When you realize you no longer have feelings for someone who broke your heart. When you take a step back and see you've been doing just fine on your own all these months,that you still sing in the shower just the same. Still wake up and blast tunes while getting ready, just the same. Still go to bed always stressed out about money and school, just the same. That's when you know you've moved on. Everything is the same as it was before,but also different. My daily routine is normal-you're not in it,it's just me. I still see you around, at work, or passing by. And I'll say hello and goodbye respectively. The thing is,I never really needed you,I just needed to be taught that I only need myself. And you taught me that,along with so many other things about myself,like the stupid face I make when I'm trying to adjust my glasses, or how my snorting isn't something to be embarrassed over,and it's cute. Or how I am always beautiful,makeup or no makeup,and no matter how bad I feel. You taught me that watching Disney movies at 4am isn't insane(even though I always fell asleep and left you to watch the ones I picked), you taught me that my sonic cravings were just too much and helped me come to terms. You were there for me when I got a stolen license plate ticket at 4:20am when I was just trying to buy some excedrin for my migraine. You were there when I got evicted from my apartment,and was devastated. You were there when Trixie broke down,almost causing me to lose my job. You were there when I had to move into my new apartment,right across the street from you,and we were so happy we could just walk to see each other. I loved you with all my heart,even when you told me not to. You saw me through my worst and my best,all of my flaws. My ups and downs. You helped me get to know myself when I thought I already did. And then you decided you didn't want me. And that's okay. I can't be everyone's ray of sunshine. But I'm glad I got give you some sunlight. It's been 8 months,almost a year now(it will be exactly a year on March 28th,2 days after my birthday) and honestly I wouldn't change a single thing. You helped shape me into who I am today. So yeah I'm gonna see you at work and I'll see you on my evening runs,and I'll smile and say hello. You'll always have a special place in my heart,but I am no longer in love with you.