shia

"i would give up heaven if i had to, just to get another taste of your sweet venom"

[souffreii]

"If I die tomorrow, I'll love you today." 𖤝

⌞ ABOUT ME ⌝ ᛝ

༄.° haii i'm Shia. i'm 8teen. asexual.

༄.° i use she/her pronouns. my mbti is istp. do not pursue me romantically unless mono and yan4yan.

༄.° irl yandere. sadomasochist.

༄.° very much anti-social and awkward. also have severe social anxiety so if u want to be friends just hmu.

༄.° single. my posts are not directed.

༄.° dms and asks are always welcome. i might be a little dry at times since i'm trying to improve my socials skills.

dni if you’re a nsfw blog!! i’m not comfortable with my posts being sexualized. also dni if you're under 16.

⌞YANDERE TYPES ⌝ ᛝ

CCDAF, RAMS, DSML, CDWI, DCAE, type 4

[cannibalsheart]

god. you make me want to tear my own heart out of my chest. surely this is a worthy offering? and then you'll need no one else but me? because i AM enough for you, aren't i?

[beloved-bunny-princess]

You make obsession feel like an art.

[suillette]

everything feels like such a chore . brushing my teeth , showering , even standing up from my bed

[souffreii]

Do you have a darling??

i wouldn ’ t say i have a darling right now. there ’ s someone i ’ m drawn to, romantically speaking, but i wouldn ’ t call him a darling just yet. we ’ ve only just started talking and i ’ m still learning who he is. i like to take my time to really know someone before my heart decides to stay ^^

[pibblest-deactivated20251120]

I can say with confidence that if you ever asked me to block someone, i would. Mutual or not; they aren’t as important to me as you are.

You're my top priority; my only priority. My first and only choice. If you wanted someone gone from my life, i won't argue.

[venomdevout]

we are meant to be, do you understand? i said WE *beating you with a bat* ARE MEANT *beats you harder* TO BE *beats you harder still*

[pibblest-deactivated20251120]

when you see someone cool on yanblr, but you're awkward, so you just like a few posts and hope they notice you. 💔

[myrxttingheart]

i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave. i hate it when you leave.

why can’t you stay with me? don’t leave me all alone. i can’t help but need you badly, so stay. please, stay with me.

[darling-lark-deactivated2026050]

Btw if I spam like you, that’s my way of saying: hello & I think you’re cool & I would love to be friends but I am extremely bad at socialising.

[souffreii]

i wasn ' t aware that my asks were turned off . . . ?

[souffreii]

i love hearing his voice <33 that little chuckle, the smile i can hear in it, the way he giggles when he teases me . . . i can picture him right in front of me, smiling, laughing at my jokes . . . he ’ s so close in my mind, i can almost touch him. i don’t ever want anyone else to hear that laugh but me.

[edgylambz]

[phantom-wisp]

I want you to be genuinely upset whenever we can’t talk. Spam my phone with texts and calls until I answer, even if I was only gone for a few minutes.

[darkmistrxss-vxnity-deactivated]

The idea of anyone interacting with you with remote interest makes me utterly sick.

[souffreii]

i get so jealous when he says he talks to other people ㅠㅠ my love, can ' t you see i ' m the only one you need ? those pests don ' t deserve you and they can never treat you like i do

[shcyn]

manifesting a partner so bad right now. please im at my wits end. i want love. please if there is a god or gods out there send help please.