Karína

the chaotic randomness is part of the package

[sunlithoneyy]

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ karína ♱ infp | libra | she/her ₊˚✧

༄.❝ seas are on fire

and the moon’s falling down

so I’m playing the lyre

in the last rays of sun ❞⭒˚

[trashlungs-blog]

i’m glad you’re alive

[homunculus-argument]

A tiny alien spaceship lands onto the park bench next to you. An alien steps out, asking to be taken to your leader. You tell the alien that it's not really that simple, despite of how it appears humans are mostly quite self-governing. Like yeah the whole social contract is there and all, but nobody's really the boss of you. You do as you please and the reason you won't go on a rampage killing and eating people is because you simply do not want to do that. There's authorities and leaders, nominally, but if one of them appeared right here and ordered you to do something, you would tell them to fuck off. Human society is more like a fungi network, really.

Deeming this nonsensical, the alien turns to the pigeons, and asks to be taken to their leader. They eat it.

[mournfulroses]

Virginia Woolf, from her novel titled "The Voyage Out," originally published in 1915

[sunlithoneyy]

where are you supposed to put all your sadness

[waxedthoughts]

Even when it’s all over, I still look at you

[sunlithoneyy]

[sunlithoneyy]

[homunculus-argument]

Imagine a young regency era lady trying to write a polite enough break-up letter to a guy she's actually glad she doesn't have to marry since a better option showed up, but trying to make it sound less mean while still being honest. Showing the latest draft of the letter to a friend like "how do I make this nicer without sounding like I still want him" and the friend is like "no that's fine, sprinkle a few drops of water on it so it looks like you were crying while writing it."

And the other is like "Victoria what the shit that's fucked up, where did you learn that. It's brilliant. I will do it right away."

And the guy receives the letter while he happens to be hanging with a friend, and reads it aloud, voice trailing off as he starts to realise he's getting dumped. And noticing the few dainty droplets smudging the ink here and there, he frowns and licks one, going "Aha! Water! Georgia you venomous vixen, I had not imagined you would resort to such low and base trickery."

And his friend looks at him like dude why the fuck can you tell what genuine tear blots taste like.

[aloha-from-angel]

My best interaction ever i love humans

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

[homunculus-argument]

Self-care is noticing when you've reached the penultimate straw, and taking a break just before you find the last one.

[literaryvein]

L. V., strangers & autopsies

[sunlithoneyy]

[giecannibal]

hey guys, sorry i went quiet for a bit, hurt my hands so typing's been really hard.

update: the person who was supposed to move in on Sunday did move in. and like i suspected, i got the shit beat out of me lmao. hands got fucked up trying to defend myself.

my landlord did get me a job at a supermarket though apparently knows the manager. but here's the thing: the pay isn't enough to live on, and i won't be seeing any of it anyway. he's taking my entire first paycheck and says he'll keep taking from me until i "don't owe him anymore" which basically means forever if i can't get out of this.

that $700 is still what i need to get free from this situation. my paycheck is only going toward covering rent at his place (yeah, he's still keeping me in his apartment and charging me for it). so nothing has changed in terms of what i need i'm still stuck.

please, any amount helps. even $10 makes a difference right now. honestly at this point i just need something to eat today if anyone can spare it. i havenʼt had food for days. and its a miracle im literally even able to get up and go to work lmao.

i appreciate every single person who's helped or shared so far. i'm trying. i really am.

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WE ARE CURRENTLY AT 21% OF THE NEEDED AMOUNT, PLEASE HELP.

[giecannibal]

the day is ending and nothing has changed, still also havenʼt had anything to eat. lowkey cannot wait to just get to my bed and pass out, easier than my stomach eating itself.

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

when the "i don’t need anyone anyway“ act wears off and all i want is for someone to hold me in their arms and tell me their biggest fear is losing me.

[sparklingspirals]

i feel like a stray dog that keeps showing up bcs you fed it once