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[dieee4u]

okay lots of people found me so here’s the updated “ about me and the blog “ . .

- he / him . bodily adult ( 19 - 20 ) . blog is intended for a mature audience

- i’m genderless , but i’m male and my gender expression is masculine . i’m bisexual and a 100% dom - top

- this blog includes paraphilia ( anti - contact ) , obsessive love ( ldmt ) , and conabuse / pseudoharm

- when i post para nsft stuff it will be tagged , so you can avoid it if you just want my yan stuff , and vice versa

- if you wanna follow but need anything else tagged please contact me . i try to make this a comfortable place for all of my followers

- i’ve had both platonic and romantic darlings . i’m capable of ( and do ) experience romantic attraction for multiple people . me experiencing romantic attraction doesn’t mean it will be yandere by default , though . i’m not a traditional yandere , i know , but i’m not just an attention seeker either ; my posts and feelings are real

- i’m aromantic - spectrum and not really looking for more partners , but you’re welcome to pursue if you’re comfy with building a connection first . you’re also welcome to pursue me as a friend

- i’m also not looking for sexting , picture exchanges , or erotic roleplay . however , you’re welcome to send nasty asks if you’d like , i love them

- seriously feel free to say basically whatever in asks . be parasocial , share fantasies , tell me how i make you feel . i’ll be parasocial and weird back . or just ask simple questions if you want to know me as a person . please claim an emoji if you want to , i always show lots of attention to my regulars

- enjoys sadism , cnc , worship , stalking , kidnapping , cutting , threatening , hunting , degrading , humiliating , corrupting , conditioning , marking , branding , torturing , using , abusing , and overall controlling ( with enthusiastic consent )

- there is no dni here ; like , repost , and follow if you so wish . i’m generally anti - harassment and assume good faith . i judge people by their actions or the actions they support and not their thoughts , urges , desires , self - identities etc .

- anons : 🪷 , 🐾 , 🍎 , 🌼 , 🌿 , 🦊 , 🌙 , 🐹 , 🌂 , 🕸️ , 🪽, ✉️ , 🐦 , 🖤 , 🩹 , 💤 , 🌀 , 🥟 , 💉 , 🩻 , 🐇

welp , there’s your warning . i hope you enjoy your stay if you decide to stick around <3

[dieee4u]

u should be more freakish and perverted actually!!! it's actually good for u mhmm!!!

-🌂

it’s truly good for my health to be the creepy guy that makes others shrivel in disgust ! do recommend as therapy

thanks for bringing out the worst in me 🌂 anon heh . .

[dieee4u]

see guys ! 💤 anon confirms i’m a truly nice guy ! how can you deny this evidence !!

ok i’ll stop being silly thank you for the sweet message mwahhhhh mwah mwah . .

[dieee4u]

anons don’t bother dming this guy, you’ll try to have a normal conversation and he just starts being a pervert

so i come with a content warning now , huh ?

anyways , this guy is just a hater , anons ! i am a great person to message !! smirks

[venom-ofgod]

threatening to run, my love? don't you know how sick and twisted you made me? you will *never* be able to escape me now. delete everything and try to start over, but i will *find* you. over and over again. i'll hunt you down and drag you back by your hair. you can kick and scream all you want.

you're mine. escape isn't an option for you anymore, angel.

[dieee4u]

in the mood to be a complete creep around you without trying to hide it . staring at you intensely , not even looking away when you catch me . burying my face in your hair and clothes and loudly inhaling . finding any excuse to put my hands on you , being subtle only to get to keep touching you , not to keep up appearances .

maybe you’d look at me with disgust , or even call me out on all of it , but it wouldn’t be enough to get me to stop . i need you .

[ghouulmetery-deactivated2025120]

something something codependency... something something i want codependency.... want someone to depend on me for everything and lowkey ask for permission to do things even if the answer is painfully obvious.. hrmmm..

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[utahimenightmare]

more masochists should appreciate someone who isn't getting off on being mean but just enjoys it for the sake of being mean. why would you assume you can get me off? you're not entitled to it. what, is it embarrassing that we're not horny about the same thing? okay?? you should like being embarrassed?????

[dieee4u]

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS POST WHEN I HIT MY DAILY LIKE LIMIT istg you planned this, this is all planned and you are EVIL

HOW do you keep hitting the limit ? i’m honestly so impressed by that LMAO . .

i didn’t even know there was a like limit until i met you . you’re crazy ( positive )

[dieee4u]

DIE4U IS ONLINE EVERYNYAN CHEER!! ITS ONLY BEEN 17 HOURS!! (last time I checked)

My wifi is acting up but I'm joyous so here have some MORE color!!

Blink gone!! So very colorful!!

Uhh I want to ask a question so you lowkey don't waste your time responding to me but I don't know what to say . . .

i’m online !! not leaving for over twenty hour hours again at least at least . . teehee sorry followers !

it’s ok , i don’t consider responding to these a waste of time . they’re fun and you’re fun .

plus i get my daily color !

[dieee4u]

Eeeeee!!! Yayyyy I like being a Kitty! Im definitley really excited in a few different type of ways now. If I was around you I would just pounce on you and nibble on your ear until you have to pin me down and teach me a lesson for being so excitable!!!! Please tell me what you would do to me I wanna know so bad, Im gonna think about it forever and ever and I just want you here to do such awful and good things to me!!!

- 💤

aww , this is cute . . i would love that . kitty climbing all over me until they get laid down on my bed and restrained so they can only focus on how i’m kissing them everywhere <3

maybe getting restrained a littleeee too long because i’m possessive and want their attention to be completely on me . .

by the way , i love making you excited , and just seeing you excited in general . you’re a sweetheart .

[ghouulmetery-deactivated2025120]

“i hate you.” is a term of endearment you know that right? you hate me so much but you don't fight against me. because you still know your place. you still know you have to depend on you to make you happy. i've replaced every single important figure in your life, what makes you think you need anyone else?

i cook for you, i clean for you, i surely spoil you. so what else do i have to do to make you not “hate” me anymore. such a big word for and emotion you could never feel. hatred only fuels me to make you love me. and if you still refuse my love... eh, i know that'd never happen.

isn't that right, dearest?

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[sodomitosis]

i have friends to have social power over you, i study to have financial power over you, i control my brain and comfort you to have emotional power over you, i learn everything about you to have personal power over you... you you you it's always all been for you

[dieee4u]

Im gonna buy some cute clothes (thighs highs, collars, etc.) Can you help me choose please!!! I want to pick anything that would make my master happy!!!

-💤

i would love to help ! you should show me your options , and i’ll tell you which ones are my favorite .

this is very sweet of you , 💤 anon . you always make me happy .

[dieee4u]

oh , i’d love to . out of those four , i’d definitely say you’re a kitty , and i’m willing to provide reasoning . first of all , the hypersomnia , need i say more . . and you like cozy spots and cozy treatment a lot . you’re also a very soft person , which i associate with cats . i know a lot of people think of cats as indifferent , but i see them as knowing who their people are and not wanting anyone else , which fits you wonderfully .

i’ll even rank them on how much i associate them with you . i’d say you’re easily mostly kitty , followed but fox . shortly behind is bunny , and then quite a bit behind that is puppy .

i would love to give you the comfort you deserve and care for you like a pretty kitty ! you can rest your head in my lap any day , sleepy .

teach you some tricks for a treat . . <3

this was fun to answer , and it’s cute you came to me for this . i feel honored , dear .

[dieee4u]

I like the way you post. It's like Christmas except Christmas is whenever the fuck you post.

Anyway it's colour time!!

Color!!

christmas has arrived everyone ! hopefully i’ll actually be online for more than half an hour this time .

black swan appearance . . <3

[dieee4u]

I still think it’s freakish that you enjoy pushing people to become worse,

I’m curious what exactly you get out of that?

what if someone gets worse at your encouragement, their mindset becomes unsafe and they end up seriously harmed physically, or mentally broken beyond help.

would you still enjoy it then? If so, you’re even more sick in the head than I thought..

-🌙

i think it’s simply a result of my extreme sadism . i have a level of attraction to anything as long as it can be twisted to fuel my sadism , that’s just how i am .

on the question of whether or not i would enjoy that , the answer is that i would enjoy it and feel really bad at the same time . i’m sick enough to find enjoyment in serious harm , but that doesn’t mean i am willing to actually encourage it . i can’t control my attraction , but i can control my actions , and if i pick up on signs that someone is taking things too far , i will put an end to things or at least take a few big steps back .

consent doesn’t mean something doesn’t have risks ; consent just means someone understands those risks and is willing to proceed anyways . if i feel like someone doesn’t fully understand what they’re getting themselves into , i won’t be comfortable with that situation because i’m anti - contact . believe it or not , despite my attraction , i do have morals . .

but yeah , i enjoy some seriously fucked up stuff . hell , i get turned on hearing about true crime cases at times . i hope you physically react with disgust after hearing that , moonie ! <3