โผ โบ INDEPENDENT & MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE writing blog for CALYPSO ALLARD , an original muse UNCAGED BY FEREN ( 19 , THEY / HE ) . basic dni criteria applies + minors & personals will be blocked . rules under the cut .
// a study in : the willpower of a flicker of a flame even in the harshest winds , the warmth of the sun as it wraps you in its rays , and the way the simple kindness of a stranger can ease anyone's mind .
โผ โบ heavily affiliated with : aquareqia
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โผ โบ WHO IS CALYPSO ?
cw // parent death , abuse , cancer mention
calypso allard is a 20-26 year old gay cis man from a small beach town . as a boy , his mother called him birdie , as he had a tendency to be quite chatty as well as the fact he has echolalia . she passed away when birdie was ten years old due to a rapid spread of cancer from her lungs to her brain due to genetics and her old smoking habits . he was left with his father , don allard , who was verbally ( and occasionally ) physically abusive towards cal and his mother ; it only became heightened after her death . calypso doesn't blame his father , nor has he ever shown any kind of malice towards him . he continues to love him and tries his hardest to hopefully one day make him proud . he is very fixated on the ocean and the beach , and loves to surf ! he even gives out swimming and surfing lessons to the kids .
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he has a main ship with louis lamb , an original muse by aquareqia/nemo . if you think you would like to ship with birdie , i really require a good chance to discover what the dynamic would ultimately be like ! he's my boy , i gotta protect his heart<33 he is open to familial dynamics & friendships !
โผ โบ WHERE TO FIND ME !
you can also find me over at my multifandom blogย @thesilverscreamzย as well asย @prettyjawsย for my multimuse of canons and originals .ย if you would like my discord just send me a message ! other blogs of mine include @warriorsepic & @l0verb0yy .
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an indie & selective writing blog for original muse aspen davidson , prophesized by feren ( 19 , they / he ) . personals & minors will be blocked .
a study in : the suffocating feeling of being alone ; the heavy weight of the visions you witness ; to be a walking omen of death themself .
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๐ โ i love how you portray your muse(s)
๐ โ i love your aesthetic / graphics
๐ฏ โ your headcanon posts are always on point
โจ โ i love the way you write
๐ซ โ i enjoy writing with you
๐ โ i enjoy talking to you
๐ โ you seem like a genuinely nice person
โ๏ธ โ your posts always bring me joy
โค๏ธ โ you're one of my favorite blogs
๐บ โ simply admiring you from afar
looking for more plots and dynamics as well. please reach out via tumblr dms or discord @ feren#0666, iโd love to create a fun safe space for both of us! and also!! LOOK AT MY LIL BIRDIE BABE
phones are shut off , parents say it'll probably be three weeks at least before we get them back bc bills & money are so tight so uh ... yeah ๐๐๐
i hate to do it , & it's not even for my sake but for my younger siblings sakes , but if you can in anyway help at all , my paypal is https://www.paypal.me/abiseditsofficial . my siblings can't even do their school as of rn until then & we need $380 to get them back on ; so truly ANYTHING would be a help .
so , im reblogging this again rn bc we are incredibly short on food for the house & my parents only have $35 to their names rn to work with .... my comms are open if anyone needs things they just might take me slightly longer than usual due to my lack of internet ; but any cash is going towards supplying food for my siblings so if anyone at all needs any graphics made , or just wants to try & help out even some until we get our foodstamps on the 14th , anything at all is MAJORLY appreciated . i miss you guys all so heckin much & hate to make these posts so fuckin much , but its all i can do to help the situation at all .
gently. you need to be held as though you're going to break. you need someone to trace your scars like cracks in a wall, crumbling. their touch is almost painful; you've been without it for too long, without someone to hold you. but, you cannot bring yourself to pull away.
thereโs nothing like the peace i feel out here .
the lighter makes a flick noise and the small flame appears , protected by the cautious cuffing of calypso's hand . a sizzle sounds from the cigarette dangling between his teeth . all the while , his eyes have not stopped paying attention to kailee ( he thought you were supposed to keep constant eye contact during a conversation , otherwise it was rude . ) he nods in silent agreement with her , the corners of his mouth curling upwards into a small smile . he takes a few quick breaths to keep the singe going before breathing out the smoke and looking in the same direction as his friend . โ seriously , though . this and bein' out on the water is like . . . amazing . โ his hand drops to his side and he bounces on the edge of his toes out of his sheer inability to stand still .
bears are the least of our worries out here . from lou
. . . what ? he's very clearly taken aback by that response from louis and he can't help but look at it with wide eyes and his mouth agape in a silent gasp . โ wuh-. . . what do you mean, louis ? โ a loud gulp . calypso grasps onto his boyfriend's hand with both of his own when he feels the hair on the back of his neck stand on end when the wind whispers through the leaves of the trees above their tent . he scoots closer against louis , who , comfortably enough was closest to the portable heater they had brought . โ please . . . please tell me that you're just fucking around . the last thing i want to encounter is bigfoot !!! โ
๐จ - when scared, do they go into "flight" or "fight"?
neither! it is to freeze! he's not a violent person, has never intended to cause harm unless it really, really requires it. but due to the nature of his upbringing, his response to a lot of sudden or frightening moments is to freeze. as if he wont be seen if he just stays still.
๐ง - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?
calypso still owns a copy of goodnight moon that his mother would read to him every night as a baby and toddler. and when he was slightly older, when she would have really bad sick days, he would lay in bed beside her and read the book to her. it's really important to him, as it lets him keep that piece of mother with him always when he's upset, and he intends to read it to his kids if he has any. if he lost it, he would be in total distress and meltdown; he can't just get another copy of it, either, because the pages wont have the same nail polish stain, or the corner slightly nibbled on from when he was a curious and teething baby.
๐ - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?
he's birdie; he's the optimism people search for in their times of feeling lost, he's the warmth from the sun engulfing you in its rays, he's the flicker of a guiding flame in the deepest caves. he wears this mask that everything is fine, but in reality he's never felt so lost in his life. in fact, all he does is try to fuel himself with false optimism when all his mind can think about are the negatives and the what ifs. if he's seemingly okay and happy, then maybe it'll rub off on others! ( he just feels worse )
๐ซ - do they trust people easily? how easily will they turn their back to someone? have they been backstabbed before? willย theyย betray someone if given an ultimatum?
I LOVE THIS okay. surprisingly birdie does NOT trust easy, though he is a sucker for second chances and i can't even explain how that works. he very much dislikes sudden changes, and literally any new person he comes across that ends up almost becoming a part of his and his group's daily life he's so sus of. he is deathly loyal, too afraid to lose anyone important to him as he is afraid of being alone and turning cruel, so he wouldn't turn his back on someone unless they REALLY messed up. he's technically been backstabbed by his dad, believed he was like,,, Okay for the first couple years of his life and then it just went downhill. if given an ultimatum, it really depends on what it is. if it has to deal with the well-being of loved ones then yes.
โ๏ธ - a soft headcanon!
head in hands sobbing, birdie has pretty shite eyesight but wears contacts except for the time he lost his last pair of lenses and ended up having to wear his glasses for a week which have rlly goofy ass, thick lenses and he looked so precious and dumb. he also has a sensory swing when he moves out to live with his partner and huddles in it when he feels bad or feels smth comin on, or just chills and naps in it hehe. he LOVES chocolate, especially anything chocolate mint, but can be a messy eater and gets ice cream/cake/etc. all over his cheeks :sob:
๐ - do they like love letters? what kind of messages do they leave for their partner?
this is why i adore you. anyway. oh my god he loves love so much and love letters and being any sort of gross mushy romantic. he's constantly out here doing the MOSTEST for his partner. goody baskets practically given out once a month, or just literally randomly out of the blue. letters consist of "im so proud of you" "waking up next to you continues to be a highlight of my life" "you smiled at me and i got all embarrassed so i bought u this bouquet" "i have a giant crush on you"
