“When people are ready they change. They never do it before then, and sometimes they die before they get around to it. You can’t make them change if they don’t want to, just like when they do want to, you can’t stop them.”
Sometimes the love I feel for you hits me so hard, it leaves me breathless and dazzed. The strength of your love runs wild in my veins and its torrent will not be stayed. The certainty you are all my stars is the heartbeat in my chest.
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⤷ fem!reader, babytrapping, ovulation sex, creampie, riding, aggression, manhandling, drabble, clothed sex kinda, black coded.
just imagining when the worlds finally at peace, and the titans no longer exist, how happy everyone would be, how safe families and children would feel. of course it took a toll out of eren, and he’s still a bit paranoid about the whole ordeal, becoming commander and patrolling paradis day and night, forgetting he has an ovulating wife at home who waits for him with a good meal and open legs. it’s your favorite noise when you hear him open the front door to your brick home, staying inside your bedroom as you lay in bed flipping through an old diary. when his tall figure appears at the doorway, hair messy in its signature bun and the new all black and gray scouts attire tight on his skin—your mind falls elsewhere, or really back to where it’s been all day.
you tell him how much you miss him, standing on your tiptoes with your arms limp over his brooding shoulders, kissing his soft cupid’s bow lips before moving down to his neck. the gear he wore made him look ten times sexier than he inhumanely was. you’re glad he doesn’t have to take it fully off just for you to pull his cock out. eren misses you just as much, relaxing his shoulders once he saw you in bed with nothing on under your white robe. jumping up into his arms, legs wrapped around his waist, eren shoves his hot tongue into your mouth, carrying you towards your shared bed and laying you down, groaning against your sweet lips as you stroke his cock, pulsating and hard for you now.
“eren?” you whimper as his large hands run up your sides until he’s groping your tits in his palms, thumbs flicking over your brown areoles, emerald eyes darkening.
“yeah?”
“i want a baby,” you pout your plump lips, eren laughing at you as if you were joking.
“shut up,” he shakes his head, clutching your throat before kissing you again, his dick squished between your thighs he closes before he’s thrusting slow, swallowing down his moan.
“i’m serious. i want a baby.”
he gives you a stern lock, locking his jaw before he’s silent once more. it’s not that he’s not taking you serious, he’s just not in the right mind to think about lifelong situations. he’s horny as fuck. stressed as fuck. and just needs to get it out his system. you could talk about that another time. his toned six-pack peaks from under his rising shirt, turning you on your side and keeping your right thigh flat to the bed. your cunts soaked, eren knitting his brows in focus as he taps at your clit with the head of his heavy cock, a guttural moan coming on his end as he slips his dick in, your pussy gripping him tight.
you’re upset that he isn’t listening to you, half pretending you’re mute as he angles his hips and clap against your ass, rough hand holding you down as you jolt beneath him, gasping and squealing adorably. a hand stretches out to push at his stomach, rolling your eyes back along with your head, tossing and turning.
“stay still,” eren grits his teeth, swatting your ass hard and fucking your faster, your whines making him mock you in a way as he copied you, licking his lips and drawing out a soft ‘mmm-mhm’ to coax you. “you missed daddy, baby? he’s away too long, right? gotta make more time for his sweet girl.”
“I always miss you,” you whimper, not wanting to cry. “want you around more. b-baby—”
a shrill cry falters past your lips when he stops his movements, eren sitting back on the balls of his feet and watching you writhe on the bed, hands over your face as you tried as hard as you could to keep yourself together. heart thudding amongst your chest so quick it felt like you were falling off a cliff.
"sit on me. I want you to cum with me. I'm so fuckin’ close,” eren grits his teeth, hands rubbing your thighs as he parts them once again with a drooling mouth, eyes practically begging to lick you clean and waiting for permission to stay down there for hours. agitation leaching onto him from missing the way you’d roughly pull at his hair, skin prickling with fire given his senses were still heightened.
“give me a baby,” you’re so persistent, eren scoffing at you, growing irritated.
"sit on my fuckin’ dick, i’m not saying it again,” he retaliates, wrapping his hand around his pulsating cock and lightly tapping the tip on your clit for stimulation, trying to keep you awake and focused. telling you it wasn't the time to be playing games, not with how badly he was on the verge of an orgasm.
you’re in no position to argue with him, not at all. you mewl as you glare at him with annoyance, picking yourself up and straddling his waist the moment he situated himself up against the headboard. his hands clap at your ass making you jump and shudder as he greedily shook your flesh in his wide palms. as much as you hate to admit, you cannot stay mad at him when he handles you this way. reaching under yourself to take hold of his warm cock, humming sensually at how it thrummed in your palm. eren lifts your ass and let’s you sink onto his lap, his jaw dropping and eyes lulling as he gasps from how sensitive he was and how tight and moist your cunt felt. you wince from the stretch, throwing your arms around his neck and pressing your foreheads together, inhaling each other's air, growing intoxicated by the intimate collision your bodies created.
nails scratching at his back, you feel the burning ache in your lower abdomen as your hips gyrate above him with anticipation, closing your eyes and whimpering on his neck with tiny pants, shifting faster, and it’s enough to have eren cuss out his pouty pink lips.
"yeah, fuck me jus’ like that, baby,” eren rasped, hands roaming over your body lasciviously. you sinfully nip at his neck, that strong scent of cologne still prominent on his scorching skin. his wails of desperation and perilous words giving you the high you needed, soaking and dripping on his thighs, so captivated you lost your fucking mind with what he had said next.
"want a baby, huh?” he grunts, whispering as if there were other people around. you sob out, his raspy voice like poison to the brain. “want me to breed this little pussy? give you my babies?”
"yes! please, ‘ren,” your head knocks backed as you move your hair aside so he could have admittance to the flesh of your neck, eren biting and licking at your skin as you cried out. your pain tolerance pretty much at zero since being bitten was a kink you always had. he had never questioned it, witnessing the way you made little noises of despair when you didn't get what you wanted. even worse when it came to the topic of pregnancy. he’s not deaf, or blind. he’s aware of how much you’ve been wanting a baby. pointing to families who had children, telling him you’re ovulating, rarely using condoms. he knows. and he wants one, too. he just wanted to wait for the right time. but you’re so goddamn impatient it wears him out.
eren’s attentive to the gushing sounds your pussy creates the harder you fucked him. you weep, opening your eyes only to have them relocate to the back of your head, dizzy and vision blurry as eren sucked, fingertips digging into your hips. keeping you close to his chest and snapping his pelvis up to hear you scream louder. a tear rolls down your cheek, highly enraptured by him grunting the way he did against your skin and the harsh pounding of his cock drilling psychotically into you.
"don’t pull out. cum inside me, please—please ‘ren!” now you’re grasping the hair on the nape of his neck to pull him away before he got carried away, too out of your head to notice the dark fervid gaze he had towards you, licking his lips and fastening his pace when realizing you had reached your peak and came tediously around him, prolonged and broken cries coursing through the air laced with sex.
eren’s stomach twists and coils with heat as he hastily shoves you flat on the bed and came inside you, cum streaking your walls and filling your womb to your jubilance, buried so deeply your pelvic bones interacted. eren shrouded your throat with his sweltering hand, choking you as he fucked out his high, grunting out, "pussy good as fuck, baby. fuck me. I love it. I love you."
to make it last, make it infinite, you wrap your legs around his waist to keep him inside, make sure the cum doesn’t escape. lashes kisses his cheekbones, eren never opening his eyes to lower his head to press his lips to yours, groaning in your mouth, keeping his hand around your throat which you had no complaints about and shared a passionate kiss with him. it was unbelievably beautiful how slow it was, your body laying powerlessly beneath him, not having the strength to touch him anymore, the two of you moaning softly, eyes closed as tongues slither across one another's. lips wetly smacking and neither of you could get out a single fucking word, duly satisfied. words weren't even a priority when actions spoke louder.