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33, FtM and based in Albuquerque. Neurodivergent and chronic pain warrior. My blog for art is elysiumkitsune and my blog for readings is elysiumdivination ❤️

[kateammann]

Happy Pride Month!!! 🌈💕🌼✨

[sullythecreature]

My card for today is The World.

It is reassurance I don't need to be afraid of failure. I will succeed on my own unique timeline. Like healing, it may not be linear, though. No matter what, I will not give up. I can finally put my past to rest and embrace where I am at in my life now. I have a lot to celebrate and should spend time figuring out how to write about it in detail. I may move or travel someday, still. It's okay to broaden my horizons. Nothing negative will come if this.

Don't get "snagged" on anyone else's limited perception of me. We create closure for ourselves. I don't need anyone else's permission to move forward or enjoy my life. I don't have to justify myself to anyone when I do things that matter to me. They aren't the boss of me. I am.

Savor this moment of arrival.

Relish victory.

[sullythecreature]

Coyotes are often associated with wish fulfilment. Otherwise, it could be telling me to do the section in my new shadow work book that concerns mistakes as soon as possible. Maybe not dwell too much on the rejection section, or come back to it after I work on the mistakes one. It's okay to do some things out of order. It's not Alcoholics Anonymous step work.

Despite someone who tried to ruin my connection with coyotes by imitating it in a cheap, sad way, I should rekindle my kinship with them. They are still a powerful symbol to me. Same with kitsunes and unicorns. It is okay to use coyote candles, oil, etc. in my magickal practice. They are special and deeply personal to me.

This is also a time I need to adapt to change. A lot of major changes are happening right now. My life is starting to pick up the pace a bit. With that comes responsibility. I should demonstrate more accountability for my mistakes when I celebrate 6 years alcohol/heroin free in October.

[thunderstruck9]

Jessie Arms Botke (American, 1883-1971), White Peacocks and Datura. Oil with gold leaf on board, 31 ½ x 25 ½ in.

[cartoonscientist]

[muddyorchid]

[nematode-pulse]

Started a series of pink bat close up paintings. It’s been fun to get invested in the material universe again.

[wheelie-sick]

it's pride month so a special shout out to the autistic and schizospec trans people of the world who repeatedly have our trans identity denied and devalued because of our neurotypes

[sullythecreature]

Dhumavati Tarot Spread

1. What is dissolving?

King of Swords

Bad relationships.

Ties with people who didn't truly respect me or my boundaries. I've lost and will continue to lose people who aren't for my highest good.

2. What is the brutal truth?

Nine of Pentacles

I am winning at life and have a lot to be grateful for now. Not everyone is happy for me. Some people are jealous and want to bring me down.

3. What remains?

Three of Pentacles

A foundation for teamwork with those who deserve to know me.

4. What is the hidden blessing?

Seven of Wands

I can think like an individual and pursue happiness in my own way without worrying what haters think.

5. What is the best way to surrender and embrace this energy?

The Devil

Get weird and spunky with my creative expression. Celebrate my sobriety and other achievements with as much pomp as I see fit. Continue to release any limiting beliefs, or anything that doesn't resonate.

[sullythecreature]

I am doing exercises in a shadow work book. I am on the section that deals with rejection right now. My new mantra for being turned down is "I only want what wants me back." You can actually choose to be THANKFUL when you are rejected.

There are always reasons to support this, even if they aren't obvious at first. In time, you will see why the Universe didn't want certain people in your life or why they're not for you. Not everyone is in alignment, and that's okay.

I went and made a list of nearly 30 people who hurt me at some point in life. I plan to go through the list and for each one, answer the following questions:

1. How did I react at first?

2. How did the rejection or separation/ending help put me on a better path?

3. How can I choose to be thankful these people aren't in my life anymore?

[2seeitall]

Exploring Blue and White

Park Guell, Barcelona

[enki2]

[sullythecreature]

[sullythecreature]

[radical-revolution]

The highest form of peace is having no desire to be seen, validated or understood by anyone.

the relentless pursuit of validation is an exhausting "game" driven by a fragile ego. True peace comes when you stop trying to project an image or manipulate how others perceive you.

[flowercrowncrip]

The one thing I can articulate is that no amount of being disabled can prevent you from being ableist. Especially towards people with different impairment types or more severe disability.

[pokeballvictimized]

SEX TIP

shout "bunny blast" when you cum to evoke the raw sexual power of the bnuny