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Hello!! I know this probably isnt the update you were hoping for, but my friend is trying to sell 2 Day 2 Metlife tickets for anyone interested! Thought I'd extend the offer to all you lovely ppl 💜💜
You haven’t been active for a while, is life goin good :(?
Hello!! Yeah...it's been a long while.
Life has been treating me well. I've been consumed by assignments and tests and performances with my dance teams and club meetings... but all of it has been blissful.
Not to mention...I got tickets to the Speak Yourself Tour at Metlife!! IM SO HYPE!!!!!
But, yeah, I've been doing pretty okay and I hope yall are doing well too.
Hey, hey, hey bby--don't apologize for focusing on real life! Have fun in college. Kookie would want you to do well too. 😘 - JinKook unnie (may not always be around, but I'm cheering for you!)
Both me and my friend thought that some of the girls might be their inner person like JK's girl appeared when he was still recovering but when he was ok, she disappeared. She appeared later on again but i really dont think its a romantic interest? And my friend also said like what if Hobi's girl is his sister and hes adopted cause his mother left him. And she remembers his bd. Idk man its just really confusing
Idk....I gave up making my own theories a loooooong time ago LOLOL. I’ve just accepted that for as long as I stan BTS, I will be perpetually in a state of confusion
I miss you but I hope you’re doing fine and that college life doesn’t suck your soul out of you lol. And to all the negative things thats happening to you, its not going to last forever okay. These are trials. Trials that I know you’ll overcome. You’re such a kind, good-hearted, and strong person. I know we haven’t talked much but I loved talking to you haha. 💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜
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yalls rly out here making me cri....
Tbh, for all these months, I have been reading the asks that made their way into my inbox and when I saw this, it was at a time when I really needed it. Sorry for the late reply, but thank you sm!! You rly helped pull me through those dark moments 💜💜💜💜
Just found your blog by happy mistake and I am SO thankful I did. I have never cried as hard as I did reading your “For Me” scenario omg it was incredible. I just want to say I hope you’re well and take care of yourself! College can be a bumpy ride but before you know it, it’ll be over and your hard work will pay off. You can do it! And I look forward to reading more of your work when you get back to it(: -km
Awwwww, well I’m glad you’ve found this blog!! Welcome to the fam!!
And thank you sm for the encouragement! I’ve gone thru some emotions I never thought I’d feel before and it truly was a bumpy ride....and it’s only been my first year! lololol, well I guess that just means I’m finally growing up.....*CRIES PROFUSELY*
HIIIIII❤ this is my first time requesting a scenario even though I've read fanfics for a looong time now. Please please pleeeeeease continue yoongis scenario 'Distractions' , im eager to know what happens next. Pls make the reader and yoongi end up together or the reader and jimin end up together. Ahhhh idk but I prefer if yoongi got back with the reader. But its up to you really, whatever's best 😊 sorry If I'm blabbering too much,thanks and byee!❤
Don’t worry!!! I gotchuuuuu!!!! Distractions will def be continuing and I plan on seeing it through til its end! ❤❤❤
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Yoongi x Reader x Jimin
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Series Summary: Somewhere along the way, something went wrong and the relationship you had with Yoongi was broken off just days before his debut. Now, years later your paths unexpectedly cross again.
Word Count: 2474
The sound of clattering dishes and laughter filled the private dining room,
“And then Yeonie unnie slipped and fell knocking over all the clothes racks! It was a total mess and Mook oppa scolded her on every little thing for the rest of the day. It was amazing.” The maknae sat on one end of the table laughing at the story her mind had recalled from 2S’ predebut days.
“Yah!” Joo Yeon, who happened to be sitting across the maknae, snapped her chopsticks in her direction, “Can’t you let your poor unnie live?” Again, she tried snapping her chopsticks angrily for emphasis, but somehow one of the pointed metal utensils flung from her hand almost piercing the others next to her.
Sun Hee giggled from her spot next to Joo Yeon, “Live? How are we going to live if your clumsiness might cost us our lives?”
Everyone broke out in uncontrollable laughter while the eldest slumped down giving up in trying to redeem her clumsy self.
“Yeonie noona and Joonie hyung should never be placed in the same room together. The entire world would probably accidentally come crashing down.” You looked beside you as Jimin participated in the conversation. His eyes were held captive in his precious eye smile and his laughter sounded like music to your ears. His candid happiness was a sight you never got tired of.
The past few months with him had been such a splendid blur. Although you two had faced harsh criticisms from many netizens and antifans, you and Jimin didn’t back down. You and your group, in particular, had to face most of the backlash considering the fact that 2S was relatively new on the scene. Many called you a desperate wannabe idol who was just using Jimin for publicity. However, Jimin always came to your defense. No matter how much you, or BigHit, told him to ignore the haters, he always talked about how genuine you were through Twitter, fancafe, Vlive chat, or through any other platforms of social media he had available. You also knew that Jimin too had many insults and curses being thrown his way by many horrible people on the internet, but he was the one who always put on a smile and comforted you. In the wave of darkness, he had been your light.
The laughter softly died down as the wooden sliding door opened and one of the waitresses came in with more food and slices of juicy meat. Jimin took the initiative to cook the food for all of you. Of course, you all insisted that you could have cooked yourselves, but Jimin would always make an excuse. This time around he claimed that you and the girls were working very hard on your upcoming comeback, so he wanted you all to rest and eat up.
“Jagiya,” You turned to face Jimin as he held up a wrap that he had just put together to your mouth. Gladly, you had taken up his offer and devoured the juicy meat wrapped in the cool, refreshing cabbage leaf.
“Oooooo, look at the lovebirds being all lovey dovey again!” Hwa Joo giggled from across the table.
In the midst of the maknae’s teasing, Sun Hee chimed in, “Yah, let them eat in peace, Joo. Oh, and Jimin, I had been meaning to ask... how’s Yoongi? We haven’t heard from him in a while and we’re all worried.”
The light-hearted atmosphere that had occupied the room was now tainted by a feeling of concern.
“Ah, Yoongi-hyung? Well, to be very honest, I don’t know how he is. Lately, he’s kept himself locked in his studio for days on end. He works in there nonstop, only taking breaks to go to the bathroom or nap. The other members and I have to constantly bring him food or else he’d forget to eat...”
Your heart began to hurt at the sound of Yoongi’s suffering. You knew that he was acting this way because he was upset. This was always how he had acted whenever he was upset. Your mind brought you back to the days when he fought with his parents. He’d always come to your house, keep himself cooped up in your room and worked on music with a keyboard you had kept in your closet.
You were about to speak up, ask about if you or the others could offer any help, but another voice beat you to it,
“Is there any way we could help? I mean...I don’t know how, but....I’m just worried you know?” Sol Mi, who had been exceptionally quiet for the past few months, spoke up. Her voice was riddled with concern.
“I’m worried about him myself, but that’s how hyung always was. Either he’s upset, or he’s just really determined to finish whatever it is that he’s working on in his studio. Either way, we just have to feed him, let him be and hope that he’ll bounce back.”
“Well...it isn’t healthy to eat takeout or convenience store food all the time. Homemade cooking is important for health....if feeding him is the only thing we can do, then maybe I can cook some meals for him?” There was a long pause at the dinner table. The silence only made Sol Mi realize what she just offered, and a plume of rosy blush took over her cheeks, “O-of course, that’s only if that’s alright! I don’t mean to intrude, I just want what’s...”
“Ooooooo! Mimi-unnie seems to be a tad bit too worried, huh?” The maknae poked at Sol Mi’s shoulder.
“Hmmm, maybe Yoongi and Sol Mi should get together?” Joo Yeon laughed before stuffing her face with another wrap.
Sol Mi’s face only grew redder and laughter once again filled the air.
Ever since you and Jimin had begun to date, you tried to suppress the thoughts you had about Yoongi in your mind. You felt that you worried about him too much, and now that you were in a new relationship, it was time to focus on that and your career. Yoongi will always be someone you cared about, but you decided that maybe it was time to finally put thoughts of him on the backburner.
However, with all this talk about shipping Yoongi with Sol Mi...frankly, it made your heart hurt.
A cloak of warmth enveloped your hand under the table. You turned and there was Jimin looking at you with a hint of concern and a small smile. Jimin could always sense whenever you felt uncomfortable, and even if he didn’t know what plagued your mind he was always there to support you. His presence alone could dispell any discomforts you had.
Sun Hee clapped her hands and stood up, “Ah, well I think that we should let the two lovebirds have the rest of the day to themselves.”
Puzzled, your eyes widened in confusion, “But what about practice?”
“Don’t worry about it. I asked Mook oppa if you could take a day off.” She winked as she bore a smile.
You swore you were about to cry. Sun Hee truly was the best unnie in the world.
Jimin called for a waiter to come bring the bill and shortly after, it arrived to the table.
“Don’t worry about lunch you guys, I’ll pick up the tab.”
You squeezed his hand, “But Jiminie, you always pay for us. Let us pay for you this time around.”
“No, it’s fine jagiya, I...” His eyes widened as he reached for his pocket. Nothing was there. He checked his other pocket, his jacket pockets, his bag....he wallet was nowhere to be found, “....I think I left my wallet at the studio this morning...”
Sun Hee began to chuckled and smile as she pulled something out of her wallet, “FINALLY! I’VE BEEN WANTING TO USE THIS BAD BOY!” In her hand was a golden credit card, “Baek PD said to only use the company card if we absolutely have to. I knew you would never let us pay for you, but now that you don’t have your wallet...I say this is a pretty dire situation! Right, girls?”
“YEAH!” You all roared. Jimin’s shoulders hunched as he laughed.
Slowly, but surely, all of you had filed out of the restaurant with satisfied sighs and stuffed bellies. You and Jimin bid farewell to the rest of 2S as they made their way back to Music Box.
As the two of you walked down the side walk, hoods thoroughly hiding your heads and matching masks to over your faces, Jimin reached down and enveloped your hand in his,
“Yah...I’m sorry about lunch, jagi.”
“Jimin! Don’t worry about it! You always pay, so we’ve been wanting to pick up the tab for so long. Don’t sweat it, let your noona take care of you for once. ”
You couldn’t see his smile behind the face mask, but you could tell he was since his eyes turned into happy crescents.
“Jagiya, there’s this new cafe I’ve been wanting to try out. It’s near BigHit, so why don’t we go pick up my wallet first then go for some dessert?”
After a short taxi ride, you two arrived at BigHit Entertainment. Jimin led you up to where the studios were and while he went around to look for his wallet, you decided to wait for him in the hall.
You walked around slowly looking at everything. There were trophy cases and along with figures. You guessed they were probably Namjoon’s.
The sight at all the trophies, all the achievements that the boys had reached made your heart swell. You felt so proud especially after seeing first how much hard work was poured into earning these metallic miniature statures with plaques. All those nights of seeking refuge at your house, staying up to write lyrics and sleeping in your lap in the middle a school day....all those moments paid off.
As you mind went down memory lane, a set of footsteps rounded the corner. You heard a scruffy voice from behind,
“Y/N?”
You swerved around, heart pounding, “Y-Yoongi. It’s been a while…”
“What are you doing here?” His voice was cold, his tone was sharp. He looked as if he were lifeless. His hair was disheveled, his eyes were glazed, his face was too pale even for him. You could tell he even lost some weight.
“Me? I’m just waiting for Jimin. He left his wallet here, so he’s looking for it.”
Yoongi nodded with a blank face then started to make his way past you. He decided he didn’t want to disrupt your little date or whatever the fuck it was,
“Wait,” Your hand enveloped a small fold along the back of his shirt. This was the first time you’d seen him in months and his condition looked far worse than what Jimin had described it to be. It was fair enough to say you were beyond worried. You were petrified, “Don’t be like this…”
“Be like what?”
“I know you’re upset. You always curl up on yourself everytime something goes wrong or if something you don’t like happens or if…”
He moved forward, your grip on his shirt was lost and he scoffed, “What do you mean?”
“Yoongi, we’ve dated for nearly five years and were friends long before we were even a couple...trust me when I say that I know when something’s up with you.”
Silence was all that came from Yoongi. He knew that you could see it. There was no point in trying to deny his feelings. Sometimes he wished that you weren’t so receptive of him….so caring for him...because that was what made it so much harder to let go.
When Yoongi seemed to make no attempts to respond, you decided to press forward with something that had been plaguing your mind ever since you decided to start dating Jimin,
“It’s because of me, isn’t it?”
“What?” Yoongi turned his head slightly to the side and looked at you in the corner of his eye,
“It’s because of me and Jimin...right?”
“Pft, since when have you gotten so full of yourself. Not everything has to do with you, Y/N.”
He looked down not wanting you to see the true pain behind his eyes. But it was no use. You could tell that he was lying just by the way he slouched and by the way his hands were balled into fists trying to hide the fact that he was trembling.
“Stop trying to keep everything to yourself, Yoongi...please...just tell me and I’ll...”
“You’ll what? Stop dating Jimin?” Your lip quivered as you failed to respond, “Look, it’s your life, not mine. You can date whoever the fuck you want. It doesn’t matter to me.”
“Yoongi, I just....I just can’t stand to see you like this. I want to make things okay because I’m worried...”
Yoongi curled his hand into a fist as beads of sweat began to trail down his temple, “Why the fuck would you care about making things okay again? What if I did have a problem with you dating Jimin? Would you do something? Would it make you feel better? Make you feel less guilty about why I seem to be locking myself in my studio, almost starving myself because I’m too caught up in my work and depriving myself of sleep? Stop trying to make yourself look like a fucking hero, Y/N. Stop worrying about me. Stop caring for me. Just stop.”
His outburst frightened you. He didn’t yell, but his voice sounded so different from the Yoongi you had known...different from the Yoongi you had loved, “I...I thought we had patched things up, become friends again...care about each other again....”
Yoongi couldn’t deny that he felt heartbroken at the sound of your wavering voice. The look in your eyes broke his heart even more. He could see how much you did care...how much you did worry…but he didn’t want to see that.
It wasn’t because he hated you.
It was because he was scared….scared that you still loved him…
...scared that he still loved you...
...because he did.
But now he decided to do the same thing that he thought was right years ago. He turned around with his back facing you, not wanting to see the pained look on your face,
“Well, Y/N….maybe we aren’t cut out to be friends.”
And just like that, he walked away the same way he walked away from your relationship before his debut.
Only this time, he knew for sure that he cut you out completely, and so he made no effort to suck up the tears that were threatening to fall as he shut the door to the Genius Lab behind him.
A/N: wowowowowow an actual post??? For real?!?!?! Even I can’t believe it LOL. Well, I’m glad to have actually posted something after 84 years!
WOOOOOWWWWW I CANT BELIEVE THIS BLOG IS A YEAR OLD!!!!!
I’m sorry to say that I don’t have anything ready to release in celebration of this blog’s birthday, but I can say that I am writing part 14 of Distractions and HOPEFULLY I can get it out soon......AH I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH (T^T)
First, I’d like to say hello to all the new lovelies (we hit 1443 OMG)!!! My name is Ina. I’m so happy you’ve decided to join the fam!! ❤❤❤
Since I’m here, I guess I can give y’all some smol life updates.
Life’s been good to me for past couple weeks. I did have a rough patch a few months ago that really put me in a bad place for a long time, and it was difficult to get out of the negativity of the situation for a while. I still am striving to reach the spot where I was before everything happened. But now, with the help of friends both online and irl, I can say that I am doing better. I even got a tattoo of one of the four Love Yourself: Her flowers to remind myself that I should love myself and that life is worth living. If you’re struggling right now, always remember that there will be light at the end of the tunnel! You may have to crawl your way to the other side, but never give up. I believe in you!!!
That’s it for me. I promise I will be active again as soon as I can!!
Awwww I miss you too!! 💕 How are you guys? I hope you all are doing well!!
I’m sorry it’s been so long since the last I posted, and I’m sorry that I can’t post any scenarios rn 😢 I miss writing scenarios for you guys so much
I’ll hopefully get the chance to answer all your guys’ asks, fulfill the requests and continue Distractions and Spring Day once the semester ends (which is in abt 3 weeks. YAAAY....BUT FINALS THO. IM GONNA DIE 😭😭😭)
ALSO YES, I’VE BEEN KEEPING MYSELF UPDATED WITH THE BOYS. OMG THEY TAKIN OVER. I’M SO PROUD. AND THEY COMIN BACK TO AMERICA NEXT YEAR???? MY SOUL AND MY WALLET AIN’T READY TO BE SNATCHED AGAIN
Guuuuys 😭😭 im so sorry i haven't been active lately and im so sorry to those who have requested scenarios months ago....
Unfortunately I will have to go on a semi-hiatus for the time being. My first year of college has officially started, so I will gradually be getting busier and busier. However, i will try to post as much as I can during the semester.
I'm so sorry and I hope you guys will forgive my absence. But I'll be back! I promise!
PS - HAPPY JUNGKOOK DAY
Sometimes I can't believe that this adorable, fluffy, rude af walking meme is 20 (or 21 Korean age) 😂
Even tho I’m probably late haha. And I think I got the name wrong. But meh. The thought’s there. This for all of you writers out there, be it if you’re popular or not. You should be proud of what you do since you keep us, readers, entertained and satisfy or thirst for scenarios that might not happen in real life. You manage to make another beautiful and original piece each time you put your thoughts into words, and we are lucky enough that you post it so that we could read what you make. I hope you know that you are very much appreciated in this community and in the fandom you write about.
I’ll be naming a few of the writers that I absolutely love and most of these people are people that i’m still working up the courage to befriend. I may or may not put messages depending whether or not I’m extremely shy to talk about you or if I want to spread my love for you haha. Also all of the writers I’m about to mention are bts writers sooo.
Here it goes:
@inktae aaAAA!! Mari, what do i tell you? Where do i start? you are like my idol here and I love you and all of your works. I have reread everything on your masterlist countless of times and I still manage to feel the same emotions I did when I first read your fics. I’ll be waiting until you would write again hehe. Idk if you’d ever read this but i really want to befriend you but I’m still too shy and try to actually talk to you.
@stuckinthekookiejar I may not have talked to you in a while but I want you to know i absolutely love you and I’m in love with all the angst fics you make. I do not regret talking to you and I’m really sorry for the lack of talking between us haha. As you know, I’m an awkward smol bean.
@underthekookiejar aaAA– QUINIE. I told you that you write really well!!! I’m so proud of you and tell me when we could start on that collab we planned haha. You are an amazing writer and I can’t wait to see more from you.
@perpetually-jungshook Goldilocks was… I absolutely love your fics and How to change a fuqboi was a ride I will never forget. I’m always completely speechless whenever I read what you make haha.
@blushoseoks
@jheartseok
@thestorytellerofkpop
@tiny-taepot
@gukvory
@jjkfire one of the very first writers that I found here haha. You are an absolutely talented writer and I’ll be waiting for your semi-hiatus to end and I’ll quietly supporting you through it.
@baeseoul
@vintaege
@moonnightyoongi
@xforeverweareyoungx I LOVE YOUR TEXTS AND YOUR WORKS. I cried, I squealed and I became addicted to all of the fics you made haha. I love you and please know that you are highly appreciated.
@jeonjagiya Where do I begin? Transference. That series makes me thirst for Hoseok more than I should and oh god, I’m still waiting for the Working Man Bangtan fics. Once they’re made, I’ll probably be screeching haha. You are a very talented writer and I’m glad that you get noticed for your works since your works are too good to not be noticed.
@wonhopes
@nchu
@ricepot-jisung
@pjxmin
@jungblue
@an-exotic-writer
@taecup
@noona-la-la-la I’m going to die an early age due to all the beautiful and exciting fics you make. Like I think you were the first blog i followed that focused mainly on smut and I do not regret it at all hehe
@btssmutgalore Dee, all the fics you post are a whole new level of smut and I swear i catch myself breathless after finishing each work of yours. My face heats up more than I do normally whenever I read your works and ajsgduygf I just love you and what you do and I’m hoping that I could finally grow the courage to actually talk to you since you sound like a fun person.
@versigny
@seoulscapes
@ithyl
@kookingtae
@sweatae
@texting-bangtanbts KIM. PLEASE KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU AND I MEANT EVERYTHING THAT I SAID TO YOU. Also your fics and fake texts are just mmmm– I’m still going to stalk your blog on a daily basis and I’ll remember to keep in touch haha.
@zephyoongist
@avveh Room for dessert got me choking and I love and hate you for that fic. Like jfc why? have? I? not? found? this? before? You make your readers thirstier instead of satisfying their thirst haha. I’ll be waiting ‘til you post again hehe.
@bulletproofwhalien
@ellieljade Holy shit have I mentioned that your smuts are legit the first bts smut I have ever read here and i have been thirsty ever since. I love your blog and I have never regretted going to the not-so-pure side bcus of you haha.
@youngseongjin CHELLY! YOU ARE AN AMAZING AND WONDERFUL WRITER AND I’M GLAD I MET YOU AND YOU ARE REALLY GOOD AT WHAT YOU DO.
@candys-and-moons
@7hipthrusts
@jiminie-chim-chim95 MOCHI!!!!! Your fics are da bomb. Your fake texts are rlly good and aaAAA I’m so proud of you even if we’re not that close yettt. I love you btw. Hahaha idk if you’ll ever see this but I cant wait to see more promising works from you hehe
@floralseokjin
and finally,
@parkchristineeee I’LL BE WAITING FOR MORE FICS FROM YOU. YOU GOT POTENTIAL BOIIII. IF YOU EVER NEED HELP I’M RIGHT HERE.