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!trigger warning! please block don't report, this acc is my safe place | they/them/24 |

[sugaglos]

[daddystinygirll]

the traumatized urge to over explain things so that i'm not misunderstood

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[fairygoulish]

healing isn’t enough i need my memory erased

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is feeling such intense jealousy it consumes you and leads into deep hatred and loathing. it's being unable to be happy for anyone when something goes well in their life because you just feel so, so jealous.

Mood

-Mod Ghost

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is wishing you were dead because you hurt your fp. i didnt mean to please love me im sorry

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[emptyprescription]

feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

[whiteringaway]

I just want to be soft

Why am I so angry, so harsh, so violent, so destroying.

It’s unfair

[endrphnmybelovd]

living is overrated.

[quinnrants]

the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

[lifeonkylesfarm]

trying to have healthy relationships with bpd just feels like trying to be tactful and respectful while holding back your emotions with a brick wall that feels like it's about to snap like a twig

hiding. it feels like hiding.

yet I must hide, so it seems.

[fuzzznstuffingthatcomesout]

I feel like a bad partner because of my bpd. My episodes are exhausting. I'm exhausting. I can't help I'm broken, but I can help my behavior. I'm so sorry. I know I apologize too much. I'm sorry you have to walk on eggshells. I feel guilt, knowing that a different partner could be easier for you. I feel guilt knowing practically no one will put up with me. Why do you?

[1m-dy1ng-l0lz]

Why don’t people like me

[siren-soul0]

Youre annoying them.

Leave them alone

They don't want you

Why will you not stop?

They only talk to you out of pity

[lostmf]

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is PLEASE just be honest with me about everything. PLEASE tell me every little thought you have about me. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST BE HONEST WITH ME I KNOW IT'LL HURT BUT I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I NEED TO CHANGE ABOUT MYSELF SO YOU WON'T LEAVE ME

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[iiflywithmeii25]

everything fucking hurts and i wanna bang my head on the wall