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[surgerylover37]

when is it an appropriate time to tell her i need her to make me her toy and ignore my wants and needs and just do whatever she wants to me when. can id o that

[surgerylover37]

get high, sit in the bathtub, scroll #pro para on tumblr

[surgerylover37]

I need her to kill me

[gore-boyz-deactivated20260528]

can i come over and gag on it?

[dieee4u]

thinking about cutting my darling yet being oddly loving about it . it’s not a punishment , but instead a reward for us both .

holding onto their hand as i make a small cut , squeezing firmly when i feel them tense up . helping them through a few more tiny cuts , nothing deep , just enough to draw blood for me to lick away afterwards . i would lay them down , allowing them to close their eyes and rest as i lick at the blood on their thighs , sucking on the cuts . all they would have to focus on would be the feeling of my tongue , and the slight burn from the wounds as i made contact .

you’re safe with me , darling . let me envelop you in my gentle violence .

[surgerylover37]

i watch videos about meat now im hungry oh my god i need her to bleed me help help i need to be mauled

[surgerylover37]

she's my girlfriend nowww and she wants to cut meeeeee :)))))

[surgerylover37]

the thing that sux about anorexia is that im so fucking cold it hurts and also my breath constantly smells awful. like bro i didnt do this to myself on purpose it was by accident. i didnt like go forth and say i would like to starve myself now. but now im so cold ive been told im "radiating coldness" and i simply cannot brush my teeth enough. and also the other horrors that i care less about

[surgerylover37]

i love to see marks i really do

[surgerylover37]

i look like i got mauled 💜💜💜😊😊😊😊

[paraily]

yesterday's trauma is today's fetish

[surgerylover37]

im really sad that there isnt a way to die temporarily because i want to feel "thank god i can finally rest, let death take me" and then wake up and say "wow i'm so happy i'm alive :)" with no consequences AND its a sex thing

[surgerylover37]

why does the fact that shes into disgusting weird gross perverted murder stuff make me want her so much more 💔💔💔 uuugghhh you're weird and a pervert and youre dangerous i want youuuu

[surgerylover37]

"half my kinks would end up with the other person dead" OU MY GODODFOODDDDDDDDD

[surgerylover37]

why does the fact that shes into disgusting weird gross perverted murder stuff make me want her so much more 💔💔💔 uuugghhh you're weird and a pervert and youre dangerous i want youuuu

[surgerylover37]

pain is a completely sexual sensation to me

[surgerylover37]

was just about to post something along the lines of "i love when sadists want to hurt me" bro this is ur evil sex blog

[surgerylover37]

i did opt to take testosterone via injection just because i like needles. #pervert