hands away.
"Stop-!"
Jabber joined in tickling Zanka just for fun because he knew it would piss him off. Zanka was finally abled to push both you and jabbers hands off him. He was catching his breath but had the biggest smile on his face.
You all broke out into fits of laughter, you laid on zankas lap and Jabber laid his head next to yours.
It was a nice and calming moment which made you feel like the luckiest person in the world.
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It was now about 4pm, Zanka and jabber told you that they had a small outing planned which made you smile and excited for what they had planned.
You got dressed up in something nice, not overly fancy but not to casual.
When they both saw you jabber practically tackled you in a hug and spun you around saying how pretty you were.
Zanka also complimented you although it was a bit quiet and not over the top like jabbers actions.
It made you happy and you had the biggest smile on your face.
"Thank you guys, you both look handsome yourselves"
At your compliment jabber was practically jumping up and down, and zankas ears turned a bright shade of red.
Once out the door jabber was practically running ahead of you and zanka talking about how you were gonna love this surprise.
It made you smile by how excited he was. Zanka gently grabbed your hand while walking and it made you look at him. He wasn't looking at you which made you laugh lightly but reciprocated the action.
They brought you to this small little restaurant where you all had your first date, it wasn't anything fancy but the food was delicious which is what you loved about it.
After that they brought you to a botanical garden. You were in awe of how beautiful everything was, the flower arrangements were gorgeous. It was a great end to the little outing you all had.
On the way home you and jabber were talking about random stuff about school and the class you have together. Zanka was looking at you both with such love in his eyes.
Once home after taking off your shoes, you and jabber were about to walk to the living room to put on a movie to watch till zanka grabbed both of your hands and kissed you both.
Surprisingly it wasn't like his normal kisses. It was long and passionate but not extreme. Once he pulled away he looked at you both with the same look from earlier.
"Happy Valentine's day ya both"
He smiled and hugged you both which was reciprocated.
Instead of watching a movie in the living room you decided to watch it in your shared bedroom. Buuutttt the movie was mostly ignored since you all were just goofing off, kissing and messing around. Laughter filling the room.
For just an ordinary holiday that most people might not celebrate it was special for you all. It was an excuse to take a break from everything and just love each other unconditionally.
What a lovely day to spend together.
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Hey friends! I hope you enjoyyeeedddd!!
Happy Valentine's day! I'm gonna try to get one or two more of these lovely fanfics out today but I'm not sure if I'll be able too....
Anyways! I hope you all have a wonderful day or night! Stay safe my loveliessss 🤍🤍