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I really have a lot on mind now. Issues we had at home are endless and it stresses me out so much, really!

I just hate the feeling na madali akong mahawa ng naffeel ng iba. Naaalala ko lang uli pano malungkot at naiisip ko na naman yung progress ko sa review. It feels like the time remaining aren't enough.

I hate this phase but I know dadaan lang to. Pero I just hate it eh na when other's sadness make me sad also.

:(

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Hey

Do you know I’ve got no appetite at all things?

Do you know how hard I’m trying?

Do you know that with every smile I show, my mouth is trembling?

Do you know how much weight I’ve been carrying? 

Hey, Do you know how much heavy thoughts run through my mind?

Do you know? 

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2019 me vs 2023 me: samedt again

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Lately I’ve been losing any kind of motivation to start things. 

I feel demotivated, I feel insecure, I always feel sad.

Lately I’m getting sick, I’m low blood, sometimes when I walk I’m out of balance

Hayyy, I also felt that I can’t do anything ‘bout the things I wanted.

It felt like somebody’s always tryin’ to control me, the way I should do things.

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Hay.

Ang bigat bigat sa puso

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Ending a day with a heavy heart again.

Hindi na ako aasa, kahit naman kailan hindi niyo naman ako sineseryosong pakinggan. I'm being serious in giving my planning ideas pero none of you even try to fully listen, I was cut from speaking, ALWAYS!!!!

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been sleeping longer lately because I feel like I’ve been tired the whole week, everytime.

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Laging may lungkot at kulang, gawin ko man ang lahat meron pa din puwang e. Iniisip ko san ba ako nagkamali ng piniling daan, o’ san ba ako nagkamali ng sinamahan. 

Pakiramdam ko huling-huli na ako, napag-iiwanan na. Pakiramdam ko na bumibilis ang takbo ng panahon at konting-konti na lang ang oras.

Sana ganon lang kalimutan lahat ng sakit, yung akala mong naghilom na ang sugat noong araw, hindi pa pala. Ang layo ng na ng agwat ng noon sa ngayon pero bakit parang kahapon lang. 

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I can’t feel myself anymore

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Music and sleep makes me forget all of the pains

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]

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still can’t cry and been holding back these waters in my eyes

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I just thought I was okay but hindi pala

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suddenly felt sadness and just want to sleep the whole week hays

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I feel so empty !!!!!

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Finally!