Stupid-offical

I'll fix this up eventuallyyyy They/she/he/any

[stupider-offical]

Chat. We're back in the fucking building.

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[aira-offical]

That's reassuring to hear..

[stupider-offical]

"I promise."

[aira-offical]

She leans over and gives them a hug.

Thank you..

[stupider-offical]

"No problem, my love."

[aira-offical]

She grins up at her, looking much more better than before.

[stupider-offical]

"You're so cute."

[aira-offical]

I know.

[stupider-offical]

"And humble."

[aira-offical]

Oh please.

She stands up, offering them a hand.

Walk with me.

[stupider-offical]

He stands up as well, taking her hand.

"Alright-"

[aira-offical]

They lean in and kiss her before starting to walk in silence.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[aira-offical]

That's reassuring to hear..

[stupider-offical]

"I promise."

[aira-offical]

She leans over and gives them a hug.

Thank you..

[stupider-offical]

"No problem, my love."

[aira-offical]

She grins up at her, looking much more better than before.

[stupider-offical]

"You're so cute."

[aira-offical]

I know.

[stupider-offical]

"And humble."

[aira-offical]

Oh please.

She stands up, offering them a hand.

Walk with me.

[stupider-offical]

He stands up as well, taking her hand.

"Alright-"

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[aira-offical]

That's reassuring to hear..

[stupider-offical]

"I promise."

[aira-offical]

She leans over and gives them a hug.

Thank you..

[stupider-offical]

"No problem, my love."

[aira-offical]

She grins up at her, looking much more better than before.

[stupider-offical]

"You're so cute."

[aira-offical]

I know.

[stupider-offical]

"And humble."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[aira-offical]

That's reassuring to hear..

[stupider-offical]

"I promise."

[aira-offical]

She leans over and gives them a hug.

Thank you..

[stupider-offical]

"No problem, my love."

[aira-offical]

She grins up at her, looking much more better than before.

[stupider-offical]

"You're so cute."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[aira-offical]

That's reassuring to hear..

[stupider-offical]

"I promise."

[aira-offical]

She leans over and gives them a hug.

Thank you..

[stupider-offical]

"No problem, my love."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[aira-offical]

That's reassuring to hear..

[stupider-offical]

"I promise."

[aroace-offical]

No, problem.

-- @stupider-offical

(I'm alive, got termed and all but I'm alive)

*they nuzzle you a little*

*i have never been to a bakery before ngl, do they usually have croissants or no?)

[stupider-offical]

(should do, yeah.)

*They slightly lean into the touch.*

[aroace-offical]

*they point to a croissant*

whats that?

@stupider-offical

[stupider-offical]

Oh, it's a croissant, a pastry.

[aroace-offical]

*they giggle*

thats a weird name

[stupider-offical]

*They grin to themself.*

It's french.

[aroace-offical]

.... whats that mean?

[stupider-offical]

It's a name from another language. So it's a bit of a weird name in English.

[aroace-offical]

no, whats a french?

[stupider-offical]

No it's.. It's from France, the country. It's a French name, the language.

[aroace-offical]

ohhh, why did you say that? just mention that its made by franks

[stupider-offical]

..Yeah.. That.

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[aira-offical]

Ah. Good.

She relaxes considerably, seeming less tense.

[stupider-offical]

"I would never be."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[aira-offical]

You're not...upset...right..?

[stupider-offical]

"No, no of course not."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

"No problem."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[aira-offical]

Thank you...for understanding..

You do understand right-

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah.. I do."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[aira-offical]

...

Yeah. Yeah okay.

[stupider-offical]

. . .

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aira-offical]

She exhales, relaxing slightly.

Sorry-I shouldn't bother you with this-

[stupider-offical]

"No.. No don't worry about it.."

"You should be able to tell me this stuff.."

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

[aira-offical]

I do love you a lot. Really.

Aurelius however has a iron-clad grip on me. It still loves someone else. Someone who died over a century ago. Does it care about you?

No. No it doesn't.

So I can't say that I fully love you, right? Because Aurelius is technically a part of me and it still loves him and I can't do anything about that because there was a time where I loved him too and-

She breaks down midway, pulling at her hair.

[stupider-offical]

"..."

They gently wrap and arm around her.

[aroace-offical]

No, problem.

-- @stupider-offical

(I'm alive, got termed and all but I'm alive)

*they nuzzle you a little*

*i have never been to a bakery before ngl, do they usually have croissants or no?)

[stupider-offical]

(should do, yeah.)

*They slightly lean into the touch.*

[aroace-offical]

*they point to a croissant*

whats that?

@stupider-offical

[stupider-offical]

Oh, it's a croissant, a pastry.

[aroace-offical]

*they giggle*

thats a weird name

[stupider-offical]

*They grin to themself.*

It's french.

[aroace-offical]

.... whats that mean?

[stupider-offical]

It's a name from another language. So it's a bit of a weird name in English.

[aroace-offical]

no, whats a french?

[stupider-offical]

No it's.. It's from France, the country. It's a French name, the language.

[stupider-offical]

Aira's out somewhere, said she's going out to 'take a walk', and sends a text to Alder.

Have I ever told you that my real name isn't Aira-?

( @aira-offical )

Uhm

No I don't think so?

[aira-offical]

Ah. Well it's. Not. :D

[stupider-offical]

Ok?

I don't really know why I'm being told this

[aira-offical]

'Aira' was a nickname given to me. And um. I think I've figured out why I get so angry for no reason. Sometimes.

It's not me then. Not really. I'm not myself.

It's Aurelius. My uh. Real name.

It's Aurelius who lashes out. Not..me..

I don't know how to explain this-

[stupider-offical]

Oh.

[aira-offical]

So...um...yeah. That.

[stupider-offical]

Okay.

[aira-offical]

Yep. That's all.

[stupider-offical]

She gets left on read.

[aira-offical]

She continues looking down at her phone for a minute, before switching if off and sitting down on a bench, leaning back and exhaling.

[stupider-offical]

They stare at their phone, not really processing anything written there.

[aira-offical]

She sends another text.

Can you come over to the third bench at the closest park from you?

[stupider-offical]

They reply after a long moment.

-Yeah

-I can

[aira-offical]

I'm there already. Drop by whenever you can.

[stupider-offical]

-Okay

-got it.

[aira-offical]

Thanks.

[stupider-offical]

-No problem

They put their phone down and put their face in their hands, sighing.

[aira-offical]

She turns her phone off and keeps it in her pocket, leaning back on the bench and watching the birds around her.

[stupider-offical]

They sit there for a while, before standing up and leaving.

[aira-offical]

She doesn't move from the bench, patiently sitting and waiting for them.

[stupider-offical]

They show up a couple minutes later.

[aira-offical]

They wave to her, gesturing for them to come sit on the bench.

[stupider-offical]

They nod to her and slowly stroll over.

[aira-offical]

Hi.

[stupider-offical]

Hey.

[aira-offical]

You good?

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah, all good."

They seem to be telling the truth, at least it sure looks like it.

[aira-offical]

Alright. Good.

[stupider-offical]

They sit down beside her.

[aira-offical]

They lean on her, eyeing a few ducks.

There are ducks.

[stupider-offical]

"As there are."

[aira-offical]

I like ducks.

She seems slightly distracted, her tone distant.

[stupider-offical]

"I know you do."

[aira-offical]

Yeah..

[stupider-offical]

"..You good?"

[aira-offical]

Do you ever get that voice in your head that tells you to leave everything behind, change your name, run away and move to a new country entirely? Just because of a slight overthought?

[stupider-offical]

"...Not exactly, but I understand what you're on about."

[aira-offical]

Yeah so. I've been overthinking.

And...well....I'm not quite sure how to put this...

[stupider-offical]

"Yeah..?"

[aira-offical]

I love you. I love you a lot.

[stupider-offical]

"...I love you too.."

[aira-offical]

But I'm also an idiot. A huge idiot. One who can't seemingly commit to anything without fucking up big time.

[stupider-offical]

"..."