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RORY.
It was so easy, to slip into an easy pattern of conversation, as if he came home to her every day, and had - not out of necessity, but out of desire - for the better parts of his life. And perhaps it was desire; when anything slightly remarkable occurred at work, he’d make a note to tell Rory, sometimes going so far as to physically jot it down upon a piece of paper and stuff it into his pocket to act as a reminder of stories which needed to be told later on. He found himself eager to return home, to her, for a multitude of reasons; necessity, of course, was that he protect her, though she was not the sort of woman who needed protection. Edgar was not the sort to resort to violence, but he found himself holding his wand a little tighter nowadays. And necessity gave way to desire; it was easier and easier to loosen the tightness between his shoulders when she was around, as if her presence was exactly what lessened the burden that mounted during the daytime.
Chagrined, he looked down to his bag as she hid her hands from view; he should have known better than to so openly point it out, he knew. “Ah, well -” he cleared his throat, setting himself to rummaging absently through his bag for nothing in particular, “- he and the girl from Madam Malkins disappeared for an entire evening - Donna nearly set the entire department looking for him, though I’ve never been much of a sleuth myself. Not the best at puzzles - but you know that; remember that puzzle I did in sixth? Took the whole term to -” he cleared his throat again, shaking his head with a good-natured laugh, “- anyway, it turns out the two of them had snuck away, gotten drunk off their arses, and broke into Twilfitt and Tattings. It was the betrayal of the century, apparently.” He shot Rory a humorous look, theatrically rolling his eyes and giving a heaving shrug. Surely she didn’t care this much - he just so often found himself rambling to her that he could hardly help it.
“But that’s all you missed, really; since I’d skipped out on the hunt, I had to be caught up, apparently,” he snorted, “crucial information. Obviously not as important as what you’ve been doing - appease the curmudgeon, and he’ll see reason. He’s got to listen to you eventually. You are right, after all.” Edgar knew very little of potions, but had paid close enough attention to Rory to know what was right and what was wrong; the curmudgeon in question, undoubtedly, was wrong.
“Do you, er,” he suggested, looking down to his bag, then up once more, “need me to fetch the salve? The potioneer deserves a break. And some tea, maybe - does tea sound as good to you as it does to me?” Another win for domesticity; the sharing of tea was a sacred ritual indeed.
The reasoning behind her timidness had always seemed to elude her- in no other aspects of her life did she find this dryness of mouth, the aversion of eye contact, the weird trembling that held itself at the bottom of her spine. But his attention to her fingers, which felt gnarled and coarse in the folds of fabric, was not what he wanted to look at. Perhaps her eyes, which she lined once he’d left in the hope that he’d appreciate it-- or her lips, which she fastidiously applied lipstick to, only to clean it off ten minutes before he came home in the fear of looking like a clown. It was hard enough for her to look inside of herself and see the defects of her own soul- to have him see its faults reflected on her skin sent her teetering in a very un-Rory like manner.
“Uh-huh” She followed his story as animatedly as she could,trying to not let her mind diverge in the thousands of directions that it threatened to beckon her. With his rambling it was easy to see that where one of them tried to stay on track, the other was too easily persuaded off of it-- she fought the urge to cluck her tongue and comment on how precious it made his actually seem. (Especially because she did remember the puzzle he’d done in Sixth.) “Betrayal of the Century, huh? Makes me feel a bit cross that I’ve been dethroned so quickly.” She quirked her lips allowing herself to joke, for probably the first time, about the situation that had left them in this room together.
“Don’t be silly, Ed. I’m sure your papers are worth more than the cauldrons I’ve been scorching all day. Though I have managed to upgrade those peanut butter and jelly sandwiches we’ve been eating- you’ll never guess how.” She allowed herself, if only for a moment, to open herself to him, letting him into the world where she tinkered around with her sandwiches, unafraid of what judgment would come with it. “That er- sounds just right, if you wouldn’t mind. The salve is above the sink.” If Rory was being honest, Edgar’s assistance would be more than welcome; she didn’t want to think about what a mess she’d make trying to heal her own fingers.
RORY.
@ebvnes
How was it that two people learned to cohabitat together? In their Head Rooms it had all seemed easier, each of them rotating around each other in a familiar but distant fashion. There was very little accidental touching or contact at all- when Rory had wanted nothing but to curl up under her covers, that was exactly what she did.
And yet… in this place that was not her place, she and Edgar just couldn’t fall back Into that rhythm. They were constantly bumping into one another, whether it be as they navigated through Edgar’s apartment or in the throes of sleep… she couldn’t move without judging him and apologize; seemingly overnight she’d become too big for the walls she was contained in. It certainly didn’t help that when Edgar left for work she stayed within the confines of the apartment, setting up her brewing stations as she worked to fill her boss’s orders. She dreamed in confinement, each dream become closer and closer to driving her to the brink of madness. His skin, his eyes, his stupid smile- her fingers were all scalded from the numerous times her potions had boiled over while she was lost in though and torn between pleasure and terror.
And yet she swallowed this when he walked through the door, smiling at him as she finished up the last her brews, methodically cleaning her cauldrons while also subtlety watching his every move.
“Long day today?”
How strange it was, that he spent the long hours at the desk he had worked so hard to earn longing to return home, as if to satiate some undeniable her that was never quite tampered. It was as if he feared that she would disappear one day, that he would come home and she would have been snatched from his flat without a trace, without a word - and perhaps this was his fear, for he found himself walking just a bit more briskly from his office and into the atrium, where he could apparate onto his own stoop. Edgar couldn’t quite pinpoint the certain tension that inhabited his chest cavity, but it had taken up residence the moment she’d moved into his flat, the moment he realized just how dire her situation truly was. It had been no question, to invite her into his humble home - though he’d been quite anxious that he’d not been able to decorate to his quidditch-loving heart’s content in an attempt to impress - but it was much stranger than he’d ever thought. This was, after all, the real world - there were no classes to attend to break the time spent between the two of them at home.
And the tension still remained, something nameless and strong between his ribs as he entered the flat at the end of the work day. He stood in the doorway for a moment, tie loosening absently with ink-stained fingers, and paper-filled bag hanging from his shoulder. He stared for perhaps a second longer than necessary, at her, with work-weary hands and lively eyes that did not match the work of her fingers.
He imagined, for a moment, tending to the burns upon her fingers. But it was not his place. Edgar knew this.
But why did she look so certain, so right amidst his things? Her things? Their things?
“You would never believe the water cooler talk at the office today - the things they’ll tell the new kid in confidence -” he sighed good-naturedly, with a smile, shaking his head and stepping further into the office, “- puts common room gossip to shame.” He crossed to the table, settling his bag atop it, and his jacket over the back of the chair, gaze never leaving her - though it never seemed to.
“You look like you’ve been busy,” he continued, brows quirking in both curiosity and poorly hidden concern, “Your hands - do they hurt?” Scalded, yes - and yet graceful in their powerful slenderness, porcelain weapons that could hurt, and heal, and create, and harm. They were the last set of hands to deserve such burns.
Her eyebrows quirked- the domesticity of it all was a bit too much to handle on certain days, what with his body decompressing as her spine seemed to go ramrod straight- “What’s the new today? Any update on Donna’s son and that woman from Madam Malkins?” Her hands busied themselves once more, her eyes following her fingers as they continues to wipe down her cauldrons. The faintest whisp of Ashwinder Eggs was in the air and she mentally cringed, wishing that she’d gotten rid of it more thoroughly. Though she saw her things- their things?- taking root in this space together, she still felt moments of overstepping, moments where her belongings simply didn’t belong. Edgar was kind enough to lend her a living space; she needn’t make it an office as well.
“Just another day experimenting with pieces of the puzzle that might solve Augerey Flu.” She gave him a bit of a half smile, daring to look at him straight on for the first time that evening. It was with restraint that she allowed herself to actually look at him- too afraid that she might not be able to stop and keep her dignity. “Smathers thinks that Ashwinder Eggs are the solution... He’s wrong but I think I’ll spend the next few days appeasing the curmudgeon in him.”
It might’ve been a gut reaction, but Edgar’s comments of her hands caused her to hide them behind the folds of her robes, nestled in the fabric before she’d even realized what she’d done. “Nothing I can’t fix with some salve... Just one of those days where the potion outsmarted the potioneer.” Seemed those days happened more frequently than not.
Your body is constantly looking for itself, remembering itself.
Laura Chow Reeeve, from “real bodies” published in Winter Tangerine (via lifeinpoetry)
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How was it that two people learned to cohabitat together? In their Head Rooms it had all seemed easier, each of them rotating around each other in a familiar but distant fashion. There was very little accidental touching or contact at all- when Rory had wanted nothing but to curl up under her covers, that was exactly what she did.
And yet... in this place that was not her place, she and Edgar just couldn’t fall back Into that rhythm. They were constantly bumping into one another, whether it be as they navigated through Edgar’s apartment or in the throes of sleep... she couldn’t move without judging him and apologize;seemingly overnight she’d become too big for the walls she was contained in. It certainly didn’t help that when Edgar left for work she stayed within the confines of the apartment, setting up her brewing stations as she worked to fill her boss’s orders. She dreamed in confinement, each dream become closer and closer to driving her to the brink of madness. His skin, his eyes, his stupid smile- her fingers were all scalded from the numerous times her potions had boiled over while she was lost in though and torn between pleasure and terror.
And yet she swallowed this when he walked through the door, smiling at him as she finished up the last her brews, methodically cleaning her cauldrons while also subtlety watching his every move.
“Long day today?”
He was seventeen minutes late coming home yesterday.
In the span of the universe seventeen minutes it a blip- nothing of consequence. However in my universe, Edgar being seventeen minutes late meant seventeen minutes of harrowing silence as i tapped my stirring rod against my cauldron until even I couldn’t bear to hear it any longer. I can set my watch to the moment he walks through the door, though not yesterday.
I hate that I am eager for him, I hate that I miss him. Even when he leaves a room I am struck with the irrational fear that I am the one who sent him away. He would be too kind to ever tell me to my face, but one knows these sorts of things. Kindness. One could never accuse Edgar of being unkind.
And yet it is this kindness that forces my heart to beat erratically and bring me to a cold sweat. Me, queen of the acid tongue, the seemingly most bitter person in the entirety of London, mooning over a boy with words like spun sugar. Mooning isn’t even the right term- how inconsequential. Imagine me, mooning around a boy like a sodding fifth year. This is so much more.
And perhaps that is why it hurts so deeply, when he leaves or turns from me. If this were nothing but a crush I would’ve eventually moved on. I would’ve had a good cry after hearing him with Gwen and moved forward, eventually pushing myself towards Jude. But I didn’t, and if I had too I probably couldn’t.
I love him.
And I wonder every moment of every day if I actually do- I’ve got no prior experience with this sort of thing, and yet it feels instinctual. I wake up with him curled against me in bed, and though I know it is merely that I am a heat source for him in his unconscious state, I can’t help but bask in feeling of his skin before I move away so that he wakes up alone. The way his eyes crinkle when he laughs at something makes me feel as if my teeth are filled with cavities from its sweetness. He is radiant, radiant sunshine and I am hiding in my shadows, hoping that he doesn’t see me too clearly.
It is the most wonderful feeling to be in love.
It is also the most miserable.
I am regretfully counting down the minutes until I can be free of this apartment, praying that he will keep me here forever but knowing that for my own sanity I need to breathe air that is clean of Edgar Bones. What a tragedy it is to be in love with someone who could never love you back.
I still can’t believe that you’re here.
I still can’t believe that you’re here.
…and after that, I’m not letting you out of my sight!
Moving In
Ed jumped when whatever had been inside her surprisingly small bag clattered to the floor. He couldn’t help but peer over the bed out of sheer curiosity, and to his surprise he saw a picture of the two of them- a picture that usually accompanied a much larger group of people. It surprised him that she had cut out the section of the group portrait with just the two of them, but then again it shouldn’t have been that surprising. The two of them had largely stuck together when it came to prefect duties and patrols; it was only appropriate that the two of them had a picture together- and only with the two of them. In fact, he had the very same picture- except with quite a few more people in it- propped up on the mantle in the living room. But he quickly and quietly decided that he liked hers better.
She seemed embarrassed that it had fallen out of her bag, and that he had seen it, so he simply pretended her hadn’t, turning back to the dresser to straighten a picture of he and Amelia, and absently push and prod his model snitch, which he’d tied to a pedestal on the dresser. He could feel the heat rising in his neck as she stuffed the picture beneath a stack of shirts; her nervousness was endearing- and entirely confusing. He was the last person she should be nervous around. And why would she need to cover the picture? It was nothing to be ashamed of.
“Pizza it is, then,” he grinned at her lopsidedly, finally looking at her as he stepped away from the dresser and toward the door, “We could order in if you want; the place down the block delivers, and they always give me free breadsticks because, uh, I order from them so often.” It probably sounded quite lame, but he was oddly proud of his ability to provide her with free breadsticks. “D’you want something to drink?” he called as he retreated back into the living room, “I have some sodas, and some beers. And I think I’ve got a little firewhiskey left if you’re, uh, in the mood for that.”
“Well now, if you’ve got the breadstick connection than far be it for me to say no.” She turned back to her clothes and fished filling the draw before putting the bag on the table- she’d get to it later.
As she was about to exit the room she caught her reflection- and frowned. Leaning forward she smiled, grimacing at the reflection before making a number of strange faces, contorting her features into a different manner of expressions. What kind of girl does Edgar like? Maybe one who laughs like this? She pretended to giggle, averting her eyes from the mirror in an attempt to look coy. Instead, the reflection gave off the look of someone recently released from the mental hospital. Just stop, Rory.
She stepped away from the mirror, swallowing the self pity she felt before painting a smile on her lips- she didn’t want to worry Edgar. “If you’re drinking as well, I think I’ll have a beer- after all it’s a momentous day for us.” She plopped onto the couch, her head lolling backwards as her eyes drifted to the ceiling. “Home sweet home.” She murmured, her fingers grazing the material beneath her.
“So what’s the building like? Friendly neighbors, or people we should be worried about?” She asked under the guise of curiosity, but given the fact that she was actively hiding, it would do better for her to know what her limitations were in regards to their space.
Moving In
He could feel his cheeks turning red just as hers did; he hadn’t realized that he had earned her trust enough to be considered her best mate. Of course, it was unlikely she would have even given the thought of his flat the time of day if she didn’t at least like him on some level. But putting it into words had made him feel quite like floating up to the ceiling and never coming down; his stomach certainly reflected such a feeling in its flipping and twisting with every word she spoke. Was it nerves that made him feel this way? Or was it the fact that it was settling atop him that he would wake up to the smell of her vanilla shampoo every morning.
Ed cleared his throat, stepping to the end of the bed so that he could gesture to the dresser, doing his best not to allow his voice to crack or his cheeks to flush, “I’ve, uh, cleared out the top four drawers. I know you’re short and all,” he flashed her a cheeky smile, then cleared his throat again, realizing that perhaps now was not the time to be smooth, “but they’re the biggest drawers. And I figure you can just use as much space as you want and I’ll fit in around that; I don’t have that much stuff, so it’ll work well.” The fact that she was even there to begin with would work well, no matter what happened.
“So, uh, are you hungry? Or tired? Or maybe I can help you unpack, and then we can get food- or we can get food and then unpack- or we can just not unpack at all and eat all the pizza in the neighborhood. Totally up to you,” Ed wanted to kick himself for sounding so stupid; the moment she stepped into his apartment, his IQ seemed to have dropped a hundred points, and he couldn’t stop himself.
“Hmmmpf!” She snorted, moving over to the dresser with the bag she grabbed from the bed. Rory opened it, quickly pulling several shirts out and placing them into the drawers- Edgar had given her more than enough space, which wasn’t surprising- it was Edgar after all. “You really didn’t have to do that, you know.” She pulled out a navy dress and quickly folded it neatly. “I’m more than happy to keep it all in my bag, plus I don’t want to be a nuisance to you anymore than I already am.”
When she reached into her bag for her skirts, her hand instead touched the small metal picture frame. Not wanting Ed to see it, she pulled it out in such a haste that it slipped form her fingers, clattering to the floor. To her horror it landed upright, and she couldn’t even look Edgar in the eyes as she knelt down to reach for it. It was the only picture of them that she had- Her and Edgar. When they took a photo of the prefects and heads, Edgar had whispered something in her ear to make her laugh, and the two of them were chatting and laughing in the photo they sent everyone. She had cut out everyone but the two of them, and put it in a small frame, that now Edgar was privy to.
She shoved the picture frame under her shirts, trying to forget that anything had happened. “I could always go for pizza, Ed. Though maybe I could hold off of the packing- I’m not sure... Anything sounds good to me.”Shutting up definitely sounds like the best option, Rory.
Moving In
As she stepped away, Ed turned to the dresser by the bed, quickly peering into the top two rows of drawers to make sure that he had, in fact, remembered to clear them out for her things. He didn’t have that many clothes; he had never been a high maintenance person, so it hadn’t taken all that much to clear out an enormous chunk of space for her. And even if he had possessed as broad a closet as Amelia, he would have been glad to consolidate all the space she needed. He would have done anything she asked of him, though. Anything at all.
When she cleared her throat, he turned back around, furrowing his brows at her apprehensive expression. Then, she launched into a long ramble of an idea, and Ed couldn’t help but turn a ridiculous shade of pink. The thought of sharing the bed with her was… he didn’t want to admit just how it made him feel. There was a hint of vulnerability in her gaze, as if the idea made her insides flop just as they made his, and it only made him want to crawl under the bed and never emerge (rather than embarrassing himself by jumping on the opportunity a little too quickly). “Well,” he began, “I would hate to make you uncomfortable just because you’re too nice to make me sleep on the couch- even though it’s a comfortable couch, I have to admit. But, uh, I mean, I wouldn’t be opposed to- it’s a big bed, and I’ve got lots of pillows so you could have as many as you- and I usually hang off the edge anyway, so you would have a lot of room if you wanted to- uh- I’m totally not against it if you’re not, and if you’re not uncomfortable and- I don’t snore, I promise.” He gulped, realizing that he had just made him seem like more of an idiot than he had intended. Perhaps she would be gracious enough not to mock him.
Rory couldn’t help but laugh. “Make me uncomfortable? Ed you’re my best mate, you could never-” Did she just say that? She paused, her cheeks turning an unfortunate shade of pink. She’d never called anyone her best mate before- but then again, no one had ever been there for her like Edgar before. “You could never make me uncomfortable.” She finished, her eyes suddenly taking a very active interest in the material of the bedspread instead of the eyes of the boy across from her.
But his voice betrayed a hint of what she had just felt herself, and Rory had to wonder just for a second if perhaps her and Edgar felt similarly about the bed. As much as she wanted to keep forcing herself to think that Edgar was just being nice, a small part of her tugged on the idea that perhaps, just perhaps, Edgar wasn’t just being the nicest boy she knew. What he could see in Rory, though, was the most confusing part. It’s easy to see why anyone would like him- he was smart, kind, beautiful, hilarious- what did she have? She was attractive, but her soul was garbage, and everyone knew it- even Edgar. “I don’t snore either- but I’m sure it will be fine.” She gave him a small smile, though she fought back the urge to grin at him with the goofy twinkle in her eyes that she knew was coming out.
“Well, now that the bed issue is settled... Where should I put all of my stuff?I didn’t bring that much, but I just want to make sure it’s not in your way or anything.”
Moving In
“I like the couch,” he shrugged with a goofy smile, squeezing her hand again, “It’s comfortable. Mum knitted the pillow with the dog on it.” He couldn’t seem to stop simultaneously squeezing her hand and saying ridiculously embarrassing things; surely she was already tiring of him. He needed to be serious; their circumstances were serious, and she deserved more than his utter stupidity. But, then again, she always had a way of leaving him tongue-tied and unable to think of anything but a mishmash of nervous babbling.
He set her bag on the edge of his bed, which had been smoothed and tucked until it looked as close to something one would find in a fancy hotel as he could manage. The candle sat on the dresser, which had been partially cleaned out to make room for her clothes. Ed could only hope that she was pleased; he would do anything and everything to satisfy her- that was without question. “It’s a really comfortable couch,” he insisted, his stomach flopping when she smiled, “Er, I really just want you to be comfortable. You’ve had a hard time; you deserve to sleep in here. And plus- the candle.” He offered her a rueful smile, realizing that she was going to do whatever she wanted, and he would let her whether he liked it or not. But he wouldn’t go down so easily; he was determined to take care of her.
Rory had to keep in the bark of laughter that threatened to escape her lips. “Me? Had a rough time? I mean- there have definitely been some pitfalls, but I’ve done nothing.” She took a step closer to him. “You’re the one who’s been running around like a chicken with it’s head cut off so that I could be comfortable... Which is still the sweetest thing that anyone’s ever done for me.” She felt herself beginning to get overwhelmed though, her feelings for Edgar were making her heart clench in that all too familiar fashion, and she hated it. She squeezed his hand once before releasing it and taking a step back.
As she stepped back she moved towards the bed, running her fingers along the soft cover of the bed, making her way around the bottom and up the other side until the bed served as a barrier between the two of them. And when an idea so terribly inviting that Rory couldn’t ignore it popped into her head, she was grateful for that barrier. SHe cleared her throat quickly. “There-uh is always another solution- if you don’t want me to take the couch and I don’t want you to take the couch... How about we share the bed?” She looked up at him, vulnerability in her eyes, but she quickly tried to mask it by talking as fast as she could. “I mean, it’s plenty big enough for both of us, and that way you know we can both get a good’s night sleep. But I mean if you’re against that that’s totally fine and we can always just find something else to use as a bed and I’ll use that because this is your house and I’d really hate to impose or anything and now I just sound like a rambling idiot.”
Moving In
He squeezed her hand as they walked, slinging her bag over his shoulder. As utterly cheesy as it sounded, it seemed as if Rory’s hand fit in his perfectly; it was small, cool, and smooth, and he was convinced that he could hold it forever and never tire of it. But that was a dreadfully sappy and dreadfully out of place thought, and Ed scolded himself for even considering it. Rory was his housemate, and she wasn’t there for him to moon over whenever she looked away. She was here because she needed his help; that didn’t necessarily mean that she wanted to. He hoped, though, that she did want to. Because he certainly did.
Ed stopped when she did, immediately sensing that her joking demeanor had changed. She was eyeing the bedroom door like a hungry lion might lurk within; he couldn’t help but furrow his brows, letting the bag drop to the floor. “This is the only one, yeah,” he nodded, biting on the inside of his lip, “But don’t worry! I deep-cleaned it, I promise. Washed the sheets and everything. And I even bought one of those vanilla candles that you like; took going through six stores to find it,” he grinned proudly, squeezing her hand again, “It’s not the biggest, but it’s comfortable. There’s no way in hell I’m letting you sleep on that couch. Now, I’ll argue with you about this if I have to, but I really don’t want to.” He offered her a cheeky smile before turning around once more, picking up the bag and pushing into the bedroom, which already smelled of vanilla. Of her.
Rory backtracked immediately, realizing that she must’ve sounded like a petulant pureblood girl- which she kind of was. “No No, I’m not questioning the cleanliness or anything like that- I just don’t want you to sleep on the couch.” She paused. He’d remembered the candles she liked. No one had ever taken the time before to acknowledge something that she loved, and then searched through six different stores to find it. She wanted to argue with him over the room, but she was so strangely touched by his act of kindness. “You went to six different stores to buy me a candle?” She asked, following him dumbly into the room, her fingers still tight around his
The room was small and clean, as Edgar had promised. She tried not to look at the bed, tried not to think about the fact that she wanted to sleep in this bed, where his body had been every night for the past several. But there was no way she was banishing him to the couch, chivalry be damned. “Edgar, I’m not letting you sleep on the couch. You’ve got a ministry job that you’ve got to be up for, and from what I couch is not conducive to the type of sleep you need. I’m okay with the couch. Really.” She turned up the charm in her smile, hoping that he’d let her win this small battle.
Moving In
“Me? Make a mess?” Ed feigned a gasp as he took her bag- which was surprisingly light- and backed into the apartment. At this point, he was probably just asking to trip and fall over something, but somehow he could not bring himself to turn around entirely. She looked so beautiful, here in the normalcy of his flat; she was the kind of girl that looked as if she belonged in a palace- on the throne, perhaps- or surrounded by glittering jewels, not framed pictures of the Bones family and Quidditch memorabilia. “It’s not much,” he smiled, watching her survey the place, “but it’s home.”
He stood in the center of the room, for lack of anything better to do, and simply watched her. Surely she was a mirage, surely she would suddenly disappear into a cloud of smoke and perfume and leave him alone, clutching a dustpan and broom, and not her belongings. The thought of her being here- with him- forever made his stomach turn and flop in knots and nervous murmurs; if anyone had told him a year ago that he would be doing all he could to keep Rory in his life, then he would have laughed. But now, now that she was here, now that her companionship was tangible, real, and just at his fingertips, nothing felt more natural. “I guess I should show you to your room,” he smiled, holding his hand out to her in the hopes that she would take it, “so you can make yourself at home. I’ve got pizza on the way- you like pizza right? If not, I can order something else, or I’ve got a few steaks in the freezer that I can- or maybe dessert for dinner would be-” he cleared his throat, realizing that he was rambling and that his palms were sweating, “Getting you settled first, food second.”
“Oh please Edgar, I know that you’re messy at heart.” She teased him gently, knowing that he would take it well. It was one of things that Edgar had been teaching her how to do without even realizing it- she was somehow becoming softer while the world was trying to make her harden, and she had him to thank for it. “Don’t even say that, Ed. It’s lovely.” And it was. It was everything a comfortable first home should be- warm and inviting.
She tried to imagine herself in the confines of these walls several months from now, but found that her mind went black. Instead she felt a warmth growing in her stomach, causing her knees to go weak. She’d almost been driven to insanity living in the same quarters with him at school but now that they were in an even smaller space- Rory could feel her heart picking up speed. She reached for his hand tentatively, taking it even though he hadn’t asked her too. “You’ve got more than one room?” She smiled slightly, “I was ready to take the couch, you know.” She was mildly relieved that she wouldn’t be sleeping on the couch for the undetermined future. “Pizza sounds lovely, Ed. Don’t worry, I’ll stay as out of your hair as I can- just a quiet little church mouse.” She followed him further into the apartment before pausing, only noticing one bedroom door. “Ed,is there only one bedroom?” She asked softly.