came just in time || sturniolo x lil sis ||
summary: It’s like you were invisible to the people you loved most. They always forgot about you. You stopped coming out your room and they never checked on you. Until you had enough one day and they walked in on something that made your life flash before your eyes. just in time
This story contains sensitive themes, including suicidal thoughts and an attempted suicide scene. If you’re struggling, please know you’re not alone. Call or text 988 (U.S. Suicide & Crisis Lifeline) for free, 24/7 support. Please take care of yourself first.
You were in your room, sitting on your bed, eyes red and puffy from crying. You held a rope in your hand, and your window is open. The past 4 months, you been invisible in this house. Nobody cared or checked on you. You’d stopped trying for attention 2 months ago and just decided to isolate yourself more than you already were. Your brothers really didn’t seem to notice. You were tired and wanted to end the pain and suffering. Feeling like you had nowhere to call home. Because when you were home, it felt like you were drowning.
You stood up from your bed, grabbing your chair, standing on it. You tied the rope onto the window, turning to face your door. You grab the end, tying it around your neck. Your face gets red as you tie it tighter. Your wet tears fall from your eyes, your heart beating unbelievably fast. You let your weight go, kicking the chair. You feel your airways blocking, your face gets red, your eyes feeling like they are looking out your head.
You hear your door open. It’s Nick and Chris.
“Y/N, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” Nick and Chris say in sync, running to you but knowing what to do. You feel the light from your body slowly drain. You feel your pain slipping away. It’s like you’re going at peace. Matt runs upstairs, hearing screams coming from your room.
“GET A FUCKING KNIFE!” Nick says as Chris tries to find a way to help.
“CHRIS, HOLD HER UP TO RELEASE THE PRESSURE ON HER NECK!!” Nick says, running outside the door, waving his hand at Matt for him to hurry.
Chris does exactly that. You feel less pressure in your neck and you can breathe a little. You feel tears fall from your eyes. You wanted to die. You wanted to leave your pain.
Nick grabs the knife from Matt as he calls 911.
Operator: “911, what’s your emergency?”
Matt: “PLEASE HELP, MY SISTER IS HANGING HERSELF!”
operator: “ okay, calm down take deep breaths,how old is she?”
Matt: “She is 16, please hurry. I can’t lose her!”
operator: “okay, is she alive? and what’s the address?”
matt: “ FUCK YES, HURRY, ITS ( the address)
Nick starts cutting the rope as fast as he can while Chris holds her up. The rope cuts, and you fall into Chris’s arms. You’re breathing, but barely. The color from your face is gone. Your eyes are rolling back.
“Y/N, please,” Chris says, sobbing while holding you in his arms.
Matt immediately drops the phone and runs over to you, holding your head up.
“Sweetheart, can you hear me?” Matt says, breathing heavily.
Chris is still sobbing loudly, screaming, rocking back and forth. Nick is standing in shock as tears fall from his eyes. He looks out the window and sees the ambulance.
You’re unconscious, but you can still hear. Hearing your brothers’ sobs. Hearing the ambulance sounds.
They walked in at the right time.
💌a/n: finished this in one sitting surprisingly, this is another sad one :( what you think?
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