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[freelance-philosopher]

“I am the interval between what I am and what I am not, between what I dream and what life has made of me.”

— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

[freelance-philosopher]

“I take pleasure in my transformations. I look quiet and consistent, but few know how many women there are in me.”

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Anaïs Nin, The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin 1927-1931

[medicalbasics]

“Millions saw the apple fall, but Newton was the one who asked why.”

(via medicalbasics)

[fencingthings]

There’s happiness and then there’s realizing that the last ten pages of a scientific paper are just the bibliography.

[stupidlygenius02]

BREAKING NEWS "A teacher gets engulfed by sea of student" "Great , no water uggghh!!!!" I kept pushing that small button looking like 5rs coin on water cooler. If I would've pressed any more the coin like button would turn into a sheet like aluminium foil ,but then I took a closer look and realised that no , actually with little force I can just push it inside so nobody would get water. Wait. No. Bad idea ( ek hi toh water cooler hai :P) "There is no water" I said without looking up when I felt a movement next to me. "Ohh" I heard a familiar voice I looked up and found my lab partner staring down at me. "So...well all the best..hope we'll meet sometime again in future" huh what is he saying and then I realised today was the final practical. "Sure and same to you" I just don't know what to say anymore. I looked at him for few seconds memorising his features as I realised that this is the last time I'll be seeing him. When I went to see other students everyone was signing each others lab coat or taking selfies and I was memorising every single students feature. I was just memorising the entire moment as this was the last time I would be seeing them together. Some people thought I was about to cry which I was not (hey!!!! I am a big girl , & big girls don't cry ) instead I was memorising the entire moment . I wanted the memory of that day to get engraved like words on stone in my head and heart. While I was driving back home a inner voice questioned me "What comes next??" #instablog #instablogget #instamomemts #memory #memorydiary #finaldays #random #thoughts #instadaily #friends #partner

[stupidlygenius02]

“Light is there , maybe its just dim”

[stupidlygenius02]

What was I thinking when I started following times of india on facebook? Oh yeah that they would keep me updated regarding all the current affairs and the serious issues going on in our country. But lately what do I find on my homepage? Pratyusha banerjee case (it feels like before cops these toi people are going to solve her case ) and ohh yeah kate and will decided to buy a dosa making machine from a student of chennai. (Please do tell how its going to help indian economy & btw even though they did buy the machine who is going to make dosa in it.) My favourate one was how sonam kapoor got it wrong And jacqueline got it right during dinner thing event with will and kate( dress and fashion stuff) Is it only my story? #toi #instabloggers #instarants #timesofindia #random #rantings

[stupidlygenius02]

[stupidlygenius02]

Setting lithium on fire https://stupidlygenius.wordpress.com/2016/04/07/setting-fire-on-lithium-random-gif/?preview=true #gif #science #chemistry #random #wordpress #wordpressblog

[stupidlygenius02]

[stupidlygenius02]

Setting lithium on fire #gif #science #chemistry #random

[stupidlygenius02]

(This is me during my exam times. ) Today while I was going through my cupboard I found my chemistry book from last year which was eating dust. I saw it and jokingly said "oh I remember you , we hade a one night stand last year, gotta say the night was magical , you are really good" i realised now as in 10 min ago that though I love enriques music but it wasn't really applicable to my life's any circumstances but holy lord!! I was so wrong and I am hardly wrong duhh!! *rolling my eyes* Following are the songs along with situation : Song no. 1 "finally found you" This is the song for two moments actually first when I am done preparing notes for a topic worth 16 marks and for this go through minimum 3 books and second if lady luck smiles at me and gets me that one book that has everything I need which hardly happens. Song no. 2 Why not me When I am studying business management , juris, etc I wish for a miracle so my father could write my exam for business management though it won't occur . I am clueless in this sub. When I see the books of thrse subs I ask them mentally why not me. Song no.3 do you know The subject which you loved and was a piece of cake in begining of year suddenly becomes one of the toughest and hardest thing ever. You love them with evey fibre of your body but they refuse to love back Song no.4 Tonight I am loving you A day or night before exam. Do I even need to explain this one? lol Bonus song: one night stand This is the song my books would sing while they are eating dust in cupboard. #exam #day #night #enriqueiglesias #dust #cupboard #instabloggers #instarants #funny #lol #onenightstand #random

[stupidlygenius02]

In my neighbourhood there is this girl who takes her baby brother for walk in a stroller.The girls is like 12 or 14 I guess and baby is not even a year old. Yesterday in evening I was watching her from my balcony. She was wearing pink t shirt with gummy bear print and was pushing stroller while chatting with her friends. It was cutest moment I never got to this ( my brother was annoying ) When I was young for me infants or children were cute teddy bear lile creature with whom u can play and who were not mean to you ( I got bullied a lot in school) but now for me a baby is tiny miracles and when I see pregnant womens belly I can see a life growing inside. Ps: I am not a childrens person . I don't like kids but then there are some exception :P #instarants #baby #kids #children #moments #friends #instabloggers

[stupidlygenius02]

#funny #science #biology #DNA #data #lol

[stupidlygenius02]

Some evenings when she used to come dowstairs with my father for a walk. After her walk I used to keep her captive in my room and force her to spend some time with me too . ( story of many dog owners :P) Today when I found this clip I was confused but then I saw how annoyed she was and desperate to leave and thats my room. Yup. I must've locked her with me in my room. She looks damn cute and was really smart. #dog #dogowners #instabloggers #instarants #video #cute

[stupidlygenius02]

I found this pic along with many in my fathers phone today. We spoke about her while we were watching flights take off ( we were near the runway) . That is story for other day. I remember the night when I took this pic . BTW the man in this pic is my father He comes home late at night little tipsy singing happy songs. He sat on the floor , back leaning on sofa as you can see in picture and pulls my dog on his lap. "Hey you , Come here" he tries to use his commanding tone which mostly doesn't work on me. I was leaning over the wall trying to control my laugh. He is entertaining when he is tipsy I thought "Yes master, what can I do for you?" I said in extra sugary sweet tone "Take this and take our picture" he hands over his phone to me. "Come on baby , move a little, yes like that" he tries to adjust tuffy on his lap but again fails miserably as she was pretty sturdy for a lasa apso I on the other stood their watching them and rolling my eyes at them. I took couple of pics and showed him "Nope , try again" he said to me This thing went for solid 30 min "Your phone camera sucks " I told him. I was pretty annoyed "I am going to bed now , good night " I handed him his phone back and kissed her on her head and left. Every time he was tipsy he wanted his picture taken with her , for which I am thankful today. PS: she is sitting like bawse :D #dailyrants #instabloggers #instarants #instastory #dog #dogs #tipsy #picoftheday #memory #happyness #bawse #bawses #minirant

[stupidlygenius02]

In past 9 years unknowingly we developed some habbits which is now hard to get rid off. Like when we use to walk around on terres we use to watch our every step inorder to avoid stepping over her poop. Today I found myself doing the same but then I remebered that I don’t need to anymore and I often do that.

There is this sofa in drawing which was her spot. Most of the time we used to find her laying there. Everyday I was so used to seeing her there that even now when I enter in that room I first glance towards that spot as in hoping to find her there.

Till her last day I kept telling my father that we need to get her a new collar and get rid of the old one and now I have kept the old collar like precious jewel.

I even miss those evening walks. Now I find myself walking for pointless reasons.

Whenever I am lonely or when I am looking for strength I just go through her stuff that I have kept and even smell her collar ( it still has light smell of her ) as if asking her to give me strength so I can face the next day.

She was my best friend. She kept my demons chained and locked up and now those demons are back to haunt me

One thing that I’ve learnt is that Grieving doesn’t always means crying and going in depression.

#dog #death #lonely #collar #smell #random #instathoughts #strength #friend #life #bff #sleep #grief