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A Day With 4*Town as Newlyweds!!
4*town Having a Crush On Another Artist
4*Town In A Horror Movie
Stories behind the photo
Canāt take my eyes off of you pt.2 (4*Town)
Fall Time with 4*town
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When is there ever a time when heās not on you..?
Aaron was never the type of person to give you your space.. ever.
ābabe, youāre to close gimme some spaceā you say while trying to create some space between you too.
āoh for sure, for sureā he says reassuringly
5 minutes ..
āwhy is your whole leg over me rnā heās casually spread out full starfish on you. āi thought i asked you for a little spaceā āy/n, i have you some, but you were so far awayā āweāre literally in the same bed..ā āokay and..you acting like i got germsā
not only that heās annoying at times, saying random things
ābabe, speaking of germs, like you know they be saying like āoh boys have cootiesā. but then what to girls have?ā āi donāt know aaronā you say trying to scroll on your phone when heās literally all on top of you āgirls have boobiesā
āyou have to be so for real rnā
āmami, iām being for deadassā he says while reaching for on of your boobs :)
maybe aaron z need jesse ig theres a limit to characters
If your uncomfy with whatās below then go look at something else, gracias !! iām trying to clear my inbox with all the old stories i didnāt even respond back to
sure <33 i wrote for 4/5 of them because i didnāt know what to write for Taeyong lmao
Aaron Z
I honestly feel like he gives off soft Dom vibes but he can be a little bit shy in the beginning
heās shy but at the same time heās not; for example heāll do something flirty to you and heāll have this smirk on his face, but as soon as you do something back he wanna get all flusteredĀ
also itās really easy to get into the moment, it gets really intense with himĀ
Ā he's really good at complimenting your body (and the way you clench around him when he does complement you doesn't go unnoticed)Ā
he's lowkey kind of quiet but you know he feels good because the look on his face, it's a dead give awayĀ
letās say youāre riding him, his face will get red and his head will be thrown back
also he wouldn't keep his hands to himself theyād be on your ass or thighsĀ
I think that like when he makes music, itās like he's very sexual and passionate (just like his voice actorās music)Ā and heās like that when he gets comfortableĀ
ass>>> anything
heāll slap, grab, bro lemme tell you something when he grabs he grabs, mf gripsĀ
aftercare with him is really calm and quiet, and his hand is on your ass (no surprise)Ā
possessive at times, like if he sees you talking/ laughing with Robaire heāll wait till youāre done talking to him (but ofc with a mean mug on his face) and then when y'all get home...
Jesse
makes you begĀ
if you want something you have to ask for it, and then he just keeps on egging it on with a smile on his faceĀ
he puts your pleasure first then his
most of the time you guys have sex itās spontaneous
one moment y'all could be watching a movie and/or talking about something deep and then he got you bent over
knows just about everything about your body and will tease you about it too
heās a dirty talker, and he's to good at itĀ
heās the type to come up behind you and grab your tits (over your shirt or under it doesn't matter to him, but he prefers under)Ā
some of 4towns more suggestive songs or songs that he sings solo are lyrics written about youĀ
heās a lip biter and a neck kisser
heāll also tease you when you try to kiss him
youāll lean into the kiss and so will he but just when you think his lips will press yours his thumb will rub your bottom lipĀ
aggravating but hotĀ
uses toys on you
during after he will whisper praises into your ear and trace shapes on your arm, to preciousĀ
Ā Robaire
i could see him being a soft dom
honestly i think he can be a bit jealous sometimes, soooo i believe that he marks his partner, on the neck a lil bit
so when the person heās jealous about sees the marks heāll just give a lil smirk and pull you closer by the waist
heās a grunter and heās the type to make you know how good you make him feel
even outside the bedroom heās very passionate
most of the time heās giving because he genuinely enjoys it
he likes to make you moan (so does the others but man heās gonna praise you while you do and will encourage you to moan some more)
his voice is so likeeee sensual when he wants it to be, like he just really says the right things that make you feel some type of way
iām seeing this for when he does his solo shit.. but he probably would use your moans in his songs
very possessive too but heās more in public with it, so sometimes itās not as sexual, heāll do things like buy expensive things or always be around you to make sure that people know that ur being taken care of
and taken care of in other ways because this nigga will brag.. idk but itās only around like his close right circle of friends
heās a pussy pleaser š
Aaron T
like robaire he brags but he does it without even noticing it
like most of the time itās vague but enough to be like wtf bud :)
heās a moaned and whimpering type of nigga with heās more submissive
when heās more dominate i see him being more of a moaner
he constantly brags to his friend and in interviews about how pretty and beautiful you are
titties typa man, like if theyāre in his face he donāt know what to do, he just goes crazy on it
i feel like heās the type to really like it messy
heās always gonna wanna kiss you too, like heās so sweet but also so desperate too
heās a sucker for dirty talk, if you want to rile him up in any way, dirty talk is the way to go
i also feel like heās a thigh dude so just put his hand on your thigh and move his hand up and down on it, heās already feelin some typa way
heās get flustered easily but sometimes if heās very unaware of when youāre trying to initiate
like letās say youāre at a party and youāre trying to get him riled up, heās not gonna pick up the hints until you blatantly tell him you wanna fuck
then heās gonna be flustered and blushing because he loves when your straight forward.
I donāt usually make requests and I hope your not too busy or that this rest bothers you, but could you maybe make Jesse (4*Town) fic inspired the lyrics or Me and your Mama as angst or if that makes you uncomfortable ( or you simply prefer the other option), a Jesse fic inspired by the Lyric of See you again by Tyler the creator?
OK PLEASE I HAVENT EVEN LOOKED IN MY INBOX, IM JUS NOW SEEING THIS!!
@skiedrr
See you again
āwill I ever see you again?ā āI donāt know y/nā
Jesse enjoys having your around.. he swear he does. he takes you on trips, he introduced you to his kids, you even got to meet 4town, his mom, dad and even his girlfriend. Although he loves you, he canāt help but admit he loves his actual girlfriend too. Heās made it very clear to you (without him actually saying) that youāre the bottom bitch, and you just have to deal with it.
Donāt get me wrong he enjoys your company.. He truly does but whenever you ask him to break up the the so called girlfriend he actually ālovesā, he just gets defensive and retaliates. Itās as if heās almost tries to blame you for being with him, while he has a girlfriend. And usually when you do get into arguments about the girlfriend, itās loud and fiery and goes in this cycle: argue, apologize, sex. Itās been like this for about..like.. 2 years.
āi just donāt understand, Jesseā
āwhat do you mean?ā
āI donāt understand why youāre still with minaā
this same argument again. Jesse even knows the cycle by now and heās just ready to fuck and get this over with.
āBabe please can we not do this right now.ā
āNo, please, iāve been asking for so long now and you donāt give me a straight forward answerā
he just looks at you. nothing to say. nothing.
āletās not do this right now, babeā, he says with his voice getting sterner.
You guys just came back from a dinner date, and while you were there some fans came by asking about mina. Immediately you were hurt, you often felt like mina was prettier than you, and it hurt to see Jesse trying to hide you like he was ashamed of you. Didnāt he love you more?
āJesse-ā
āy/n can we please just not, weāve already had a good time out already, and you wanna just ruin it with some random bullshit. cut it out.ā
there he go talking to you like youāre one of his kids.
āJesse, im not even asking for much..ā
ābut you are.. whatās happening between us and mina is complicated, okay? he says emphasize you and him āAnd I donāt feel like dealing with this right now, baby, can we please just do something elseā
youāre feeling so guilty about arguing with him right now. He often emphasized how tired he was between his job and his kids, the last thing you wanted to be was a burden. but isnāt there enough time to have this conversation? isnāt it worth it?
āNo i want to solve this, right now. Iāve known you for way to long forāā mid sentence he began to walk off into his bedroom. āJesse, where the fuck are you going iām talking to you!ā. He just says nothing. āJesse what happened, im just tired of wondering when you gonna call me back, or let me know when youāre thinking about me, do you even understand how that feels?!ā
you find him seated at the foot of the bed hunched over with his hands on his face. āY/N, if you want to bitch and moan you can leaveā
ā¦
ājesse..ā
āy/n..you can leave and not call me backā
ājesse, no.. this is irrational of you.. this doesnāt make any senseā
āy/n, if you honestly feel the way you feel right now.. then just leave.. right nowā he shrugs as if it was simple, as if he hasnāt marked and changed 2 years of your life. āy/n youāre just simply asking for a lot right now as if I havenāt been risking my reputation for youā
āwhat do you mean iām-iām just trying to understand you..ā youāre holding back tears and slowly raising your voice ā i knew you.. i know you, youāve been so distant from me and youāve been hiding me and fucking using me.. all iām asking from you is to open up..ā
āy/n, please.ā
āplease i love you.. you know meā
āstop with that I love you shit.. okayā
at this point youāre crying. everything hurts. all of the times ans moments youāve shared with each other werent truely werent significant enough in his eyes. you still ended up in his bed later that night but the mind numbing ideas and beliefs about wanting to know him more and have this meaningless sex turn into a beautiful relationship plagued your mind. because hell, Jesse was your dream dude. But at some point you need to wake up and realize, that you were the bottom bitch that wanted more.. and truth be told what did you expect? Love was not an option for you and Jesse no matter how many times this nigga crossed your mind.
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ion even write angst , soooo if this isnāt the best MBBB š¤š¤
(iām on my period and feeling a bit sad, but i was on tik tok and saw this lovely video of this couple and they looked so in love while sitting at this table ^. it inspired me to get out of my writing slump) sorry if the story is a bit unorganized, i was struggling on what to write.
it was your second date with him. he was a very sweet guy. usually, people say that opposites attract and they do, but really we look for the similarities.
when you two talk to each other it was like gazing into a whole different world. for example, his career was totally different from yours, and the stories that he would tell you about his job would be shocking enough to make your jaw drop. he was so eager to talk while you were intent with listening. you had no problem with this, he even made to effort to listen to you (which is different from your exās).
he was a little shy and so weāre you, being that it was your second date with him, itās expected to feel this way. yet, his nervousness only propelled him to go on nervous rambles and very detailed stories. and like mentioned before, you throughly enjoyed them.
6:45 pm
he pulls up to your house, you swear that time was moving quicker than it usually did. so when you hear the door bell ring, youāre rushing to fit things in your tiny bag, making sure youāve got everything you needed. āgum, phone, lip gloss, perfume, keys, wallet,ā you quickly check off while rushing down the stairs. the sun was setting, leaving a nice warm glow around him when you opened your front door.
āhi.. helloā he repeats nervously as if you didnāt hear him the first time.
āhelloā you smile back at him. he stares at you almost as if heās in a daze, and you stare back reciprocating the same look. he looks very very good. his style is a tad bit different from yours, color wise. you guys both made the effort to dress up on your second date. A complete contrast from your first date where you guys were dressed down (because yāall painted in the park š¤) .
āuh, you look very very beautiful,ā he says as he reaches out for your hand. āthank you, you donāt look so bad yourself,ā you smile again, looking him up and down, while giving him your hand. he smiles really hard and mumbles a thank you, while he closes your door.
when you guys reach the car, he opens the door for you like a princess, waving his hand in front in a way how chauffeurs (idek broš) do in fairytales. when you get inside you see him quickly walk to the drivers side and you try to reach over the console to open his door as well.
7:20 pm
upon arriving to the restaurant, you both walk in hand in hand. the smell of fresh bread and soft jazz giving you a warm welcome, the lights dimly lit and the evening sun helping light up the restaurant.
āthis place is nice,ā you say to him. āiām glad you like it, i took some of my coworkers here a little while ago, it was nice and the food was good,ā he replies. āthey serve french cuisine here, so i figure that it would be romanticā. you smile at him and you can tell he starts to get nervous. ācause you know, like, France, heh.. Eiffel towerā,ā you start to rub your thumb over his hand to calm him a little āi understand,ā you laugh.
āso what did you try the last time you were here,ā you ask, as you guys get settled in your seats.
the night is going beautifully. after you both ate you decided to talk for a while. while you tell him about your drama at work, or the latest trend you saw on tick tok, he would be heavily engaged. he would keep deep eye contact with you and would have a through response and/or interesting opinions. Not only that but he was a good listener.
when you first met him, you were a bit thrown off by him. considering that you didnāt know him well enough, it was so easy to come up with assumption about him based on how he looked and what people around him said about him. but after your first date with him, you found yourself a lot more eager to learn about him, and so was he about you.
so when he starts to share his stories about his day, and he shows how he was listening to you by relating his stories to yours, or even brining up similar topics, you find yourself smiling at him (the wine isnāt helping either).
so as the night grew longer, and the conversations became deeper. you found that you guys are much alike. and although you guys are different in many ways, the main thing you have in common is you hope you guys can love each other the way that lovers do.
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Kageyama, suga, asahi, kita (but i feel like heās a bit more direct), goshiki, Aone, sakusa (i feel heās a bit more direct too), Aaron T, Aaron Z, (maybe) Robaire, Iida, miguel oāhara (he wouldnāt be stuttering, but heād be shy, i feel like heās lowkey corny.. jus a lil bit) peter b. parker, miles (BUT LIKE OF AGE/ NO ALCOHOL!!)
(iām on my period and feeling a bit sad, but i was on tik tok and saw this lovely video of this couple and they looked so in love while sitting at this table ^. it inspired me to get out of my writing slump) sorry if the story is a bit unorganized, i was struggling on what to write.
it was your second date with him. he was a very sweet guy. usually, people say that opposites attract and they do, but really we look for the similarities.
when you two talk to each other it was like gazing into a whole different world. for example, his career was totally different from yours, and the stories that he would tell you about his job would be shocking enough to make your jaw drop. he was so eager to talk while you were intent with listening. you had no problem with this, he even made to effort to listen to you (which is different from your exās).
he was a little shy and so weāre you, being that it was your second date with him, itās expected to feel this way. yet, his nervousness only propelled him to go on nervous rambles and very detailed stories. and like mentioned before, you throughly enjoyed them.
6:45 pm
he pulls up to your house, you swear that time was moving quicker than it usually did. so when you hear the door bell ring, youāre rushing to fit things in your tiny bag, making sure youāve got everything you needed. āgum, phone, lip gloss, perfume, keys, wallet,ā you quickly check off while rushing down the stairs. the sun was setting, leaving a nice warm glow around him when you opened your front door.
āhi.. helloā he repeats nervously as if you didnāt hear him the first time.
āhelloā you smile back at him. he stares at you almost as if heās in a daze, and you stare back reciprocating the same look. he looks very very good. his style is a tad bit different from yours, color wise. you guys both made the effort to dress up on your second date. A complete contrast from your first date where you guys were dressed down (because yāall painted in the park š¤) .
āuh, you look very very beautiful,ā he says as he reaches out for your hand. āthank you, you donāt look so bad yourself,ā you smile again, looking him up and down, while giving him your hand. he smiles really hard and mumbles a thank you, while he closes your door.
when you guys reach the car, he opens the door for you like a princess, waving his hand in front in a way how chauffeurs (idek broš) do in fairytales. when you get inside you see him quickly walk to the drivers side and you try to reach over the console to open his door as well.
7:20 pm
upon arriving to the restaurant, you both walk in hand in hand. the smell of fresh bread and soft jazz giving you a warm welcome, the lights dimly lit and the evening sun helping light up the restaurant.
āthis place is nice,ā you say to him. āiām glad you like it, i took some of my coworkers here a little while ago, it was nice and the food was good,ā he replies. āthey serve french cuisine here, so i figure that it would be romanticā. you smile at him and you can tell he starts to get nervous. ācause you know, like, France, heh.. Eiffel towerā,ā you start to rub your thumb over his hand to calm him a little āi understand,ā you laugh.
āso what did you try the last time you were here,ā you ask, as you guys get settled in your seats.
the night is going beautifully. after you both ate you decided to talk for a while. while you tell him about your drama at work, or the latest trend you saw on tick tok, he would be heavily engaged. he would keep deep eye contact with you and would have a through response and/or interesting opinions. Not only that but he was a good listener.
when you first met him, you were a bit thrown off by him. considering that you didnāt know him well enough, it was so easy to come up with assumption about him based on how he looked and what people around him said about him. but after your first date with him, you found yourself a lot more eager to learn about him, and so was he about you.
so when he starts to share his stories about his day, and he shows how he was listening to you by relating his stories to yours, or even brining up similar topics, you find yourself smiling at him (the wine isnāt helping either).
so as the night grew longer, and the conversations became deeper. you found that you guys are much alike. and although you guys are different in many ways, the main thing you have in common is you hope you guys can love each other the way that lovers do.
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Kageyama, suga, asahi, kita (but i feel like heās a bit more direct), goshiki, Aone, sakusa (i feel heās a bit more direct too), Aaron T, Aaron Z, (maybe) Robaire, Iida, miguel oāhara (he wouldnāt be stuttering, but heād be shy, i feel like heās lowkey corny.. jus a lil bit) peter b. parker, miles (BUT LIKE OF AGE/ NO ALCOHOL!!)
Warnings: PLOT, angst/yearning, mildly jealous Namor, exhibitionism, cunnilingus & Namor being lovesick my goodness this mf got it BAD
The gods are angry today.
Itās the only thing you can think of as you make your way through the sprawling halls of the royal palace, nestled in the heart of Birnin Zanaāthe Golden City. You take tentative steps, counting down the seconds until your appearance is considered overdue.
You had been sprawled out in bed, scrolling through reports shared with you by a trusted American agentāEverett Ross, as your kimoyo beads buzzed. You tapped the blinking bead instinctively, and an image of your king flashed before you.
You sat up in bed, bashfully muttering your apologies.
If MāBaku was insulted, he made no point of letting you know. His expression was wary as he regarded you.
āI request your appearance at the royal palace.ā
You nodded, lifting from your bed. āDid the meeting with the Talokanil go well?ā
You shifted through your room in search of an appropriate outfit to wear, attempting to distract yourself from the thought of Namor and his temporary presence in the Golden City.
It had been a month since you had last seen him. A blessing, even if your heart opposed the fact. The more time you two spent apart the better. It helped you to remember your placeāof your duty to your country and the throne. Namor didnāt fit in that equation, no matter how much you silently wished that he could.
āOur guests are still here.ā
You stopped short, turning towards the holographic image of your king with furrowed brows.
āI donāt understand.ā
MāBaku sighed, his fingers threading through his thick beard. He looked tired, and sounded even more so. āYour knowledge of the CIA situation is needed.ā
You blinked down at MāBaku, before nodding your understanding. He tipped his head in a silent farewell before the hologram faded with a sigh.
You cursed your misfortune. You had stopped appearing at the meetings months ago, assuring your king that council from the elders was enough, and that your skills would be better served keeping tabs on the CIA and their newest exploits. MāBaku had been reluctant to agree, but ultimately allowed you to do as you pleased so long as you appeared when he called.
The diplomatic meetings had become harder to sit through with the presence of a certain Talokanil king who often sat across from you. Namorās eyes occasionally found yours, and his lips would curl in a knowing smile. Images of you breathless beneath him flashed through your mind, drowning out the vital information that was spoken between both rulers.
He was too much of a distraction, so you had done the necessary thingā¦to little avail.
You pulled at the sleeve of your fitted dress, trying so desperately to ground yourself as you pushed through the royal palace. It would be quickāhell, you wouldnāt even look at Namor. You would present your findings quickly, answer any questions that arose, and excuse yourself. Simple.
You continued down the hall, nearly to the throne room when you felt someone at your side. You turned, earning a nervous smile from the man beside you. TāKawe.
āDidnāt mean to scare you,ā he apologized.
You smiled back at him.
āYou didnāt.ā
TāKawe had become somewhat of a replacement for you in these meetings. He took notes of the proceedings, transcribing each discussion with the use of his kimoyo beads, and sent them to you. You were eternally grateful to him for it. You were surprised when he also expressed interest in the work you were doing with Agent Ross, offering to obtain information from Wakandan agents scattered throughout the states, though a friend had assured you it was his excuse to get closer to you.
āRunning late?ā you asked, and he nodded with an apologetic look. āItās alright. I am too I suppose.ā
His worry seemed to fade slightly at your confession, and he followed close behind you as the doors to throne room pushed open.
You felt Namorās eyes on you before you even walked into the room, as if he were so attuned to you that he could sense your very presence. The thought made your heart race, but you kept your eyes forward and your chin high as you reached the center of the room where you king sat. You dipped your head respectfully.
You didnāt even dare look in Namorās direction, nor at the Talokanil generals that shadowed him.
āThe Americanā¦what has he told you?ā
You could always count on MāBaku to get straight the point. He was rarely one for small talk or pleasantries.
āAlthough Agent Ross is no longer with the CIA, he has given us an extensive list of members within the agency that could pose a threat to Wakanda and Talokan.ā
You pressed your kimoyo beads, and images of several American CIA agents and directors appeared before you. A flurry of information on each of them scrolled beside their picture, though you still had much to learn about these individuals.
You tapped the image of the woman Ross had specifically pointed out to you during one of your calls. Valentina Allegra de Fontaine. The new director of the CIA.
āHe expressed a particular interest in Fontaine,ā you added.
MāBaku scowled at the image.
āWhy?ā
The golden question. You had asked Ross the same thing, but he didnāt have anything concrete besides an eerie confession she had made to him. She wanted vibranium, and he wasnāt sure what lengths she would go to get it.
āRoss believes she has an interest in vibranium, and potential means to try and obtain it.ā You glanced at TāKawe as he came to your side.
āWeāre keeping eyes on her,ā he added.
You pressed your glowing kimoyo bead, and the holograms vanished.
MāBaku turned his attention to Namor, whose eyes you could feel burning into your back. You tried focusing on the intricate details of the throne to distract yourself from the fact.
āDoes that answer your concerns?ā MāBaku asked the Talokanil leader.
His answer was a dissatisfied grunt, and you couldnāt help but glance back at him from over your shoulder. Namor sat with his legs spread in a way that looked absolutely obsceneāit didnāt help that you felt the sudden urge to sink to your knees before him and show him just how much you hadnāt missedhim.
He tilted his head back, his dark eyes searching your face before he shifted his gaze to the impatient king at your side.
āTruthfully, this concerns me further.ā Namor waved his hand towards you noncommittally. āI would know what she knows.ā
You stared at him, taken aback by his request. This had been this plan all along, hadnāt it? You were not foolish enough to think Namor did not already know all of this, if not more. You had heard the stories whispered throughout the palace of the American scientists who had ventured to the Atlantic in search of vibranium. He had proven their decision to be a grave one.
You were certain there was no potential threat towards Talokan that he was not fully aware of.
āI can send what I have toāā
āNo,ā he interrupted quickly. There was a certain finality to his refusalāan unspoken demand, āYou will go over it will me. If it is not a problem with your king.ā
You glanced back at MāBaku who considered Namor with a skeptical look, as if he were trying to work out the possible ulterior motive hidden beneath his actions. You prayed he didnāt find out.
āPerhaps I can be of use instead? Iāve worked closely on this as well.ā TāKawe stepped closer to your side, placing a comforting hand on your arm, as if compelled by the uncertainty in your expression.
You could make out the subtle twitch of Namorās jaw. The way his fingers curled around the arm of his chair. His expression was apathetic, but his body language was telling. Through the eyes of others, it would appear as simple irritation if anything, but you knew him better than most.
MāBaku cleared his throat, and your attention was his once more. He looked at you for a long moment, before sighing.
āYou decide,ā he stated simply.
You didnāt know whether to be grateful or exasperated.
This was a ploy of courseāa way for Namor to have you in some capacity outside of the comfort of your home. He was treading a very thin line, leaving too much to those who could possibly see through this faƧade. That, or guilt was beginning to make you paranoidāthough evidently not enough to make you see sense.
āI will help in any way I can,ā you finally answered.
MāBaku clapped his hands with mock excitement, making you jump. āIt is settled then.ā
He leaned back in his seat, letting out an exaggerated sigh before calling out to other subjects.
You felt TāKaweās eyes on you as you watched Namor lift from his seat. He turned to his generals, speaking to them in Mayan. They regarded him respectfully, before making their way out of the throne room.
āAre you sure about this?ā TāKawe asked.
You nodded, thanking him for his concern, before you made your way to Namor. You could feel your heart begin to race, as if it were calling out to him, attempting to scream; there you are.
You dipped your head slightly, avoiding his dark eyes.
āFollow me.ā
You stepped out of the throne room, making your way down magnificent hallways and around sharp corners of the palace until you reached the balcony. It was secluded enough to grant you both a private conversation, yet open enough to suppress any temptation to do anythingā¦depraved.
You stared out towards the Golden City, rendered breathless by the view. It didnāt matter how many times you saw itāit always felt like the first time.
Namor was silent at your side. Though your gaze was fixed on the dazzling skyscrapers and distant mountains, you felt Namorās eyes on you.
āDid you know?ā you asked, finally turning your attention to him. āAbout everything I said in there?ā
He nodded, and you let out a frustrated sigh.
āYou knew that already,ā Namor stated easily. āYou agreed to be alone with me, despite knowing that I knew.ā
āI had a hunch,ā you corrected.
Namorās eyes seemed to gleam as he stared down at you. āYou wanted to be alone with me just as badly as I wanted to be alone with you.ā
His eyes wandered to your shoulderāright where Tākaweās hand had been moments before.
āDespite the protest of yourā¦acquaintance.ā
Ā Namor spoke the word acquaintance as if it were a curse.
āAre you upset at him for thinking of my safety?ā
Namor frowned, as if offended by the idea that your safety would ever be in question around him.
āI am upset that he is able to touch you so freely and Iā¦ā He glances towards the entrance of the balcony, before placing his hand on your waist and pulling you to the side, back into a corner hidden away from any potential prying eyes. āI am reduced to this.ā
Your breath hitches as Namor leans over you, his eyes falling to your parted lips, before lifting back up to your face.
āI have missed you,ā he confessed, slowly sinking to knees before you. āMissed the taste of you.ā
The sight alone made a delicious spark shoot straight through you. You could feel his warm hands skim across the exposed flesh of your legs, slowly riding up until they hooked beneath your dress.
āNamorā¦ā you warnedāwhispered, though there was little commitment in your voice.
His touch alone was setting you alight, making your pussy wet with the anticipation of his mouth where you needed it most.
Bast, he would be the fucking death of you. All your rationale and resolve vanished when he was near, and you wondered if it was the same for himāif he felt as hopeless as you did.
His hands reached beneath your dress, pulling your wet underwear down with a soft chuckle.
āAnd you have missed me,ā he said, noting the evidence of your arousal. āBut you always do, donāt you?ā
You didnāt respond, and you were certain he didnāt need you to. Not with you before him, dazed and prepared to be eaten out in such a public placeāwithin earshot of anyone who mattered. This was all the evidence he needed.
He wouldnāt make you regret it.
Namorās kissed up the length of your leg slowly and will clear intent, as if it were worshipāas if your skin was as necessary to him as the sea.
You jolted as your felt Namorās tongue lapped at the wetness of your needy cunt. You brought your hand up to your mouth, attempting to muffle your cries as his tongue pushed deeper into you. He brought hand to the back of your thigh, lifting it ever so slightly as to drape across his shoulder, while his other hand brushed your clit with a touch that felt featherlight.
Your head feel back, your mind reeling as your felt the pressure in your core building with each flick of his ravenous tongue, and teasing fingersāand the danger of being found like thisālegs spread while Namor, a man regarded as a fucking god kneeled before you, bringing you to the brink of ecstasy so effortlessly. The reality of your circumstances made your pussy clench from just how bad it all was.
Your king could find you like this. TāKawe could find you like this.
You cried into the palm of your hand. The sound was barely muffled, and you could feel the heat of Namorās breath as he laughed against your aching pussy.
Namor loved thisāhe absolutely reveled in just how much he was able to tear you apart in a way nobody else could.
āNamor,ā you whined against your hand, pleading.
Usually slow to give in, you suspected your current whereabouts warranted him to be altruistic. Just this once.
His mouth latched onto your tender nub, and you were goneāfree falling into your release as your fingers raked through his hair, and your hips bucked upward. You bit back your moan, trying so desperately to keep quiet as your overwhelming release rushed through youāa release that Namor took like an offering, swallowing your sweetness with enough enthusiasm to make your pussy spasm.
Namor pulled away from you when there was nothing more to take. His breathing was shaky, his pupils dilated as he looked up at you. He licked his lips, before pulling your stained panties back up your legs.
Your fingers were still in his hair, lightly brushing back thick strands, and you finally noticed the added length. Heād grown it out since you last saw him, the ends curling slightly and sweeping against his forehead.
āYouāre beautiful,ā you said without thinking.
He blinked up at you, taken aback by your soft-spoken compliment. It didnāt take long for him to recover, as his lips pulled into a full smile that made your heart stutter.
āThatās my line.ā
He lifted himself to his feet, wasting no time in feeling your lips against his. His kiss was all hungerāa monthās worth of moments you two should have had. You sighed contentedly against his mouth, feeling the weight of everything leave you in a single moment. Ā
He pulled away reluctantly, as if debating if he truly wanted to stop kissing you.
His brown eyes searched yours, and for the first time since you two had started fooling around, you sawā¦ uncertainty in his eyes, as if he were contemplating something.
āDo you remember the last time we met?ā he asked carefully.
You nodded, unsure of where this was going.
You could see him going over his next question, and he seemed to try and soothe you as much as himself as he rubbed circles along your waist.
āYou asked me if I had forgotten what this was.ā
Ah, that. The memory was fresh in your mind, despite the passage of timeāas if time could make you forget moments spent with him.
But you knew exactly what he was referring to. The statement he had made while chasing his pleasure. The statement solidified a belief that you both were seeming to forgetāthis is just sex.
āYou reminded me that Iām only a hole,ā you answered, keeping your voice nonchalant despite the disappointment that settled in your chest.
The irony of the situation was not lost on you. Last time you had been the one trying to keep his feelingsāor supposed feelingsāin check. Now it was his turn.
āNo. I asked if that was all that you are,ā he hesitated, searching your eyes. āAll that you wished to be to me.ā
Your stilled, swallowing the protest that dared to burst from your lipsāthe desire to tell him how you wished to be so much more.
āWhat else can I be?ā you asked, turning away from his powerful gaze.
Namor cupped your cheek, and you couldnāt help but lean into his touch. He tipped your head back in his direction, forcing you to look at him.
āMine,ā he whispered. āMy queen. My heartā¦ā
He repeated the word in Mayan as he leaned his forehead against yoursāhis confession for you only.
āThe mother of my heir.ā
Your heart seized, your mind racing as you realized he desired so much more from you than sex. He wanted you by his sideāthe only person to whom he would ever kneel. Ache for.
You came back to reality quickly as you looked over his shoulderāthe Golden City stared back at you, as if reminding you of your station.
āMy duty is to my country. My home.ā
Namorās furrowed as he stared down at you. āDo you think I would take you away from it?ā
āIt wouldnāt be your choice.ā
Nor would it be yours. It would be impossible for you to accept Namorās offerāto be his, and not have everything ripped from under you. Wakanda would reject you, and Talokan would not accept you.
Namor pulled away, taking the warmth of his body with him. You almost reached out for him but restrained yourself.
Ā āYou have a choice to make then,ā Namor said with his back turned to you, instead turning his attention to the home that you cherished so deeply. āI will not return again. Not to you.ā
You felt a lump form in your throat as his words hit you. Frustration tugged at your heart, helping you find your voice.
āWhy?ā
Because you were both getting in too deep. Because he wanted something from you that he was uncertain you could give.
Even if you knew the answer, you wanted to hear it from him.
He glanced over his shoulder at you, and you could see the sorrow in his eyes.
āI want you. All of you,ā he confessed, āBut what is it you want?ā
You were silent as he held your gaze.
āIf you decide it is me, come to the shore and I will know.ā
You prayed there was little emotion on your face as you regarded himāprayed he couldnāt see the turmoil his confession and ultimatum were causing you.
āAnd if I donāt?ā you asked.
Silence was the only answer he gave, but it was if he had spoken the words you never wanted to hear; Then you will be free of me.
There was no farewell as Namor lifted from the ground, the wings on his feet beating feverishly as he took off towards the sky. You watched, feeling parts of yourself fade along with him.
You had dreaded the sneaking aroundāthe hidden moments and guilt that festered as you continued to be with Namor, but now he was giving you an out. A chance to finally rid yourself of him and play your part as royal advisor once more, untaintedāor you could have him entirely.
He was forcing you to come to terms with a truth you had been tiptoeing around. You cannot have both.
You sighed, pulling away from the balcony wall. You wanted to be back in your bed, hidden beneath a sea of covers while sleep whisked you far away to impossible worlds where your reality was much differentāwhere such decisions didnāt exist, and you could just be.
You turned, nearly stepping back into the palace before you stopped short. Your heart seemed to stop as you stared up at the imposing figure that stood near the entrance.
You swallowed thickly as your king regarded you sternly, and you could see the disappointment that flashed in his eyes. The dread that had rooted its way into your heart spread, nearly choking you.
yess!!! im also gonna write how he confesses to you ^_^
i imagine you guys meeting at a fancy party
you got dragged along by your friend, you honestly didnāt want to go, but who could pass us the opportunity to get free food
when you guys finally arrive at the fancy dinner (after spending like hours getting ready), your friend lowkey leaves you to go talk to her other friends
you started to follow along but then you just figured whatās the point and moved to the bar
it was pretty chill, you stayed on your phone but you were a little hurt that your friend left you
after a little bit of scrolling though your instagram feed, you hear someone say āexcuse meā
āoh yeah my badā you say and move a little over to give the person more room. they sit down next to you. thereās some more silence but you donāt really mind, you donāt even know this person.
āhey, uhm, what drink is that?ā the person asks. you look up at them and you think ādamn they look familiarā. āitās pressecoā you answer with a smile. āis it good, im not sure what i should getā. āYeah itās good, youād should add some ginerale to it, then itāll taste much betterā, the person smiles back at you and says āthank youā.
now you couldāve sworn youāve seen him before. itās eating at you.. where have you seen him.. school? no..instagram.. probably.
the person orders their drink and takes a sip, āoh, i see what you like nowā, they says chuckling but you couldnāt help but feel butterflies from the way they said it. āyep, itās good right?ā āyes, iād try this againā
thereās some more silence, and youāre a bit scared to ask for their name so you just hold off.
āwhatās your name?ā the person asks. āOh my name is y/nā. ānice to meet you y/n,ā the person puts their hand out for you to grab. you put your hand out and you both shake hands. āmy name is Robaireā. ānice to meet youā you smile.
you couldāve sworn he looked a little bit surprised after you said that, you didnāt know why. āso do you come to these events often?ā you laugh a bit from how cliche the question is. āno not really, my friend dragged me along, usually at this time iād be playing a video game or somethingā. he chuckles a bit, āyeah me too, i came here with some of my friendsā. āthatās niceā. thereās some more awkward silence.
āso.. not to sound blunt but whyād you come over the the bar, and not stick with your friends?ā. he picks up his drink and takes a sip, āwell i got into a little argument with one of my friends, so iām just cooking off. I think we just needed to calm down, weāre both stressedā he says. You canāt help but realize how collected he sounds, heās so understanding. āhmm, i see, stressed from work or?ā āyeah, workā he says, it sounded like he didnāt want to talk to much about it.
āwell.. at least your here with meā, you pick up your drink with a smile and raise for a cheers. he follows suit. ācheers tooo?ā you drag out the last word so he can finish the sentence. āto new friendsā, he smiles and you guys cheers.
After a few hours of talking to Robaire, you realize more and more how attractive he is, and how cool he is too.
he mentions all the places heās been to and all the people heās met
honestly you thought he was a fuckboy
you guys end the night with exchanging numbers and from that day on you guys talked more
you still havenāt brought up where you think youāve seen him before and honestly you donāt feel like asking either
2 years later
you and him are really good friends now, ans you also know what he does for his job
heās a famous entertainer
your friend was so mad at you, because you didnāt know who he was when you guys first met
he told you he was scared to bring it up the first few weeks of talking because he didnāt want you to use him
you completely understood and still stuck around (and he fell deeper in love dawg)
one day he invite you out to dinner, it wasnāt anything special but he tells you to wear running shoes.
honestly you got scared
you guys arrived at the dinner spot and everything was chill, it was a dinner spot that he loved to go to and he got really cool with the owners as well so you guys could get a spot away from the public.
the whole dinner was smooth and nothing out of the ordinary. the only think that you noticed was that he was acting a bit weird. like very shy.
a few weeks ago you noticed it, and even when he was around the other 4*town members they would act a little bit suspicious as well. but today. he was acting totally different.
āhey so why did i need to wear specifically running shoes?ā you ask. āwell weāre gonna go on a walk after dinnerā ārobaire.. are you planning to kill meā. he laughs and says āno no no, i just gotta show you somethingā
after you guys finish eating, he looks so eager. so much so that he almost forgets to pay. but as you guys are walking to the spot you notice why he said to bring running shoes. you feet were killing you. it wasnāt even like you were out in the woods or nun. yāall were in the city streets walking, and at the time you donāt know if he did this on purpose trying to get you tired but lord have mercy it was tiring.
you guys end up stopping at some park. you guys find a bench to sit at and he points down to some flower on the ground. āthis is what i wanted to show youā. you look at him like heās crazy. ā..t-the flower?ā. āyes, i know it may seem weird but listen. what do you think is so different about this flowerā āuhmā¦ ā, you look around to see if there is anything different. you lowkey irritated, your tired and exhausted and now he got you playing blues clues?. āi don-ā your sentence is cut short when he kisses you.
you just look at him. your shocked. āy/n..ā āy-yesā āwill you date with me?ā. youāre shocked completely and confused. but at the same time everything makes sense: why he was acting so weird, why he was being so shy, so fidgety. āyesā you smile.
he kisses you again and heās saying over and over again āfor real?ā.
you ask him why he showed you a flower and he tells you about how he wants that flower to represent your guys relationship, he wants it to grow into a beautiful flower
yess!!! im also gonna write how he confesses to you ^_^
i imagine you guys meeting at a fancy party
you got dragged along by your friend, you honestly didnāt want to go, but who could pass us the opportunity to get free food
when you guys finally arrive at the fancy dinner (after spending like hours getting ready), your friend lowkey leaves you to go talk to her other friends
you started to follow along but then you just figured whatās the point and moved to the bar
it was pretty chill, you stayed on your phone but you were a little hurt that your friend left you
after a little bit of scrolling though your instagram feed, you hear someone say āexcuse meā
āoh yeah my badā you say and move a little over to give the person more room. they sit down next to you. thereās some more silence but you donāt really mind, you donāt even know this person.
āhey, uhm, what drink is that?ā the person asks. you look up at them and you think ādamn they look familiarā. āitās pressecoā you answer with a smile. āis it good, im not sure what i should getā. āYeah itās good, youād should add some ginerale to it, then itāll taste much betterā, the person smiles back at you and says āthank youā.
now you couldāve sworn youāve seen him before. itās eating at you.. where have you seen him.. school? no..instagram.. probably.
the person orders their drink and takes a sip, āoh, i see what you like nowā, they says chuckling but you couldnāt help but feel butterflies from the way they said it. āyep, itās good right?ā āyes, iād try this againā
thereās some more silence, and youāre a bit scared to ask for their name so you just hold off.
āwhatās your name?ā the person asks. āOh my name is y/nā. ānice to meet you y/n,ā the person puts their hand out for you to grab. you put your hand out and you both shake hands. āmy name is Robaireā. ānice to meet youā you smile.
you couldāve sworn he looked a little bit surprised after you said that, you didnāt know why. āso do you come to these events often?ā you laugh a bit from how cliche the question is. āno not really, my friend dragged me along, usually at this time iād be playing a video game or somethingā. he chuckles a bit, āyeah me too, i came here with some of my friendsā. āthatās niceā. thereās some more awkward silence.
āso.. not to sound blunt but whyād you come over the the bar, and not stick with your friends?ā. he picks up his drink and takes a sip, āwell i got into a little argument with one of my friends, so iām just cooking off. I think we just needed to calm down, weāre both stressedā he says. You canāt help but realize how collected he sounds, heās so understanding. āhmm, i see, stressed from work or?ā āyeah, workā he says, it sounded like he didnāt want to talk to much about it.
āwell.. at least your here with meā, you pick up your drink with a smile and raise for a cheers. he follows suit. ācheers tooo?ā you drag out the last word so he can finish the sentence. āto new friendsā, he smiles and you guys cheers.
After a few hours of talking to Robaire, you realize more and more how attractive he is, and how cool he is too.
he mentions all the places heās been to and all the people heās met
honestly you thought he was a fuckboy
you guys end the night with exchanging numbers and from that day on you guys talked more
you still havenāt brought up where you think youāve seen him before and honestly you donāt feel like asking either
2 years later
you and him are really good friends now, ans you also know what he does for his job
heās a famous entertainer
your friend was so mad at you, because you didnāt know who he was when you guys first met
he told you he was scared to bring it up the first few weeks of talking because he didnāt want you to use him
you completely understood and still stuck around (and he fell deeper in love dawg)
one day he invite you out to dinner, it wasnāt anything special but he tells you to wear running shoes.
honestly you got scared
you guys arrived at the dinner spot and everything was chill, it was a dinner spot that he loved to go to and he got really cool with the owners as well so you guys could get a spot away from the public.
the whole dinner was smooth and nothing out of the ordinary. the only think that you noticed was that he was acting a bit weird. like very shy.
a few weeks ago you noticed it, and even when he was around the other 4*town members they would act a little bit suspicious as well. but today. he was acting totally different.
āhey so why did i need to wear specifically running shoes?ā you ask. āwell weāre gonna go on a walk after dinnerā ārobaire.. are you planning to kill meā. he laughs and says āno no no, i just gotta show you somethingā
after you guys finish eating, he looks so eager. so much so that he almost forgets to pay. but as you guys are walking to the spot you notice why he said to bring running shoes. you feet were killing you. it wasnāt even like you were out in the woods or nun. yāall were in the city streets walking, and at the time you donāt know if he did this on purpose trying to get you tired but lord have mercy it was tiring.
you guys end up stopping at some park. you guys find a bench to sit at and he points down to some flower on the ground. āthis is what i wanted to show youā. you look at him like heās crazy. ā..t-the flower?ā. āyes, i know it may seem weird but listen. what do you think is so different about this flowerā āuhmā¦ ā, you look around to see if there is anything different. you lowkey irritated, your tired and exhausted and now he got you playing blues clues?. āi don-ā your sentence is cut short when he kisses you.
you just look at him. your shocked. āy/n..ā āy-yesā āwill you date with me?ā. youāre shocked completely and confused. but at the same time everything makes sense: why he was acting so weird, why he was being so shy, so fidgety. āyesā you smile.
he kisses you again and heās saying over and over again āfor real?ā.
you ask him why he showed you a flower and he tells you about how he wants that flower to represent your guys relationship, he wants it to grow into a beautiful flower
- Aaron Z might seem like the biggest introvert at first but he is actually just shy and doesn't really know how to start conversations with new people. He actually loves other peoples company that's why he and T go out a lot together because T has better social skills.
- Speaking of introverts, Robaire is secretly the biggest introvert of them all. He knows how to come off as charming and is very well mannered and can be a huge flirt if he wants to be but after all the events and interviews and fan meetings he takes the longest to recharg his social battery.
- T, Tae and Z are the biggest sight seeing fans and always go on sight trips together when they are on tour.
- Aaron T always makes jokes about being a bad driver because he might get detracted by his ADHD but he is the best driver of the group after Jesse and Robaire.
- Speaking of driving. T doemt really care what car he drives but his favorite car to drive is and will always be his father's stationwagon.
- Jesse doesn't have the best relationship with his parents but his older sister is the most caring person he knows and he knows that if he ever needed his family he could always turn to her because he trusts her the most and the same goes for her.
- Aaron Z was told to change the way he sings because some people from the staff thought that his voice sounded 'weird' and when Robaire found out he stepped to manegement to convince them to fire those people.
- Jesse sometimes gets insecure about how his life is going and if he is doing the right thing. Is he a good father? Should he be part of a band when he already has 2 kids? What if the media finds out about them? Is he giving he wife the life she deserves? Is he gonna turn out to be like his own Parents. It scares him sometimes and he over thinks about it.
- Aaron Z might seem like the biggest introvert at first but he is actually just shy and doesn't really know how to start conversations with new people. He actually loves other peoples company that's why he and T go out a lot together because T has better social skills.
- Speaking of introverts, Robaire is secretly the biggest introvert of them all. He knows how to come off as charming and is very well mannered and can be a huge flirt if he wants to be but after all the events and interviews and fan meetings he takes the longest to recharg his social battery.
- T, Tae and Z are the biggest sight seeing fans and always go on sight trips together when they are on tour.
- Aaron T always makes jokes about being a bad driver because he might get detracted by his ADHD but he is the best driver of the group after Jesse and Robaire.
- Speaking of driving. T doemt really care what car he drives but his favorite car to drive is and will always be his father's stationwagon.
- Jesse doesn't have the best relationship with his parents but his older sister is the most caring person he knows and he knows that if he ever needed his family he could always turn to her because he trusts her the most and the same goes for her.
- Aaron Z was told to change the way he sings because some people from the staff thought that his voice sounded 'weird' and when Robaire found out he stepped to manegement to convince them to fire those people.
- Jesse sometimes gets insecure about how his life is going and if he is doing the right thing. Is he a good father? Should he be part of a band when he already has 2 kids? What if the media finds out about them? Is he giving he wife the life she deserves? Is he gonna turn out to be like his own Parents. It scares him sometimes and he over thinks about it.
THIS TOOK MY TOOOO FUCKIN LONG IMMA POST ANOTHER OART
@robearss @4townn @chocolatechimsugakookie2
Robaire
8:30am
you guys both start your morning kind of early, like 8:30 or 8:00
heās usually the first one to wake up and like this might sound a bit corny but he just looks at you while you sleep
BYE THAT SOYNDS WEIRD BUT JTS SO SWEET
heāll like caress his hand on your cheek, if your drooling well best believe heās gonna wipe that shit right up
then heās gonna get up and get you both some water cause why start the day dehydrated he says
so at this point if your a light sleeper you might be up already but if your a deep sleeper or like you just didnāt wake up yet then heās gonna wake you up in the most sweetest way possible
he will kiss your knuckles and up your arm to your jaw, and he wonāt wonāt stop till you wake up
when you do wake up heāll encourage you to drink your water and youāre still confused cause you just woke up
heāll ask you how you slept, how do you feel, what do you want to do that day
but you donāt really respond much cause your tired but he likes watching you in your tired state, itās cute
āyou wanna go to the park today??ā
āsureā
9:36 am
at this time you guys have just gotten up and out of bed and started getting ready for your little walk in the park
you guys take a shower together, brush your teeth together, he watches you put on your clothes, bro lemme tell you thereās way to much tension
what he usually does is he helps you out on your lotionā¦dawg itās so much tension
heāll put lotion on your legs and then itās the way he looks up at you that makes you so nervous (iām nervous writing this)
āRetourne-toi, mon amourā (turn around, love)
he then starts to massage and put lotion on your back and itās one of the best feelings your ever gonna feel
and heāll ask you ādoes it feel good?ā āam i squeezing your hard?ā
like he knows what he doinā¦
then you put lotion on him too and itās a whole mess as well bro (ļæ£^ļæ£)
the whole morning itās like cute little flirting or like teasing, the both of yāall canāt handle it
but when you guys are all ready to go if you didnāt finish your water he will make you finish it before yāall leave your bedroom
gotta stay hydrated yk :)
11:10 am
you guys make the executive decision to go on a walk and then to go get something to eat but he makes sure you both eat a little something before you guys leave
while yāall are in the kitchen eating heās gonna constantly remind you that you guys are married
āoh my gosh!!ā
āwhat? whatās wrongā
ānothing itās just.. oh my gosh.. weāre marriedā
itās annoying and cute at the same time and he just laughed at you while you huff and puff
11:30 am
you both arrive at the park and walk around for a while
you guys talk about so many things on your walk, most of the things being about your future, maybe heāll talk about the band a little bit
he might share some song lyrics with you, your like his best friend so heās gonna share anything thatās on his mind with you
he doesnāt have to worry about putting up a faƧade
but if you guys run into any fans heās very sweet to them but he also gets to make the interaction very quick
he doesnāt want his time with you to be ruined
12:45pm
for lunch you guys go to this cute little restaurant youāve always been going too
like for your third date you guys went there and yāall are cool with the owners there
i feel like heās the type to make you order more food
*you order*
āyou sure you didnāt want the other thing you were talking about too?ā
āno iām fine i wonāt be able to finish it allā
heāll be like oh okay and then order it to go
like anything you want itās yours shawty
and one thing he refuses to do is to let you touch or see the bill
sometimes you may offer to pay and then heās like āno.ā
even on times where itās supposed to be about him like his birthday heāll still pay
like ohā¦
but anyways while you guys wait for your meal to come out heās gonna hold your hand and caress your thumb
itās so obvious you both are in love with each other, people around you even notice it and canāt help but feel happy or maybe even envious
hes so head over heals ļ¼ļ¼¾Ī½ļ¼¾ļ¼
2:57pm
yāall are there for a good minute but when you do leave you both ready to go to sleep
on the car ride back he might get a few calls pertaining the group or something but he tries to make them quick because he doesnāt want to be rude
but you let him know itās fine
when you guys return home you change into some comfy clothes and just lounge around the house
maybe yāall make out for a lil while
you guys probably watch some movies, listen to music together, just hang out and talk
6:00pm
you guys start planning out what yāall want for dinner
and you guys have such a set schedule that sometimes Aaron T wants to come over sometimes just to have dinner sometimes
you guys donāt mind but itās like the 6th time this week
he says he just like hanging out with Robaire and you but he just wants the food for real
but when you guys cook you play some music in the background like jazz or r&b, something thatās like calming and nice to listen to
itās really fun cooking with him and not to mention how good he looks too
like heās just singing and stirring whatever it is heās stirring
like the vibes are there
and the meal is very good like you canāt blame Aaron T for coming over so often cause the food is too good
at dinner you guys usually talk about the same stuff you guys talk about at in the park: your guys future, the band, lyrics, possibly even having a pet!!
but just like how he was at lunch heās very romantic so if you have like something on your face like sauce or something heās gonna wipe it off and then taste it
like what you tryna do shawty
thereās sometimes when you have something on your mouth and then instead of using his thumb he just licks it
like (*ā°āæā°*)
he did that i front of the band one times and it was so scary bro
they didnāt know how to react but Robaire just acted like nothing happened and kept on talking about the food and the flavors
heās not afraid of PDA at all
8:15 pm
you guys both wash the dishes as well, and itās so nice
sometimes he tries to make you not do the dishes heāll say things like
āi donāt want you to ruin your nails, iāll do itā āno no go sitā
but you still end up helping him anyways even if itās just drying the dishes
like this is apart of your quiet time for the night
especially if Aaron T was there, yāall wouldnāt be washing the dishes till like 10:00
āmon amourā
āyesss?ā
āiām so glad i can share this moment with youā
heāll often say things like that m, itās lowkey scary and sweet cause it sounds like something youād say before your die or sumn
but you kiss him and tell him that you love him and he feels so appreciated by you
8:35 pm
you both start getting ready for bed
you guys both brush your teeth together and wash your face but he insists that he has to be the one to take off your clothes so you can change
heās only tryna do stuff ļ¼ļ¼¾Ī½ļ¼¾ļ¼
but you change into your pjs and of course with the help of Robaireā¢ļø
and you guys just lay there in bed talking to each other and cuddling
heās usually whispering sweet nothings in your ear
usually in french too
bro i swear he wears a bonnet to bed and so do you (especially if your a black reader)
itās so cute yāall got matching bonnets
but your day ends with you guys being lovey dovey
you guys end up sleeping at 10:12
Bonus ā å½”
while driving he has his hand on your thigh
heās spoken so much french to you that you kind of understand a little bit of it
in the morning he doesnāt finish his water even though he presses you about it
the time when he licked the sauce off your face in front of his band was also in front of some fans who recorded it and now people wonāt stop mentioning it, neither can the band
Jesse
10:18 am
You guys both get woken up from Jesses kids
They come in like a beam of sunshine and then start hopping on the bed
Itās actually terrifying but theyāve been waiting for you two to get up for the longest now
In the morning Jesses voice is very raspy and deep so it takes you a bit by surprise
But he handles the kids so well
āHey, hey, hey stop jumping. You guys okay??ā
He talks to them so nicely even though they just woke him and you up out of his slumber
The kids say that they want some food and he makes a little deal with them
Itās been the same deal for as long as youāve known
āHow about you guys go down to the kitchen weāll meet you down thereā
One day they kids are going to realize that the deal hasnāt changed but they run down stairs and all you can hear is little feet growing distant down the hall
Then after the kids leave he groans and rolls over onto you
Heās a big baby for real
Heāll tell you good morning and kiss you all over your face and squeeze your waist
Sometimes he goes a tad bit to low and then you laugh at him and tell him to stop
he doesnāt just say good morning heāll be like āGood Morning, my beautiful wifeā
10:23 am
When you guys make it downstairs his kids are there waiting with their cups
Itās so cute because they hold their cups with two hands
They usually drink orange juice, milk or water in the morning
Heāll ask them what they want to eat and they have such refined pallets
You were surprised
They like to eat oatmeal and even avocado toast
You and Jesse always joke about how theyāre gonna be health influencers in the future
While you guys eat Jesse loves to see you interact with the kids itās so wholesome and sweet
the kids might ask you a weird question and you just indulge them and he finds that so adorable
or when you act kind of stern with them, heās completely comfortable with you doing that
for example if theyāre arguing over like something small and you check them and tell them to stop he finds that attractive for some reason
11:08 am
around this time you guys are wrapping up breakfast and getting ready for the day
you take the kids upstairs to get them situated while Jesse cleans up a little longer downstairs
yāall work so well together you guys get so much done in such a short amount of time
#teamwork
so after you monitor the kids getting dressed (and i say monitor cause i would like to believe that his kids are at the age of picking out their own outfits yk?? like u gotta make sure theyāre not tearing apart their whole wardrobe) you help them wash they teeth and their face
once their finished you go downstairs and damn.
every. damn. morning. he be lookin too damn fine
heās standing at the sink and heās not facing you so you get to see his back muscles
and damn.
sometimes he doesnāt wear a shirt to breakfast and this was one of those days
but what you usually do it sneak up behind him and hug him
you rock him back and forth and all he does is just laugh at you cause your so cute
11:18 am
now at this time all of you guys are in the outside garden (fancy right ļ¼ļ¼¾Ī½ļ¼¾ļ¼)
itās always so relaxing out there
the kids play and run around while you and jesse watch them and drink some tea or coffee
jesse usually paints around this time, heās working on trying to paint real life
the garden is a great place to practice that with the beautiful scenery of the flowers, the trees, the lake near your house and youāve seen in the painting he even painted the kids running
but back at his art studio he has many portraits of you, sometimes your shocked at the amount of detail thatās in it
there was one time he took a picture of you sleeping and then made a portrait out of it and made it look like you were resting in a bed of flowers
embarrassing, but lovely
or sometimes heāll bring home some pottery that he made and paint on it
you still have many gifts from when you guys were dating that he made, heās so creative heās made pottery for you, paintings, jewelry and poems
and you guys do this cute thing where every gift you give each other you give it a name, you guys donāt really remember how that tradition started but itās still an ongoing thing
12:45pm
after you guys spend time outside everyone comes inside to get a snack or some lunch
and just like at breakfast itās just an onslaught of questions and stories from the kids
maybe itās something they learned at school or how they had a conflict with someone
itās so funny to hear about their conflicts at school because what sound so obvious to you and Jesse might not be so obvious to the kids
but everyday when your at lunch or dinner your surprised each day by how alike they act to Jesse
they talk like him, theyāre creative like him, think like him, smile like him, theyāre carbon copies at this point
1:15 pm
at this time you start getting the kids ready to go to their babysitter
(on this specific day letās just say that heās taking you out on a date for tonight)
Jesse is very protective with his kids so i feel like he very rarely has a baby sitter or has someone look after his kids other than him, except when he rlly had to of course
today is an exception you and jesse plan out your date nights in advance every month
yāall make it like a holiday for you guys to go out somewhere fancy or to do something where you guys can spend the most quality time with each other
2:00 pm
you and jesse start to get ready to have your afternoon/ night out
i imagine that the both of you take forever to get ready to do things, hence the reason why you guys start kinda early
like you guys always show up to functions like an hour late ans people are so confused, they think you just bailed or sumn.
but nah yall just take forever n you take your precious time
usually takes yāall like a few hours
5:28pm
after taking some time to yourself n maybe something else (if yk what i mean (^_-) )
yāall start getting dressed and i feel like as you guys get dressed you okay music
like you guys play different ballads and r&b maybe some rock songs that you guys sing your heart out to
he outsings you of course but he always tells you that your voice sounds heavenly
you both know heās lyingā¦.
unless you can sing ( i wish bro..)
but when a 4town songs starts to play like 1 true love, he gets all shy n shit like he doesnāt want to sing
but you dramatically sing with your hairbrush and he sings the lil adlibs in the back (^Š·^)-ā
ā*you start singing jesses part*ā
āoh my gosh, you didnāt even sing it the right lyricsā
even though you might mess up the lyrics a little bit he still is gonna call you one of his best fans. (your in competition with his kids ( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°))
but the whole time getting ready itās very flirty too
he makes comments that make you stare off into space like damn..
sometimes theyāre too much and theyāre a little toooooo creative
7:23 pm
the play you booked reservations for is like 20 minutes away, n yāall are supposed to be there by 7:45 sooooo
yāall runnin out the house bro
when you guys actually get to the restaurant and get settled yāall are always next to each other
you guys donāt sit across from each other
this is very cute but jesse is so bold bro
he likes to show you off so heāll be like āyou should sit on my lap, your already sitting next to meā
like dawgā¦..,
somehow heāll convince you too and if you donāt like PDA heāll just hold you
but if you donāt mind heāll kiss your cheek and neck, ass
he wonāt stop touching you and even if the waiter comes heāll rock you back in forth in his arms and kiss your shoulder
toooo in love
when your food comes heāll try to feed it to you
9:30 pm
at this time you guys have just finished eating and now your walking around town
you guys might stop at the few shops that might be open at this time
or you may get some ice cream (for you guys and the kids)
but the whole time he has this love sick smile, heās savoring these moments because he knows as a performer he might not spend as much time as heād like to with you
so moment like these make him so happy
you guys might stop at a bench and talk about aanything and everything under the sun
when you guys were dating you guys used to spend hours on the phone talking about everything and it would be late asf too (cause he put his kids to sleep before he gave you his full attention)
but after you guys realize your ice cream might melt and you need to pick up the kids you start talking and walking to the car, same fluid conversation dawg
10:10pm
when you guys pick up the kids their knocked out asleep so the whole ride home theyāre sleep
when you guys arrive home you put the kids asleep and head off to get ready for bed
you guys arenāt so tired so you guys go watch a movie, a romantic movie ļ¼ļ¼¾Ī½ļ¼¾ļ¼
just like in the restaurant he canāt stop touching you, he claims itās your aura, and when he says it he says it in a weird/funny way
just laugh at him bro
but after that you guys go to sleep or keep on talking till you sleep
1:30 am
bonus ā å½”
his habit of always touching you doesnāt stop even when heās around the other 4*town boys itās annoying at some times ans the guys always make comments but he canāt blame himself and neither can the other boys
most of your deep conversations are about serious topics, he likes understanding what you think about
his favorite ice cream is mint or cookies n cream
whenever you guys go out on your date nights he reserves a small place in the back of the restaurant (freaky ahh)
he makes so many sexual jokes sometimes theyāre too creative and sometimes they make no sense
ILL NEVER GET OVER THIS!!!! this is the best thing Iāve read and now my expectations are very high for my future husband! I need to be treated the way Ro and Jess treat their significant other ššš I love how Ro makes sure only he touches the bill! Thatās what a man should doš„± and the relationship with Jesseās kids is too cute I love it
you never know what your going to do next when your with him.
04/16/02 , 3:51 pm
You and T were on the road driving back home. You guys were just at this fancy ass event, it killed the both of you guys.
āi almost ripped out every last strand of hair in my head at that eventā he says, āAt least itās overā. he leans back in the drivers seat, rests his left elbow onto the door and lays his head on his hand, he was stressin. 4*town was about to have another comeback, hence the event, and he was thinking about so much. you stretch your arm over so you can play with the hair on the back of his neck.
āyeah.. i just want to relaxā. you guys start to come up to a big grass field right next to the high way. āyou want to play in the rain??? like weāre in a movie???ā he offers. āwhat??ā āwe could act like weāre in the notebookā āaaron.. pouring rain..my hair..ā he chuckles a little bit āi can pay for itā. he pulls over to the side of the road. āwell??ā, heās smiling at you, that smile that you canāt help but smile back at. he takes your hand and kisses it. āi promise i can pay for your hairā, you both start laughing. āokay..ā your nervous but knowing how stressed he is you might as well.
you both get out the car and it feels so wrong to let the rain mess up your hair like this, to have the rain fall on you without needing to hide yourself. this is how it feels to be with Aaron T, reckless like this, making conventional things improper, you love it and you love him. he runs over to you from the other side of the car and picks you up into a hug. āAaron!!ā, he puts you down and takes your hand towards to middle of the road, āy/n, just hold meā. so there you guys are in the middle of the road holding each other. very random but very sweet. it really was like a movie scene.
