I'm not human anymore

"My name is not Naoto Shirogane anymore, it's Sukuna Hikona" Independent AU Naoto Shiroane Tracking: sukunathedeceiver Location: Inaba Mental Status: Stable M!A status: None

[gaywiththewind]

Yosuke mumbled incoherently, peeking his head out from under his blanket as he pulled his phone over to his face to look. He had just gotten home with all his shit, packed it all up in his closet, and ended up going straight to sleep. Time zones were hell after all.

He unlocked his phone, blearily reading the text before sitting up and getting out of bed. Yosuke stumbled over to the balcony door, unlocking and sliding it open a little.

Then he replied and sat back down on his bed.

[To: Sukuna-chan] Yeah. Its unlocked.

[sukunathedeceiver]

Sukuna waited for Yosuke’s text before she decided what she was going to do. She didn’t mind if Yosuke didn’t want her company tonight, it was his house and she would respect his decision. She flipped through a few apps on her phone seeing if anything caught her interest while she waited for a response. Nothing did however, except for the response from Yosuke. A smile traveled across the Persona user’s face as she put her phone into her pocket.

She slid off of the roof and landed gently on the balcony outside of Yosuke’s room and slipped inside without a peep. She was feeling a bit lonely and wanted Yosuke’s company.

“I didn’t interrupt anything did I?”

She asked softly, so that way she wouldn’t risk waking anyone else up in the house.

[sukunathedeceiver]

@gaywiththewind

You were spending a fair bit of time within the TV World, sleeping off some of the lingering effects of the Persona suppressants. Most of the drug was out of your system by now since it wasn’t needed here but there were some lingering effects. When you finally felt well enough you left your house, and decided to pay Yosuke a little visit. You transformed back into your full human form and slipped out of the TV World. When you were in the safety of an alleyway you transformed into your hybrid form, the one you were most comfortable with and flew to Yosuke’s house.

You pulled your phone out when you landed quietly on the roof since it was dark you wouldn’t be noticed easily as you sent a text to Yosuke.

[To: Hanamura Yosuke] Can I come over?

[sukunathedeceiver]

Another starter call? Another starter call. You guys know the deal. Also one day I will have a set tag style across all my blogs. Today is not that day.

[sukunathedeceiver]

I'm 9 away from 50 the smol angry bug needs more love.

[shattereddeath-deactivated20161]

“It’s lonely sometimes.” They were always feeling alone. Death was a being that was meant to be alone… and that craving to have friends and people around them was painful at times for them.

[sukunathedeceiver]

“Well there are times where I wouldn’t mind being alone.”

You admitted, thinking about just the danger you were in right now since you were out in the real world. You had Sukuna-Hikona hidden deep within your mind right now. But that didn’t always guarantee your safety.

“But I could see how lonely that could get.”

[sukunathedeceiver]

Sukuna-Hikona in this world holds the same appearance as the canon one except for a few details, the wraps around his legs and on his head are torn, frayed, worn and ripped in various places. The colors on his wings are also different, the white is a dark grey and the blues are several darker shades, with the body matching the darker color scheme. This is to avoid attracting attention during the night. But other than that he retains the same appearance.

[thewindupgod-blog]

Zen once again walked through this strange world, where personas and humans were one and the same. This world where those with strong persona abilities were treated like animals, or at least that was how he saw it…

It was dangerous for him to be here, especially given what he was. But he returned anyway. 

When he heard someone call his name the god turned to look at the source and smiled behind his collar. 

“I’m glad. I was worried about their health after that incident.” 

[sukunathedeceiver]

You were in safe and friendly company and you looked around and saw that you were alone with the other. You felt comfortable enough to not need your wings and shut your eyes there was a flash of blue under your coat and your wings disappeared. It just made you sick to your stomach to think that those people who called you a monster would kidnapped such young kids.

“I was too, but they were just picked up so they were suffering from shock and some chaffing around the wrists and ankles from trying to escape. I don’t know if I could have gotten both of them out safely without your help.”

You admitted to him, a smile on your face. You knew that rescue wouldn’t have gone as well without him since you would not be able to carry both of them at the same time. Even with Sukuna-Hikona’s strength it would be not enough just because of your body size. 

“Can I treat you to dinner? My family is very well off in the human world in terms of money and resources.”

[kunaiflourish-deactivated201805]

This isn’t what Kunai wanted when he sat down with a bucket of beads and scarves.  And Sukuna was probably one of the last people he thought might approach him.  Somehow, he figured this didn’t have anything to do with the strip tease competition, but the lack of trust is undeserved.  He picks up her shirt to cover her with it.  

“You can put your clothes back on.  You really didn’t need to do this.”

He can’t help but feel guilty now.  She hadn’t been that specific about what they did on detention centers.  The scars are enough to tell him everything that he may have wanted to know though.  

“I’m surprised that you came to find me actually.  I wasn’t even that mad at you.  Well, I was, but I would’ve gotten over it.”

He pulls out a blue scarf from the bucket and hands it over.

“If you still want it.”

[sukunathedeceiver]

You wanted to show him all of the things you’ve been through. The wings were just to show that there were even hidden scars as there are evidence of injury just not as obvious as on your body on the darker colored wings. You sighed and shut your eyes and in a quick flash of blue you stood there completely human as you took your shirt back and buttoned it back on.

“No. I did.”

You saw yourself as sort of a monster, because of what happened that night several years ago... but there was a part of you that wanted to not be considered one. But that part was buried deep down inside of you. 

“I figured... showing would be easier than telling. But I never was good at telling other people’s emotions unless I’m really close with them and you are different than my Yosuke...”

You trailed off as you slipped your pants back on as you sighed. You were good at locating Persona Auras for a non-Rank D Persona user because of your secondary ability. But emotions of others was still an area you were weak in. Especially after everything that has happened. But you took the blue scarf and smiled gently as you put it on. Finally showing him a side you were not able to show him earlier... the gently and compassionate side.

“Thank you. I will treasure it.”

[sukunathedeceiver]

◎ "How lonely are you?" (curious umbra is curious)

END A ◎ AND A QUESTION AND MY MUSE MUST ANSWER, EVEN IF IT’S A SECRET.

“I find the idea of loneliness... conflicting in a way. I know I am not alone, I have the others who stand by me and understand what I’m going through. Or most of it... there are still things that I haven’t told them and I will never tell them. So I guess I am a bit lonely in that regard but no matter. I can cope with it.”

Send a ◎ and a question and my muse must answer, even if it's a secret.

[gaywiththewind]

Goodness, what had his host done to himself? The transparent Persona took his host’s form, floating up to the roof from the window to get some air while Yosuke slept off his injuries in the hospital bed.

Susano-o blinked in a bit of surprise at the other before shaking his head, a warm smile on his host’s scarred face.

“I am Takehaya Susano-o-no-Mikoto, simply Susano-o for short. It is a pleasure to finally meet you face to face, Sukuna-dono.”

With a twirl of his index finger, he floated on his winds, his hands then linked over his knees. So this was the little one who made his host so happy? He could already see why.

“Before you ask, no, I am not using his body while I am out. Nor has Yosuke-dono summoned me. I am simply out for a floating stroll.”

[sukunathedeceiver]

“I apologize Susano-o-sama. My ability is not nearly as precise as Rise’s and I go by association with names and auras. I am still not quite used to yours and Yosuke’s specialized ones. So I went back to the ones I know by heart.”

You explained as you turned and faced the Persona, you weren’t expecting to be face to face with Yosuke’s form. Especially after how you saw him when he was getting carried out of the TV World. That image would be one that would haunt you for a long while. But this meeting was definitely an interesting one, since you never got to meet the Persona of this world. Since from Yosuke’s stories and you observation, the ability isn’t one that someone is born with.

“The pleasure is mine. I was not going to comment I am still unfamiliar with the way Personas work in this world.”

You replied, as you knew how much of a relief it was to not have to constantly hide Sukuna-Hikona within your mind. It was like a great burden lifted off of your shoulders. A smile was brought to your face.

“It’s... refreshing to not have to hide Sukuna-Hikona at all times.”

[frogsukehanamura]

“Okay, NOW you lost me. Why in the world would I hide my Persona Aura unless I was a bad guy trying not to get caught? Even if there WAS a person who would take advantage of that, I’m trained enough to beat the crap out of them.

…As for the naked part, I have nothing to do with that, so go ask them. They’re probably just having fun, though.”

You choose not to acknowledge his comment on the insults. You know they need work, but you’re not in the business of insulting people unless their last name’s Adachi.

[sukunathedeceiver]

“Oh your one of those lucky ones.”

You replied with a hint of jealousy in your voice. You shut your eyes and focused on your breathing. This wasn’t the time to reflect on just how shitty you had it compared to some of the other people you’ve met so far.

“It’s not that easy when theres five or more people with guns and tranquilizers with heavy artillery and helicopters trying to kill or capture you. They try to capture you, but if you put up a fight they won’t hesitate to kill you.”

You explained shutting your eyes and sighed. The longer you spend, the less similar your would seems to the others. It seems like you were the only one who HAD to hide their Persona.

“Sorry. I guess the name calling was a bit rash. My home.... isn’t nice at all.”

[kunaiflourish-deactivated201805]

“We’re from different worlds.  Doesn’t work that way in mine, and who the hell knows what effect those had me?  I’m gonna sit right here and hand out my beads and scarves.”

[sukunathedeceiver]

“They’ve been tested in both Persona and normal Humans. You will be fine. But I really wanted just to go somewhere private since you were the only one who needed to see this but if you insist.”

You replied to him as you started to unbutton your shirt and slip your pants off. Your wings were already out and pulled back. You left your black sports bra on and your spandex shorts on. But with the skin showing, showed a lot of your story. Numerous bullet wound scars, cuts, stabs, incisions both precise and jagged lined your body.

“This is why I’ve been so harsh with you Yosuke. I don’t want you to end up like this. I’m not phased by showing you this nearly naked because I’ve been put through worse in the SPCS attempts to break me.”

[kunaiflourish-deactivated201805]

“Uh… I’m not sure I want to follow you anywhere.  You didn’t even tell me Persona Suppressants could kill.  That would’ve been nice to know.  Where’s this someplace else?”

[sukunathedeceiver]

“Whoever told you that is clearly mistaken. They have been used for generations and no one has suffered ill effects from them. Those who awaken and cannot control their Persona take them every day and live healthy lives with better than average life spans only because even in a suppressed state Personas do effect the body. Such as cold or fire tolerance and faster recovery. But wherever that is not in the middle of the street.”

[kunaiflourish-deactivated201805]

“The best strip tease gets a whole bucket of beads and scarves!”

[sukunathedeceiver]

“I’m not doing it here. But if we go someplace safe you might get the show you want.”

[frogsukehanamura]

“Who are you calling stupid, bug?”

That was probably a terrible insult, seeing as only his own Naoto was a moth, but… no one ever said he was good at this type of thing!

[sukunathedeceiver]

"Well for one I can pick up on ALL of your Persona Auras without even trying. Are you all trying to say “I’m a Persona user right here come kill me” and second off. Why the fuck are you people getting naked, you might have your clothes on but there are plenty out there who don’t.”

You replied, rolling your eyes at the other. His appearance reminded you of your own Yosuke, but he was still different. The eye color wasn’t bothering you at all as your wings moved in the wind.

“Also work on your insults, they are lackluster at best.”

[sukunathedeceiver]

“So... are all other Persona users this.... stupid?”

Good job, she now thinks that all of the counterparts are idiots. Well except for two Yosukes.