active Dec ‘23

- 24 - USA /// Height - 5 ‘4 /// SW - 220 lbs /// 220 lbs /// GW - 120 lbs

[strugglinginsidenout]

About me (Updated Oct 31st, 2023)

Name: Diana

Age: 24

Height: 5’4

Country: USA

Sexuality: Bisexual but more comfortable with girls if that makes sense?

SW: 220 lbs

CW: 220 lbs

GW 1: 150 lbs

GW 2: 120 lbs

When I was 17 I was able to go from 190 lbs to 150 lbs, but since starting college I’ve struggled really bad with binging and eating normally since I live with people and I use that as an excuse.

Now post college I’m living on my own and I’m hoping that that helps me control how much I eat better, but so far I’ve been struggling to not over eat and I’m at the heaviest weight I’ve ever been. I can’t let myself get any fatter. I’m struggling so much mentally and I want to love myself but the second I pass a mirror and see what everyone else sees me as I lose my will to stick it out any longer.

I swear this time will be different and I will reach my goal weight. If I’m gonna suffer all my life I might as well like the body I’m in.

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

don’t want to be a girl i want to be a single star in the night sky shining so bright all the way to lonely people who look up and hope to see a sign

[angelbabymikaa]

sorry i’ve been isolating & weird it will happen again

[kosmogrl]

don't know what it is about these days but it feels like nothing's real

[homoidiotic]

[feralg0blin]

[vi0lent-smile]

If you wouldn’t sacrifice your soul to her, is she even actually your girl?

[heavenhillgirl]

[discodeerdiary]

Girls will say "I just need to lie down for a little while" and then sink into a muddy river and get all their hard.tissues replaced with mineral deposits

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I very easily feel betrayed, given up, mocked, rejected, abandoned.”

— Max Frisch, from an unsent letter to Paul Celan written c. November 1959

[pallmallsandashtrays]

[fairycosmos]

always vaguely feeling like im in trouble for something but idk what

[ashstfu]

good news: it has passed & you will never have to experience it again.

bad news: it has passed & you will never have to experience it again

[maryolive]

Deathless by Catherynne M. Valente

[ophelian-darling]

[sapphicyearningbot]

omg the weather is getting colder would be such a shame if a girl wanted to hold hands to keep them warm haha imagine that

[lu-luvslestat]

the feminine urge to be ethereal and hauntingly beautiful

[hexedvampire]

90% of human interactions make me wanna kill myself