SUMMER STREET JOURNAL

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And that is true..

Dulu, gue selalu ngakak kalo liat orang yg begitu ngebetnya kalo liat seseorang yg ditaksir. Cinta itu lebay sumpah, heloo elo cuma liat aja udah kayak ketibahan hujan duit tau enggak. Tapi makin lama, gue jg ngerasain apa yg orang rasain. Malah kayaknya bener-bener ngerasa kayak orang tolol tau enggak. Elo rela ngeliatin doang, rela cuma bisa memuja dalam hati, rela mendem perasaan sendirian. Dan, ini enggak enak gurls...

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ITIK BURUK RUPA YANG MASIH TAU DIRI HEHE

Seterbang apapun elo saat dia ngerespon balik yg positif, tetep aja bakalan langsung down ketika ada orang lain yang bilang; "Hey dear, you will never match with him." Ya Tuhan, terimakasih seenggaknya langsung tau diri dan pikir-pikir ulang lagi. "Apa bener yaa gue sama dia itu ibarat itik buruk rupa yang hidupnya begitu nelangsa dengan pangeran angsa yang yaa you know lah, Me and HIM is different." Ya jelas aja. HE HE HE.

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But you're just a boy and you don't understand. How it feels to love a girl someday..

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I wish i was special, you're so very special.

Radiohead

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What is that?

Apa kalian pernah ngerasain sesuatu yang enggak diundang eh tiba-tiba datang dan kita enggak bisa buat nolak? Kali ini, gue ngerasainnya. Ya bisa dibilang, suatu perasaan tertarik dengan lawan jenis, mungkin. Dulu memang rasanya itu biasa aja, atau mungkin tertarik tapi ya hanya sebatas tertarik aja. Tapi who's know? Ya rasanya enggak enak banget memang. Cuma bisa tertarik, tanpa bisa ngerasain orang itu balik tertarik sama kita.

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I practice everyday to find some clever lines to say, to make the meaning come true.

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You can't just make me different, and then leave.Because I was fine before. _Looking For Alaska by John Green

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When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

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So, this is expectacy or reality? Seriously, i miss so badly.

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Listening to Flashlight by Jessie J

In the dark I found, I stop and I won’t fly and I sing along, I sing along, then I sing along 🎤🎧🎶 – Preview it on Path.

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A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you 👻 -Elbert Hubbard (at 🎧You've Got A Friend - James Taylor)

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“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (derajatnya), jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman. Jika kamu (pada perang Uhud) mendapat luka, maka sesungguhnya kaum (kafir) itu pun (pada perang Badar) mendapat luka yang serupa. Dan masa (kejayaan dan kehancuran) itu Kami pergilirkan di antara manusia (agar mereka mendapat pelajaran); dan supaya Allah membedakan orang-orang yang beriman (dengan orang-orang kafir) supaya sebagian kamu dijadikan-Nya (gugur sebagai) syuhada’. Dan Allah tidak menyukai orang-orang yang zhalim.” (Ali Imran [3]: 139-140). Tetap istiqomah teman-teman!! Biarkanlah mereka mengotori hati mereka sendiri dengan perasaan dengki seperti itu. Do good and good will come to you. ☺☺ – View on Path.

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At Gedung D FH unila

“Never give in–never, never, never, never, in nothing great or small, large or petty, never give in except to convictions of honour and good sense. Never yield to force, never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy.” - Winston Churchill, British Prime Minister. Entrepreneurship times. 😁😉 – at Gedung D FH unila with Angelin , Agustina, Anasarach Dea, Adhisty, Alya, Ade, Anggun, and Desia – See on Path.

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Shut up your mouth and don't talking too much ❎❎ Tote Bag from @adorableprojects #adorableootd #vsco #vscocam

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💦#vsco #vscocam (Taken by @ocii12 ) (at Grand Elty Krakatoa)

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🌿🍃🍃 #vscocam

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"But im not every girl, and i dont need the world to validate me." (at 🎧🎶Most Girls - P!nk)