hi!! i'm 22, garduated this year from psychology, now working in a lab as an intern. i'm interested in digital design and coding too, currently learning unity.
↓goals↓
goals
- getting a good score in grad school and eng exams in nov.
- learning unity and code a basic vr project.
- i'm learning korean, self-studying it, beginner lvl. by the end of this year, i want to finish a2.
- also learning french, a2 level now. planning to complete a2 and make a progress in b1 this year.
- not a priority for this year but i don't want to forget python, i want to practice time to time.
other
- this is not my main blog
- pics are from pinterest if i don't tag the post as *mine
(i use forest btw you can use my code while creating an account so we can both gain coins for silly lil trees :))
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i'm studying for ielts and masters acceptance exam. also.. i know ive just graduated a few months ago but i also enrolled for college acceptance exams again.. its been 5 years since ive last used my brain's that part... i forgot how not-easy these topics were.. wish me luck pls maybe ill enroll at uni again to study art history who knows
im working on creating an effective study plan/schedule rn, ill share it here when it's ready. if you have any suggestions for ielts please please please leave a comment🙏
hi, I’ve been away for a bit because I guess I’m feeling overwhelmed—moving back in with my parents after college, not finishing my final project yet, and just not knowing what to do with my life. It’s been really hard, and I can’t seem to focus on anything. Every day feels the same: I wake up, watch stuff, cook, eat, and sleep. I don’t have any plans, and I’m not even sure if I want to do anything related to psychology. I just hope I can snap out of this soon, you wouldn’t believe how hard it is for me.
🐢 I’m in the middle of season 3 of Succession. It’s an amazing show ofc, but this season feels a bit slow. well im still watching, but unfortunately, I came across a spoiler about the ending. Maybe that’s why I’ve slowed down a bit.
🐢 this channel’s videos have saved me so many times when I needed to relax. I don’t even play animal crossing and i dont even study with these vids, but they’re cute and help me focus, even if it’s just to breathe for a moment.
🐢 Cooking and baking have saved me too! I’ve learned so many new patisserie recipes over the past few months, and believe me, I’m not exaggerating, i’m excellent at it! So proud
🐢 im trying to get back to reading properly, my attention time ruined me but i try (currently reading under the skin by michel faber)
that's all
I hope to update here with good news (or at least some news) soon. wish me luck.
bye.
[also can you believe cowboy carter got aoty? Like... why though. Yeah, it was good, but come on, it wasn't even album of the week.]
++++Last thing before i go, these are the images ai suggested me after i explained my feelings and first of all, look bad, second of all why all of them are men?? this is definitely a future study area cause i heard smth abt this before too. why ai assume we are men😤
Things I wrote into my phone's notes on Sept 18, in Germany.
Life lately has been a mix of things. I'm in Germany right now and will be here until October 2, then heading to Austria. I’ve been having fun trying to keep up a German streak on Duolingo—it’s been five days, and so far, I only know how to say "I love my dad."
I visited Thalia yesterday, and it was like being in a candy store. I wanted everything, but I had to stop myself because I already have so many notebooks I haven’t used and books I haven’t read. I figured I should be more reasonable.
Physically, I’m not feeling great. I’ve had to adjust to the way my best friend eats, and while she’s in amazing shape (seriously, she’s so pretty that people stop us on the street to compliment her), she eats a lot of junk food. My body, on the other hand, only seems to know how to gain weight. It’s frustrating, but there's not much I can do about it right now.
Mentally, I thought this long trip would help me feel better about myself, maybe even boost my confidence. I know it’s a lot to expect from a trip, but honestly, I feel nothing. Sure, I love spending time with my friend since we barely meet up once a year, and that part is great. But outside of our friendship, I just feel empty, like there’s a flatness inside me. I’m not sure what’s going on, but I can tell I’m not improving. It feels like everything—how I think, how I look, how I feel about life—is just not making me happy, and it’s exhausting. I really don’t want to project these insecurities onto my friend, though. We barely get to see each other, and who wants to deal with someone else’s unresolved emotions?
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