Charliee🌻

25//BPD//Autistic//Canadian//Fuck Up 💀🏳️‍🌈

[suicidaldipshit]

How do you post about a feeling you can’t describe?

I feel nothing and everything together. What the fuck is wrong with me?

[i-amclandestine86]

I'm the autistic Eminem

Call me Stim Shady

[thund3rnrain]

when the autism is being an actual mental health problem instead of making me obsess over fictional characters again:

[bl0w-m3]

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

[suicidaldipshit]

Don't ever truly get better?

[suicidaldipshit]

To the people who know me.

Do not remember me by the words I post on here when I am at my lowest but by the memories I gave you at my best.

I love you. (This is not goodbye, this is just a moment of appreciation)

[sa-dnesss]

“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

—

[suicidaldipshit]

Oh wow it's bad again because I'm back in here. I'm constantly caring for other people, helping other people, being there for other people and every time I get into my own issues I am alone.

I hear drowning is a painful way to go but Ophelia makes it seem so blissful.

[saesix]

[papermachefawn-deactivated20250]

next episode will is gonna be like "hi I'm will campos and I play normal oak a miserable mixed up mascot kid who has recently became a victim of identity theft. today's teen fact is that normal's recent piece of homework was to write a first person coming of age short story where he essentially vented what's been happening to him recently. he got a D because his teacher told him that it was too unrealistic"

[frogwitches-deactivated20230607]

A much-needed hug

(NO REPOSTS!!! Reblogs are always appreciated though!!💗)

[suicidaldipshit]

I don’t understand how I’m getting everything I work towards and yet feel so empty inside

[a-biochemist-not-a-bird]

turning red really just went and said- you’re allowed to exist

[authumor]

Yep.

[suicidaldipshit]

I just want to be wanted without having to beg.

[suicidaldipshit]

I’m getting comfortable being sad again.

[suicidaldipshit]

I had to Unfriend you and it kills me. I don’t even like you anymore but some reason removing you fully from my life is hard and painful and makes me miss you