Hi

[knowing]

[nikolawashere]

[naaaaaaaaaah-deactivated2020112]

What doesnt kill you makes you dissociate so hard you become a different person

[fleurison-deactivated20190824]

may you get a sign this week that shows you that you’re on the right path and that things are flowing and moving in your favor. may the sign be evident, clear, and direct

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh...hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[goldshorty]

[bongwatershots]

Not to sound like a common whore but can someone hold my hand and rub it with their thumb comfortingly

[sodomymcscurvylegs]

WHORE!!!

[aidashakur]

Is anyone else in a weird state of mind right now ? Like everything is fine but everything’s not fine

[imaginablyy]

[naturaekos]

“I go out at night to paint the stars.”

— Vincent van Gogh, from a letter to Theo Van Gogh c (via amargedom)

[bubblysuggestion]

you’re someone’s dream person

[butterflyknyfe]

can that bitch wake up and come talk to me then

[lubricates]

when u try ur best but u don’t succeed

[truestorymayne-deactivated20240]

When you get what you want but not what you need

[lubricates]

when u feel so tired, but u can’t sleep

[deathbyfur]

Stuck in reeveeeeeeeeeeerrsee.

[lubricates]

and the tears come streaming down your face

[avatar-kermit]

‘Cause you lose something you can’t replace 

[sketma]

When you love someone but it goes to waste

[catherine-elizabeth]

Could it be worse? 

[spytap]

Lights will guide you home

[cowabummr]

And ignite your bones

[dontyoumeansadadult]

And I will try to fix you.

[4am-reflections]

1. I can’t believe you actually love me. The last time I fell for someone the way I’ve fallen for you I got hurt in a way that made me feel like a part of me had died. And maybe it did. They made me believe they loved me, that we’d have a future together. But none of it was ever real. So when you tell me you love me all I can see is a ticking time bomb, counting down the minutes until you break my heart.

2. Before you I didn’t know what fireworks felt like. You kissed me and the world got brighter. When I was growing up my mum always talked about finding the spark. Where they touch you, soemthing as simple as brushing past your arm, and you can feel it all the way down to your toes. I never really thought this spark existed. That is until I met you. You light my entire body on fire and it god damn terrifies me.

3. No ones ever tried to fight for me. I’m easy to leave, something insignificant that people use to waste time. But you, every single day you fight for me, for us. Make sure I know you want me around. Show me for once what being taken care of is actually like. After everything maybe you’re what I’ve been waiting for.

3 things I don’t know how to tell you// 4am

[4am-reflections]

Everyone has moments in their life where it was the last time they did something, had something, had someone, but they didn’t know it was the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever and you don’t. This wasn’t one of those moments.

We were already over. So so over. I can’t remember now why we ever thought it would be a good idea for you to come and get your stuff from my house. To come and get every piece of you that you had left behind until there was no proof that you’d ever been here at all. But we did and you did and you walked back through my door. Within minutes it was like noting had changed. I laughed at all your dumb jokes, while we watched the tv show we had been watching back before you left and my god was it what I had been wanting. What I had been craving in the weeks since I had last seen you. But as I sat there next to you I realized this would be the last time I ever saw you. The last time you’d smile at me. The last time you’d make fun of me. I wish I could say that this made it easier. It didn’t. Especially when you kissed me. When we went upstairs. And after. When I layed in your arms. When I listened to your heart beat. Laying in the man you loves arms and knowing that he doesnt want you anymore is a kind of pain I wouldn’t wish on anyone.

If there’s one thing I can confindently say, it’s that take those moments, the ones where you had no idea it was the end and charish that. Charish the good, loving moments that became the last ones. Take comfort in those moments because at least in them you were happy, you had no idea what was coming. Because knowing, we think will make the goodbyes less painful. It doesn’t.

4am

[cher-pierrot]

[americanbitch]

[aurevoir-mes-amis-deactivated20]

white people