Time Lost Avidan

Indie Young Daniel Avidan Pothead. Homeless. Nervous Wreck Tracking Tag: summussaccharo NsfwTag: nsfschween Warning: Blog will contain untagged drug use.

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“ Danny & Nova - #15 ″

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[I really wouldn’t mind shipping Danny with someone. Anyone. Someone who’s going to give him a bit of love and affection and coddles. Someone who might want to plot all the time. Idek it’s late and I’m tired. Wanna ship? Shoot me an ask or something.

I also totally ship him with Nova but that’s neither here nor there ]

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delunicornio:

Oh I know how it feels I know what it’s like To be in love and lonely

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Nova smiled, finishing her pancakes before speaking, “I like having you here. You’re sweet and kind.” She smiled and checked her watch, “The shop opens in about an hour, so we have some time to kill. We can finish up breakfast then get things ready.” 

She grabbed her coffee mug, leaning back in her chair to bring her knees up to her chest. She wrapped her arm around them and rested her chin on one, “Your accent is cute, by the way.” She smiled, “Where’d you say you were from?” She took a sip of her coffee, reaching out to take his hand again. 

Instantly, when she saw how gentle and kind this guy was, she took a liking to him. She felt the need to protect him and treat him like a king. She wanted to see that big goofy smile more, and to see his eyes light up. She wanted him to know he was safe with her. 

“M-maybe I could...take a shower.” He said softly. He knew he didn’t smell great. He smelled a little dirty and he really didn’t want to help her or anyone smelling like a garbage bin. With a little look at his finished plate he took another sip and decided another slice of french toast wouldn't hurt. A stab with a fork and he started to drench it in syrup, cutting it with the edge of the tines. 

“Its uh- Jersey. I was living in New Jersey.” He admitted, his head dropping to take a syrupy bite. “I try to avoid sounding like the stereotypical Jerseyans though...” He admitted before she took his hand. He stared at it, mouthful of toast before smiling a little, looking similar to a chipmunk briefly before he swallowed. 

“Really Nova...thank you for everything. Without you, I’m not sure where I’d be right now..likely scuffed under some nearby bench trying to stay out of the ridiculous rain we’ve been getting.” He murmured before squeezing her hand tight in his. “Oh...there...” He paused and pulled his hand a way a tiny bit. “There’s...something we should talk about.” He had the jones. The little itch in the back of his mind that burned with anxiety, OCD, panic. 

“I s-smoke pot....if that’s a problem I can leave. I’ll understand...but it helps my anxiety...it makes me feel normal.” Danny trailed off, looking ashamed as he stared at his plate.

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             “Kind of except you’re not exactly renting them or have to return them by a certain time.” He states lowly before sitting down next to him. “It’s a lot better than Blockbuster is you ask me.” He smiles a little as he looks over at him. He places a hand against his shoulder as he notices him jump. “You okay there buddy?”

“So like...like unlimited blockbuster?” He said as he tried to understand the concept, selecting the familiar name and looking at the television before looking back and shrugging a little. “I’m just...technology and shit got so...different in such a short time.”

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“Boring,” Arin groans, placing both hands on his cheeks and slowly dragging them down. That was his answer every time he talked about work with Danny. Boring, boring, boring. It was wind down time. He didn’t much feel like talking about how his day was, so he kicked off his shoes and stretched his legs out. “How was your day, dude?”

“Same. I fucked around the house.” He said, rubbing his face slowly and yawning before lighting the bong and settling in to take a hard rip from the water bong before holding the smoke for a couple seconds and exhaling. “Here, take a load off. Chillax.”

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Nova smiled, sitting across from him at the table. She made herself a plate before pouring herself a cup of coffee, “I could use an extra hand in the shop.” She smiled softly, “No rent, just help in the shop.” She smiled at him, shifting the plates around so she could reach the pancakes. She reached over to gently touch his hand, “You’ll get paid regularly, help you get back on your feet.” 

She took her hand back after a moment, going back to her breakfast after she pulled her hair up into a messy bun. She looked over at him, “It would probably be simple things I’m too short to do, if I’m being honest with you.” She chuckled softly, pausing to take a bite of her pancakes. She brushed her messy bangs out of her face before smiling again, “Probably stuff like dusting, arranging the shelves I can’t reach, help me move furniture ‘n stuff.” She smiled, going back to her pancakes.

He looked up as he took a drink from his coffee cup, choking softly when he realized she had just said no rent. He stared at her, “Are you...su-” He stopped himself. If she wasn’t sure she wouldn’t have said that. At least he didn’t think so. He felt her fingers touch his hand and he smiled a little further. 

“I-I would love that. Thank you.” He said with the brightest smile, his gaze practically glowing. “Thank you so much!” He said brightly He stuffed a french toast chunk in his mouth and he smiled even more before he swallowed. Dan took another sip of coffee and laughed. “I am tall...that does help.” He grinned a little and shuffled on is seat a little more. “I really like being here...you know, hanging out with you.”

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purejudaism

     “It’s a thing that people use to watch movies and tv shows. Some stuff on here is like exclusively for netflix. It’s pretty cool.”

"Really? It’s like...like blockbuster?” He said with a wide gaze, blinking softly at Dan, long legs pulled up near his chin. He selected it and was startled when the screen glared the large NETFLIX logo at him in red and white.

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Nova smiled softly, “Of course you can stay.” She smiled and paused at the bottom of the stairs, stepping up onto the first step so they were roughly the same height, “You’re not overstaying, overstepping or stepping on anything. You’re welcome here. I promise.” 

She smiled, “C’mon, sweetboy, let’s go have some breakfast.” She led him up the stairs, opening the door to bring him inside. She shut the door behind him, “You’re welcome to crash on the couch up here too, if you don’t wanna be alone.” She smiled up at him, “Which, before you ask, I’m okay with. I understand the feeling of not wanting to be alone.” 

She let his hand go as she headed for the kitchen which, she did admit, was too small. She’d already placed various foods out on the table, but she was somehow still finding room to fit more in, along with a full pot of coffee, “Have as much as you like.” 

Danny felt heat flush his face, small tears falling down his face as he was pulled up the stairs. He sniffed softly and pushed the wetness off his cheek bones. He stood in shock, watching after Nova as she entered the kitchen before Dan squeaked softly and quickly rubbed his eyes. He knew it was okay to cry but he’d been doing a lot lately. Someone hadn’t helped him in so long, and this was so much. He slipped himself after her, eyes half closed before he stepped into the room. 

“This is...amazing Nova thank you.” He said softly, resting his hand on the chair before he pulled it out and sat down carefully. He settled back and leaned into the chair, taking a bagel from the table and smearing cream cheese on it before taking a slab of french toast. He smeared butter on it and taking a large bite and savoring the flavor before sniffing softly. 

He took a sip of coffee and smiled ever so softly. “Please sit...join me.” He said with a bright laugh, swallowing another bite of french toast and looking up at the dark haired woman. “There must be something I can do to make up for your hospitality Nova...”

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Nova smiled softly, “I’m sure, sweetheart. Let’s go have some breakfast.” She smiled and offered a gentle hand, “C’mon, I made too much for just one person. Come have breakfast with me.” Her New Orleans lilt was dripping with honey as she watched the other with shining green eyes, “You’re not overstepping, or stepping on anything.” 

She opened the door fully as she walked over to where he stood, “I’ve got your clothes all dry and warm for you, c’mon.” She gently took his hand, “I’ve got plenty of food upstairs, don’t be afraid to come up and ask for snacks n things.” She smiled, gently leading him toward the staircase, “I’ll pull the minifridge out of storage for you next week, sweetie.” She smiled at him, “We’ll figure it out eventually.”

Danny stared up at her, his eyes wide as he blinked slowly before he smiled a little and stood. He took her hand in his, long fingers wrapping with hers. It fit well. That was kinda nice. He hadn’t held someone’s hand in a long time. His gaze softened a little more and he let her lead him towards the door. “Th-thank you for everything.” He said softly before her comment about the mini fridge surprised him.

“E-eventually? You...you want me to stay?” Danny asked, the look on his face rather shocked. “I don’t want to overstay my welcome.” He said quickly, his brown eyes watering slowly. He didn’t want to start crying again but...she had already done so much and now, now she wanted to do even more? Danny wasn’t sure how he could handle it.

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       Arin dropped his bag by the door when he shut it, smiling in return to his best friend. “Hey, man,” is how he greats the skinnier male before plopping down beside him on the couch. “Of course I’m gonna fucking join you, dude.” After a hard day’s work. what better way to wind down than smoke a bowl or two? He kicks off his shoes and settles into the couch with a sigh. 

Danny got giddy when Arin agreed to join him. He was already high, that made things easy, made him relaxed. He pulled his knees up and rubbed his face all over with his fingers before pulling the bong from the coffee table. He packed the bowl with a soft hum, clicking on the television. “How was work?” Danny asked, baggy pajama pants and an unbuttoned flannel dressing his lanky form.

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“What the fuck, dude?”

Ross frowned down at Dan, watching him as he rolled over and - - yeah, okay. That new wave was smell was no better than the last. Ross visibly cringed, his feet shuffling as he leaned away from the still half asleep man as if that would help anything. He looked like shit. Disgusting shit and Ross was pretty sure that he’d never known any of his friends to look such a mess. Of course, there were times when Arin looked pretty messed up from day long sessions of raging over games, but at most, he smelt like stale B.O. and bad breath. Danny, though, he had reached a new level.

“You look like total shit.” He frowned, head tilting as he looked at the other, still trying to get a better look at his face despite his mess of hair. Danny looked… not exactly Danny. “Are you okay?” Ross asked next, trying to get through to him even though he looked more like he’d rather just face-plant back into the couch cushions. “What are you even doing here, Dan? It’s like, eight a.m. - you didn’t stay the night like this, did you?”

What the fuck, dude?

Danny cringed visibly when he heard the young man speak over top of him. He winced slowly and squeezed his eyes shut, swallowing. Damn it, he did not want to explain this without taking a couple hits and maybe having Dan around too. He frowned a tiny bit and rubbed his scruffy face before peering over at this newcomer. He was young looking, brownish blonde hair, baby face. Skinny. 

Danny sat and stared, processing everything before his voice rasped out a little, “I uh-...Dan told me to sleep here.” He finally said, unsure how to explain to this other man that he was the younger version of his best friend. “He said he’d be back in the morning so I could shower and shit...” He rasped softly, looking up at Ross with a frown. 

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Nova walked down form the condo upstairs, still in her pajamas. She made sure things were still in order before walking to the room she let Dan move into the day before. She knocked on the door softly and smiled a little, “Hey, Danny?” 

She opened the door a bit, seeing him just waking up as she did, “I made coffee ‘n other yummy stuff if you wanna come up and have breakfast.” She smiled and opened the door a little more so she could lean on the doorframe without letting too much light in. She smiled at the other, “You can use my shower upstairs too, if you want. I washed your extra clothes last night.” 

It had been a surprising night. After getting caught in the downpour, he ducked into the nearest shop that wasn’t closed and managed to have the most amazing luck since he woke up on the streets thirteen years in the future. The woman inside had dried him off and even given him something to eat. When he couldn’t profess his thanks even more, she offered him a place to sleep in her back room. He’d cried. He’d cried hard. Someone had finally given him the time of day and their fucking Rolex.

Danny rubbed his face a little at the knock, just waking up as he made a soft noise and sat up before he sniffed again. “A-are you sure?” He asked, brow furrowed as she invited him upstairs for breakfast. He pushed himself slowly up, silk pants that she’d given him loose on his waist. “I don’t want to...overstep my boundaries. I feel like I’m stepping on your toes just being here.” He admitted, swallowing softly. 

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“Arin?” Danny asked softly, pushing himself up from his bed when he heard the door open. He wandered out into the living room and when he saw him his face lit up a little, smiling brightly. “Hey! Welcome home buddy!” He said eagerly, heading towards him with a grin. He was high, Danny was always high. His head felt warm and full and a soft breath left his lips. “I got some good shit...you can join me if you’re feeling up to it.” He said with a beckon of his hands and a quick plop on the couch.

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Especially now that she is close to him, Suzy can smell the distinct smell of weed hanging about the young man. She fights against the urge to wrinkle her nose–the smell really isn’t a thing she enjoys–and instead maintains a friendly smile.

“It’s probably boring staying around in an empty apartment all day anyway. Although I guess hanging around the studio when everyone’s all busy isn’t really much better,” she adds with a soft laugh.

She moves past Danny, scanning over her shelf before she grabs a granola bar. Suzy made the mistake of leaving with only a banana for breakfast, and already her stomach growls in protest about it. A granola bar will help tide her over until lunch. Once she secures the snack, she tosses another smile in Danny’s direction. “How’re you doing today?” She’s got suspicions about his feelings for her–she isn’t oblivious–but she figures that it might just be anxiety. Didn’t Dan say that he had something like that when he was younger? For that reason, she tries not to pay it any mind.

He stared at her. She was so beautiful. Danny was so unworthy. His gangling baby giraffe legs knocked a little and he swallowed slowly. before looking down, cheeks blushing heavy. “I guess....” He whispered softly and looked at his hands for a moment, pausing and licking his lower lip. He shuffled back and forth and when he watched her stand he smiled softly. “I um...I’m doing okay.” He said softly, nodding a little as he spoke before glancing back at her carefully. 

He rubbed his shoulder a little and blushed a little more before moving after her a little so he didn’t have to yell across the grump space. “H-how are you?” He asked softly, fingers toying with the package of ritz crackers before pulling them open and....sending four of them flying. Jesus Christ he was a mess.

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She’d been in the middle of typing a word when Danny began to speak to her, but she look away from the screen she instant she heard him. Patiently, she waited to hear him finish what he was saying, knowing that familiar look of not knowing whether they should just shut up or keep saying what they were saying. It happened to her all too often when she was younger.

“Yeah, that’s right.” Holly confirmed, and the smile returned to her face. “I’m Ross’s wife – it’s nice to finally meet you, Danny.” Adjusting in her seat, she reached her hand out to him for him to shake. 

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He watched her hand extend and stared at it for a few seconds likely too long. That length of time where one might wonder if they should just take their hand back. But he finally reached out, taking it carefully, his palm shaking slightly as he did. “N-nice to um...meet you too.” He whispered, his voice shaking a little before he pulled his hand back, worried she might find it sweaty or clammy and be bothered by it. 

“You kinda...already met me.” He admitted, shrugging ever so slightly cause lets face it, he was Dan. Just not...as old. But then again, Danny was such a timid thing that he might as well be a completely different person then the excitable Avidan.