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intro post thingie..

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eer. im ky/azeru, im 16 n i use he/it pronouns.. | i have the aura of a fly that cant fly bewarreeee

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new to tumblr, i dunno any social rules on here (i dont know social rules n ques in general...) but i swear m trying.. i did a small amount of stalking to figure it all out!!! | im a little shy n standoffish sometimes, but i can quickly change to being a lil rude n bold, this is mainly due to my BPD.. (yes i am diagnosed.)

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this is mainly a yanblr n jiraiblr account, but ill post degress of lewdity, vent, $H, n random stuff sometimes, i have trouble staying on specific topics..

i dont have a dni i think? i block freely n im okay with any parasocial n creepy anons, or older anons!

click for my tellonym,, but for a reply to any asks there, use the owl emoji somewhere in your message so i know you arent a bot..

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im not sure what else to put here... im single and switch between darling and yan if that makes sense? im both, i think.. i can be both...? im also a huge kylar kin n fan, i love that little freak 💚

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anon list: secret admirer!, 🍰,

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i keep forgetting to post.. but m shaving my happy trail finally!!

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asleep!!! yay!

this storm needs to pass or im gonna die..!!

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i keep hiccuping and it sounds like a mouse being ran over..!!

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So cuteee, I’m so happy you’re doing and you’ve been eating well!!!!! :33333

I wish I can be here more but I’ve been busy sob I miss youuuuu >n<

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thank you!! and its okay, everyone gets busy sometimes! i get busy too sometimes, but its pretty rare..

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WAAAASKDHSKHD I was so worried about youuuu ><

Hihiiii how are you! :3

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sorry for worrying you..!! im doing pretty well! i ate rice n then an apple, it was super sweet n made me happy..

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Cutieeeee are you alright, darling? •^•

How has your day been? ><

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im alright now!! ive actually been doing pretty good..?

my day has been good n normal!

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sorry for the lack of posts..!!! today i plan to not rot in bed all day, so after i finish sleeping ill be up for good!

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m not any less of a yan because im shy.. please quit being dumb in my ask box, you have been blocked from sending further asks.

if you try to send any other asks, m reporting them. yanblr needs to get better.. anyways, m going to bed!

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How can you call urself a yan when you don't even act like one? Don't you think that's offensive?

Or do you already have a darling? Is that it?

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please word this a little more nicely... ive posted before that i have stalked people irl before, and i want to do it again.. i used to have a darling years ago. m not sure what you even mean by 'acting' like a yan..!!! not every yan matches the evil, bold yan stereotype...

i just dont post much about my thoughts because it makes me embarrassed, thanks...

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sleepy.. m going to bed!!

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Didn’t know you hated art •O•

You gave off the opposite vibe—

Why don’t you like art?

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i only hate art when m doing the drawing..!! other peoples art looks perfectly fine, except mine..

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i hate art more than anything....

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Feels like you’re gone for an eternityyyy waaa 😞

Miss youuuuuu :333

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sorryy.. i try my best to respond when i can..!! m just too tired to sometimes..

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WAAAA IM a bit late but YAY GOOD JOB ON CLEANING YOUR ROOM I’m so proud of you and I’m so happy that you feel happier with a cleaner room!! Yippee :3

You deserve all the rewards, great job cutie!!! :D

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thank you..!! i worked hard, i was so sleepy right after i was done.. i made sure to reward myself after cleaning!!

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almost done cleaning m room, then i can reward myself..!! i feel happier now that its clean..

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stalking will always be romantic to me like oh, you're curious about me? you want to know what i'm doing right now? where i am? what kind of clothes i'm wearing? the kind of people i hang out with? i think it's sweet to have someone so fascinated by you that they pay attention to all the little details of your life. that kind of devotion is beautiful to me ♡