On sleepless roads, the sleepless go.

Hi! I'm Rachel and I'm not entirely sure how to tumblr, does it hurt? Tingle? Itch? Student (ew), reading enthusiest (usually gay as frick fanfiction), superavengelocked, and fond of Misha Collins. ~ I saw Marvel's The Avengers on May 12, 2012 and two and a half years, two more fandoms and a bazillion new ships later, here I am. ~ *WARNING* I reblog a lot of stuff, usually not queued, and 99% of it is fandom stuff, so if you're into that type of thing, then hey ;) ~ If you like what I post here and want to help me continue into this frightening thing most people call life, consider sending me a message! I don't care what it's about! It's dark and lonely here. My captors don't know I'm running a semi-mediocre blog yet so I may continue to converse with you this way. Send correspondence while you can.

[catherine-levie]

Misha’s so fucking sexy

[dex5m]

Smiling -> laughing [X]

[mymentalwellness]

[thecutestofthecute]

I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.

[oliviatheelf-deactivated2013120]

"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it. 

[donnaluna]

Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light

[mujertropical]

STOP SCROLLING! Please reblog this vitally important information because at least one of your followers is self-harming. Thank you!

[sun-spiral-deactivated20210109]

[superavengelocked1029-blog]

This, this video is a very important thing. This says, not it all, but a lot, and it’s what many people need to hear. Every single time I come across this video I watch it and every single time it’s different. Not the video but where I am when what hung it, and that makes all the difference. If you have the time, watch it, if you don’t then mark it for later and actually watch it, don’t let it sit in a forgotten folder of things to look at, actually watch it, whether you are/were/will be hurt in life, this video helps, even a little.

[leathermisha]

Feeling down? Here.. have a Misha Smile.

[hurleyquinnzel]

Is it bad I smiled back?

[ollygollymolly]

Nope that’s the point

[sunlitcas]

[superavengelocked1029-blog]

make me choose ↳ sugarcas asked: dean’s smile or sam’s smile?

[jamesluckycl0ve]

look all i wanna do is write a fanfiction so painful and heartbreaking that people tell everyone about how horrific it was and it becomes notorious and people message each other and warn their friends about it

[readytocomply]

Well, of course you did.

#this is how you do dramatic stuff right

[yaelstiel]

Can we just focus for a minute on the fact that when Dean says ‘dream home’ he closes his eyes, and the scene shifts smoothly to the bunker? no black screen, no jumping, just like that, the easiest move to the bunker. His dream home. 

[grean51]

that is not the bunker

[yaelstiel]

It is… It’s Charlie and Sam at the bunker (look at the famous lamp) searching for the old MOL… But it is the bunker…

[trai-all]

As he said that, I halfway expected the camera focus to swing a magazine with pic of a little B&B in Vermont, a dark haired guy in a tan overcoat sitting on a bench swing, and the rear of a black car under a carport awning.

But the bunker worked. ;)

[f-ckyeahfutbol]

Also? After having described his dream home, the realtor suggests that the only home Dean has or ever will have is on wheels. Like his home used to be, on four wheels. in Chuck Shurley’s versions, the Impala was their home, the only home they ever had.

That is no longer true.

[f-ckyeahfutbol]

Actually, we need to talk more about that swoosh to the bunker. Because the cut is directly to the house on Charlie’s lap top. The house, which is a house given by the Men of Letters to Clive. Clive, who died in the episode. The house is owned by the Men of Letters.

The goddamn house is owned by Sam and Dean, now. It is actually Dean’s house. It is actually Dean’s house that they cut to from the words “Let me describe my dream house”.

Fucking Robbie Thompson. How dare you, sir!

Watch Dean and Castiel retire to run their home for orphans at Junction City at the end of the show, while Sam continues with the hunting from close by Lebanon, I double dare you.

[stevenrogered]

[squishymamasboy]

#I am intrigued by this line#was everyone in love with Steve Rogers?

yes.

[raylenx]

Is that why he never stopped searching for Steve?

[sonickitty]

yes

[hellofavillain]

Jensen, Jared and stealing things from Misha.

[splashstar01]

Perfect parallel of how Misha acts towards Jensen (lovey dovey, sweet) and the way he and Jared interacts (fun, buddies). 

[hellofavillain]

And there’s definitely more touching between them :>

[he-is-lightning-in-a-bottle]

I just notice how with Jared, Misha keeps a normal distance. With Jensen, there aren’t boundaries.

[insouldious-deactivated20191016]

Omg the dofference when Misha is with Jensen and when he is with Jared is so huge!

[he-is-lightning-in-a-bottle]

PRECISELY. Anytime anyone says something like, “I know lots of hetero dudebros who act this silly with each other. It DOES NOT mean they’re attracted to each other,” I just want to show them this. Misha x Jared = Hetero Dudebros Playing Keep Away

Misha x Jensen = Flirting Couple Playing Keep Away

Yes, both sets are technically *doing* the same thing — playing keep away, grabbing at each other, having fun. But the difference is SO OBVIOUS.

[wolfie-raised-from-perditio-blog]

i blogged this earlier but missed off the best comment XD

[destieldrabblesdaily]

Oh my god, I laughed so hard, someone send help

[lisathevampireslayer]

i choose to believe that marvel are secretly filming a black widow movie and they are going to pull a beyonce on us and release it without warning

[snuggywolfgang-deactivated20150]

Queerbaiting is bad: a powerpoint

Sources: 

Homophobic jokes original post

The hetero test original post

Planted visual cues and the Bisexual Flag original post

Polycymic article on why Dean needs to come out as a Bisexual

See Also: 

Johnlock: The Great Queerbait

[loganlermansboyfriend]

[five-quid]

Now that gay marriage is legal in Nevada does that mean drunk straight dudes in Las Vegas can accidentally get married.

[chornijvoron]

#’accidentally’#’suppose we have to spend the rest of our lives together now bro’

[animesemplemcpherson]

#if this isn’t the next big fanfic trope

[purpledoves]

[devblairt-deactivated20170110]

GODDAMNIT