And one more thing about my therapy sessions is I'm so profoundly done with them for now, every time my therapist goes what emotion is this or where do you feel it in your body I'm like babe I have no fucking clue, okay, can you just stop pressuring me into trying to decipher my bouts of crying cuz I'm really not in the mood right now. And honestly I wonder why it's not clear to her cuz I would imagine a person with some kinda credentials can tell if their client pulls stuff outta their ass to answer their questions. I mean if you insist on me opening up I gotta say something which is exactly what I do, but I'm rapidly running outta options cuz I'm tired. I don't wanna analyze shit anymore, leave me alone.
I guess we all need money, but could you please find it in yourself not to earn it at my mental expense ffs, I'm so fucking tired of these therapy gurus who are so blatant about not giving a single fuck. Not that you have to or anything (that's evidently not why you got the job, not that it's a requirement in that field of course, cuz if you wanna help people just to rip them off the people are to blame, obviously), but just play the damn part at least, that's exactly WHY I pay you🤦♀🤦♀🤦♀













