@LORESPUN

𝙿𝙰𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙳𝚁. 𝙶𝚁𝙴𝙴𝙽𝙴.

[ghsthuntr]

MOVED. 

[surgen]

i should finish season 14 of er tonight and then onto the LAST ONE and then i will rework ella’s story and be more active on here! thank you for being patient!!

[musingmemes]

random      question      prompts.

“ are you sure that’ll work ? “

“ are you okay ? “

“ is that what i think it is ? “

“ don’t you know better by now ? “ 

“ how am i supposed to know how you feel ? “

“ what do you think you’re doing ? “

“ did you ever stop and think about what you’re doing ? “

“ what are you doing here ? “

“ why didn’t you tell me sooner ? “

“ who is that ? “

“ why would you keep that a secret ? “

“ can you please stay with me ? “

“ can you please listen to me ? “

“ have you no decency ? “

“ are you sure ? “

“ where are you going ? “

“ where are we going ? “

“ have you been avoiding me ? “

“ should you be doing that ? “

“ can you keep a secret ? “

“ do you mind scooting over ? “

[surgen]

kerry: thought you were dating the teacher?

elizabeth: i am

ella at school the next day: my mommy has two boyfriends

[surgen]

ENDLESS EDITS OF ELLA GREENE 1/??

[meesememes]

LETTERS // PROMPT MEME.

Send in “ ⎈ ” for a randomised letter written from my muse to yours. For multimuses, please specify which muse you want! 

001. a love letter 002. a letter of condolences 003. an apology 004. an invitation 005. a letter of complaint 006. a farewell letter 007. a letter written in the case of my muse’s death 008. an angry letter 009. a thank you letter 010. a letter for a friend 011. a secret letter 012. an urgent letter 013. a letter from the past 014. a letter from the future 015. an encrypted letter 016. a letter written as a promise

[hopperjane]

[surgen]

nurse: dr. dorset your wife’s on the line

me: his WHAT

[surgen]

me: literally sobbing as somewhere over the rainbow plays and mark dies

my mom, laughing: i love watching tv shows with you

[nickichan]

[leememes]

send   me   ‘  drabble  ’   +   a   word   for   me   to   write   a   short   drabble   about   my   muse   with   that   word   in   mind  !   it   could   be   the   name   of   a   character   from   their   canon ,   a   certain   event   they’ve   been   through ,   or   an   emotion   or   feeling   to   name   a   few   examples  !

[surgen]

hi just wanted you to know ella is uh most definitely a workaholic and if you don’t physically grab her by the shoulders and say “doctor greene you need to rest” she will keep going until she hits the floor

[surgen]

you’ll never know which account i’m actually on because i just jump around

[surgen]

PATIENT  ID  :  @sarchasm​   ,   CORDAY    ,      ELIZABETH  :  when were you going to tell me? MEME:  angst meme  STATUS: accepting 

damn it, damn it, damn it.  between work and her mother’s impromptu visit she had forgotten it was that THAT TIME.  which is why when liz offered to grab the phone so ella could continue her shower she didn’t think anything of it  ─  hence the nonchalant who was on the phone ? as she padded into the kitchen, bathrobe clad and towel drying her hair. it was amelia, confirming that she was going to come by at some point today for her scans  ─  scans she’s left her mother in the dark about since she was eighteen, for this very reason, for the look on her face; the look that screamed worried and scared and i’ve been down this road before.

she doesn’t answer right away, continues bustling around the kitchen. she pours two cups of coffee and makes her way towards the kitchen table ─ still avoiding the question as she gathers cream and sugars. it isn’t until elizabeth’s voice becomes more insistent that she clears her throat and speaks,  ❛    truthfully  ?  never.  not unless something ever came up on them.   ❜  she nudges a mug towards her, stirring sugar into her own.   ❛   don’t be UPSET.  it’s always just been a precaution.  you and i both know it’s HIGHLY UNLIKELY i’ll ever get it  ─  i just . . . want to stay on top of things.     ❜   her gaze stays on the liquid in front of her; unsure if she’s embarrassed, upset that she’s upset, or afraid of a lecture.  maybe hiding it made it worse, but she never wanted to worry her.  ella glances towards the fridge before crossing over to it and pulling the one of very few photos she had of the four of them from under its magnet. sitting across from her mother, she slides it across the table towards her.   ❛    this is why i do it.  because i don’t even remember when this was taken or where.  i do it so that at the first sign of trouble i can start fighting. i’m determined to make sure there’s a cure for this some day.   ❜

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[surgen]

god i want to make one of those netflix edits simply because i thought of the name greene with an e

[surgen]

SOCIAL MEDIA EDITS 1/??

01. the need for shades prove it’s not always rainy in seattle | 02. county general OGs | 03. oh windy city how i’ve missed you | 04. prepare for trouble, make it double | 05. i can work 36 hours straight but still have trouble getting up for a flight | 06. what’s your superpower?