[redsamuraiii]

Demon Slayer : Kimetsu No Yaiba in Kura Sushi by melo9ba

[sunsbreath]

important! / health update + activity update

I’m sorry to everyone I owe in my asks / threads, a lot has been going on with my actual physical health and to be honest me not being here and as active as I want has really stressed me out because I want to get to all of you as soon as possible and keep my followers since I am still as deeply invested as I started out. Read more under the cut . Note that while Tumblr is on fire, Tanjiro is not going anywhere, and I hope you can keep being a bit patient with me, as I have every intention of getting to everyone and I don’t want to lose friends + possible writing partners, but my health is really taxing me. If you can, please read so you know why I’m so static. If possible I’ll try to start reblogging things to keep a queue going, but I really want you to understand why I’ve been so quiet and stagnant in everything at your discretion!

Keep reading

[sunsbreath]

Still in effect. Reblogging one last time, but again, keeping activity running and writing should happen late month, most likely. Thank you guys so much for understanding!

[lifeinpoetry]

How many ghosts must I always carry with me? / How much more must I expand to accommodate?

Chloë Rose, from “Haunted,” published in Anomaly  (via lifeinpoetry)

[randommelan]

ep 19…

[sunflvwerfvrest]

Spring has sprung and I’m in love

[slowpokess-deactivated20241018]

Even if your everything loses it’s shape one day, you’ll always be here within me.

[daily-okami-music]

Visit Original Link

If I had just one wish… I’d go back in time, just to sing one last time to you.

[engilith]

So young

         and yet

                    you carry so much burden.

[naratemari]

[sunsbreath]

Alllow me to give you the most understanding & patient & comforting support right back at you! I love you so please TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF & RETURN INTO A BETTER SHAPE

whenever you talk to me i’m literally this even when i’m feeling this awful (TM) thank you so much roxy and i love you! i’m so thankful i met you and we’re inseparable. idk what i’d do without you! please take care of you too, okay? 

[sunsbreath]

i' m here to love a bitch who needs to watch out for herself more and remiNDER HER THAT IT'S OKAY TO BE A BITCH AND SAY "fuck this, i'm taking a NAP"

i’m the first two panels... but ty i love you v much lulu and i’m just...gonna do my best i guess! so please don’t worry !!!! thank you for caring and i appreciate this a whole bunch. i’ll work on my napping techniques...! :triumph:

[sunsbreath]

important! / health update + activity update

I’m sorry to everyone I owe in my asks / threads, a lot has been going on with my actual physical health and to be honest me not being here and as active as I want has really stressed me out because I want to get to all of you as soon as possible and keep my followers since I am still as deeply invested as I started out. Read more under the cut . Note that while Tumblr is on fire, Tanjiro is not going anywhere, and I hope you can keep being a bit patient with me, as I have every intention of getting to everyone and I don’t want to lose friends + possible writing partners, but my health is really taxing me. If you can, please read so you know why I’m so static. If possible I’ll try to start reblogging things to keep a queue going, but I really want you to understand why I’ve been so quiet and stagnant in everything at your discretion!

So the past month my health has been declining quite a bit, it isn’t that (TM) that is hurting so many people, but a lot of symptoms I couldn’t figure out. I had to get my blood scanned recently to figure it out. 

I found out I had serious deficiency and high levels in a few areas in a vitamin and also just some numbers were a bit high, resulting in the certain changes to both mood, motivation, and inability to sleep, remember things well, and eat, not to mention immense stress manifesting in panic attacks I couldn’t understand.

It explains why I’ve been crying  so much when I’m not even a crier, and also despite being cheery for the past few months, I really have been fighting a battle with everything alone. Honestly right now writing this I feel like crying, I feel like my health hasn’t been giving me a reprieve in months and I Just Didn’t Want To Talk Or Burden Anyone About It so I’ve kept quiet as I tried to figure it out. 

I’m going to slowly adjust to vitamins and medicine that will fill in and balance out the shift in chemical changes / B-12, one of them that I’ve lost serious amounts of ( which actually directly affects the brain and nervous system which is probably why I’ve been having such a HARD time writing and straight up functioning outside my adulting in life / errands / chores / livelihood. )

I’m honestly so frustrated but I understand that my health is ultimately so much more important than writing right now, hence why I’m sparse especially when my body deficiencies have resulted in temporary memory loss as an example of wow bad time to write! due to my body being so utterly weak, but I’m actually going to recover everything 

it’s just..Tanjiro is my main blog and most crucial to me I resonate with him personally, he’s my favorite character in anything, and I don’t want to half-heartedly do a thing, I want to give him my utmost and right now? I can’t.

I can’t answer my relationship asks with the meta I want. I can’t get to my threads. I can barely be social at all, I’m only talking to like...one or two people and even then I’m sure I forget half of what people are saying or am withholding from a few messages because I just don’t know What To Say(TM). I’m kind of in tears because I haven’t been able to write in so long much less really enjoy anything to even pass time and I’m suffering a lot. It takes a lot which is what is going on right now, for me to even admit I am suffering. 

So for the next few weeks all I can ask for is your patience as I try to recover and mend my body, and know that Tanjiro is not going anywhere. I will be keeping up with maybe tagging others in memes + gifs + aesthetics, but I don’t think much if any writing will be done until I can regain myself health-wise. I really mean and intend to get to all of you and I hope you stay, but I understand if my inactivity makes me seem like I’m never coming back. Even so, I still have to focus on me, and I’m horrible really at prioritizing myself. Hopefully within the month I will be back to writing my favorite character that so many of us love and finishing out my inbox / threads or at least starting on them, but I will not put a timer on myself when I feel so terrible and I’m in such a condition that’s not mega serious, but it is hardly healthy.

If you read this, thank you so much, and whatever you do, I’m happy you’re here or I’ve met you and I wish you nothing but a good July as we keep getting through it. 

Lots of love, Lily.  ☀

[ridleey]

endless kny || 12/❃

[rbcages]

how are you so quiet about it? your sadness i mean. how do you hold it in your chest, in your eyes, in your teeth without letting it speak; how does it stay still?

[wisteliazen]

While I was sleeping carelessly at Saburo’s house, they were murdered brutally like that! I know it must’ve hurt. You suffered, didn’t you? I’m so sorry I couldn’t save you.

[ensangvines]

 ❛  look  at  it  this  way  :  𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃  𝐁𝐘  𝐌𝐄  𝐈𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄  𝐀𝐒  𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐀  𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓  𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐘.  you  don’t  need  to  think  so  hard  about  it.  rain,  winds,  volcano  eruptions,  earthquakes                  you  can’t  get  revenge  on  a  natural  disaster,  no  matter  how  many  lives  it  takes  away.  ❜

 (  highly  selective  &  private  KIBUTSUJI  MUZAN  of  kimetsu  no  yaiba  as  written  by  kae.  est.  dec.  2019.  )  personal  blogs,  do  NOT  reblog  !

[hashagi]

WASSHOI WASSHOI