chapters two and three of Sometimes, the World Needs Anarchy
I splash water on my face, washing away the bad memories. The ocean scares me, but I love this lake. It has fish to eat and water to drink and wash in. I leave the water to drip down my face and neck and stand up, stretching. Last time I went to the city, I stole a new book, so I’m pretty excited to read more of it. I climb up a tree, pick an apple, and come down, but once I’m on the ground again, I see people. Two of them. I bolt away before they can say anything and hide. One of them calls after me, “Hey, where ya goin’?” but the other tells her to “Leave him alone, An.” They won’t find me, I tell myself. “Aww, c’mon, I just wanna say hi.” I’m wedged in a small crevice in the wall. They won’t find me. “I don’t think he wants to say hi back, honey.” Please don’t find me.
“Can I pleeeease talk to him?” the younger-sounding one asks. “No, love. I’m sorry. But you can do me a big favor. Go back home and talk to Tam. If you tell him I sent you on very important business, he’ll understand.” The girl agrees excitedly and runs off, going back the way she came.
“Hello?” The woman is still here, though. I don’t recognize her, and I wriggle further into the crevice. Don’t find me, I beg her in my head. “I’m sorry for invading,” she calls, “I promise I won’t hurt you if you come out.” Please leave me alone… “Little deer?” She sounds nice, but I can’t trust her. I don’t know how she found my valley. I want her to go away. “I’m really very sorry. I will leave your home.” I hear her footsteps in the distance.
I don’t leave the crevice for a little while. I can’t risk walking out and she’s still waiting. Finally, I poke my head out to look and don’t see her, so I weasel out of my hiding spot. I sigh with shaky relief. They’re gone. I pick my apple up from where I dropped it and sit under a shady tree.
chapter three
A week later I’m fishing in the lake and I hear, “Hello, little deer?” The visitor is back. I run and slip into the crevice where I hid last time. “I really don’t wish to hurt you. I brought you a gift.” I don’t want it. “You can come get it, if you want. Or I’ll leave it here for you and be gone.” I choose neither; I don’t want your gift, and I don’t want you here. “I truly don’t have any desire to hurt you. Your gift is by the lake. I’ll be leaving,” she notifies me. After a minute when I come out, I learn that she wasn’t lying. At least, not about the last two things.
The gift is sitting by the lakeshore, a backpack with a blanket folded under it. I wonder what’s in it. She did sound nice… but I remind myself that it’s probably a trap, and decide I won’t check it. But then again…
I scamper over to the gift and observe it from a safe distance. It looks okay. It looks okay. Is it okay? I grab a stick and step close enough to poke the bag. Nothing explodes or makes any suspicious sounds. Can I trust it?
Within a few seconds, my hands are opening the backpack, and the blanket is draped over my shoulders. It’s filled with foods, and a knife is on top. I take out the knife carefully, even though it has a sheath. The knife slips out of its cover easily when I try to remove it. It looks handmade… Did the visitor really want me to have this? And all the food in the backpack? And such a warm blanket? I don’t understand why, but it seems like she… cares about me? She cares about me? I shake my head. There’s no way.
But again, a week later, she comes back. She announces her arrival like last time, “Hello, little deer,” and I drop what I’m doing to hide. Again, she leaves a gift for me and tells me it’s by the lake, and that she doesn’t want to hurt me. Then, she leaves. The gift is safe: more food, a lighter, a blanket, and shoes.
After another week, the same thing. Arrival, I hide, gift, leave, gift is safe. This time, she left a note, though:
Hello, Little Deer
My name is Anitra. The young girl who was with me when I first came here is Aniece. I saw you for a short second, and it didn’t look like anyone was taking care of you, so I took it upon myself to do so. I’m sorry for scaring you, and so is Aniece. I promise I only want to help you. Everything will be okay now, alright, sweetheart?
Anitra. She promises to take care of me? I don’t know why she would. Maybe she didn’t see my fins… I touch them self-consciously. She must not know, otherwise she’d hate me. I sigh and start sorting out and putting away the gifts she brought.












