Here instead of going to therapy

just me being the weirdo I am

[starstruckodysseys]

if you pitched goncharov vs the dangerous crow boy (who destroys plastic) alongside one another to an outside person and asked them to choose which one was a tumblr fever dream and which one was a real thing published in the real world. i do not think they would choose correctly

[subfeeling]

And just when I thought I hit rock bottom, I want to fuck a bodybuilder

[syn4k]

burning text gif maker

heart locket gif maker

minecraft advancement maker

minecraft logo font text generator w/assorted textures and pride flags

windows error message maker (win1.0-win11)

FromSoftware image macro generator (elden ring Noun Verbed text)

image to 3d effect gif

vaporwave image generator

microsoft wordart maker (REALLY annoying to use on mobile)

you're welcome

[mmelete]

[thenhlteaissuperhot]

Try to guess what's the World Juniors and what's the Spengler's Cup based on the attendance and rink quality...

[subfeeling]

I don't even know what the other thing is, and I also don't even care because IN ONE OF THE PICTURES THERE ARE MY BABIES! AMBRÌ PIOTTA! IN A POST NOT BY ME! (yeah i know this year they didn't even get to the semi-final but still... they're my babies. They won last year)

[subfeeling]

yay

i found THE thing that gives me gender euphoria: having a white, slightly oversized shirt bought from the men section at the store just hanging in plain sight, like it being the first thing i notice both when entering the room and when waking up.

idk what it is, but it really works for me

this was useless, but....yeah

[subfeeling]

So i just cried for more than half an hour because I saw a picture of Charles Leclerc and I realized that he looks exactly like I've always dreamt to look (body type and all) and I realized that even if I'll get top surgery i could never look like that.

This is the pic if anyone was wondering:

Also Charlie would be the name I'd use if I had the courage to ask people not to use the name my parents gave me

[subfeeling]

OMG I'M SO ANNOYED BY THE TAGS ON MY OWN POSTS JESUS CHRIST I HATE THEM AGHHH

[subfeeling]

Two happy things because I'm tired of only writing depressing stuff:

1) Yesterday I saw fireflies for the first time in my life and I cried because it was the prettiest thing I have ever seen

2)This Friday I went on my first date with this guy which I think I have a chance with and it's making me smile

[subfeeling]

service communication: i have a new favourite number (well I have two).

One is still 11, as it has been for my whole life.

The other one is 56.

If you know (if you read The Mirror Visitor) you know. My heart shattered and healed at the same time

Sorry for the useless announcement

[subfeeling]

It's not like I still have feelings for her, but if I hypotetically saw her at the bus stop, my brain would have "oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck" on repeat

[subfeeling]

Right now what I want is not a boyfriend or a girlfriend. Right now all I want in life is the "Leonardo DiCaprio in Titanic" haircut

Like... i physically NEED it

[subfeeling]

For some reason, I started to rate bathrooms on a scale of 1-10 based on how comfortable would I be having a mental breakdown in it, and I don't think that there's anyone else that does it...

[subfeeling]

Yes, your favourite team winning the game is one of the best feelings in the world, but when you can't have that, your favourite player EVER making the one goal is great.

Love you Johnny❤

[subfeeling]

Yall

Just posting this in case you don't follow this cinnamon roll yet and therefore you might miss this gem.

No seriously if this is a new tradition I'm on board