K://Backup_of_Thoughts

Memo to self: Happiness is not a station you arrive at, but a manner of travelling.

[superkaara]

Finding my writings

The last time I even logged in to this account was 2018. Needless to say a lot of stuff has happened since then.

And yes, now is a good time to write about it.

[superkaara]

He doesn’t know what it feels like to be duped and not trust anyone.

[superkaara]

Looked at the date for this and realised so many things. Fucking hell, he duped me for another 3 years.

[superkaara]

He doesn’t know what it feels like to be duped and not trust anyone.

[parentless-suggestions]

List of symptoms that can be experienced in a panic attack according to DSM:

•Palpitations, pounding heart, or accelerated heart rate

•Sweating

•Trembling or shaking

•Sensations of shortness of breath or smothering (can feel like hyperventilating)

•A feeling of choking

•Chest pain or discomfort

•Nausea or abdominal distress

•Feeling dizzy, unsteady, lightheaded, or faint

•Feelings of unreality (derealization) or being detached from oneself (depersonalization)

•Fear of losing control or going crazy

•Fear of dying

•Numbness or tingling sensations (paresthesias)

•Chills or hot flushes

[superkaara]

I can’t start writing. Not yet.

But this is very close to what I got through every day.

[superkaara]

Maybe I should start writing again since it gives me a satisfaction gym and food can't really replace.

[superkaara]

@sara_tonindq singing her heart is one of my fave pics from Saturday's show The Breakup by @justin.teliqure. #dragqueen #dragking #justinteliqure #firemarkphotography (at The Butterfly Club)

[superkaara]

Told you so. #commercialshoot #ads #maximum #energydrink #inuendo #inyourendo #penisjokes #dickstagram (at Richmond railway station, Melbourne)

[superkaara]

Contour of a beauty: @sara_tonindq #gorgeous #blackandwhitephotography #theatre (at The Butterfly Club)

[superkaara]

PMS? #ubereats to the rescue.

[superkaara]

I'd rather be here than locked up in an office...hmmm. #glassmerchants #balaclava #melbourne #streetart #mural #selfie #pikachu #lunapark #graffiti # (at Glass Merchants)

[superkaara]

#puppylove

[superkaara]

Breakfast: smashed avo. #breakfast #avocado #melbourne #foodporn (at Glass Merchants)

[superkaara]

Tesla Coils; fucking phenomenal synthesisers & real drums. Must see live! #teslacoils #melbourne #melbournelivemusic #livemusic #eletrica #performance (at The Tote)

[superkaara]

Somewhere in Collingwood there's a place that reminds me of my buddy's living room. #melbourne #livemusic (at The Tote)

[superkaara]

Friday night live: #ceres #melbournelivemusic #fridaynight #music #melbourne (at Brunswick)

[superkaara]

"When you trust two people with private info and they share it to others, you'll have 100 versions of your private story when it reaches back to you. And two less reliable 'friends' "

WiseColleague

[superkaara]

Melbourne, sometimes you're more beautiful than I expect. #melbourne