My own worse nightmare

Elizabeth||17 Ontario, Canada Hey guys, I'm Elizabeth but would normally go by Liz. I do not promote anything you see here, mainly just expressing the thoughts I normally cannot express. Please don't come to me with hate as I already get enough as it is. I'm bisexual and in a relationship with a wonderful guy. I enjoy writing and reading with a very strong passion, the world of literature is one I'm most comfortable in. If you notice me on any other social media, please do not bring up anything you see here on this blog, my personal life is very far from my social life and I tend to keep it that way, it's safer.

[sadhearts]

not trying to be dramatic but can someone care about me

[suicidalandwaiting]

I know I say this a lot but...

I need someone to talk to. Badly. I'm on this acc again because I'm trying to keep negativity for the most part off my new account. So here I am, a mess on here instead. Don't have anyone to talk to, at all. Deactivated my Facebook. I don't even have Josh to talk to. My moms worried about me being home alone and I just give up.. I've gotten better. I swear. I was so much happier and now I'm a mess..

[thezealotsblindfold]

[rtpoetry]

[suicidalandwaiting]

Is anyone on? I really need to talk to someone rn.....

[suicidalandwaiting]

I'm so excited, cause I'm getting three new sets of piercings, my hair dyed, and 90% chance I'll be getting my horror/creepy sleeve started. Plus I'm losing weight again, but actually healthy this time which is great. I can't wait till I get all of this done, and I can be at a spot where I'm comfortable with myself.

[suicidalandwaiting]

Can someone please care about me for fucking once

[death-fvck-deactivated20180601]

I got a surprise today…

[artwhork]

ur gonna die anyway so get that fucking tattoo ur parents and friends hate and eat whatever u want

[thelittleblackmermaid-blog]

BRUH

[platinumblondeproblem]

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee This is why I deserve nothing and no one

[suicidalandwaiting]

This is what my poor boyfriend has to deal with half the time.😂

[kaifection-deactivated20191204]

If I cry in front of you, believe me, I reached my limit.

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@sstreched-truth-aa

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[ladywhiskerzz]

[suicidalandwaiting]

Made a new snapchat go add it, got sick of not being able to change the username to my old one. 💋

[writingsforwinter]

I Know You Want to Die Right Now, But No One Else Wants You To

So you want to die right now. Not in the way someone wants to go for a jog on a lazy Saturday afternoon, or the way the idea of TV in bed might sound good to a couple after a long day at work. You want to die, right now, at this very moment, in the way someone drowning wants air.

But - and stop me if you’ve heard this one before - no one else wants you to. The person you’ll be married to one day is moving into their new house, the one they’ll end up sharing with you. They’re putting sunflowers in the window and replacing that one loose floorboard the neighbor warned them about a few weeks ago. They’re setting the table for the microwaved spaghetti they’ll be eating later tonight because it was a long day and they’re too tired to cook. They’re setting the table with one plate in this moment, but in the future there will be two.

They don’t want you to die.

Even that person you checked a book out for at the library the other day? They don’t want you to die either. It’s not just the people you live with or talk to every day that don’t want you to die. It’s people you met once, or twice, or people you have yet to meet.

They say that it takes seven years for a person’s cells to regenerate. That after seven years, you end up an entirely new person. But in reality, every part of the body has a different lifespan. Every few days, the stomach lining is renewed. Bones are renewed once every ten years.

You want to die. But no one else wants you to.

And your body doesn’t want you to either.

[businesshag-deactivated20160606]

[wordsnquotes]

Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire  (via wordsnquotes)

[joshpeck]

i just saw graffiti and all it said was ‘bagels!’….i’m really happy somebody is passionate enough about bagels to spray paint it on a wall