"Okay, I'm going to say something out loud that I've been doing a pretty good job of not saying out loud lately."
-- Ted Mosby, How I Met Your Mother (Season 4).
I did say it out loud, but its still unclear. I stuttered, catching my breath and i looked like a total idiot. Why does saying some personal thing is not my thing?
It felt like its the end of the world, or just like a make or break deal. I hope I did the right thing. Saying it out feels so right but the words that comes out to my mouth, its not the words I am expecting. I guess I'm not ready about it.
Now, It'll bother me for a week. Wish me luck guys. ;)











