Journal Entry June 26, 2015 - Meeting My Third Guide - Greg
June 26, 2015
MORNING MEDITATION
I used a guided healing meditation this morning. Somewhere in the middle, it instructed to ask for a guide with the highest healing. I thought for sure that Master Sananda would come forward, but he didn't. A different guide came forward, whose face I couldn't see. I could only make out a sense of a head and body, like a faint shadow and he shone a big white light from his torso. He reached out to my forehead and sent energy to my third eye. It was at this time that my head, concentrated on the third eye area, started to vibrate. I could feel the vibrations in my tongue. I thought maybe that I was doing it, but I know better now than to doubt any of it.
Yes, my channeling guide said it's all about TRUST. Hmm, where did I hear that before? ;) Because of the vibrations, it was hard to focus on what's being said in the meditation but I tried to focus and when I do, I lose my focus on the vibration and it subsides. Then it comes back again. I asked for this guide's name. At first it was difficult to discern it, I saw GR and nothing more, so I let it go. A little while later, I asked again, and I heard GREG.
When the meditation was over, the vibrations didn't stop right away so I mentioned that to Greg. He said, "Aftershock,” and then laughed. How great, a guide with sense of humor! I had a strong feeling that I should stay lying down and just absorb what happened.
Then I decided to try channeling again. But it didn’t work. Instead, I had a conversation in my mind with my channeling guide. He said to me, “It took you long enough (to contact me)!” We talked about my difficulties in channeling verbally (I still couldn’t do it). He told me that it has something to do with my personality. I am used to thinking, living in my head and to me, talking is not natural—I prefer to process things internally. So if I want to really channel verbally, I should practice talking more to stimulate the verbal process. I should start talking out loud every moment I get, whatever I am doing—talk to myself, talk while I am cleaning, talk while I am watching TV, etc.
I made a comment about not feeling any different while merging with a guide and he said because I was expecting something dramatic, like vibrations. He said that I don't feel anything because I am used to feeling the sensations so it’s nothing new for me—it's nothing special. So I should keep in mind that when it happens, there’s a connection. At some point, I felt heat going through my left feet up to my calf. He said I could also just act normal, move normally, and I still would be able to channel.
I asked about having other psychic abilities and he said that every person is different. Every person has a different purpose and their gifts are related to that. Some people manifest their abilities right away. He said that, sometimes it depends on the physical body. He said that mine is difficult to work with (whatever that means).
EVENING MEDITATION:
I tried channeling again, to no avail. During meditation, I had a conversation with my channeling guide. We talked about exercise (or lack of it—I’ve always had a love-hate relationship with it). He said more or less that I should look within me, listen to my Higher Self as to what would be best for me. If I listen closely enough, I will be able to find that one type of exercise that I will enjoy doing and look forward to. There are many options, but it is preferable that it is something that gives the heart a workout, the muscles and the bones, too. It doesn’t need to be that much, 15 minutes a day of getting a good sweat; twice a week would be sufficient.
He said that I can opt to skip the exercise but remember that the outcome of my development would be different and much slower. He said, "How could you heal other people and make them better if your body is not well?" (Not that I could heal other people, but good point) He said that I should know it about myself that if I find something that I really want, I go at it like a pitbull (geez, my vocabulary leaves something to be desired!).
I asked if I would be channeling for other people. He said yes but it will take time. My family would be the last ones to do it, because it will be very hard for them to accept and understand what I do. But it will all work out and I should not worry about it.
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