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VERY BUSY ； TRYING MY BEST ✴︎ - 22 | MDD/BPD | AroAce | Multimedia student - ✴︎ ⚠︎ Tiredness ahead | WARNING: VENT POSTS & R18 sometimes ⚠︎ ──── ⭒˚.⋆🪐 ⋆⭒˚.⋆ ──── messoleil.carrd.co | messoleil.straw.page ──── ⭒˚.⋆🪐 ⋆⭒˚.⋆ ──── trello.com/b/Z5CH3kZq/art-commissions-tracker

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Just give it one more day

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A little info for followers bc it really doesn't reach others well ::'3

TLDR: I have warnings on my bio/profile.

As much as I allow others to take inspiration from my art, please DO NOT steal my persona characters even by design and especially by narrative (as they are more than OCs — they are built as a tool for understanding my own illnesses/deeper experiences). Another note, please stay away from my vent arts if they enable you to do the same things or habits.

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This discussion is divided into two topics, one about my personas/icons and one about my vent arts ^^ I'll start with my personas first !

I'm not as strict with my art (such as reposting with consent/credits), and ofc taking inspiration from art style (as I give guides sometimes). However, I've also discussed previously not to take my personas, and mimick everything I do, particularly when it's about sensitive topics including my vent arts. So far, I have observed some followers are influenced to a concerning point. While it is at its minimal, its best for me to discuss this early ! ::)

The character I use as an Icon, and the rest such as Quasistar, Nihility, and Pandora, exists way back as vent characters, and they are more than just OCs, as they are fragments of my mind and self to deal with identity disturbance. It took a really long time to sit with this, into developing these characters as my own comprehensive tool. They do not exist separately. Impersonating them is basically just impersonating me. Yes, I use them for fun sometimes but their existence remain the same.

I will be truthful that it irks me whenever I see other artists (whether small or big) use my personas and some duplicated version of these characters into the same narrative, design, or even a " projection " of the same illnesses or whatever... I am not a fictional character ;;/

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ABOUT MY VENT ARTS ------

I've been updating tags of my vent arts to lessen its viewers. As I only post it in Tumblr and Facebook. My tumblr started as a vent account and it still exists that way. Back then, there were strong, uncensored pieces and they were in its pure form of negative emotions as I was lost from moral direction in those times. I never had a way to pour emotions out but drawing.

▪︎ Time passes, and my vent arts turn into visually decent, spoken-word pieces, and sometimes even limiting. As I continue with my growth, I try to aim with a hopeful message even if the piece starts negatively. Not because I'm trying to sugarcoat anything, but to blur the meanings lightly if not vague - because I became cautious of the audience. And how audience of this generation consume media and information.

▪︎ I post vent arts because there are people out there who can feel less lonely, who can feel seen with these works, who can be inspired to grow or continue in life.

If you are easily influenced by these vent posts, specifically minors, please do not delve into bad habits just because I have in the past, while you are young, please take care of yourself as best as you can as it takes a toll in the long run. You are worth more than you think, even when you think that the univese is throwing rocks at you. You can be stronger.

To anyone, if these vent artworks turns you to a vulnerable point that it enables you, Block me/Unfollow. It's best to stay away from triggers as well as controling tolerance to stressors.

★ Last notes, please understand that Depression is not just being sad, or feeling weirdly tired and lazy. And BPD is NOT something you can just take label as, inject some character into, etc. it is completely complex and a whole spectrum of severity alongside comorbidities. Whatever it is portrayed at media nowadays does not always reflect real life cases. Any form of ailments are not a joke, nor to be taken lightly, and we must avoid romanticizing it.

Be compassionate instead.

Thank you for your time and thank you so much for reading this.

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school thoughts

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you don’t have to answer tjis but can you draw Nihility(I think) in the same outfit as the plushie? Thanks and goodbye👋

Mini Nihility I've drawn so far with the outfit (u.u

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preview here! : [ LINK ]

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✦ Nihility is here! Pre-order is now available for purchase ~

✦ LINK : [ CRAFTIFYX ]

✦ If the campaign succeeds, bonuses are available for all who ordered (cyn stickers, icon of your choosing, and more; if not, then all funds are refunded to customers ~ ^^

Preview of stickers below break:

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Sorry

Can u recommend me any nuzi picture?

i got u bro ::)

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preview here! : [ LINK ]

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hi I’m just curious do you have an art fight account because I would really want to attack you because your art is amazing. Hope you are having a good day take care of yourself.

I dont participate in these ::'3

too busy

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Hi dear!! I really like your work, it's so sunny and inspires me a lot, and your comics (especially the Radio Apple ones) are amazing, I've been looking for them for a long time (before I downloaded Tumblr). You're very nice, and I like you as much as I've learned about you from your posts. I'd like to ask (I've been flipping through a lot and couldn't find it) What is the name of your comic book about Lucifer and Alastor (Au stars Michelin) and where else can I read it in its entirety from start to finish? (Thank you in advance for your response)

Check the posts in the hazbin tagged here.

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Launch set is now up!! ::) Cyn enjoyers rejoice 💫 See store here: ACGGOODS Messoleil

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got to open an online store !! ::3 will be selling ocs and fanart merch once my acad schedule clears up!

> | LINK HERE

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why are you so attention-seeking

y are u looking at my blog bro

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yyahoo

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OH MY GOSH I SEE IN ALMOST IN EVERY ONE OF YOUR POSTS W LIKE THIS SHADOW FUY/LADY IDEK BUT ITS SO PEAK PLSS TELL ME THEYRE NAME 🥹🥹

Their name is Nihility ::]

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(My repost) I like @sunlit-mess ‘s art so much that I tried to fanart her drawing (and I a bit artblock) 😊

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I'd like to help you in some way. If that's acceptable, what do you think is the best way to do it?

Got any potions or spells to put me to sleep for a week?

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Could you send all the pictures that you have of the radioapple AU with sexy alastor and deer possy lucifer??

And if it's possible il order

Thank you very much

ESCORT (NSFW but wholesome au ahead)

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