vetblr. always tired, always trying :)

Find me on instagram. @yashu_gram  // 20 year old doing vet medicine at the Royal Vet College. Thinks she can run a studyblr. I procrastinate tons and love to show the world how clueless I am. All original posts tagged with #studywithyashu!

[supermoonscarab]

too much self reflection is not a good thing honestly. go outside and plant a garden and then cook yourself a homemade dinner then mop the floors and change your sheets and take a hot shower then you won’t care so much

[studywithyashu]

sorry did you read my diary

[aieario]

Chinese Satellite // Nana

[studywithyashu]

a day in online vet school ✨

HELLO LOVELIES

I finally edited the damn thing. Only took a month of procrastination.

Check it out :) and lmk what videos you want to see from me next!

As always stay safe and my DMs/asks are always open, I love talking to all of you and answering all your questions - study related or otherwise <3

MWAH LOADS OF LOVE also you can find me on instagram for more vet school behind the scenes at @yashu_gram 

[studywithyashu]

HI FRIENDS

I hope you’re all feeling very proud of yourselves for getting through 2020 - you should be! 

Wishing everyone a lovely amazing beautiful year ahead filled with hope and growth <3 

In other news, I’m flying back to London in a measly five days, and I’m ready to get my head back in the uni game with fun practicals and all my amazing friends :) I’m a bit nervous because the global situation is still so uncertain, but I’m trying to stay optimistic.

As always, please send in your asks/messages/comments and feel free to come say hi to me whenever - I don’t bite and I always love hearing from you guys :p 

♫ tis the damn season, Taylor Swift

[pauleonotis]

Now that 2020 is almost over I thought I‘d share a couple of amazing blogs that I found through this year (and the year before—), may it be incredibly talented artists or outstanding writers - seeing those blogs on my dash always makes me happy!

I wanna mention: Those are definitely not all the blogs that I love and appreciate, there are so soo many more amazing people here on Tumblr but unfortunately I can only tag 50 people. ;-;

(If anyone wants to reblog this and add more amazing blogs and super nice people to follow, please feel free to do so!!)

@artdecielle, @april-thelightfury115, @bixgirl1, @big-draco-energy, @bluebutter-art, @bogglebeans, @caroll-in, @cibeewastaken, @crazybutgood, @dewitty1, @dusiadrawsthings, @drarryruinedme7, @dragontamerdame, @datsiro, @daddiesdrarryy, @fictional, @faevorite-main-blog, @gnarf, @jackofallplagues, @katie-bt, @l0vegl0wsinthedark, @lettersbyelise, @legendrarry, @mad1492, @maesterchill, @mfingenius, @miakagrewup, @ohheavenlylord, @pineau-noir, @parkkate, @polly-weasley, @practicefortheheart, @quicksilvermaid, @rockmarina, @samyistrying, @slytherco, @scorpittariusslytherdor, @serpent-under-the-flower, @shealwaysreads, @tackytigerfic, @triggerlil, @teruyo, @tinyhistory, @tsauergrass, @the-starryknight, @unicorn-in-the-library, @ununquadius, @veelawings, @xx-thedarklord-xx, @zigster-ao3

Thank you all so much for making this year a bit less like hell for me.

And with that I wish everyone

✨A happy New Year!✨

May the year 2021 be filled with many positive and happy things waiting for you!

[crazy-but-good]

Omg @pauleonotis this is so sweet, thank you for including little ol' me! you're a brilliant, talented artist and lovely person yourself 💕All the people you mentioned are amazing ❤️ hope you all have a fantastic 2021

Also tagging the lovelies @ladderofyears, @fw00shy, @emmesse96, @glittering-git , @curlyy-hair-dont-care, @laurisophi, @samunderthelights, @placate-flakeout, @hilunawrites, @vukovich, @sitp-recs, @gallifrey1sburning, @amortentiaboys, @swisstae, @onbeinganangel, @graymatters, @ihavenoideawhatimdoingherehelp, @erebeus-roxy, @lazywonderlvnd, @prolix-, @dracogotgame, @bonesliketambourines, @peachpety, @studywithyashu, @thunder-of-dragons, @thedrarrylibrarian, @drarryangels, @orpheous87, @magpiefngrl, @julcheninred, @phd-mama, @porcelainsalt, @tontonguetonks, (and anyone else I might have missed! 😅+ some really talented creators out there who I don't know well and am way too shy to tag, but I admire and appreciate as much all the same 🙈)

Y'all are amazing ❤️ wishing everyone a happy new year!! 🎉

[studywithyashu]

sksksksk everyone is so wholesome i love it here favorite place on the internet 10/10

[boxboxcelebrini]

I had this picrew open in a tab all month and can’t find the person who tagged me in it, sorry! If you want to make a Terrarium instead of another avatar, I’m tagging @sitp-recs @cibeewastaken @slytherco @pineau-noir @caroll-in @rockmarina @pauleonotis @bluebutter-art @dragontamerdame @lqtraintracks @fangqueen @oliverwilde105 @havingaverydrarryday @l0vegl0wsinthedark and anyone else who wants to do it 💕

[sitp-recs]

Oh so cute! I kinda went wild with this one oops 😂 tagging @the-sinking-ship, @laurisophi, @tackytigerfic, @shealwaysreads, @p1013, @primavera-cerezos and everyone who feels like playing!

[the-sinking-ship]

Cool so I live here now. Forwarding address: princess terrarium. I’ll just be tending my roses by the sea. Thank you for the tag @sitp-recs ! This is a really dreamy one.

Who wants to do this?!?! Who haven’t I harassed in the tags yet today? No pressure. Just if you need a lil moment of zen. @curlyy-hair-dont-care @onbeinganangel @thesleepiesthufflepuff @erebeus-roxy @fictional @the-starryknight

[erebeus-roxy]

OooOo thanks for the tag @the-sinking-ship 💓 what a brilliant picrew to end my year on lol I love this

here’s my terrarium,,, chilling in deadly water watching shooting stars✌️🥰 I’m a bit salty it didn’t let me add like everything there were so many good options *pout*

I’ll tag @fw00shy @swisstae @glittering-git @royaldynazty @glitteringvoids if you want to do it 💕💕and anyone else who wants to!!!

[glittering-git]

@erebeus-roxy, your terrararium has total lady of the lake vibes and I love it! thank you so much for the tag <3 I love a good picrew, and what a great way to end the year. like @the-sinking-ship, I live in my teapot now! it’s just me and the fish and the swan and the books and the castle? what more could a girl want?! 

Happy New Year ✨ fandom has been such a bright spot in my year and y’all have been a huge part of why 💖 tagging @placate-flakeout, @crazybutgood, @bluebutter-art, @penguinanimagus, @teacup-tai, @the-starryknight,   @unicorn-in-the-library​, and anyone else if you want to play! (no pressure 💛)

[crazy-but-good]

Thank you for the tag @glittering-git 💕 omg these are all so pretty! I tend to shy away from avatar picrews but this terrarium one is my jam so I thought I’d go for it

Sigh I want to live in my teapot too. Tagging @julcheninred , @ihavenoideawhatimdoingherehelp, @studywithyashu, @ladderofyears, @samunderthelights, @graymatters, @emmesse96, @tontonguetonks, @vukovich, @actorpotter, @dracogotgame (no pressure of course) and anyone else who’s reading this and wants to play ❤️

[studywithyashu]

THIS IS SO CUTE brb figuring out how to use picrew and coming back to attack everyone with a teapot terrarium xoxoxo

thank you for the tag @crazybutgood <3 love u loads

[studywithyashu]

A little thing I did while filming for the YouTube video that I’ve been procrastinating on editing (for like a month now lmao omg I need to fix my procrastination issue)

I thought this was a fun little look into my neat notes vs. my messy notes :D just wanted to show you guys that I don’t always have perfect cutesy handwriting and that that’s in fact fairly normal.

♫ Graceland Too, Phoebe Bridgers

[cibeewastaken]

i've always love how you write stories! if you like, would you write about how drarry and the squad would be like when they're all living in one house?

hello, thank you so much for saying that, and sorry for being so late to this, I hope you are still here. Thank you @pineau-noir for the beta and @studywithyashu @dreaminginpencil for the brit-pick!

T, 1161 words, read on ao3

Harry Potter’s house is big and full of people and Draco Malfoy is one of them. Number Twelve, Grimmauld Place is full of good and sad people and Draco is only one of those things. The house is dark and damaged, but its inhabitants help fix it up. Pansy’s good at painting the walls because she’s a perfectionist. Blaise is good at decorating and even better at telling the Gryffindors to ease up on the red. Greg and Theo are good at getting rid of the pureblood bric-a-brac that no one wants to touch. And Potter’s gang are doing their own things, what that entails, Draco can’t be certain, but he’s sure that they deserve their place in the house. Draco helps by making himself scarce.

(He tries to. He really does.)

Draco comes back from work and goes to his room. He comes out when Ginevra drags him out for dinner because Harry insists on having meals together. (It's the only rule here.) Draco eats his food and talks about his day when someone asks. (He talks about his day a lot because someone always asks.) He does the dishes while Granger sits behind him and they do the crosswords together. She is smart enough to figure all of them out but for some reason she likes it better when Draco contradicts her. She writes his answers down and the crossword section becomes a mess, with Prandtl–Glauert Singularity written in 14 across and a quote from Nausea written in 5 down, going out of the boxes. Weasley saves the ones he likes the most on the fridge. Then Draco goes back to his room.

He doesn’t sleep very much; he doesn’t feel like there is enough time in a day for sleeping. At night he reads, and he ventures out for tea when his eyes start aching. The kitchen is right next to the drawing-room where people go to cry during the night because sleep is unlikely here and no one is rude enough to take that away from people who manage to stay in bed. Draco has seen Greg there, his wand in one hand and a whittling knife in another. He has seen Neville smoothing out sweet wrappers one by one. Ginevra puts up silencing charms and breaks down in there. Luna and Thomas hold onto each other the way Draco remembered them doing in his old home. Pansy obsessively cleans up in there, so no one will be able to tell it was a site of heartbreak once morning comes.

Draco doesn’t go in and sit with them like Harry does. The kitchen is right there, so Draco makes tea. Harry waits in the kitchen for Draco to finish, and asks Draco to go with him, but Draco goes back to his room.

It's the first Christmas after the war, and the first time spending it with this group. Luna asks Draco to help put up the fairy lights while Harry hovers at the bottom of the ladder Draco is on, ready to catch him if he falls, even though Draco said this little fall wouldn’t kill him anyway. Harry looks up at him, dark circles under his eyes and spots on his chin because he stays up with people nearly every night. Draco has always been very superficial. He likes pretty things, and Harry Potter has never looked more lovely than he does standing there, keeping Draco safe from a four-foot fall.

“I think I like the red and green lights better,” says Luna serenely from the other side of him. Draco starts and actually does stumble from his stand. Harry’s arms are like a furnace, and he’s doing a crap job at keeping Draco from getting hurt because Draco’s chest is aching something fierce.

The house is in decorating hell, and no one notices them holding onto each other a little longer than necessary.

(Everyone notices. They just don’t really mind.)

Draco wanders down that night, hesitant and feeling a little exposed now that the halls are lit with lights and tinsel. But Grimmauld Place is quiet tonight, and he thinks that this might be the first time he finds the drawing-room empty.

Only the tree is lit in the room, and it certainly looks empty. Draco makes two cups of tea.

Draco gropes blindly around in the dark for a while before his hand finally snags on a slippery fabric. He pulls the Cloak back. Harry has his face in his hands.

Draco reaches out to grip Harry’s jumper tightly. “If you sit with everyone, who sits with you, Harry?”

Harry can’t answer Draco then. His jeans are wet from the tears escaping the gaps of his fingers, the lights coloring them green and red. The room is silent except for the humming of a toy train on the fireplace, going in circles on its track. The fairy lights are still twinkling, and Harry Potter is still crying.

Draco wraps his free arm around Harry and rests his forehead on Harry’s shoulder.

“I’m not you. I don’t sit with people. I don’t know what to do.”

“You’re…” Harry says, slowly, when he isn’t crying. “You’re doing it now.”

And Draco is. He hadn’t even realized he had knelt on the sofa next to Harry. “But you’re still crying.”

“I don’t.” Harry stops, takes in a few wet, shuddering breaths. When he looks up his eyes are still dripping. “I don’t stop them from doing whatever they were doing. I just stay with them and we drink your tea.” Then, “Why don’t I ever see you in here?”

“What do I have to cry about?” Draco asks.

Harry wipes a tear from his eye. The lights around them dim for the respite that even holiday decorations need, and the solitary tear clings to Harry like Draco is. Harry cups Draco’s face, and the tear drops, just beside Draco’s eye. It's still warm when it slides into Draco’s lips as he parts them for Harry to kiss. Truly, what does Draco have to cry about?

They share Draco's cup of tea, then they share the second cup. Harry’s eyes are dry and his mouth is soft. Draco kisses both.

The next morning, Draco wakes up to the shouts of Finnigan and Weasley arguing about what they want for their advent calendar: milk chocolate or chocolate liqueurs? And it goes on until Blaise somehow procures both and shuts them up. Ginevra thunders down the stairs screaming about breakfast, and at least five voices yell back from the kitchen. Granger passes by Draco’s room and he hears her muffled murmur through the door, “I can’t figure out 8 across...oh, that’s it!” Draco thinks about Harry at the stove, making something that is surely too sweet to be ingested safely, his mouth shiny from the honey he always sneaks a spoon of, and how sweet it will taste on Draco’s lips.

And Draco comes out of his room.

[studywithyashu]

this fic is literally such a delight to read :D

[floydig]

@drarrymicrofic prompt: candle

“Merlin, Draco!”

Draco glances up from where he’s peacefully stirring his cauldron above a large, lit candle. He raises a brow. “Good morning, Professor Potter.”

Harry grins and shakes his head. “Did you spill your cologne in the classroom again, Professor Malfoy? It’s really strong; it hit me as soon as I came in.”

Draco’s eyes widen slightly and he abruptly stops stirring. Two spots of lovely pink appear on his cheeks and a small, private smile tugs at his mouth. “I’m brewing Amortentia, Harry.”

[crazy-but-good]

Shdksh yess !!! Draco's reaction is so sweet ahh

@studywithyashu

[studywithyashu]

I’m simping for drarry all day everyday 24/7 constantly non-stop forever

[everythingfox]

Dog plays connect four

(via)

[crazy-but-good]

@studywithyashu

[studywithyashu]

Omg the bestest boy

[studywithyashu]

I had a fever until I met you.... now you make me cool

[studywithyashu]

This is what my journal looked like in November, it was my first time properly using a habit tracker and I loved (LOVED) it. This tracker was particularly nice because it allowed me to keep track of not only my productivity but also how i felt that day! Also my gratitude log which i love so much <3

send me ur asks/comments/messages, I always enjoy hearing from you guys and it really makes me days speaking to all of you :) 

♫ Gods and Monsters, Lana Del Rey

[studywithyashu]

Hii friends - currently willing myself to sit through four hours worth of lectures on suturing. Basically which knots to tie and when. Kinda dull ngl, would much rather be learning about the surgeries themselves but I know every single bit of knowledge is a step in the right direction so I’ve got my bubble tea and i’m trying to pay close attention!

Also my driving instructor said I did good today hehehe. Next on the agenda after these lectures: draft my essay and edit a yt video on how I study! 

Drop me any asks you have or comment or message me about how your day is going! I love speaking to all of you :D

♫ I Fall In Love Too Easily, Frank Sinatra

[medieval-canadian]

1hr quiet snowy study with me

[studywithyashu]

love this!

[essayisms]

November 2020 - I have been booking socially distanced study sessions in my uni library. You have to do it in advance and can only book one four hour slot per day, but it’s been working really well for me. The atmosphere is peaceful and I can get my work done, but it’s also a bit sad when I compare it to the lively bustling place the ground floor used to be. Even in the available reduced seats there are empty spaces, not many people are using the facility. I am so incredibly grateful that my university have been able to provide this. I miss cafes a lot. I was loving being back in them. This second lockdown in England is very disheartening, although it’s so completely different from the first. Everything’s weird and tinged with sadness at the moment so I’m just keeping my head down and losing myself in my work because then I don’t have to think about the rest. I hope you guys are all staying safe and managing in whatever situation you’re finding yourselves in.

[studywithyashu]

Stay strong girlie and way to go for trying your best in times that aren't the best 💓

[studywithyashu]

I feel like i follow so many cool people a day and then become friends with 0 of them if you're a new studyblr or a mutual hmu we can talk about literally whatever the studyblr community is a warm friendly open place and u can reblog this if u want frens or if its ok for people to slide into the DMs and tell u about their days 🥺🥺💓

[studywithyashu]

i tried to DIY a top yesterday but u can see in the pics it kinda started falling off ooh well here you go tumblr i tried really hard can you still love me anyway?

Send me asks and comments and messages guys! I wanna hear how everyone is doing <3 plus if anyone has any burning questions that they somehow feel like I can answer I’d be more than happy to oblige so yeah, love u all pls say hi :) 

♫ Style, Taylor Swift