❥ I will also still be using my tag #sunshine-sunni ❥
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I currently do not take requests anymore simply because I don't trust myself to keep up with them.
I do answer asks; such as headcanons, rambles, etc. I love to yap. I am NOT always on Tumblr. If I do not post, I'm most likely asleep, focusing on school or gaming.
Please do not spam me with "Part 2, Part 3" because nine times out of ten, I will not be making one. Long fics take a lot out of me, sorry.
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❥ I write primarily afab and use female pronouns in my work. I mostly post whatever comes to mind, whether it be fluff or smutt, though one thing remains consistent, and that's my writing is usually something short such as drabbles or oneshots.
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I will not write: scat, piss, extreme violence, underage characters or readers, bestiality, necro. There's more, but you get the idea.
I saw the game and its trailer, and my genuine thoughts are that IW never wanted to bring back Makarov so soon for MW3. Instead, they wanted to do a DLC or game focused on the MSF and Valeria’s story, I saw articles about this in particular. I believe that after the dumpster fire MW3 was, IW is taking the reins back by abruptly ending the Makarov arc they never wanted to bring back in the first place.
From the very beginning, it was clear that while we have the “OG” characters (only in name), they wanted to tell a different story from the original from the get-go, but couldn’t because of higher-up/shareholder interference. We know this happened because articles came out when MW3 released, saying they literally cut the team working on the other story, understaffed them, and forced them to work on MW3 as an attempt to ride off the hype of new fans while bringing back a “legacy” character.
Ultimately, it failed, as we can clearly see since not a single soul likes MW3.
Hi! Just coming on here to see how you’re doing, everything’s ok? You’ve been inactive. Hope you’re ok. Really.
Hiii, im doing okay, alive and well. I've been inactive bc of school, this fall semester I started doing two majors at once! I still love writing but im putting my education first atm
A few years back, before he'd even begun considering the possibility of sharing a home with someone—let alone a life—he caught his first glimpse of you. You were a traveling nurse then, bouncing from hospital to clinic, base to base, stitching broken soldiers back together and moving on before anyone could get too attached.
You were new, kind and impossible to miss.
Word spread faster than smoke in the barracks. Johnny wouldn't shut up—swore you were sent from heaven just to deal with his "wee injuries," boasting that you still smiled at hm even after he'd bled all over your scrubs twice in the same week. Price said you had good instincts, sharp enough to catch the things overworked doctors breezed past.
Simon didn't care.
Compliments meant nothing. Nurses were a nuisance in his experience—nosy, hovering, too curious for this own good. He had to many of them pry into charts, ask personal questions disguised as medical relevance, and look at them like they could piece him apart.
Safe to say: he didn't like them. Doctor either. Anyone in scrubs, really. He didn't need another pair trying to sift through him.
So the first morning he passed you—arms full of overstuffed bags, hair pinned back for practicality, eyes warm and curious and annoying gentle—he ignored your soft, bright, "Morning"
And the next; And the next.
Didn't even give you a tilt of the head. Politeness never cracked open his walls before; it wasn't going to start now.
But you… you were consistent in a way that gnawed at him.
A quiet knock on a locked door.
A patch of sunlight on a floor meant to stay cold.
Persistent.
It irritated the hell out of him that he noticed at all.
"You're a real piece of work, Ghost," Soap muttered one morning, bumping his shoulder against Simon's like he was prodding a sleeping bear. "A pretty lass like that tells you good morning and you act deaf."
Ghost turned his head, gaze sharp enough to cut. "Am I suppose to bat my lashes at every woman who looks my way, Soap?"
Soap barked a laugh. "Don't say it like that. Jesus. Just—women don't usually greet you, aye?"
Ghost stopped walking.
Full stop.
A long, heavy beat settled between them.
"What do you mean they don't?"
Suddenly everything but this conversation seemed very interesting to Johnny. "Oh look at that—radio's calling—"
He barely got a step in before Ghost hooked a gloved hand into his collar and reeled him back.
"Explain."
Soap tugged himself free with a grunt, rubbing the back of his neckline like a schoolboy caught somewhere he shouldn't be. "Well… you're not exactly a charmer. You've got that thing with your eyes—like you're sizing someone up for a coffin. Scares the lassies off. Plus you're standoffish as hell."
Ghost said nothing for a long stretch, the words hanging in the air like smoke.
Then:
"Seems you watch men ore than the women do, Johnny."
"Oh, piss off." Soap waved a hand. "After years partnered with you, you pick up patterns. That's all I'm saying. A woman like her? You're lucky she doesn't sprint off in her knicks the moment she sees you com—"
"Your wife put you up to this, didn't she," Ghost cut in, eyes narrowing beneath the mask.
Soap was caught.
His ears—traitorous things—turned scarlet.
"Dinnae ken what you're talkin' about," he muttered. "I'm just looking out for you. 'Cause at this rate? You're dying alone, mate."
That wasn't what got under Simon's skin.
It was a few days later, when he passed you and—
You didn't greet him, no soft "morning", no polite smile, not even a glance.
You walk right by, bags in hand, eyes forward, as if he never existed and for the first time in a long while, something in him moved.
A flicker of annoyance, of confusion, of—hell if he'd admit it out loud—loss. Because he'd gotten used to the sound of your voice. Used to the rhythm, to be included in something gentle he never asked for.
You'd stop knocking… and Ghost, against all logic, found himself listening for it. Before he knew it, he'd start watching you the way you'd once watch him—with curiosity.
The first day you ignored him? Fine. He brushed past you without a thought.
The second day? He slowed just a fraction, a barely-there pause. You didn't look up.
The third?
Simon found himself staring.
Not openly-—he wasn't an idiot—but in the fleeting seconds where you'd pass him with your hair tucked behind your ear, your coffee balanced in one hand, your expression neutral and unreadable. You never used to look past him. Yo didn't look through him either. Now, you did both.
And he hated it. So he tried something new.
He tried being present.
Subtle things at first. He started entering the commissary a few minutes earlier than usual-close enough to your schedule that you'd be there unloading your bags or stirring sugar into your mug. He'd position himself in your periphery, standing tall and broad and unmistakably there.
You looked at everyone else.
Never him.
So on the fourth morning, he spoke. A grunt, really—low, rough. "Move," he said when you were blocking the doorway, even though there was enough room for him to pass without a word.
You stepped aside silently. No greeting, no reaction, not even the nod you gave to rookies who fumbled their trays.
Ghost had the absurd urge to follow you back into the hall and demand—what changed?
Instead he stewed.
The next attempt was worse.
He saw you dragging two heavy boxes of supplies down the corridor—gauze, scrubs, and equipment. Normally he wouldn't give a damn but today he slowed his stride, eyelids lowering.
"Too heavy?" He asked, tone flat but clearly intentional.
You didn't even blink. "No," you said simply, adjusting your grip and continuing past him. He watched you go, jaw ticking.
Soap saw the whole thing and nearly dropped his protein bar laughing. Ghost nearly broke his jaw.
His last attempt actually worked.
He held the door open for you. Stood there, like a monolith, massive, silent, one gloved hand braced against the metal frame with that infuriating calmness he always wore. You hesitated for half a second—brows subtly raised, surprised. "Oh, now you want to act all chivalrous?"
Simon froze.
Actually froze.
What?
He blinked down at you—slow, stunned, like the words didn't compute. Like you'd spoken a language he'd never heard of. His hand didn't move from the door, but something in his shoulders tightened. A hitch in armor. Before he could force out a single syllable, you cut in again, sharper this time—
"Hello? I'm talking to you."
He cleared his throat, straightened, and managed to croak out, "…What's that suppose to mean?"
You let out a small, exasperated huff—the kind meant for someone who should now better.
"It means you ignored me for weeks, lieutenant. Weeks. I said good morning so many times I probably sounded like a broken record." You gestured vaguely at him. "And you suddenly want to hold doors like you're auditioning for Perfect Gentleman of the Year?"
Ghost suddenly looked like he'd rather fight an ear than have this conversation. "I wasn't-" he paused, jaw ticking. "I didn't mean anything by it."
"Really now?"
"Well—"
His gaze snapped to yours, you didn't back down. You didn't get emotional, you didn't bite him with sarcasm. You just held your ground with that quiet, patient irritation of someone who'd tried, got tired of trying and moved on. "I'm not mad. Figured if you didn't want to say good morning back, id stop giving you them for free. Basic economy."
A breath—half scoff—left him. "That's what this is? Punishment?"
"It's called boundaries, Ghost." You shrugged. "I'm not here for long, I like to make my experiences with people count, even if its something small."
A quiet moment unfurled between you. Less tense now, more tentative. Open. "You're leaving?" His voice came out lower than he meant, rough at the edges. His Adam's apple bobbing.
You exhale lightly, offering a small shrug. "My contracts almost up. I'm due at another base next month."
His chest tightened, not painful, just familiar, unwelcome, because it meant something.
You were leaving, and he'd wasted most of your time here pretending you didn't exist.
He nodded once, rigid, the motion too quick. "Right."
You shifted from foot to foot. "I wasn't gonna make a big deal out of it. Just figured id finish the week and move on."
Simon's fingers curled beside his thigh. A habit. A tell. Soap would've teased him for it. His voice didn't soften, but it steadied. "Let me make up for the week."
Your brows rose. Not mocking—curious. Like you were trying to understand him without pushing, without prying. And that was part of what had unnerved him from the start: your quiet, patient willingness to let him be himself.
"Make up for it?" You echoed. "Ghost, you don't have to—"
"I know," he cut in. Too fast. Too honest. His jaw flexed beneath the mask. "I know I don't have to. But I'm asking."
Another quiet beat. You studied him closely, searching his eyes the way no one dared to. He didn't look away—not this time. Your lips curved—not into your usual bright smile, but something softer, something he felt all the way down to his ribs.
"Okay," you said quietly. "Then… how do you plan on doing that?"
A loaded question. He didn't have a full answer yet. Simon only knew one thing: he didn't want you walking away without trying. "Dinner," he said. "Tomorrow night. Off-base."
Your eyes widened just slightly. "That's….direct."
He chuckled, low enough to rumble inside your stomach. "You want games? Find another bloke."
"No," you mumbled, a shy heat in your cheeks. "I don't think I do."
Simon stands taller, something braver settling into his posture. "Good."
If Simon could see into the future, he'd understand why this moment felt so strange in his heart. Because years from now, far beyond this moment, he'd be in bed with you despite the grumpiness in your voice, wrapped in your embrace as your fingers thread through his hair. Maybe if he wasn't such a knob, this life would've come sooner. But he had you now, that's what matters.
The cold shoulder every time he stepped into the house. And the worst of all punishments: sleeping on the couch. That goddamn couch, stiff and distant, miles away from your warmth.
He didn’t complain. Not when his back screamed in the morning, not when his neck cracked with every shift. Nothing.
Work was a blur. His focus, shot. Every time his phone buzzed, he snatched it up like it might be you.
It never was.
Nope.
Fucking Soap.
> “MY wife lets me sleep in bed with her. :]”
Asshole.
By the end of the week, Simon was in ruins—your absence chewing holes into what little remained of his sanity.
He needed to touch you.
Hold you.
Lay his head on your chest and breathe.
How were you fine with this?
How could you just shut him out?
And why, in God’s name, had he married such a stubborn woman?
…because he liked it.
That night, Simon did everything right.
Boots off at the door.
Duffle stowed neatly in the closet.
Gear stripped down and tossed into the laundry bin.
A real shower, not one of those rushed rinses—he scrubbed until the scent of Oakwood and Pines clung to every inch of scarred skin, drifting from the bathroom and bleeding into the bedroom.
You felt it before you heard him—the familiar pull of his presence mixed with the clean musk that always made your willpower falter.
Your fingers tightened around your book. You didn’t look up. If you looked, you’d fold.
You knew it.
But damn it, he smelled good.
Simon stepped out, towel drying his hair, shirt damp against the curve of his back. His pajama pants hung low on his hips, casual, familiar, like a memory you didn’t want to admit you missed.
You peeked. Just a little.
And he saw.
The flicker of your eyes in his direction set off something in him. Hope lit up his face like a dog hearing the treat bag crinkle.
He pounced.
No warning, just all six-foot-something of him crashing onto you like a damn tree falling.
“Oof—Jesus CHRIST, Si!” you gasped, struggling under the sudden weight. “You’re too big for that!”
“’m not,” he grumbled into your stomach, arms snaking around you, face pressed to your skin like he planned to melt into you. Honestly, if he could crawl inside and live under your ribcage, he would.
You sighed, tossing your book aside, hand finding its way into his damp hair. The tension bled from his body instantly under your touch.
“Big baby…” you muttered.
He tilted his head, just enough to look up at you.
Those brown eyes—eyes that had seen war, death, and worse—were impossibly soft now.
“You done ignoring me?”
His voice was small. Hopeful. Like he’d crumble if you said no.
You stared down at him for a moment, lips pressed tight, trying to hold on to that edge of power you’d clung to all week. You wanted to stay mad—hell, you should stay mad. But Simon curled around you like a man starving, clinging to scraps of affection like it was the only thing keeping him alive.
And maybe, just maybe, it was.
Your fingers slid slowly through his hair again. “I shouldn’t be done.”
His arms only tightened around you, body sinking deeper into your side, like the very idea of you pulling away would kill him dead. “I know.”
“You forgot our anniversary.”
“I know.” He groaned the words into your stomach, shame thick in his throat. “I’m the worst husband alive.”
“You’re up there.”
But your voice was already softer, that edge fading with each breath he took against your skin.
Simon peeked up at you again, brows drawn in that pitiful, wounded-puppy expression that always made your heart twitch no matter how pissed off you were. “I had somethin’ planned. Got pulled for a mission, got back late, then… I didn’t know how to bring it up.”
You gave a small scoff, fingers absentmindedly combing through his undercut now. “So your solution was radio silence and hiding in your own house?”
“...Y’weren’t exactly giving me a warm welcome,” he muttered.
“I wasn’t the one who forgot, Simon.”
He shut his eyes, face buried against your stomach again like he was trying to disappear.
You let the silence stretch for a few seconds, your other hand moving to rest on his back. He was warm—always so damn warm—and solid, like you could press your entire body against him and still not get close enough.
And that’s what made it so hard to stay mad.
“I missed you,” he said quietly.
You closed your eyes.
"Then act like it next time."
He nodded against you, barely more than a brush of movement. “I will. I swear.”
Another silence, but this one wasn’t heavy—it settled between you like a blanket, familiar and worn.
“You’re still not getting laid tonight,” you added.
Simon let out a pained noise, somewhere between a groan and a dying animal. “C’mon, love…”
“Nope.”
“Can I at least stay in bed?”
You looked down at him—his whole body wrapped around you like a lifeline, those big brown eyes begging without a hint of shame.
“…Fine.”
He exhaled like he’d just been released from captivity. “God, I missed this mattress.”
“I missed my space,” you shot back, but there was no bite left in it.
Simon wiggled just enough to fit perfectly against your side, one leg tossed over yours, his head nestled under your chin now. “I’ll sleep on the edge.”
“Damn right you will.”
A pause. Then, muffled into your chest:
“You still mad at me?”
You sighed, long and theatrical. “Ask me in the morning.”
Hi, I've been debating making a short post like this for months now. I honestly wasn't sure if it was needed or if people would care much about my absence but with recent events I just wanted to say something.
I'm alright, There is nothing wrong with me thankfully. It's been hard trying to get the motivation to write, I've tried over countless months but I always come up short and I wanted to apologize to those who are waiting for me to finish or continue some of my work.
I know why I feel this way and where it all stems from. Sadly, I live in the US and every day there is something new in the news that makes just everything feel so much harder. That's all I'll say because Iykyk.
I'm feeling better than I did before, and I'm trying to put my foot back out into writing again, I'm unsure where to start but I'm sure I'll find my way.
Your boss was never satisfied—nitpicking every detail in your portfolio. Whether it was the font size being too large or a minor typo that could be fixed in seconds, it would still result in you being reprimanded in front of the entire department, his torrid breath spitting onto your face during his tirade.
Same shit, nothing new. But with extra bull added ontop.
Your car broke down—the piece of shit had lasted well beyond its golden years, a hand-me-down from your parents. The hunk of junk barely functioned half the time, but it got you from place to place—until now. The engine refused to start, no matter how many times you twisted the key. Nothing. Just silence.
So now, you arrived late to work because you had to call a mechanic to tow the corpse of your vehicle to his shop, then wait around for an Uber to finally show up.
Everyone in the office stared—some with worry, others with amusement—but no one dared to speak up, let alone warn you.
It wasn’t until you turned the corner that you saw him: your boss, standing at your desk, arms crossed, glaring down like you’d just pissed in his favorite cup of coffee.
“Where were you?”
It took everything in you—and maybe a little bit of divine intervention—to hold back the smart-ass remark hovering on the tip of your tongue. You had to remind yourself: you couldn’t afford to lose this job. You needed it. You needed independence.
“I’m sorry, sir. I had car troubles.”
He scoffed, like the very concept was foreign to him—like he couldn’t fathom that normal people actually had car troubles. As if not everyone had their cars valeted or a brand-new model dropped off every year.
“My meeting was at 9:20. It’s 9:30. What am I supposed to do now?”
I don’t know—go in like a normal person? you thought, clutching your purse so tightly your knuckles turned white. How exactly was his missed meeting your fault?
“I’m sorry, sir,” you ground out through clenched teeth. “I’ll see what I can do about rescheduling.”
He says nothing, just stares through you like you’re gum stuck to the bottom of his shoe—too insignificant to scrape off himself.
“Good,” he drawls, brushing past you, but not without a parting shot. “You should smile more. Looks on a face like that go to waste on one with crow’s feet.”
Somewhere behind you, someone laughs. You freeze, every muscle taut with rage. You want to call him. One call—that’s all it would take to end this. But no. Your pride, your stubbornness, won’t let you.
The rest of the day went exactly how you expected. You answered that asswipe’s every beck and call—fetching his coffee with his obnoxiously specific instructions, redoing your entire quarterly portfolio from scratch just because he didn’t like your numbers, and enduring his constant, passive-aggressive comments about your appearance.
Your so-called coworkers—if you could even call them that—did nothing but giggle and gossip while you worked your ass off. Their rumor mill always found a way to reach your ears, usually when they thought you were out of earshot. They had all kinds of theories about you. Some said you were too smart for a job like this. Others assumed you’d slept your way to the top. One comment drifted in, unfiltered and smug:
“Wouldn’t doubt she sucked the boss off for that position.”
Oh, you definitely sucked someone off—
And it sure as hell wasn’t that bastard.
The hours ticked by with agonizing slowness, the clock hand barely inching forward each time you looked—like you could will it to move faster.
Newsflash: it didn’t.
But eventually, the workday ended. And you immediately began gathering your shit, the faster you packed up, the less chance there was for anyone to ask you to do something last minute—or worse, guilt you into staying late.
You were out of the office before anyone had a chance to open their mouths, descending down the elevator where your the possibilities for the day were endless.
What do you do?
A- Choosing to save some extra cash, you decide to take the train home.
B- Not wanting to call an uber or ride on a cramped train, you call your roommat
C- Curious about your cars condition, you decide head over to the mechanics shop
D- The day was already tiresome enough, you chose to go out for a couple drinks.
youre one of my fav Simon writers and I need you to see what they are trying to do to our boy !!! THEY RENAMED HIM FUCKING JOSH !!! they’re trying to sell Simon fanfic !!!!
If only you could hear how fucking hard i started laughing because who the fuck is Josh?? This entire thing?? I have no words.
He married you immediately after his discharge, deciding rather quickly that why wait, he knew what he wanted, he had all the time in the world now that there wasn't a lingering cross hair on the back of his head 24/7.
So he tied the knot, a quaint ceremony with only the lads and a few of your family members, nothing too fancy while appealing to all of your demands.
Next was the house, Simon insisted on building himself only to be joined by his old team, who refused to leave him alone despite not being in the military anymore. They all spent years together, side by side, in some of the shittiest places imaginable, and now they were helping him build his dream cabin a bit a way from the city, his little peace and quiet.
Price teases him for gaining weight, a testamant of your cooking. Johnny jokes about Simon needing to share, earning himself a glare that could boil water and Gaz? Well, he couldn't help but snag a couple bites of your food whenever possible, eating from the retired lieutenants lunch.
The ongoing peace was something Simon never imagined for himself.
Truth be told, he wouldn't have retired at all if it wasn't for the uncontrollably shake in his hands when idle. Simon tried to hide it—get control of the tremors. But nothing could, and eventually, it became an issue. No longer was he able to sit in long perches. The insistent shaking left him mixed focused, unable to concentrate.
Simon wasn't a man who liked to admit he had a weakness, so the true nature of his discharge had always been a mystery to you. Until he returned to your temporary home one night, struggling to pour himself a glass without his hands battling their own ongoing earthquake.
All it took was your gentle touch on his arm, cooing if he was alright to ease the trembling. He didn't know how or why you had such an effect on him. Simon placed the cup away, hands sinking into your plush hips, face buried in your hair, your softness a palm to his unease, salve to his wound, an angel sent from heaven just for him, a sinner who didn't deserve this life.
John's never known Simon to be anything other than callous, even on a good day. His detachment wasn't born out of hardship or survival nor a shield constructed to protect himself— it's deliberate, calculated, and entirely self-sustained.
(This unapologetic indifference had been there even before Roba.)
There is no tortured soul in him, no broken man clawing his way toward salvation; there is no old wound that requires healing, no past wrongs to right. He doesn't carry such a burden— his shoulders always open and squared.
He doesn't wrestle with inner demons— morality is a concept he's neither embraced nor rejected when under his command. He'll bend it to suit the choices he deems most effective. Where someone might chew on a decision before making it, Simon doesn't. Efficiency over sentiment, results over ideals.
Even now, John had gnarled out a couple of words to Simon amidst the chaos— Get that civvie outta there, Ghost— and he'd done it, executed it with surgical precision. Simon hadn't rushed, hadn't made a grand display of heroism, just slipped through the cracks in the defense of the danger, effortlessly neutralizing anyone in his path, and when the civilian had looked up at him, eyes wide with gratitude and their lips quivering with fear, he hadn't offered any comfort.
He'd turned to leave without waiting for thanks, his back to the person he'd just saved, his focus already shifting to John, awaiting his next command.
Simon had chosen long ago who he was, a man unmoored from things that tethered others to their humanity, and to John, his choice was unassailable.
Or so he'd thought.
Until he caught sight of Simon eating a homemade lunch. Simon doesn't do lunch. He's still among the living solely because of those fluorescent energy drinks that could sear a pork chop and cigarettes. Simon didn't simply smoke; he inhaled tar as though it were oxygen, the orange glow of the tip as constant as the mask he wore.
But now there's actual sustenance added to his diet of fumes, grit, and spite— and it looks good. Steak, edges crisp with a tender center, the flushed pink contrasting the caramelized sear. Alongside it, potatoes, a perfect gold, soaking up the juices of the steak.
That isn't just a meal, it's a connection. A link to the kernel of humanity Simon's got tightly sealed away in that remote cabin he'd built with his own two hands a while back.
Interesting.
John doesn't pry; Simon's silence is of iron. Instead, he simply settles into the chair beside him, the quiet stretching between them two comfortable.
He'll find out just who domesticated Simon in due time and when he does, he hopes to finagle his way into a dinner invitation. John doesn't remember the last time some sweet, caring thing made him a home cooked meal.
UGHH I SAW THIS YESTERDAY BUT FELL ASLEEP AFTER LIKING BUT I LOVE THIS FUCKING THIS. I LOVE SEEING WRITING WHERE EVERYONE WHO KNOWS SIMON HAS A HUNCH SOMETHING IS UP WHEN THAT FUCKER IS EATING GOOD.
as someone who sporadically reads your work, i think you've really improved. i don't know how to explain it, but that's how i feel, so might as well tell you about it
ps: i hope this doesn't come off as me saying that your past work used to be bad. they're the ones that made me start reading your work in the first place (yes, i have been here since adira!)
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY!! To hear that I've improved definitely means alot, it shows that I've grown as a writer, and for someone to notice makes me tear up. Thank you so much, and thanks for being here for so long!
You, the butchers daughter, end up stalking your father's new hire.
The first time you see him, he’s hauling a side of beef off the truck like it weighs nothing, muscles taut beneath his apron. His broad shoulders stretch the fabric, veins running thick down his forearms as he grips the meat hook. The sleeves of his shirt are rolled up, revealing strong arms marred with faded scars—some thin and clean, others jagged, stories you’ll never hear. His hands, wrapped in black gloves, are steady as he works, but you wonder what they’d feel like bare.
Then there’s the mask. Black, snug, covering everything from the bridge of his nose down, leaving only his sharp, calculating eyes visible. Dark and unreadable, they barely glance your way. You’ve tried to catch him slipping, maybe when he wipes sweat from his forehead or adjusts the apron strings that crisscross his powerful back, but he’s careful—never lets you see too much.
The tattoos peek out beneath his sleeves and creep along his collarbones where his shirt dips. Flames coil around his wrists, swallowing skulls with hollow eyes. A soldier, masked like him, grips a rifle among the chaos. A bomb mid-fall, grinning shark teeth, dog tags suspended in ink—each piece a fragment of something unspoken. You’ve glimpsed ink curling over the tendons of his neck, bold lines, and intricate designs that hint at a past you aren’t meant to know. It’s all war, death, and destruction, an unspoken story carved into his flesh. When he moves, the shadows shift over the ink, making it seem alive. You want to ask, to pry, but he’s as unreadable as the art on his skin
He doesn’t talk much, just nods when your father gives orders. The others joke around, laugh, make noise—but he’s silent, methodical, unsettling in the way he moves like he’s done this before. Like butchering meat is nothing new to him.
But what frustrates you the most? He never looks at you for more than a second. Never lingers, never smirks, never acknowledges the way you watch him. As if you’re invisible. And that, more than anything, makes you want to figure him out.
At first, it was just curiosity. No man had ever outright ignored you before—not when you batted your lashes, not when you "accidentally" brushed too close, not when you lingered just a little too long in his space.
But him? He barely acknowledged you. A nod if you were lucky. A grunt if you spoke directly to him. Most of the time, he just kept working, muscles flexing under his apron, strong hands wielding a cleaver with practiced ease.
The others—your father’s old hands, the regulars who came in for their weekly cuts—would’ve tripped over their feet to get your attention. They always had. You were used to the lingering stares, the awkward compliments, the way men fumbled through conversations just to keep you talking. So why didn't he?
It was maddening.
So, you did what any sane young woman would do.
You prodded. You poked. You tested.
You stood too close, pretending to inspect the marbled meat he was slicing, only for him to shift away without a word. You asked him pointless questions, just to hear his voice—low, rough, with an accent you couldn’t quite place—only for him to answer in as few words as possible before returning to work.
It became a game. You knocked things over in his path just to see if he’d catch them (he always did). You “forgot” something near his station just to have a reason to come back. You even tried teasing, playfully calling him mystery man under your breath.
Nothing.
Not a flinch, not a smirk, not even a flicker of amusement.
That should have been the end of it.
But then you started watching. Not just at work—no, you started watching him.
The way he left every night at the same time. The way he took the same route, never straying, never rushing. The way his head tilted slightly whenever he passed certain corners, as if he was listening.
It fascinated you. And when fascination turns to obsession, well…
That’s when you started following him.
You followed him—never too far, never too close—always careful, watching him move through the streets with an air of confidence that seemed to thrive in the quiet of the night. For weeks, this had become a routine, one that started innocently enough. Just a few blocks at first, just enough to ensure that he was who you thought he was. But over time, the habit deepened. Each night, you followed him further, until it became something you couldn’t help but do.
Yet, despite your best efforts, he never made any stops, never took any detours. He just kept walking, heading toward some destination that only he knew. And every time you reached the point where you would turn around, you still didn’t have any answers—no clue what he was up to or where he was going. Just that he moved through the night like someone who belonged there. Unfazed, untouchable.
Then one night, the weather turned.
The rain hit hard, cold droplets splattering against your skin, soaking through your jacket in seconds. You’d stopped for a split second—just long enough to get the damn zipper up, to pull the hood over your head—but in that moment, he'd vanished.
Your heart thudded in your chest as you cursed under your breath, glancing quickly down the wet street, searching for the familiar outline of his tall frame. But there was nothing. No sign of him.
“What the hell?” you muttered to yourself, your voice drowned out by the downpour. You couldn’t let him slip away. Not now, not after all this time.
You started to jog, your boots splashing in the puddles as your eyes darted left and right, scanning the alleyways and storefronts. Your breath came faster as you pushed yourself harder, frustration building. You weren’t going to lose him now.
Then, suddenly, your body was jerked backward, your breath caught in your throat as a strong hand pressed over your mouth. The air around you was thick with the scent of rain-soaked pavement and something darker, something more familiar.
Before you could even react, you were shoved hard against the cold brick of an alleyway wall, your back colliding with the rough surface, your head snapping back slightly from the impact. Your pulse spiked in your ears as panic started to claw at your chest, but the firm grip on your mouth held you silent, still.
For a second, everything went still. The rain beat against your jacket, heavy and relentless, but there was no sound, no movement—just the suffocating pressure of his hand over your mouth and the close proximity of his body.
You felt the heat radiating off him, the sheer strength of his presence as if the space between you was no longer your own. The tension in his arm, holding you against the wall, was undeniable. He was in control.
Your heart raced, but it wasn’t from fear. It was from the frustration, the adrenaline coursing through your veins, the urge to finally break the silence between you. You had followed him, hunted him, and now here he was—this close. The tension was suffocating, and you couldn’t decide if you were going to scream or say something sharp.
But before you could gather your thoughts, his voice broke through the storm. Low, smooth, with an edge of something dark. “Thought you’d lost me, didn’t you?” His words came muffled through the mask, but the tone was unmistakable.
He didn’t seem in a rush, like he knew you were trapped in the moment. You didn’t even know how long he’d been standing there, or how he’d managed to close the distance between you so quickly. The rain drummed relentlessly on the alley’s pavement, but his eyes, those sharp, dark eyes, never wavered from you.
“Can’t say I’m impressed by your little game,” he murmured, fingers brushing against your cheek in a movement so deliberate it made your breath catch. “You follow me for weeks, but never thought of what might happen when you get too close.”
“Were you hoping to catch me doing something interesting?" he asked, his breath a warm tickle on your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. There was a calmness in his voice, like he was in complete command, and the way his body molded against yours told you he was used to people being in positions like this.
“I…” You swallowed, struggling to free your voice. “I wanted to see if you’d… notice me.” You hadn’t thought this far ahead. Why had you been following him? What had you hoped to find? You were just a silly girl who wanted the attention of a man who wanted nothing to do with you.
Simon’s laugh was low, almost quiet, but it carried a weight to it that you didn’t expect. It was rich with amusement, deep and rough, and it rumbled against the tension hanging between you both. The sudden sound caught you off guard, your breath catching in your throat as you tried to make sense of it.
For a moment, you were frozen, not sure whether to be annoyed or confused. Had you just made a fool of yourself in front of him? Why was he laughing?
You swallowed hard, trying to steady your nerves, but it didn’t work. His laughter still echoed in your head, and your voice came out shaky. "W-what’s so funny?"
He didn’t immediately answer. Instead, you could feel him shift slightly, his hand easing off your wrist but still close enough to make you aware of the power he held. Simon took a breath, the rain still pouring around you both, but his presence was like a shield, solid and immovable.
"You," he finally said, his voice quieter now, but the amusement was still there, like a shadow in his tone. "You think I didn’t notice you? You’ve been practically waving a flag." His fingers brushed lightly over your wrist, tracing the spot where he’d gripped you, his touch soft now, almost teasing.
"I wasn’t… I wasn’t obvious," you managed to protest, though it came out weaker than you’d like. You could feel your cheeks heating, your frustration mixing with something else you weren’t ready to admit.
"All this time, and you still think I didn’t know?" He shook his head, though you couldn't see his face behind that damn mask. “Sweetheart, you’ve been following me around like a lost puppy, and I was just waiting to see when you'd finally stop pretending.”
For a moment, you stood there, silence pressing in between you both, broken only by the sound of the rain pelting the alley around you. Simon’s words lingered, his laugh still echoing in your mind. You weren’t sure if you were frustrated or flustered or both, but you knew one thing for sure—he had misunderstood what you asked.
Finally, you spoke, your voice clear despite the uncertainty brewing inside you. “That’s not what I meant,” you muttered, taking a step back, shaking your head. You weren’t sure why, but you needed to ask, needed to get to the bottom of it. “Do you have a girlfriend?” you asked bluntly, your eyes never leaving his face.
Simon’s expression didn’t change much, his gaze still sharp but unbothered. “No,” he replied simply.
That answer made something inside you tighten, though you couldn’t quite pinpoint why. But you weren’t done. You shifted your weight, suddenly daring to ask the next question, the one you knew would make him uncomfortable. “Do you find me attractive?”
His eyes flickered for a split second, the usual guarded look breaking, but he nodded, his voice low. “Yes.”
The answer hung in the air like a challenge. Your heart was racing, your mind spinning, trying to connect the dots between what he said and what he did. “So why,” you demanded, “don’t you ever look at me? In the shop, I mean. Why don’t you notice me like the other guys do? They stare, flirt, and… well, pay attention.”
For the first time since you’d started this strange back-and-forth, Simon looked genuinely confused. He stepped back slightly, brows furrowing as he regarded you. “I don’t understand,” he said slowly. “I do pay attention.”
You blinked, taken aback by his response. “What do you mean?”
Simon’s gaze softened just a fraction as he tilted his head. “During lunch... I cut your deli the way you like it—slices thin enough you can stack ‘em. And when I’m working, I stay in your section. Always have.” He paused, his expression almost apologetic. “Flirting with my boss’s daughter at work isn’t exactly the best move. But…”
You stared at him, your mind trying to make sense of his words.
He stepped closer, his presence filling the space between you both, his voice lowering to a near whisper. “But work’s over now, lass. And here we are.”
You could feel the heat rising to your cheeks, the real meaning of his words sinking in, and suddenly, the whole night felt like it had shifted, like the game you were playing had just changed.
You opened your mouth, about to say something—anything—to break the silence, to clarify what had just happened, but before you could speak, Simon moved with startling speed.
One moment, you were standing there, staring up at him, and the next, he had lifted you effortlessly into his arms. Your breath caught in your throat as his strong hands gripped you, pulling you flush against his chest, his heat seeping into your bones despite the chill of the rain.
the supposed alleviated grief was just a foreign concept and nothing could have prepared you for the heartbreak you felt at that moment, and the fury you felt alongside it.
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“Feigning ignorance now? Not a smart move, darling,” Zayne tested, eye twitching with unbearable irritation that those men got away with eyeing his wife up and down like some delectable wagyu meat waiting to be devoured.
"your eyes widen, and he bends forward on instinct just to hold you, just to press his lips to your forehead as your own crumple, a hand around the back of your head to keep you close".
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"the first time i tasted somebody else's lips, i had a coughing fit"
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his words are bleeding into each other, jumbled and serrated, and painful.
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"Just a pebble sinking into still water, disappearing beneath the surface while the ripples of his absence spread endlessly outward, touching everything, unraveling everything."
are you a magical being
Aint nothing magical here, I just like to twist a knife where I know it'll hurt, did it work?
All they could give you was a symbol—a medal, small yet unbearably heavy in your palm, its weight nothing compared to the grief settling in your chest. It was meant to be an honor, a token of his sacrifice.
There was no uniform, no familiar scent of oak and Ives lingering on fabric, not even remnants of his mask worn and frayed from years of use. Nothing tangible to hold onto, nothing that felt like him. Just this medal, cold and unyielding, a poor replacement for the man who had once filled your world with warmth.
The air felt thick, suffocating. Price stood before you, his head bowed, hands clenched at his sides, unable to meet your eyes. Maybe because he knew—knew that this wasn’t enough, knew that no medal, no folded letter of condolences, no words could ever replace the life that had been stolen from you.
Your fingers tightened around the medal, nails digging into your palm as if holding onto it tightly enough could somehow bridge the impossible gap between the past and now. As if it could bring him back. But it couldn’t. Nothing could.
The questions flowed before your tears. How? When? Where? Was he absolutely sure that Ghost—no—Simon, your Simon, was truly gone?
There’s a loud silence, the kind that bounces off the walls with its intensity. Gaz stares at your weeping form, or more accurately, stares through you, steeling his gaze upon you as he says—
"Confidential."
Gaz's voice was steady, but the weight of that single word shattered everything. It rendered your questions useless, left an empty void where answers should have been. There would be no closure, no understanding of why—just a truth you weren’t ready to accept.
Johnny shifted uncomfortably beside you, his fingers tapping restlessly against his knee before he spoke. “His pension… it’s there for you.” His voice was gentler than usual, words carefully chosen, but they felt hollow.
As if money could ever fill the gaping wound Simon left behind.
Your gaze flickered toward the stairs, toward the only piece of him that remained—the little one asleep upstairs, curled beneath a starry blanket, blissfully unaware. Too young to understand that his father would never be coming home. Too innocent to know that the world had just taken something irreplaceable from him before he even had the chance to hold onto it.
Loss had never felt so deafening.
He was gone. Just like that.
The one who had carved his name onto your heart with stupid jokes that always made you roll your eyes, with brown eyes that saw through every guarded piece of you—vanished. No warning. No final words. Just a pebble sinking into still water, disappearing beneath the surface while the ripples of his absence spread endlessly outward, touching everything, unraveling everything.
His absence wasn’t just an empty space—it was something alive, something that pressed against you from every direction, filling in the cracks he left behind. It clung to the air, heavy and unshakable, an echo of him that refused to fade. And it was everywhere.
The house still smelled like him. Coffee and cedarwood, the faint trace of his cologne that had seeped into the fabric of the couch, the sheets, the very walls. His mug sat abandoned in the sink, a ghost of a morning that would never come again. His jacket hung by the door, his shoes still beside yours, untouched. As if he had only just stepped out, as if he might walk back in at any moment.
It was absurd, really, how the world dared to keep spinning when yours had come to a violent halt.
Grief wasn’t loud, not like they made it seem in movies. It wasn’t a storm of screaming and crying, not always. Sometimes, it was the unbearable silence that pressed against your chest in the middle of the night, where his warmth used to be. It was waking up and, for one blissful second, forgetting—only to remember again with a force so brutal it stole the breath from your lungs.
And what were you supposed to do now? Go on? Move forward? How, when every step away from this moment felt like a betrayal? Like you were leaving him behind in a past that no longer existed, while you were forced to exist in a future he would never see?
For the first few months, you put one foot ahead of the other, treading through grief as if carrying a wounded soldier through combat. Each step was heavy, weighted with loss, but you took them anyway—because what else was there to do? Grief wrapped itself around you, clinging like a second skin, suffocating yet familiar, a constant presence in the quiet spaces he used to fill.
But so did hope.
Faint at first, like a flicker in the dark, barely there. It lived in the steady rise and fall of your son’s chest as he slept, in the way his tiny fingers curled instinctively around yours. It was in the mornings you forced yourself to wake up, in the days that stretched forward even when you wanted time to stop. In the darkest nights, when the weight of loneliness pressed down on you like a suffocating fog, you held onto his words, the ones he whispered against your skin, against your lips, when he was still here—I’ll always come back to you.
You'll stay waiting.
Every night, every morning. Through birthdays and quiet moments at the dinner table, through the scraped knees and bedtime stories. You told Leo his father was out there, fighting his way home, that one day he’d walk through that door like no time had passed. You painted a picture so vivid, so real, that sometimes—just sometimes—you could almost believe it yourself.
And Leo, with his father’s sharp eyes and your steady heart, listened. He never questioned. He never doubted. He simply *believed*, because you did.
Even as the years passed, as his baby fat melted away into the angular features of a young man, as his voice deepened and his stance mirrored the quiet strength of a man he never met, you held fast and he never once asked you to stop telling those stories.
Simon would return.
He had to.
And until he does, you'll wait, even if your skin begins to wrinkles and your memory begins to fade.
You were told to let go, that your endless waiting would be for naught, that the man you called your husband wouldn’t be stepping through the front door anymore. Some were gentle in their suggestions, others blunt, but they all carried the same message—move on. Remarry. Start over.
They didn’t understand.
No man could ever be Simon Riley.
You shut it down swiftly, time and time again. To every well-meaning friend, every hopeful stranger, every persistent suitor—you made it clear. You were not interested. You were still happily married. The ring on your finger was proof of that, a quiet testament to a love that neither death nor time could erase. Your beating heart, steady and unyielding, was an extension of the hope you carried deep inside, the belief that somehow, somewhere, Simon was still with you.
The years pressed heavy on your shoulders. Doubt crept in like a shadow, whispering cruel what-ifs in the dead of night. But you refused to acknowledge it. Instead, you clung to his words, the ones he left behind, spoken in the deep rasp that had once been your home. Words of love, of promises made, of a future you had built together.
And so, you waited. Not because you were lost in grief, not because you were afraid to move forward, but because love—real, true love—did not simply fade.
Because he never lied.
And if he wasn’t back yet, it only meant one thing.
He was still trying to find his way home.
Your endless rejections stirred whispers in the neighborhood. Boys—never men in your eyes, not with their arrogance—took turns trying to woo the widow who remained steadfast in her belief that her dead husband would return. They called you insane for waiting on a ghost, convinced that one of them should rightfully claim the hand of someone as beautiful as you. But if your cold no wasn’t enough to deter them, Leo was.
Your son stood tall, a quiet force of nature. His glare alone was enough to send would-be suitors scurrying, the cold glint in his eyes promising consequences for anyone foolish enough to try and take his father’s place. Yet, for you, his mother, that steel melted into something soft. Devotion ran deep in his veins. Whether by your side or not, he was always protecting you.
That much was clear when, on his way home from school, he was stopped by Anthony—the worst of them all. Ruthless, persistent, always flanked by lackeys who clung to his every word. Leo tried to sidestep him, choosing to ignore the man who had been a thorn in your side for years. But then, Anthony’s voice cut through the air, crude and dripping with mockery.
"When is your tramp of a mother gonna find a new husband?”
Leo froze mid-step. The words, crude and venomous, burned into his mind, igniting something primal deep in his chest. His fingers curled into fists at his sides, nails biting into his palms as he slowly turned to face Anthony.
The older man smirked, arms crossed over his chest, flanked by his usual lackeys who snickered behind him like hyenas waiting for a kill. They had always been vultures, circling, waiting for you to break under the weight of grief and loneliness. But you hadn’t. And neither had Leo.
He met Anthony’s gaze head-on, eyes sharp and unyielding. “Say that again,” Leo challenged, his voice eerily calm, the kind of calm that sent a chill through the air.
Anthony scoffed, stepping forward, puffing up his chest as if his age alone would be enough to intimidate Leo. “You heard me, kid. Everyone’s sick of watching her waste away, waiting on a dead man. She needs someone real.” His lips curled, voice dipping into something cruel. “You need a father.”
The crack of Leo’s fist connecting with Anthony’s jaw echoed down the street. The man stumbled, caught off guard, his cronies recoiling in shock. Leo didn’t stop. His knuckles struck again, again, fury pouring out in sharp, brutal movements. Years of biting his tongue, of standing guard while men like Anthony circled like wolves, all of it exploded in that moment.
Leo was outnumbered, but that didn’t stop him. He threw every ounce of his strength into his punches, his breath ragged, his body shaking—not just with rage, but with something deeper. Something that had been buried since the day his father disappeared. The bruises blooming across his skin were nothing compared to the weight he carried on his shoulders.
Then, suddenly, he was yanked backward. A strong grip seized his collar, wrenching him away from the fight. Leo's head snapped back, his teeth bared, ready to snarl at whoever dared to interfere—until he saw him.
Uncle Price.
The older man's weathered eyes were dark with anger as they took in the scene before him. He didn’t need to raise his voice; the look he shot at Anthony and his crew was enough to make them hesitate, stepping back just enough to feign innocence.
"Come on, son," Price said, voice firm but steady.
Leo exhaled sharply, rolling his shoulders as he adjusted his bag. He cast one last glare at the group, knuckles still throbbing, heart still pounding. But it didn’t matter.
He had a home to get back to. A mother to protect.
You were devastated when Leo came home, his face a bloody mess. The sight of him stole the breath from your lungs. Without thinking, you rushed to him, a damp cloth in hand, gently cradling his face as you pressed it against his bruises.
Your lips parted, ready to demand what had happened—but the look in his eyes told you everything.
This was the consequence of your refusal. Of your unwavering devotion to a ghost. They wouldn’t come for you. No, they would take their anger out on your son—the boy who had done nothing wrong, who only wanted to protect you. The thought turned your stomach.
You couldn't allow this to continue.
So, in the days that followed, you devised a plan. A challenge.
If the men wanted to prove themselves worthy, they would have to earn it. Earn being your husband. Bring back game—the largest boar they could find. But there were conditions. It had to be taken down with a single shot, clean and precise. And it had to be done using the same model as your husband’s prized hunting rifle. No knives. No second chances. Just one bullet.
However, you knew—none of them had a shot that clean. Not these half-men who could barely hold a rifle, let alone wield it with precision. Their hands were too soft, untouched by real work, never having held anything heavier than their own egos.
They would try, of course. Driven by pride, by the foolish belief that brute force could replace skill. But you had no doubt—each one would fail.
Maybe then, they would finally understand.
Much to your surprise, over the course of weeks, some of them actually tried. And, as expected, they failed spectacularly.
One managed to hit himself in the nose from the recoil, clearly never having held a rifle in his life. Another showed up at your door grinning ear to ear, proudly presenting a pig instead of a boar. You slammed the door in his face without a word.
Anthony was the one who nearly had you convinced—his boar was of fair size, impressive even. But one look at the wound told you everything you needed to know. The bullet hole was too wide. A different rifle. A different shot.
The door slammed in his face, too.
This little game of yours went on for some time, keeping them preoccupied and keeping them far away from you and your son. That's what mattered.
Days after his rejection, Anthony grew restless, his anger festering like an open wound. He was a storm barely contained, his temper so volatile that even those who usually followed him began to keep their distance.
Seated at the bar, he gripped his drink so tightly it was a wonder the glass didn’t shatter in his hands. Around him, the air was thick with frustration—every man in this room had either failed in their attempts to win your hand or was still trying. Their collective agitation simmered beneath the weight of another humiliating failure.
Anthony’s voice slithered through the murmurs of the bar, wrapping around the ears of every man who had tasted rejection at your hands. His knuckles flexed, still white from how tightly he had gripped his drink moments ago.
"Can't you guys see we're being played?" His voice was sharp, cutting through the murmur of the room like a blade. He sneered, his lip curling. "How she holds us down while her bed gets colder. Holds us down while that boy gets bolder?"
The flickering candlelight caught the edge of his grin as he leaned forward, watching their faces twist with realization.
"Here and now, there's a chance for action."
That was the hook. He had them now. A shared glint of hunger flashed in their eyes, their minds shifting in unison. Some sat up straighter, others exhaled slow and deep, as if steeling themselves for the promise of something wicked.
Anthony pushed himself up onto the table, boots thudding against the wood. He stood tall, eyes dark and wild, his tone dropping to a low whisper despite the fact that every soul in the bar was already watching him.
"I say, we deal with the kid first. When he walks back from school tomorrow, we hold him down."
A pause, letting the weight of those words settle over them like a shroud. His grin widened, teeth flashing in the dim light.
"We hold him down while I break his pride, his trust, his faith—" his fingers flexed, miming a snap, "—and his bones."
A slow, creeping murmur of approval rippled through the crowd. The men weren’t just listening anymore. They were envisioning it.
"We cut him down into tiny pieces," he continued, voice thick with malice, "then throw him where she'll never know."
A few heads nodded. Some sipped their drinks, lips curling with a sick sort of anticipation.
"And when she wonders where her dear son has gone, only the earth and the trees will know."
A hush fell over them, as if nature itself was listening, horrified.
"When the deed is done, she'll have no one to stop us from breaking her door. No one to stop us from taking her love..." He let the last words drip from his lips, dragging them out like poison.
"And more."
If any of these men had an ounce of sense—if they had learned from the old tales whispered by their grandfathers about watching the dark, about never turning their backs on the unknown—they would have known to be afraid. They would have felt the weight of something beyond their understanding, lurking just outside the glow of the dim lights.
But none of them did.
None of them noticed the figure standing in the corner, veiled in shadow, unmoving, listening. None of them realized that the dark had teeth, nor that it had been waiting.
Anthony barked out a laugh, a cruel, vile thing that reeked of arrogance. The devil inside him knew no limits, no fear. "Tomorrow, my frien—"
The words barely left his tongue before the gunshot cracked through the air, a sharp and deafening roar.
The bullet found its mark with merciless precision, punching straight through his throat. His body jolted, hands flying up as if to claw at the gaping wound before his knees buckled, sending him collapsing onto the table. Blood gushed, dark and pooling fast, soaking into the wood.
The bar plunged into silence.
No one moved.
No one breathed.
They all stared, wide-eyed and frozen, at the lifeless husk of the man who had been standing, laughing, just moments ago. His glass, still half-full, teetered on the edge of the table before toppling over, the liquid spilling into the growing crimson.
Then—movement.
Eyes flicked toward the corner, toward the place where something had lurked unseen. A figure moved, gliding toward the light switch, silent as death itself.
The room plunged into darkness.
Gunfire.
It erupted like a storm, a relentless barrage that tore through the heavy air, each shot finding its home in flesh and bone. The men barely had time to scream. Shadows danced with the flashes of gunshots, their shapes twisting and writhing like specters, like the very vengeance that had come to claim them.
Retribution had arrived. And it showed no mercy.
Bodies lay sprawled across the floor in twisted, unnatural positions, men crumpled in their final moments, their faces frozen in shock and agony. Those still alive—those still breathing—scrambled in the chaos, tripping over their fallen comrades, their movements frantic, uncoordinated.
One of Anthony’s right-hand men, a stocky figure with a buzzed head, his eyes wide with panic, reached for a pocket knife. His fingers fumbled in desperation, clumsy as the adrenaline surged through his veins, his body bracing for a fight he knew he was never going to win. His hand was shaking, but he gripped the hilt with a last-ditch hope, his stance poised for the slash—except it never came.
A blade—cold, precise—pressed against his neck, the tip sinking into the flesh just below his ear. The faintest shift of pressure, and it would be over. The edge of the blade kissed his carotid artery, the promise of death within a breath.
He froze, eyes wide, unable to even speak as the weight of the situation crushed him. His body trembled as the reality hit—there was no escape, no hope of survival. Not anymore.
"I’m sorry!" he gasped, his voice trembling with desperation.
His hands shot up in surrender, palms facing out, a desperate plea for life. His heart hammered in his chest, his breath coming in ragged, panicked gasps. The blade remained at his throat, unwavering, a constant reminder of his impending fate.
A scoff brushed against his ear, low and humorless. The sound alone sent ice down his spine. Slowly, with the caution of a man facing the reaper himself, he turned his head just enough to see—
Those eyes.
Weathered, sharp as broken glass, burning with a vengeance too deep to be mortal.
A ghost.
A man they had long thought dead.
The knife against his throat pressed just a little harder, just enough to let him feel the edge of death. His pulse pounded beneath the steel, his breath coming in frantic, uneven gasps.
He swallowed hard, sweat beading at his temple. He had been so sure Simon was dead. They all were. It had been years—too many years. The man they had spoken of in past tense, the man whose wife they had planned to take like a prize, was supposed to be gone.
But here he was.
And the look in his eyes…
Those were not the eyes of a man who had merely returned. They were the eyes of something risen from the grave, something that had crawled its way out of hell itself.
“Please,” the man whimpered again, his hands trembling in the air. “Please, have mercy.”
A scoff. Low. Cold.
"Mercy?" Riley's voice was rough, hoarse from years of silence, of waiting, of watching from the shadows. "You want mercy?"
The man could only nod, his throat too tight for words.
Riley leaned in, just enough for the stench of blood and sweat to mix between them. His grip on the knife never wavered.
"You were gonna take my boy from me," he whispered, his voice barely above a breath, yet it carried more weight than any gunshot. "Hold him down. Cut him into pieces. Make his mother beg."
The man's lips quivered. He tried to speak, but the words refused to come.
Riley exhaled slowly, the sound eerily steady, controlled. "You prayed on a widow. Plotted against a child. And now you’re askin’ me for mercy?"
The man's whole body shook. He opened his mouth to beg, to say anything—
But the blade slit his throat before he ever got the chance.
A wet gurgle bubbled from his lips as his knees buckled, and he hit the floor, his hands grasping at the wound in a desperate, useless attempt to hold in what was already lost.
Simon stepped back, his expression unreadable, watching as the life drained from the man's eyes.
Then, silence.
The only thing left in that bar was death.
The rain was a heavy, persistent downpour that splattered against the windows, casting an eerie, wavering glow across the room. The knock came again, soft but insistent, like a warning or a plea. It tugged at you, pulling you from the safety of your quiet home, the stillness of the night broken by this unexpected disturbance.
The rain pounded relentlessly against the windows, its rhythmic assault filling the silence of the house like a constant whisper. The storm outside was a living thing, roaring in the night as though it, too, were trying to get your attention. And then that knock. Soft at first, almost imperceptible under the storm's roar, but then again, louder, more urgent, as if something—or someone—knew you were inside, knew you were awake even though the rest of the world seemed to be asleep.
You hesitated, standing at the base of the stairs, your eyes glancing at Leo, curled up on the couch, oblivious to the world around him. He looked so peaceful, his steady breathing a stark contrast to the storm. You could feel your chest tighten as a wave of protectiveness washed over you. Quietly, you crossed the room and covered him with a blanket, smoothing the fabric over his slouched form as you whispered a prayer under your breath for his peace, for his safety. You didn’t want to leave him, didn’t want to risk something happening to him while you were gone.
But that knock—it pulled at you. It felt like a summons, a call from somewhere deep within your soul, urging you forward, pushing you away from the comfort of your quiet home. With a soft sigh, you moved toward the door, the floor beneath your feet creaking with each step. The coldness of the wood seemed to bite into your skin as you walked past Leo, your steps careful and measured, as if the house itself was trying to hold you back, to keep you safe.
When you reached the door, it stood like a shadow before you, dark and looming. The doorknob was cool in your hand, as though it had been waiting for you to open it. You paused, your heart hammering in your chest, a knot of unease twisting in your stomach. It was an unnatural feeling, a sense that something was not right, that this moment was different from all the others before it. Another knock came, more forceful, more demanding.
Something inside you stirred, and with a shaky breath, you turned the knob. The door opened slowly, the creak of the hinges loud in the otherwise quiet room.
Standing before you, drenched to the bone, was a man—a shadow of a person. His clothes were stained in dark red, the blood soaking through the fabric in patches, his hair matted and wild, blown in odd directions by the wind. His face was pale, a look of exhaustion and pain etched across it, yet there was something eerily familiar about the figure in front of you. His body swayed slightly, as though he didn’t have the strength to stand on his own.
But it wasn’t the blood, nor the state of him that caught your attention. No, it was the nose. That crooked nose, bent in a way that only one person in your life had—one person you hadn’t seen in years. A person you’d thought lost to time, to memory.
The tears welled up in your eyes before you could stop them, the sobs catching in your throat. The man’s eyes—wide, filled with a pain you couldn’t quite place—met yours, and in that moment, your body went cold, then warm, then cold again.
It was him.
The man you've been waiting for.
Your arms wrapped around him without a second thought, the years of waiting, of hoping, of believing that Simon would somehow return, crashing into you all at once. The blood staining his clothes, the heavy scent of sweat, dirt, and blood—none of it mattered. He was here, in front of you, breathing, alive.
“Simon,” you whispered his name like a prayer, clutching him tighter as though he might slip away if you let go. Your fingers dug into his back, feeling the cold chill of his skin beneath the wet fabric. It wasn’t real, you told yourself. This couldn’t be real, could it? But the steady beat of his heart, the warmth radiating from his chest, told you it was.
He was home.
The words barely formed on your lips, your throat tight with emotion as you lifted your face to meet his. His eyes were distant, clouded with confusion and pain, but there was recognition there—faint, but it was enough. His arms, weak and trembling, slid around you, holding you with a sense of desperation that mirrored your own.
“I—I never stopped waiting for you,” you whispered, voice shaking. Tears ran down your face, unbidden, falling into the rain-soaked fabric of his shirt, but you didn’t care. The only thing that mattered in that moment was that Simon was here. He had come back to you, to the family he had left behind. Your heart, which had once ached with the loss, now soared with the joy of his return.
He didn’t say anything at first. There was a beat of silence where all you could hear was the heavy rain, the sound of his shallow breathing, and the thudding of your heart. He was here, alive, but something was off. He wasn’t the Simon you remembered. He was different—haunted, broken. His fingers gripped your arms, his touch gentle yet firm, as if afraid to let you slip from his grasp.
“I never… I thought you were gone. I thought you were dead,” you murmured, voice cracking under the weight of it all. “I never gave up on you, Simon. I knew you were out there.”
The way he stiffened in your arms made you pull back slightly, your hands still on his chest, your eyes searching his face. The blood, the grime, the weathered look of him—he was a far cry from the man you had kissed goodbye all those years ago. The memory of his mission, the last time you had seen him before the war had swallowed him whole, gnawed at your mind.
“I—I didn’t want you to wait for me,” Simon finally rasped, his voice raw, broken. His words trembled in the air, caught between a confession and regret. “I never meant to come back like this…”
You shook your head, brushing his hair from his face gently, as if touching him could somehow undo all the pain of the years you’d spent apart.
“It doesn’t matter,” you said, your voice steady despite the storm that raged inside you. “You’re here. You’re alive. That’s all that matters.”
But even as you spoke, something in his eyes flickered, a shadow passing over them, making you wonder if this was truly the Simon you had known. Had the years away from you broken him too? Had they taken away more of him than just his body?
But before you could ask, his hands reached up, cupping your face, his thumbs brushing over your cheekbones as though he were memorizing your features, like you might disappear at any moment.
“I won’t leave you again,” he whispered his promise hoarsely, his voice full of something too raw to name.
“Good,” you murmured, leaning into his touch, your own hands trembling as they cradled his face, pulling him closer. "Because I’ll never let you go again."
For the first time in years, you felt whole. Simon was home, and despite the blood, the rain, and the years apart, nothing else mattered and when Leo awoke, the unfinished chapter in their lives for so long would finally close.
