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FINALE “#PerceptionIsReality” - Richie

its been like 2 days since the last tribal council where me and lena did THAT and i'm still not over how simultaneously iconic and heartbreaking of a move that was... ruthie is the epitome of genuine kindness and alex is someone i have enjoyed having a genuine connection with since day 1 so betraying them sucks but like also its a game and what i did and what me and lena pulled off.... whew!!!!!!!! i knew that alex was going to feel super betrayed and go HARD af in this immunity challenge and i am an endurance flop, i love sleep it's my #1 priority, but like i knew i wanted this win and my body hates me but i somehow pulled out a win so holy shit im going to final 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://68.media.tumblr.com/73479bdb2a4e827a39fa094ecc4d5759/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo4_250.gif but let's be real yeah i'm happy and all but of course it wouldnt be a richie confessional without a Meltdown™so lets just jump right into the spiraling :D i dont know what to do.... lmao... how many times have i said that in this game? but literally i don't know what to do britney_spears_"shocking".jpg.... voting out alex is the obvious thing to do right now because me/lena/emmott just formed a final 3, alex is capable of winning immunity if he stays around, and from the start of this game everyone has pegged alex as this huge threat whos in control of this game and since #PerceptionIsReality if thats what people on the jury have been saying if he gets to the end that perception could hand him the win even if theres some bitter jurors who dont like him.... buuuuuuut if he leaves there goes my meat shield like if he's in final 4 NO ONE is going to take him to final 3 so its like a guaranteed all eyes on him as the target and i can slip right into the finale.. if he's gone these of 3 might look at me and think i'm a threat and im fucked because i cant deflect but if i keep him around as a meat shield and he wins final 4 immunity im fucked too so its like..... UGHHHh http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fc26ad4738d3292b68f2e6cf5195ec7/tumblr_of3ougvqUC1vzwwmeo5_250.gif

i’m either literally voting myself out of the game tonight or making a move that will guarantee me a spot in the f3 and there’s no way of knowing which it’s going to be until the votes are read so http://68.media.tumblr.com/e23df711439b4fc6670037aadf007dea/tumblr_ogtaabu79Y1vzwwmeo5_r1_250.gif i’m really mad at nicole bc she’s in a great position right now and i’m not and i dont like when other people do well.. like ya i like her and good for her being in a powerful position in this game but its rude and i hate it because i want to be that person so its ugly!!!!! nicole came to me and told me that she went to lena saying to vote me out and i was like interesting….. because if lena wasn’t going to go along with that plan she would have come to me and ratted nicole out to ensure that i vote out nicole so i was like hmmm okay…. so the plan right now that i’m taking a gamble on is that emmott votes nicole, lena votes me, i vote lena, and nicole is the deciding force on who goes home and i hate it like all of this could be a lie from nicole to pit me and lena against each other so that we vote for the other one and she stays safe and gets to choose who she goes to the end with, frankly its genius and if this were a different situation i would this theory to lena and turn her against nicole so we would vote out nicole 3-1 however i feel like i have a better shot at getting more votes sitting next to nicole than i do sitting next to lena so its like i could come in 4th from trying and failing the 2-1-1 plan or come in 3rd by voting out nicole 3-1 so i’m hoping if the 2-1-1 plan succeeds and nicole doesnt vote me out i have a shot at trying to secure some votes in the jury and thats all i want…… THIS IS LITERALLY KILLING ME I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!! pretty much this entire game up until 24 hours ago i havent been in a position where i truly felt like i was even remotely in danger of being voted out and now that i’m here staring at my own mortality it……..isn’t fun? i’m hopeful that i’m staying tonight i’ve been working on nicole telling her how much i want to go to the end with her and also telling her i was going to vote for lena in the end (oops lmao) but im a realistic person so i’m not expecting to stay so if i leave tonight and become the final juror to my fellow players sorry i backstabbed and lied to yall for no reason lmao and to the 2 people cheering me on in the vl im sorry to have failed you http://68.media.tumblr.com/5a88f6553fb76a93d3627ae16a5fc278/tumblr_ogtaabu79Y1vzwwmeo7_r1_250.gif && with that… richie OUT! (?????????)

FUUUUUUCK!!!! AHHHH!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I JUST WON THE TIE BREAKER AND IM IN THE FINAL THREEE?!?!?! THAT WAS SO STRESSFUL FUCKKKK!!!!! http://68.media.tumblr.com/72c85b4a2d82c49580e83a8a74ce83a1/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo6_250.gif I hate everything I'm so overwhelmed i was bored and stressed out so I facilitated?? drama between Nicole and emmott in the main chat while I waited for Lena to come back so that was the most fun I've had in this game in a while lmao but somehow not as exciting as winning the tie breaker!!!! i dont know why Nicole kept me because I was passionately trying to vote her out from like f8-f6 but okay cool im happy I didn't WHEW I can't believe this.... Now all that's left is the jury which scares me because I played a weird game like for a while it was intentionally UTR and trying to seem weak to the point where people may think I wasn't playing which could cost me but also looking back I played the middle and literally lied, back stabbed, and voted out every single person on the jury and I had a good social game but that could just make people feel more betrayed rather than being good jury management so I'm nervous and i dont know what approach to take with my speech should I be the unapologetic bitch or should I try to pretend to be likable lmao FUCK I love this game and hate everything about it at the same time it's truly wild richieWHEWWWWWWW these jury questions? fUCK... i wrote a long as jury opening bc hello youve seen my confessionals im obsessed with myself and cant stop talking and apparently that pissed people off bc of their own egos and i get that but also fuck you?????? like alex saying that i took credit for things i dont deserve when firstable BITCH a direct quote from my speech is "I felt grateful to be part of an alliance that worked so well together and functioned off of genuine teamwork I don’t want to take full credit bc it was truly a team effort for a good chunk of this game" and in how many of my confessionals did i talk about how much i loved being in the family and how its literally a team effort? i never once in this game genuinely took sole credit for anything HOWEVER... I'M the one thats here and i'm going to talk up my fucking game to get people to see that i played hard, yes i didnt make some of the moves alone but did i not still make those moves? the family is not trying to win this game I am so thats what i'm going to talk about me..... like i'm literally so annoyed i'm probably going to lose this game because going to come off as such a bitch in my answers but im pissed ofat alex and lena trying to bring me down just because of their own egos like yeah alex made moves and i didnt do the fucking ruthie vote alone but it happened because of ME, it wouldnt have happened without lena but it happened BECAUSE of me so i have those 2 saying that move isnt mine and then julia saying i was alex's sheep??? like fuck you?????? if i was alex's sheep he would be here still and he's not here because its called being in an alliance and working WITH someone and using their threat status as a shield and then cutting them so that youre the one thats at the end like literally i'm so annoyed i want to fight them ALLLLLLLLL... except ciere bc his question was actually really nice and it was the first time i felt validated and im emotional... like alex had 9 minutes of a video dedicated to dragging me and discrediting my game like F U C K Y O U ! !! ! ! !! ! ! ! !! ! (dear future players, i dont mean this personally but if you get a chance to vent so do i <3) UGHHHH I CANT BELIEVEEEEE i have to keep replaying this 9 minute video of me being dragged to filth which is 94% bullshit, yeah i may have talked myself up a little bit but its the fucking jury speech and im trying to win what the fuck do you want me to do be humble???? no! like if i went back in time and told 13 year old me that 10 years in the future i'd be broke, single, no job, living with my parents, and mentally ill i'd believe it because that part of my reality is realistic... if i went back in time and told 13 year old me that 10 years in the future that i was playing in an online version of the show survivor, yes that show that you watched like 5 years ago is somehow still on, in a CHAT ROOM with STRANGERS and in order to try and get these strangers to give you the NONEXISTENT prize you must watch a 9 minute video of someone from OHIO talk shit about you because of things you strategically said and did, 13 year old me would probably assassinate bill gates to make sure the internet DIED and that reality couldnt exist bceause FUCK!!!!!!!!! emI Deserved To Win: A New Musical ~ Coming Soon richiehttp://68.media.tumblr.com/f60a84f5748d15f8a1625f64c461082e/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo7_250.gif http://68.media.tumblr.com/72c85b4a2d82c49580e83a8a74ce83a1/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo6_250.gif http://68.media.tumblr.com/73479bdb2a4e827a39fa094ecc4d5759/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo4_250.gif

#survivornightmare #masstag #confessionals

EPISODE 12 “Ruthie Is Literally My Mum” - Emmott

IM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M LITERALLY IN PSYCHOSIS... my mind is literally one of those kermit memes where its like me: shut up, you have your Family 4 alliance you've been with since week 2, you love them and you should vote out emmott because he's messy and erratic and theres no loyalty there then the kermit in the hoodie aka neurotic me: BITCH YOU HAVENT MADE ANY Big Moves™THIS GAME YET, ALEX IS THROWING YOU UNDER THE BUS TO EMMOTT, YOU CAN'T WIN AGAINST ANY OF THESE PEOPLE HERE START FUCKING SHIT UP!!!!! ughhhhhhh i feel such a close bond with the family alliance where i dont want to turn on them bc i like them but also bc it will be SUCH a betrayal that if i'm the one to turn on them and i make it to the end i don't have their jury vote... and nicoles my girl i dont want to vote her out either she's been coming to me trying to make moves and i want to because its her but then im like i want to vote out the person in her position but i dont think its the smartest to vote HER.... i hatee last night nicole came to me and was like "lena/ruthie/alex are going to steamroll us in f5 lets vote out either lena and ruthie" and i was like hmm.... i thought nicole and ruthie were super close thats sketchy also this whole game i've been trying to play up my distance from the khiana people so i can maintain connection with the fawz people to get information so i can keep myself and the people im with in the loop and safe so its cool that i'm not seen as really a part of that 3some when this whole time its been us 4..... but still so i was going to rat nicole out and use that to turn the family against her but then i was like.......1) nicole gave me a receipt of ruthie saying something about a group chat which i deduced was a group chat between lena/ruthie/nicole, this is a total assumption and wild guess based on minimal information, but still if thats true and this is just nicole trying to get me to say something to get them to turn on me that would suck so i'm nervous to go to lena/ruthie with this and 2) i dont think going to the end with ruthie and alex is smart so maybe im keeping my options open with nicole for selfish reasons bc i dont want to close that door just yet then today emmott came to me with receipts of alex telling emmott that i was aware of the fact that ruthie/alex were lying to emmott/issy about voting me out last vote and that i was just playing emmott (TRUE) and alex straight up told emmott about our alliance in a CLEARLYYYYYY transparent attempt of getting on emmotts good side for a jury vote by being honest and putting the blame on other people... AND I DIDNT LIKE THAT @ALEX!!!!!! if i just shut up and vote out emmott i'm guaranteed 4th place and from there i have to rely on my social game to take me to the end and get me a win because i've been playing this game but in a way that isn't easy to see on the surface and in a way that ORG juries dont want to hear about.. people want BIG MOVES but thats not smart everytime someone in this game tried to make a big move they were voted out.....I HATEEEEE THIS.... if i do try to make a move tonight i either get caught and get voted out 6th place or succeed at that move but piss everyone off and make a target of myself/lose jury votes.... but if i dont make a move tonight people will think im just this floater that helped hand ruthie or alex the game..... https://images.sobadsogood.com/21-gifs-proving-russia-is-the-most-bizarre-place-on-earth/3.jpg

Today has been utter and complete CHAOS of the best kind. I began the day with a message from Nicole asking if Emmott was okay, and I agreed, and Lena of course agreed too. And then in our The Family alliance chat the others seemed to want Emmott also. So we were all agreed and it was all good, but then Alex privately brought up a good thought... Lena's idol. We want it to be flushed so we could have a chance to play one next week but we didn't know how to go about flushing it. Little did I know, Nicole decided to play the game and start throwing my name around. (I STILL LOVE YOU NICOLE <3) and she told Richie- who in turn told Alex that Lena, Alex and myself were in an alliance together, which I'm not sure how she found that out, I'm guessing that Lena maybe told her. Nicole had already warned us that we might be hearing things and I figured this kind of thing was what we might start hearing. So, Alex told Lena (SO MUCH TELLING GOING ON, GOD.) some things to make her maybe want to use her idol tonight and we had this conversation: [11/29/16, 1:29:03 PM] Alex (Xalxe): and I have no time for it frankly, do you mind, we’ve been playing all game over here [11/29/16, 1:36:25 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Wait holy shit I just realize we can use this. I can give this to Lena instead of giving her your name and she might play the idol [11/29/16, 2:54:03 PM] Ruthie ❤: YES!!! That would be amazing!!! That's good thinking! [11/29/16, 2:54:34 PM] Ruthie ❤: How did Nicole know that you, me and Lena were together I wonder. [11/29/16, 2:55:18 PM] Alex (Xalxe): It is a mystery to me [11/29/16, 2:55:28 PM] Alex (Xalxe): who knows, she might just be grasping at straws [11/29/16, 2:56:40 PM] Alex (Xalxe): even a broken clock is right twice a day [11/29/16, 3:39:19 PM] Ruthie ❤: Omg, that's going to be my new favorite quote. <3 [11/29/16, 3:39:39 PM] Ruthie ❤: You're right though. [11/29/16, 3:39:58 PM] Ruthie ❤: In a way I'm excited she finally started playing but UGH [11/29/16, 4:05:10 PM] Ruthie ❤: LOL. Lena just messaged me to ask "hey, are we okay?" [11/29/16, 4:05:20 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Oh she got my mega-message then, good [11/29/16, 4:08:21 PM] Ruthie ❤: Yes good! Operation: Flush Idol is in action. [11/29/16, 4:08:49 PM] Alex (Xalxe): :) Then..... the chaos that led to my phone call with Emmott happened... [11/29/16, 4:09:30 PM] Ruthie ❤: She's writing me a mega message now. [11/29/16, 4:09:44 PM] Alex (Xalxe): okay if she sells me out she’s dead to me [11/29/16, 4:10:31 PM] Ruthie ❤: I can't wait to see what she says tbh [11/29/16, 4:10:50 PM] Ruthie ❤: I AM SO GLAD WE TRUST EACH OTHER. [11/29/16, 4:11:35 PM] Alex (Xalxe): This would be way harder if we didn't [11/29/16, 4:15:52 PM] Ruthie ❤: It would! [11/29/16, 4:16:09 PM] Ruthie ❤: And oh god, I have a lot of receipts for you. [11/29/16, 4:16:15 PM] Alex (Xalxe): oh boy oh boy [11/29/16, 4:17:01 PM] Ruthie ❤: I FEEL SO BAD SHOWING YOU BECAUSE I LOVE LENA SO MUCH, but you're my Alex so So of course I showed him all the receipts... SORRY LENA. :( [11/29/16, 4:08:18 PM] Lena McKenzie: I heard that you're worried about my loyalty :( [11/29/16, 4:08:29 PM] Lena McKenzie: But I have an idea... and I want to know what you think. [11/29/16, 4:10:39 PM] Lena McKenzie: I want to go to the final 3 with you and Nicole. I love Alex but none of us have ANY shot against him if he gets there, and that's not to say you or I or Nicole haven't played great games. He just has survived this entire game after being a target the entire time, came back, etc. I want one of the three of us to win. It would be great for Alex to win but I want one of us girls to win.. I know that sounds horrible but Alex really is calling all of the shots in our alliance and has been doing so the entire game. I really hope you don't say anything to him about this but I wanted to let you know that is what I'm thinking. I am loyal to the Old Farts and I am loyal to our alliance with Nicole, but Alex wins no matter who he is against at the end.. [11/29/16, 4:12:17 PM] Lena McKenzie: I honestly think you could win this if we go with Nicole. I want to win and I would happy with Nicole winning.. But I'm 98% sure you would win if we go to the end, and I would love to see you win. So after I told Alex we kind of came up with a brilliant idea. :)... [11/29/16, 4:29:16 PM] Ruthie ❤: Okay! Who should we tell Emmott to vote or is he voting me? -.- [11/29/16, 4:29:21 PM] Alex (Xalxe): I dunno man [11/29/16, 4:29:30 PM] Alex (Xalxe): I haven’t talked to him since this morning [11/29/16, 4:29:34 PM] Alex (Xalxe): tell him whatever [11/29/16, 4:31:41 PM] Ruthie ❤: I just messaged him and he replied quick but I don't even know what to tell him, lol. [11/29/16, 4:31:56 PM] Alex (Xalxe): shrug [11/29/16, 4:32:27 PM] Ruthie ❤: I'm just asking if he's voting me. [11/29/16, 4:42:53 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Can you get him to vote Lena? Then she sees that people really are/were targeting her? [11/29/16, 4:44:36 PM] Ruthie ❤: Yeah, I could do that. I'm almost thinking I should vote with him, she wouldn't expect me to do it. Is that a crazy idea? [11/29/16, 4:44:46 PM] Alex (Xalxe): I was thinking the same thing don’t take my thing [11/29/16, 4:45:21 PM] Ruthie ❤: BRAIN TWINS. [11/29/16, 4:45:46 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Anyway yeah sure you go ahead and do that, we don’t want 3 votes on her accidentally [11/29/16, 4:45:51 PM] Alex (Xalxe): I’ll vote Emmott [11/29/16, 4:46:14 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Unless she starts talking about moving the vote away from Emmott in which case we can’t risk a split I AM SUCH A BAD PERSON, I do feel really guilty for this and I don't want Lena to go, and at this point I still wanted Emmott to go. My next worry was how I could work a bit of magic on Emmott. I love the boy dearly but he is SUCH a loose cannon, which has worked for him this far but I really didn't want anything I said to get out to him, and knowing him it probably would have... oops. I saw that he messaged me, and I finally answered... [11/29/16, 4:35:16 PM] emmott young: Well everyones saying my name so [11/29/16, 4:35:57 PM] emmott young: Im not even gonna try [11/29/16, 4:41:41 PM] Ruthie ❤: :( :( :( [11/29/16, 4:42:27 PM] emmott young: You just must feel very comfortable getting to the end with alex still in the game :/ [11/29/16, 4:42:40 PM] emmott young: Because I asked him, and he felt pretty comfortable having you around. [11/29/16, 4:50:35 PM] Ruthie ❤: If I vote with you for someone can you for once not say anything about it? BECAUSE I heard you told people we voted with you last time. :( [11/29/16, 4:52:13 PM] emmott young: Of course omg!! It's not like you exactly stuck to your word either, though. Last time, I only didnt vote Richie because once Richie went it was definitely going to be me and issy next. Alex told me you had no intention on voting richie! But ill do anything at this point, i swear! [11/29/16, 4:54:27 PM] Ruthie ❤: Okay, whew! Who do you want to vote if you could vote for anyone? (Besides Alex since he's immune.) [11/29/16, 4:55:11 PM] emmott young: Anyone!! Whoever you wanted! ...before pondering over what to do for almost an hour before I finally had the brilliant idea of calling him! If we talked on the phone I could sound more sincere about it all and more importantly he couldn't show the receipts to anyone else. And also, I figured that MAYBE it could get me a vote from him in the jury... I must admit. I'm such a bad person, I can't even, I feel more and more like a villain each day, oh well. [11/29/16, 5:19:05 PM] emmott young: Do you have any one in mind? [11/29/16, 5:28:11 PM] Ruthie ❤: Can I call you? I don’t want to type it out because somehow what I tell you always seems to find it’s way around the house. :O :O <3 [11/29/16, 5:28:41 PM] emmott young: Of course ahahah! I promise I wont snitch! [11/29/16, 5:29:10 PM] Ruthie ❤: Whew, okay! Hang on! [11/29/16, 5:29:20 PM] emmott young: Hanging! So I called Emmott and OH MY GOSH Y'ALL. HE is so adorable, I can't even with him, HIS ACCENT IS SO CUTE! And he liked mine too! And I'm literally always so awkward with people on the phone, SO awkward but talking to Emmott was easy and I admit it, I probably told him WAY TOO MUCH. First I made him promise not to tell anyone that I told him to do this but to vote Lena and I gave him my word that I would vote her too. And I made him promise not to freak out and go around telling people that I was voting for her and that he needed another vote or two, to just let me handle it, and he promised. He is literally so sweet, he told me he was going to ignore everyone on messenger and I feel like such a bitch right now for doing ALL of this. Lena trusted me with ALL of that and I ran to Alex. Then I went to Emmott and told him I was going to try to keep him when obviously I'm just spending all this time writing my confessional, whoops. Oh... and on call I also might have let it slip that Lena had an idol. Which is also another dumb move on my part because Emmott can't keep a secret to save his life. Anyway, that's where I am today. I'm personally sitting in a good spot and I can't wait for a bit of chaos to ensue when Lena learns that TWO people voted for her... tonight's tribal is going to be so much fun! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LENA AND EMMOTT, I'm so sorry when you guys read this. <3 ALSO I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE DENYING I'M GOING TO DO WHEN YOU SEE THAT SOMEONE ELSE VOTED FOR YOU QUEEN LENA.

#survivornightmare #masstag #confessionals

EPISODE 11 “I’m Royally Fucked” - Issy

What is our tribe right now besides freaking HILARIOUS. Bahah. Okay, so Aren left, which is good for my game, I love Aren, but there was NO way I was getting to Final 3 with him, Emmott and Issy. Since he's left Emmott has been blowing up my messages, pissed but trying to keep his cool and I just find it so hilarious, I can't even. First there was this, which I of course shared with The Family alliance. [11/25/16, 9:18:34 PM] emmott young: duuuuuuude [11/25/16, 9:18:43 PM] Ruthie ❤: Sorryyyy :( :( :( [11/25/16, 9:18:59 PM] emmott young: DUUUUUUDE [11/25/16, 9:19:18 PM] Ruthie ❤: SORRYYYY :( [11/25/16, 9:23:09 PM] emmott young: at least it wasnt me! BAHAHAHAH. And then, there is this gem; [11/25/16, 9:29:26 PM] emmott young: its just, the one vote i didnt try lead myself i get foooooooked ahahahah!! [11/25/16, 9:29:29 PM] emmott young: its fun tho [11/25/16, 9:29:42 PM] emmott young: it better not be me then issy tho coz we flipped this entire game for yall TWICE Like, okay, if I'm remembering correctly it was YOU that wanted Shay out, Emmott. So you came to Alex and I and we went along with it because we SURE didn't want to be the ones to leave. The second time, I don't even know, was it the Jay vote? Who knows, who even cares but this is Survivor and it is every person for themselves although I am DEFINITELY looking out for Alex and Nicole and even Lena and Richie. All this and I'm still talking to Emmott and trying to give him a pep talk and just still, this is the kind of response I get out of him; [11/25/16, 9:36:09 PM] Ruthie ❤: I have noooo idea, try to win individual immunity though. <3 [11/25/16, 9:37:29 PM] emmott young: i dont do immunity ahahahah [11/25/16, 9:37:53 PM] emmott young: fuck it im givin up! i tried playing this game hard for the people who flipped on me, but life aint fair SORRY EMMOTT, I have my own game to play I'm not going to hang around and be your personal cheerleader for the comp. Also, let me rewind for a minute, can we talk about this that was in the tribe chat? [11/25/16, 9:17:57 PM] emmott young: WOAH WHAT HAPPENED [11/25/16, 9:19:19 PM] emmott young: that was psycho what omg [11/25/16, 9:19:37 PM] emmott young: congrats alex and ruthie <3 [11/25/16, 9:19:56 PM] emmott young: the rest of yall.........yeah [11/25/16, 9:20:12 PM] Ruthie ❤: Why am I getting congratulated, I’ve won nothing, rip (u) [11/25/16, 9:20:48 PM] emmott young: ya gonna win! Like, HOW am I going to win? Why does he group me up there with Alex, not that I mind all because obviously Alex is my Survivor soulmate but WHY. Is it because we were on the same tribe as him for awhile or am I missing something? Either way, way to make friends and keep yourself around longer Emmott! Calling us out like that, yay! And apparently Richie is salty about people always putting Alex and I as the brains for everything because: [11/25/16, 9:19:58 PM] Lena McKenzie: I'm amazed at this!! But why is Emmott congratulationg you guys [11/25/16, 9:20:13 PM] Lena McKenzie: Like Alex I understand because he almost got voted out but lol? [11/25/16, 9:20:16 PM] Richie: bc me and you are their puppets and we're handing them the game [11/25/16, 9:20:20 PM] Richie: DUH LENA This backs up the reason that he is going to have to go sooner or later, because when we get to the end he is going to come up with this epic speech and end up winning it over Alex and I. And don't get me wrong, I would LOVE Richie to win, if Emmott and Issy go next I'll be happy with ANYONE that wins but still, awkward much? Also, to end this on a happy note, can we talk about how much I love Nicole again? She is my absolute queen lol, I love her so much. [11/25/16, 9:21:05 PM] nicole gilmore: People are getting mad like I'm actually ever filled in on anything and like my fat ass wasn't eating thanksgiving leftovers all day????? [11/25/16, 9:21:07 PM] nicole gilmore: Okay [11/25/16, 9:21:25 PM] nicole gilmore: Sorry Alex didn't leave way to be transparent Well, until... later, I suppose! <3

Aren's blindside went perfectly, and the fact that he actually had people writing my name down means that it was even justified! Fantastic! Nicole's random vote for Issy is weird and mildly concerning, but not too much so. The hosts have asked me to rank the players, so I am going to rank them in order of How Likely I Am To Give My Jury Vote To This Person. 6 – Emmot: This paranoid, flip-floppy motherfuck right here. Fuck you, dude. Pick a side. Don't try and play both. I can't see a world where I vote for you. 5 – Nicole: Don't get me wrong, being able to mostly count on your vote is great. But at the end of the day, we haven't talked game. You've been Ruthie's appendage and that's it. 4 – Lena: If our Family has a weak link, strategically speaking, it's Lena. I love her, but she's mostly just a vote at this point – a vote who holds an Idol, maybe. Definitely the fourth wheel, definitely not getting my vote unless I have to. 3 – Issy: I respect her iron will to eliminate me. I don't respect her complete lack of ability to make it happen, or lack of flexibility. Survivor is a game of adaptation, and she's banging her head against the brick wall. Richie and Ruthie are obviously the top two, and my vote between them really would depend on how I went out of the game, and how they got themselves to the end. It would be a tough choice between the for me, and I can't make that call now. Before I get to talking about blind week, I once again want to wax philosophical about the game. Specifically, I'm sure that a lot of people will be looking at my play in retrospect and saying “dude, what the fuck?” Because from a purely strategic standpoint, my insistence on keeping the Family intact and, specifically, keeping both Richie and Ruthie in, is strategic suicide. I'm aware of this. I've said before that I take these games really seriously, and I play with everything I've got. I genuinely, regardless of what happens, like the people I'm aligned with. And I want to see them do well, even at my own expense. So I have a tough choice ahead of me, now, at this moment. Strategically, I should start looking to cut Richie and/or Ruthie soon here, because they kick my ass at the end. But I don't know if I have a cold enough heart to do it, is the thing. What I have to settle within myself is: how far will I go to win? Will I cut them down to do it? Because I could, I really could. But will I feel good about it later? And if I lose even after doing so, will I regret it? Probably. Also, FUCK BLIND WEEK That's all, just fuck this shit.

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EPISODE 10 “Cleaning Up The Threats” - Aren

I cannot believe how well last round went, first of all. I feel....really good now. But this is the part of the game where Survivor gets really interesting. Theoretically, this should be easy. We have a tight alliance of four in myself, Ruthie, Richie and Lena, all of whom genuinely like and respect each other. We've voted together every round and as far as I know, most of us want all four of us to make Final 5. We've also got Nicole, who played an Idol for Ruthie at the first merge vote and has stuck with us every round. That makes five votes, out of eight, so we should be able to do anything we want this vote – and we probably will. But, people other than me are starting to look at the end and say “how do I get there with the best options?” Richie has come to me to talk about how and when to cut Nicole. Ruthie & Lena don't trust Richie and would probably like to cut him before 5 or 4. And I'm just here, floating along, wondering why, despite being Target #1 since before the merge....nobody has done anything about it? I mean, Issy has been out for my blood from the word go. Emmott is a paranoid, flip-floppy motherfuck who's thrown my name out before. And Aren's getting blindsided this round because he just cannot keep my name out of his mouth! Why has nobody done anything about this yet? It is a mystery to me. I mean, don't get me wrong: I do love my alliance, I really do. But I look at the game with a strategic eye and just say.....do all of you really think I don't have arguments prepped for you? Cause I do, kids. And I know I'm an asshole for it, but I've been eyeing the endgame since the merge, if not before. I've got the opening speeches written: Ruthie did everything I told her to, Richie was wishy-washy and lied to every juror, Lena doesn't exist, and Nicole doesn't talk to anybody. Aren's a spastic motherfucker, Issy gave up, and Emmott is, well, Emmott. At this point I'm trying to figure out the best endgame, the best final 3, final 4, final 5 for my game, and I really wish I knew if it was a Final 2 or Final 3 for sure, because that would really inform my decision. I don't want Ruthie at the end. Ruthie kicks my ass. Richie, I can beat, but I don't know if it'd be easy. My idea is a Lena/Nicole Final 3, because I think I win that. But there's the missing issue, the apocalypse scenario, that one of them wins Immunity and takes the other to a Final 2, and we have to vote for Lena or Nicole to win. And again, I have nothing against them as people! But I don't think either of their gameplay to this point has been worthy of my jury vote. So as we whittle down our options, I have to look forward. Aren, Issy and Emmott, probably in that order, are dead meat. And if it gets down to five with the Family and Nicole........I don't know what I'll do. Will I vote out Nicole, trusting that at 4 at least one other person will have my back? Will I make a move against Richie or Ruthie, in a bid to get myself a more favorable Final Tribal? Or will I be completely blindsided and booted unceremoniously at five, to the joy of the jury? I truly don't know. But this is where it gets interesting, folks. Buckle up and see who outwits who, because we're gonna be choosing the winner here very, very soon.

Wooowooowooooo I got immunity!!!!!! I feel like I've got myself in a nice position where I didn't need it this week but it's nice to have something to add to my bleak on the surface looking resume... Normally when I get immunity it's like my free pass to play messy and hard because no matter what I do I can't get voted out so its the time to make #bigmoves but I won it 1 week too early With issy/emmott as a duo and aren being just THE messiest that trio needs to be trimmed down so they don't gain any traction so it looks like aren is going this week because he just doesn't shut his mouth he's always giving away too much information and stirring up trouble and he's making deals and throwing people under the bus it's just too much to try and keep him here because even tho he trusts me and isn't voting me out I can't trust that whatever I say to him won't be spread around and I try to keep things lowkey although he is great for getting information from we have this "honesty policy" that im trying my hardest to not actually break bc i want that jury vote so he just keeps giving me information and i never actually AGREE with any plans or confirm that im with him im just like https://68.media.tumblr.com/8d192f985c289a55c30423b83859fa0a/tumblr_oh87xllQpA1vzwwmeo1_250.gif and take notes on what he says asdjfhaksdjfhakdfj god thats not any better than lying but im doing my best lmao I dont know you've got Alex who I trust to a certain degree because I feel like we have the most genuine connection but also people in this game perceive him as a threat which #perceptionisreality so that helps because he's always going to be targeted before me so why would I vote out a meat shield I trust???? but also if he gets to end people think he's this great player that's not good... Then issy/emmott I haven't really worked with and after I vote out aren that should be the last straw they shouldn't trust me at all anymore lmao I never explicitly told them I was voting out Alex this week I purposefully ended my conversation with issy saying that I was hesitant to vote for Alex because "I don't trust Ruthie to not make it a tie" and I want to tell them I'm voting out aren so that I can have leverage with them to try and make the move to get out Nicole next week like I want to make but lena found a clue and we all looked for the idol and no one found it so that means someone else must have it so I'm scared to be HONEST with issy because I don't need any idols fucking up the plan this round so I guess I'll have to deal with that in the future Then there's Lena and Ruthie who are in the family alliance and I feel like we're all good with us 4 but ruthies closeness with Nicole scares the shit out of me because like that's a powerful relationship and as the numbers get smaller that scares me.... And Nicole hasn't talked game with me in dayyyyyys and we have history where I've fucked up with her so I went to Alex to try and plant the seed of voting her out next round but i dont know what's going to happen for now I'm just going to enjoy my last moments of immunity and pray things go the way I'm expecting them to and then clean up whatever messes I've made once they resurface

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EPISODE 9 “"Welcome to Survivor: Arabia Where Everyone's Super Paranoid" - Ruthie

So, today was an interesting day. It started the same way most days do out here on the Island, and okay, just let me get to everything. Alex and I talk everyday, we get each other and I trust him as much as I can trust anyone and I really think he trusts me that way too. In Survivor World we're pretty much married, his thoughts are my thoughts and visa versa. This morning I didn't start out with a "Hey, Good morning!" Or anything even remotely polite, instead I started out with... "This is going to sound super bitchy and may not be the best move with Richie/Lena but I definitely want to take you if I win [the step immunity challenge] and my second will be Nicole since she used an idol on me. I have no idea how many we get to take though. Is that completely dumb?" Then Alex stated in reply. "I was actually gonna suggest exactly the opposite, I would rather you NOT take me and vice versa. If I get the clue I'll tell you & vice versa so I'd rather we try & win points with the people we trust a bit less, personally. Nicole is a fine choice though, I agree with that." That sparked a little something in my brain. I really want to get to the end with Nicole and Alex but I'm not sure how much they actually trust one another, so then my brain had an excellent thought and of course, I told Alex. "THAT IS PERFECT! I may try to take Nicole/Lena and tell them one on one I want an all girls alliance or something." I could tell that he thought this was a good idea. It distanced us and would keep us both safe for weeks to come. His exact reply was, "Fuckin' do it girl." He also had some eggs to cook today in the form of Richie and whoever else, I honestly have no idea who he's going to talk to or form something with but I know he has me and I got him! As the day went on I went about my business but then decided, hey, maybe I should go ahead and try to get something cooking BEFORE we get the results in the event that I win, then I can take Nicole and Lena if I get to take 2 or more people with me on reward. So I decided to send a message to Lena, probably the sweetest person on the entire tribe. "Leeeeena, I kind of have an idea and please tell me if it's dumb or whatever, I've been thinking about it and I want your opinion on it." Lena replied a few moments later saying, "Hey! What's going on?" Then I launched into my story about wanting to start a side alliance with her and Nicole and maybe Issy and I admit, I felt nervous that she was going to go back to Richie and Alex and tell them something but THANKFULLY she did not. She was totally down because she thought that Nicole seemed super loyal. I asked if she wanted to include Issy and she wasn't sure, so I agreed that it probably wasn't our best move right now and that I trusted the two of them way more than I did Issy... which I do. Then I went to Nicole and she was so up for it so fast and agreed although I think she was in the middle of her Immunity Challenge, so whew, I feel so accomplished today. Anyway, I told Alex about my new alliance and I think that this is a GREAT move for the two of us as we try to dwindle down everyone else. <3 He also told Aren that he doesn't want to go to the end with me, so we'll see when or if Aren tells me anything... dun dun dunnnnnn. I once again LOVE where I'm sitting!

WHEW, so much has happened since we last spoke, where to begin Lena won Immunity, so that's great. She took Nicole and Ruthie, just as planned, and we got the Idol clue – no Idol, anywhere. We tried, nothing. Ugh. So we have to assume Issy or Ci'ere has it. So then, the vote discussion has to happen. Initially Aren is the only one to throw a name out, saying we should take out Ci'ere. I suspect this is because he has something going with Issy & Emmott, but whatever, I'll humor him, we'll see what people are doing. THEN I get word that Emmott, spastic little shit, is throwing MY name around, so we're gonna need to fix that. But.......nobody's biting. Weirdly so. Odd, but okay. If I can't get him out this time, at least I know where he stands. Plus, we engage in my favorite game of “bait people into giving up incriminating information,” using my usual mouthpiece, Ruthie. She plays along with Emmott, then goes to Aren and has a realtalk about if it's the right move for now. Luckily, Aren agrees it's not the right move THIS round without her even having to prompt him, so that's good. Of course, he's also not told me Ruthie “is after me,” so, hmm. But still, I trust him for this vote. Eventually we decide to split the votes 4-3, guys on Ci'ere, girls on Issy, so if she plays the Idol on Ci'ere, Issy goes home and we lol at two reward items taking out two players consecutively. But this is really the round where seeds of doubt are starting to take hold. Lena is agreed that Richie can't be trusted; Richie is starting to show signs of wavering against Ruthie, which is exactly what I want! I don't want this Family to be the final 4, but I also don't want to be the first one to make the move. So this is perfect for me. I'm taking out people I'm not close to, I'm starting to fracture the alliance without overtly being the one to do it, it's flawless. And, on top of that, Lena has the Idol after all! That's fantastic, so we're maneuvering the vote to land on Ci'ere anyway. Unless there's two Idols, we should be in the clear tonight, and then the sailing gets way smoother for Alex. Anyway I'm about to get voted out cause I just said all that, EL OH ELL!

i feel so weird??? i feel like im playing such a different game than i expected myself to play???? my only real survivor org experience was kauai where i won the first 3 immunities in a row post merge and i always was in the know and plotting and being messy and playing hard and the target that i felt on me made me play even harder and messier and try and play proactive and be in control at all times........ but this time its not like that????? i'm not any more safe... i merged with minority numbers on my side so its not like im complacent and safe in a majority??? its just like i dont care??? okay its not that i dont care because i care a lot... but its just like i dont CARE about whats going on as long as i know i'm safe... its a lot more reactionary game and trying to play UTR, just forming social relationships with everyone in this game regardless of side (but not TOO strong bc i dont want people to feel like super betrayed when i vote them out or see me as this fake bitch (which i am lbr)) idk i just feel like i should be doing more for a resume at the end and bc i find joy out of PLAYING this game but for now the less i get involved the less mess is attached to my baggage with people in this game and thats what i'm hoping for right now..... i dont really know whats going on with this vote, my alliance is saying either vote out issy or ciere or split the votes and theres drama where alex told aren about the plan and aren told emmott so theres a mess of distrust so i guess i do know whats going on... i'd like to vote for ciere because thats what i told aren and issy i was doing and if he goes i want to not have a history of lying with them bc so far i've been playing the weak innocent middle man card with that side so i dont want to fuck that image up EVEN THO RUTHIEEEEEEEE TOLD ISSY THAT SHE WAS AFRIAD THE "KHIANA BOYS" WERE AFTER HER... SMH @RUTHIE I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU FOR THAT!!!!! im trying to make it seem like im so beyond the khiana vs fawz lines and be like we're all one race, the human race <3 ynadfhajkdhfks anywayyyyyyys idk what i'm going to do tonight ill prob just vote ciere and hope for the best.... anyone but me right?

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EPISODE 8 “Pissy Omg That Is Me” - Issy

Okay, lets get caught up again. Not sure what I covered in my last one so this may overlap a bit. On Hazima tribe, I made a #BigMove. Alex and Lena were assuring me that I am safe and that Issy was the target. Issy was allied with some of my original Fawz allies as well, so saving her would be better than letting the other side keep an extra number. I used my idol and the vote was a split 2 Issy - 2 Alex. Because I used my Idol, I was not eligible for drawing rocks, so only Lena would be in danger from another tie. After it was revealed, I told Lena that I am voting for Alex and if she does not as well, then her game is over. Of course, she voted Alex. I felt bad really, he's a nice guy. But luckily for Alex, he had a godamn Phoenix idol that brought him right back into the game. A bit anticlimactic, but at least I nullified his Phoenix Idol and prevented him from bringing back another number on their side. The tribes merge and Alex comes back, shit. After the merge, I started an alliance with most of the original Fawz members, Me, Aren, Ci'ere, Kat, Roxy $ Issy, only Emmott had to be excluded, because of Roxy's mistrust of him. I still thought he could be a good ally, so I kept him close, but outside the alliance. Meanwhile: I'm still a part of the mostly-Khiana alliance 'Unnamed Icons', which I only joined to gather more intel and keep my people safe. Members: Nicole, Richie, Lena & Me. First immunity challenge is Tetris! YEESSS! THIS IS MY GAME! I love Tetris with a passion and I still have my original Gameboy Cartridge for it. I played for a couple hours and got what I hoped would be a respectable score. But apparently everyone else sucks at Tetris because I scored nearly double what 2nd place submitted. Looking at the numbers, the OG Fawz alliance should have this vote easily, and we decided to target Alex, but to tell everyone that we are targeting Ruthie instead. (To draw out any possible Idols and maybe split the vote further) This plan worked well, too well. Two idols were played, one on Ruthie and one on Alex. Well shit. The votes came out 5-7, so everyone I told to vote Alex followed through, but the rest flipped on me, I guess my connection to the Unnamed Icons has been severed. Because of the double Idol play, we lost Roxy. Sad to see her go, but I still had Emmott waiting in the wings. Nobody objected so I added him to the group. I'm sure he's not happy about being the last added, but I hope he'll realize that it was only because of Roxy. (I honestly did want him in to begin with) Surprisingly, Richie and I had a conversation, apparently he feels very much on the outs with his original Khiana people. (It seems like Alex, Lena, Ruthie & Nicole are all very tight) I told him that I didn't intend to betray him, I was just doing what I had to do to stay alive in the game and that I had ties to Fawz people from the beginning, so I was honoring my promises to them. He said he respects that and that he still wants to work with me. Awesome! If Richie was being honest, then that means we can easily control the votes and boot the remaining Khiana people, one by one. I told him that I would let him know how we are voting when the time comes, and that if he votes our way then I'll do what I can to bring him in to the alliance. Auction time! My plan was to bid decently high on two items that I want a lot, and then a lot of little bids in the hopes that I get something nobody else put any cash on. This worked out well, as I expected several people bid everything on one item and there were a few instances of more than one person bidding a large amount on the same item. I managed to score 3 great items! 1 Vote Nullifier 1 Extra Vote & 2 Idol Clues. These will definitely be handy later on...

Me @ the people that gave me really nawsty answers in Touchy Subjects: What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo. But fo' reals THESE FUCKERS don't know what the fUCK they're talking about because BOY am I giving them a fucking aSS SPANKING in this game rn like they need to beg their momma to save em at this point ArenSo, I might be sick as all fuck, but this does NOT mean that I've stopped playing the game. Hehehehe, I have a sneaky-sneaky plan! So, I still want Jay out, and I'm gonna make SURE he goes. Therefor... *rubs hands together* I'm gonna fabricate some friendly ole' conversations! FAKE CONVERSATION #1 - GOAL: MAKE ISSY VOTE FOR JAY. So, when Emmott and I have spoken enough, I'm gonna copy + paste our conversation to Issy but I'm gonna change our sentences to make it look like Emmott's now gunning for Jay. Issy, as she trusts me so damn much, is gonna believe me and is gonna get super paranoid and probably vote for Jay! That's already a 6-4 vote! But lets make this bad boy 7-3... FAKE CONVERSATION #2 - GOAL: MAKE EMMOTT ALSO VOTE FOR JAY. When Jay finally gets back to me and we get the opportunity to chat, I'm gonna also copy + paste our conversation to Emmott to make Emmott thing that Jay's gunning for him. Since Emmott's so fucking paranoid, he's gonna listen and want to vote Jay out with me. Splendid! Fucking splendid! A 7-3 blindside on Jay, MMM.

this game is a mess!!!!!!! i've been talking to everyone on the fawz tribe like im a fucking IDIOT lmao i'm literally acting like i'm the most pathetic baby deer clueless to whats going on just looking for someone to trust bc im so alone and i just want to be given a chance to play this game :( :( :( :( and its working out for me now because i have the family alliance with alex/lena/ruthie but the fawz people see them a threesome and i keep playing it up that i'm on the outside of that group and i'm going to all the fawz ppl just putting my fragile little heart in their hands hoping for some sort of strain of trust and hope <3 in the long run this could be harmful because people might see me doing this and think that i was actually a useless floater but like i'm getting tea from everyone i'm just taking notes and making connections... also i have alex ruthie and lena who are going to get taken out before me like if i start trying to make BIG MOVES right now then my name gets moved to the top of that list so its just not smart for me to put myself out there yknooooooowwww?! but whatevz i can deal with all that later for now this vote is looking to be another "fun" one... jay told me to vote ruthie, aren told me that jay is lying to me and that he wants me to vote for ruthie while the rest of them vote lena so its a 5-3-1 with me as the 1, aren wants to blinside jay which IM ALL FOR THAT MF CAN GOOOOOO but he won three (3) things in the auction which fucking terrrrrrrifies me so im hesitant to try and blindside him right now but i'm not in a position where i can take the reins on this vote bc if i start causing chaos the original fawz alliance can decide to come together and vote me out 5-4 so for this vote i need to try my best to suppress my need to be in control at all times, shut up, go with this plan, and hope for the best because if it works GREAT jay's gone and if it doesn't then lena or ruthie go WHICH SUCKS but im still in the game and the khiana numbers wouldnt be intimidating to the fawz people anymore so they would be more likely to want to make a move next week..... UGHHHHHHH I JUST WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING I HATE THAT IM IN THIS POSITION WHERE I HAVE TO SHUT UP AND PRETEND IM WEAK AND STUPID I JUST WANT TO BE CHAOTIC EVILLLLLLLL :( :( :(

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EPISODE 7 “Rocks for Roxy” Aren

WOAH THIS IS A LOT SO BAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA i get this message from jay the other day "wanna be a part of an OG fawz majority" i didn't reply i just ignored it couldnt give a fuck i look a little later to reply and he fucken deletes the message right. anyway, i seen this message.... so i say "oh btw, would love to do that alliance" then he was like "Oh dw, it fell through! No one is really wanting it" lol ok I get a message from my MAIN GURL BOO THANG #1 ISSY <3 <3 that there is an OG FAWZ ALLIANCE CHAT THAT I AINT IN AHAHAHAHAHAH ROXY'S FUCKING IMPACT omg im in love with these people there so fucking stupid im obsessed. dumb people actually bring me so much joy omg i hate them all so much. not even like as a group, as individuals they're all dried up grapes and so sad omg so issy's like telling me its okay we'll just go along with it. but i feel thats easier for her to say. 1) shes in the alliance 2) roxy doesn't hate her 3) people actually pm her juicy goss ^^^^ i dont have any of these things so the alarm bells are really going off for me right now, and i kinda wanna flip to the khiana people. i like alex and ruthie more anyway!!! fawz people (minus issy, aren and something ci'ere) makes me feel depressed and bring down my IQ being around them idk what the fuck is going on! all i know is im not in that alliance and that's there own stupid faults! THEY REPLACED ME WITH KAT KAT!!!! my boyf has been more active in this game and all his done is laugh at me when i told him "Some psycho woman (roxy) is yelling at me over the internet" on the topic of julia/roxy/crazy do you know how hard it is to talk to her! omg i talk to her so much and i know we're both bullshitting each other but i have to pretend like shes my favourite person in the world and oh my god, its like hurting my soul genuinely aw well remember shay...... ALSO IDK IF I'VE SAID THIS YET ROXY NEVER SPELLS MY NAME RIGHT - emot - emott - emmotte - emitte - emmot LIKE HOW CAN HARD IS MY CATFISH! i can't wait to tell her my name is actually nick she is gonna freak the fuck out omg

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EPISODE 6 “We Merged Then We Didn’t” Lena

ok so alex used an idol on me but i thikn he and madi and ruthie voted me. i think he is 100% bs right now lmfao [13/11/2016 11:13:29 pm] Roxy/Julia: lmfao [13/11/2016 11:13:48 pm] Roxy/Julia: yeah I’m just wondering who that 3rd vote is :0 [13/11/2016 11:14:03 pm] Roxy/Julia: i know 2 of em now i wonder who the 3rd [13/11/2016 11:14:14 pm] Alex (Xalxe): Madi, Issy, Emmott? [13/11/2016 11:14:24 pm] Roxy/Julia: emmot self voted [13/11/2016 11:15:41 pm] Alex (Xalxe): It might have been ruthie then, just to keep Issy & Emmott talking to us. I’m not sure though. She, unlike Emmott, knew about the Idol beforehand so she knew you weren’t going anywhere. [13/11/2016 11:16:24 pm] Roxy/Julia: :T i wish you guys had told me earlier [13/11/2016 11:16:28 pm] Roxy/Julia: i wouldntve minded if i knew [13/11/2016 11:17:03 pm] Alex (Xalxe): I’m sorry, we just didn’t want the news to scramble and leak and give them the chance to move the votes around. it was a dick move and I won’t do it again. [13/11/2016 11:17:46 pm] Roxy/Julia: ^^” ty its just i was worried since i was right at the bottom of that tribe and i was on edge twice left in the dark [13/11/2016 11:18:04 pm] Roxy/Julia: Sigh i really don’t think I’m winning this game i have no foothold. dunno who to trust T_T honestly before that i knew it was ruthie lmfao. him tryna lie about it smh. its sort of true what i said lol but i didn't say it to confide in him :^) [13/11/2016 11:19:03 pm] Alex (Xalxe): Listen, we have your back. That’s why we played the Idol on you, cause we coulda just let you get the boot but we trust you and want you around. I have no idea what Issy & Em have been up to with this fake merge but I have no intention of letting you go anywhere. i wouldntve gone home eihter way lol. 3 vtoes against like 5 lmfao nice. its true i feel uneasy wwith all the lies and the blindsides. at least reunited with aren and ciere!!!! and kat seems lieka sweetheart!! god if this isnt merge R_R anyways i think i can still do this. i can climb to the top ^^ also joke corner: [13/11/2016 11:21:05 pm] Alex (Xalxe): anyway I’m so annoyed that I’m finally online to talk to new people and NOBODY ELSE IS [13/11/2016 11:21:12 pm] Roxy/Julia: mate. [13/11/2016 11:21:13 pm] Roxy/Julia: mate. [13/11/2016 11:21:16 pm] Roxy/Julia: you can’t talk. [13/11/2016 11:21:18 pm] Roxy/Julia: think of me [13/11/2016 11:21:20 pm] Roxy/Julia: the ausssie [13/11/2016 11:21:26 pm] Roxy/Julia: who has to wait for ou mericans to get on [13/11/2016 11:21:47 pm] Alex (Xalxe): yes but MERICA is the center of the world [13/11/2016 11:21:49 pm] Alex (Xalxe): so like [13/11/2016 11:21:51 pm] Alex (Xalxe): deal with it [13/11/2016 11:21:52 pm] Alex (Xalxe): :P [13/11/2016 11:22:00 pm] Roxy/Julia: mate. we have no trump we are superior. [13/11/2016 11:22:24 pm] Alex (Xalxe): goddamn [13/11/2016 11:22:28 pm] Alex (Xalxe): y’all got that for the next four years [13/11/2016 11:22:29 pm] Alex (Xalxe): UGH [13/11/2016 11:22:33 pm] Roxy/Julia: kek [13/11/2016 11:22:37 pm] Roxy/Julia: i guess you could say [13/11/2016 11:22:39 pm] Roxy/Julia: use been trumped. [13/11/2016 11:22:42 pm] Roxy/Julia: *uve [13/11/2016 11:22:56 pm] Alex (Xalxe): FUCK OFF [13/11/2016 11:23:02 pm] Roxy/Julia: AHAHAHAHAH

http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fc26ad4738d3292b68f2e6cf5195ec7/tumblr_of3ougvqUC1vzwwmeo5_250.gif this game just doesnt want me to succeed huh!!!!!!!! our merge* turned out to be a one world twist where the 12 of us are all in one chat but theres now 3 tribes of 4 and i'm put on a tribe with the only 3 people in the game that i've never talked to so thats fun! we do the immunity challenge and its only me and julia working on it because katharine DOESNT FUCKING EXIST and emmott is in a different day so.... that was fun :) :) but whatever we won which is good because i havent actually talked to any of my tribe mates because katharine took 48 hours to say hi back, emmott is never around, and julia/roxy speaks english like a fucking alien im convinced she's like from a different planet trying to talk to us as if shes a part of the youth but doesnt really understand what humans talk like..... i tried talking game to her bc i heard she and emmott don't get along and in her retelling of her fallout with emmott she told me how she was like "mate mate yo lied and blandished me wtf ya think ya diong" and at that point i had to physically close my laptop and walk away because its just too much for me......... ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my tribe wins immunity and alex,lena,jay, and issy go to tribal and i was like sweet... lena and i were in an alliance with jay on nukhiana and lena and i were in an alliance with alex on original khiana so lena alex and jay can come together and vote off issy, that reduces the numbers of original fawz and makes it so both of my alliances stay in tact and its perfect... JAY DECIDES TO PULL THE BALLSIEST MOVE AND USE AN IDOL ON HIMSELF AND FORCE A TIE SO THAT LENA EITHER HAS TO VOTE OUT ALEX OR VOTE HERSELF OUT AND MY HAIR WAS FUCKING RIPPED FROM MY SCALP MY FOLLICLES ARE STEAMING RIGHT NOW.... obviously alex leaves (but tells us he opened pandoras box and will be back so i hope thats true) and im pissed at jay but i cant show it because i literally have no other options at this point but i cant just shut my mouth so i go to him and im like....."i just felt like with our icons group already on the outside of the original fawz numbers it would have been better for us to try and cut down that group before taking out someone like alex who no one trusted anyway, i get your logic 100% and it was a hell of a move and in the end all 4 of us (me/lena/nicole/jay) are still here i just dont know if that disrupts the trust between you and lena and if it was people trying to get in your ear to make a move that benefits their numbers rather than our groups longterm" and he was all like oh yeah but now issy owes me and dumb bullshit that doesnt benefit me at all..... AND I HATE IT I HATE IT original khiana is down to me ruthie and lena vs 8 fawz...... so i have work to do but im so tired

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EPISODE 5 “Harambe Idol” Zakriah

AAAAAAAAH FUCKIN BLINSIDED. IM ON A FUKIN WITCH HUNT EMMOTTE VS ALEX AND RUTHIE WHO IS THE LIAR I WANT FUKIN PROOOF if emmotte cant show me proof that ruthie told him about the idol he is out of my picture. issy ugh idk acting oblivious DO I TRUST HER IDK AAH ok an easy way to sum it or not sum it lol: [11/11/2016 2:39:11 pm] Roxy/Julia: ruthie showed me proof she didn’t talk with madi [11/11/2016 2:39:17 pm] Roxy/Julia: ruthie said she only told alex [11/11/2016 2:39:19 pm] Roxy/Julia: about her idol [11/11/2016 2:39:29 pm] Roxy/Julia: alex is saying the above [11/11/2016 2:39:39 pm] Roxy/Julia: saying you and emmott told him to keep it secret from me too [11/11/2016 2:39:52 pm] Roxy/Julia: I’m waiting on emmott to show me proof that ruthie told him about the idol [11/11/2016 2:39:57 pm] Roxy/Julia: before i believe either side [11/11/2016 2:40:04 pm] Roxy/Julia: if he fails to shwo me proof [11/11/2016 2:40:11 pm] Roxy/Julia: ill call him out on his bs [11/11/2016 2:47:47 pm] issy: what the fuck [11/11/2016 2:47:52 pm] issy: im so confused [11/11/2016 2:47:56 pm] issy: he told me about it [11/11/2016 2:48:20 pm] Roxy/Julia: ruthie used the idol on alex and alex voted shay cause he thought he was being voted out [11/11/2016 2:48:39 pm] Roxy/Julia: ruthie showed me a screenshot of their lack of talk madi and her that was what the announcement was about [11/11/2016 2:48:47 pm] Roxy/Julia: i asked the hosts if screenshots were allowed or not [11/11/2016 2:49:14 pm] issy: what did they say? [11/11/2016 2:49:28 pm] issy: he sent me a shot of his shay vote to convince me or something idk [11/11/2016 2:51:32 pm] Roxy/Julia: emmotte sent? [11/11/2016 2:51:50 pm] Roxy/Julia: well the shots showed their lack of conversation [11/11/2016 2:51:53 pm] issy: yeah [11/11/2016 2:52:05 pm] Roxy/Julia: [11/11/2016 2:03:01 pm] Ruthie ❤: BUT HERE IS THE COPYPASTED [11/11/2016 2:03:06 pm] Ruthie ❤: [10/29/16, 1:19:35 AM] madi wap (ayianna): madi wap (ayianna) has shared contact details with Ruthie ❤. [11/10/16, 7:42:17 PM] Ruthie ❤: MADI hey, who are you voting? I’ve been hearing Alex and Shay’s name going around and I just don’t want to end up voting for someone and them not go home. :/ :/ [11/10/16, 8:54:38 PM] madi wap (ayianna): I'm voting Alex [11/10/16, 8:54:51 PM] madi wap (ayianna): no one has told me anything otherwise [11/10/16, 8:56:17 PM] Ruthie ❤: Okay, thanks for letting me know everyone has been stressing out about this vote. [11/11/2016 2:03:39 pm] Ruthie ❤: that is all our conversation in TWO WEEKS AND JUST SLDJFLSDJF [11/11/2016 2:52:07 pm] issy: i'm so confused [11/11/2016 2:53:16 pm] Roxy/Julia: [11/11/2016 2:11:59 pm] Alex (Xalxe): Until about…….5 this afternoon my time, so 4 hours prior to deadline, I hear no names but mine and Madi’s. So I figure, okay, I’ll vote Madi and hope it works. Right. I tell people I did this. [11/11/2016 2:12:43 pm] Alex (Xalxe): Then I get messages from both Emmott and Issy saying “but what if…..Shay though.” At this point I am literally driving and I say “I mean, it’s not me, I’ll take it if that’s what’s happening.” [11/11/2016 2:13:42 pm] Alex (Xalxe): I was told NOT to tell you or Madi EXPLICITELY because….I forget why but I”m literally driving and then hosting trivia, I am just doing as I’m told by people as long as it’s not me [11/11/2016 2:13:53 pm] Roxy/Julia: by who? [11/11/2016 2:13:57 pm] Roxy/Julia: by emmott and uissy? [11/11/2016 2:14:01 pm] Alex (Xalxe): and then an hour before deadline maybe ruthie hits me up and says “we’re not sure it’s gonna work so I’m playing my Idol on you” [11/11/2016 2:14:12 pm] Alex (Xalxe): I believe it was Em and Issy, yes [11/11/2016 2:14:33 pm] Alex (Xalxe): I drove none of this, I’m just along for the ride and now here we are and I’m not even sure what the votecount was? 4-2-1? [11/11/2016 2:17:59 pm] Alex (Xalxe): believe me I straight-up asked “should we tell them” and I got “no, we can handle it after.” I thought we should have but I was in no position to have a lengthy conversation [11/11/2016 2:57:33 pm] issy: what omg [11/11/2016 2:57:38 pm] issy: did emmott say that? [11/11/2016 2:57:45 pm] Roxy/Julia: according to alex yes [11/11/2016 2:57:51 pm] issy: i'm trying to talk to him now [11/11/2016 2:57:55 pm] issy: he's not answering me [11/11/2016 2:59:08 pm] Roxy/Julia: until he shows me proof of what he claims ruthie said to him [11/11/2016 2:59:18 pm] Roxy/Julia: i will believe what sounds a lot more logical [11/11/2016 2:59:30 pm] Roxy/Julia: emmott made an alliance wanted shay in then trend on it!?!? [11/11/2016 2:59:32 pm] Roxy/Julia: *turned [11/11/2016 2:59:38 pm] Roxy/Julia: due to a fukin suspishion?!?! [11/11/2016 3:00:19 pm] issy: what i'm so confused [11/11/2016 3:00:22 pm] issy: idk why emmott would choose shay [11/11/2016 3:00:31 pm] issy: i thoight they were close [11/11/2016 3:00:39 pm] Roxy/Julia: yeah same [11/11/2016 3:00:46 pm] Roxy/Julia: I’m waiting on proof [11/11/2016 3:01:04 pm] Roxy/Julia: i want a screenshot cause i learnt that unless the votes are screenshoted then its fine in this org [11/11/2016 3:01:27 pm] Roxy/Julia: and logs can be faked so i want proof that this happened before i blindly trust emmotte [11/11/2016 3:07:43 pm] issy: wait i'm so confused here [11/11/2016 3:08:07 pm] issy: so ruthie says she didn't tell emmott about the idol? [11/11/2016 3:08:59 pm] Roxy/Julia: yeahh and i offered an alliance to alex with kat and ruthie so gg

it was soo fragile i felt like hulk in a room full of porcelain! shay left and i do feel calmer because he was a super huge threat. even though he was a part of my alliance, i could control him like i can control other people. that sounds really pretentious and ignorant, but i need to be able to have some sort of grasp on people where i am able to acknowledge what they're seeing, hearing, thinking and feeling to some extent. shay spoke to everyone! and i speak to everyone as well, and i just can't afford to have people with strengths that could dominate mine. i know it's best to keep the classic meat sheild, but i honestly don't think shay was sheilding me, because he was coming off on the downlow and playing very chill, day by day, but i knew he wasn't. so he's not actually taking any target off of me what im hoping now is too get rid of roxy !! she is gunning for me hard now. i made up some stupid ass lie that i knew ruthie was going to play the idol and i don't know what i was thinking. i've played really smart until that point, because now she is demanding evidence. i've been very open to ruthie and alex in saying, "look i said some stuff to roxy that might come around, it's fake, i'm just trying to do some damage control... but it's not working. im with you guys 100%" blah blah blah but issy my number one at this point doesnt feel the same. she thinks roxy is so desperate that she will work with us if it means she has to stay alive. but i don't think roxy is that rational, she is extremely sporadic and over the top, and when she knows im lying, she is gonna show everyone how much of a liar i am and expose the shit out of me. i think i've done that work that if she does that people will see her as a nut case, but there is always that chance that they wont???? issy thinks roxy can play smart and strategically, but shes too emotional to think that way. and im just trying to really convince issy ROXY NEEDS TO GO issy's concern about taking out roxy is that the fawz members on the other tribe are gonna hate us. maybe they will, but it'll be so much easier to convince them otherwise that if every member of this tribe come the merge has the same story, that roxy and shay we're coming after us, which they weren't really, but the khiana people are lead to believe that is the case, we're gonna have no leaky holes. issy is worried ruthie and alex will flip on us at the merge also, but we have more connections that if they do, we take them down harder. we have to appear as victims we have to seem like we've been through hell on this tribe and people will sympathise with us. but issy isn't getting it !!! also i have made such an amazing bond with ruthie, i honestly think we're solid. she lied to me about the idol and alex, but i'd do the same. i really trust her and feel something good with her. but issy does not feel the same about ruthie. she thinks ruthie doesn't like her and that she will be too easily persuaded by alex and him being a snitch 24/7. i need her to talk to ruthie but i cant be like "go talk to ruthie so we can get rid of roxy" it doesn't work like that i wanna show issy we can get through all this if she is extremely careful and we plan everything we say and what everyone hears. you can't control a car without a steering wheel, and roxy has no wheel or breaks for the matter. roxy. needs. to. go.

WHEW, WHAT A RIDE TIME FOR STORYTIME, CHILDREN I hear nothing but either my name or Madi's all day and I figure, okay, maybe they'll go for Madi over me, I'm gonna vote Madi. Then around 5, which is about four hours before deadline, I leave for a trivia show I'm hosting. I tell people I'm not gonna be around much, so apparently this is the cue for “hey let's change the plan for funsies!” Issy has been yanking my chain all tribal about how maybe there will be a blindside on someone and it'll save me, but there just aren't the votes and they're concerned about post-merge stuff, yadda yadda – BUT OUT OF THE BLUE, IT MATERIALIZES She hits me up and asks if I'd vote Shay – um, yeah. From all accounts he has the taste of my blood in his mouth, yes please let me vote Shay. So she tells me that she has Emmott and if Ruthie's on board that's four. Okay, this is a terrible plan for her and a great one for me so I'm absolutely gonna do it, yes. I am entirely operating while driving & hosting trivia now, for the record, so my involvement is literally “yeah okay that sounds good” to every message I get. Ruthie, two hours later, tells me that she's not sure Issy's with us so she's playing her Idol on me DESPITE MY ADVICE BUT FINE, OKAY RUTHIE, DO IT, WHATEVER Tribal happens – I get ONE VOTE, FROM MADI, OF COURSE, and Shay gets blindsided LMAO THIS TRIBE and now Ruthie and I are having a lovely time tearing this tribe apart but you can hear more about that next time :) :) AlexConfessional #12 – Day 14 boy oh boy I have just had.......the BEST night ever :) Last night, Shay was voted out. Blindside, 4-2-1, Arabia serving that old-school realness. And then, oh man, did Ruthie and I ever go to TOWN tearing Fawz apart! See, Roxy, rightfully, felt completely blindsided and betrayed by Issy & Emmot. They didn't tell her the vote was on Shay, she feels in danger, so she goes after them. Meanwhile, I'm over here telling her the truth – it was a last minute switch, oh and by the way she was deliberately excluded whatever no big deal I'm sure it's fine :) This leads to Roxy losing her shit on Issy & Emmott, which is followed up by Em STRAIGHT UP LYING TO ROXY, JESUS DUDE He tells her that he always knew about the Idol and that's why he voted Shay when BITCH, NO YOU AIN'T, RUTHIE AND I ALREADY TOLD ROXY OTHERWISE LMAO GET REKT Meanwhile Issy is up in my messages all WHY DID YOU DO THAT and I'm all I'M SORRY I THOUGHT WE WERE TELLING HER THE TRUTH?!? which appears to placate Issy eventually And then Roxy proposes an alliance of me/her/Ruthie/Kat, which, excellent, fite fite fite However, I thought about things last night and I really think the best move going forward is to go for Madi instead of Roxy this time, and that's for me on a personal level. Right now I have two groups of people here who hate each other and not me, and Madi who hates me. Going into merge, I'd rather not have just pissed one of these alliances off, again, so that I have a better chance of surviving longer at merge. I don't know if I can get them to make up for the purposes of this tribal but maybe I can! Maybe Roxy will win Immunity, who knows??

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EPISODE 4 “I Thought The Chicken Was Lovely” Zakriah

Ci’ere

“We just swapped tribes and luckily for me there's a majority of the original Fawz tribe on NuKhiana. I luv the color purple so I'm definitely here for this tribe right now! I got to meet Richie who was previously allied with Zak, but got left behind on Khiana by him and Issy because they mutinied. He ended up surviving and now I can work with him too. I'm practically in an alliance with everyone, with the exception of Lena.”

Madison

how boring is it to watch someone who is struggling to care about the game? my apologies. alex is still annoying and i wish he got out. now that jordan is gone, the only person i liked, i'm pretty much going to suffer. i'm talking to shay rn and it's pretty lit, i like them, but alex is still in my PMs with his sarcastic little ass and i'm holding back from saying SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!! and blocking him. yikes.

Zakriah

Y'all this swap got me ten kinds of fucked up. I'm scared of losing immunity bc there's only one person here I don't care about and then I'm scared of the other tribe losing bc Alex is gonna pull something out of his ass and somehow send someone I like home I just know it. I wish I was over there a little to 1) witness the meltdown that is that tribe and 2) be a part of the reason why its so messy lmao

Zakriah Razzak >Trivia

Zakriah and issy are the only people to be on a tribe with everyone in the game lmao

How dare this swap tear apart me and issy tho this seasons ruined!!! Lmao ciere is a close second tho ilh and aren too and omg Richie <333 I love them all okay

Zakriah Me: fucking comes the fUCK AT LENA Richie: ....everybody try the chicken?? I thought the chicken was lovely!

I routinely forget jay is on this season.

Overall, I am pleased with the way this tribe swap came around. On the one hand, I've got the majority on both sides (it's kind of hard not to when we were split 10-5 going into this) and over here I can easily ~enact my revenge~ against those five darn Khianas (well I guess there's only four since they turned on Dom lmao). Richie and I talked right after the swap, caught each other up on everything, and I apologized for how the mutiny turned out. The one thing I'm worried about is the fact that he said to me he doesn't want to vote out Lena. She's literally the only person I feel comfortable voting out of this tribe. Then we have NuFawz, where there's a daunting 4-3 split in numbers. The only thing I'm worried about is those three Khianas bringing in Roxy, but I doubt they'll be able to. I'm also worried about the fact that me, Issy, and Emmott got split up before we got to tie up loose ends. I was told some information regarding rewards that was shared between Aren and Emmott, but hadn't yet gotten around to ~uncovering the truth~ and bringing everything together with Issy. With it split so that Aren and me are on one tribe, and Emmott and Issy are on the other, that makes it so there's no way we can uncover the truths about the previous two rewards that we've been looking for. Next, we have me and Issy being separated for the first time, as well as Shay, but me and Ci'ere/me and Aren remaining together. I feel comfortable saying Issy is my go to in this game, but depending on coming tribals (whether or not Alex has Pandora's Box and whether or not he uses whatever it holds to get Issy out) I'm going to have to stick by one of Aren or Ci'ere. Because we all know I need to have a Number One at all times. Finally, we have the hilarious twist that was Katharine being exiled until F14, which is only hilarious because she probably won't know she was exiled until after the next tribal council is over, anyways, and it overall doesn't really affect the game much. She can be seen as either: an easy number to include in a voting plan, or an easy vote out that won't upset literally anyone. This was all very ramble-y and I'm not even gonna relax my fingers and read through it all to make sure any of it even makes any sense. I sort of just spewed all of my thoughts about this takeover into a confessional and went with it. I'm pretty happy with the results, but still pretty worried about the future.

Ci’ere

“Katharine, of all people, gets exiled and I'm incredibly salty about that because she was basically going to be the next one voted out of Fawz. I guess we can let ha live another day. >.> I hope Emmott and Shay are able to make it through the next few rounds even though they’re in the minority on NuFawz. Ya boy Bubbles got separated from them, but I'm sure I'll see them later. <3”

“I feel like I've been getting closer to Zak on this this new tribe and he even mentioned that we’re a force to be reckoned with. We worked so well as a duo on the sprinting portion of the challenge and our performance was flawless!”

Issy

So the last day has been absolutely crazy First we very almost lose immunity, then they vote out DOM and then it's a fucking swap! Jesus! And I was just starting to feel okay for the first time in this whole damn game! It should be all good though, on this tribe we have me, Emmott, Shay & Roxy, which is 4, which is a majority The other tribe has Aren, Ci'ere, Richie & Zak, who will likely be a solid majority And Alex is on my tribe, which is a whole bundle of fun I sort of had to tell him that I'd shit on him to everyone on Fawz, and I think he might have been a little pissed off at me. I really don't want to get rid of him though, I think it's better for my game if we can stick together. I just have to figure out a way to casually bring up to Emmott & Shay that I don't actually hate him anymore, ha-ha. I would really love to take Alex to merge with us, but I also don't want to lose the support of Zak & co, so I'm not sure if it's worth putting up a fight for him at this point And apparently Ruthie has been asking Emmott for an alliance? It's funny, she still hasn't said one word to me and at this point I almost think it would be weird to break the silence Also my bae Aren is on the other tribe, so I'm actually fucking excited for tribal, I'm probably able to drop a 'yo' at this point

Aren

HOLY FUCKERONI DID WE JUST SWAP TRIBES??? I THINK WE DID BUT HOLY SHIT THIS IS LEGIT A PERFECT SWAP WAIT NVM IM DREAMING ARENT I I MUST BE FUCKING DREAMING SURELY SOMEBODY PINCH ME PLEASE *NIC BASHES ME OVER THE HEAD WITH A FRYING-PAN* HEY I SAID PINCH YOU NAUGHTY LITTLE BITCH bUT HEY AT LEAST I KNOW IM NOT DREAMING NOW WAIT WTF IM NOT DREAMING?? I NEVER GET THIS KINDA LUCK WHATS GOING ON Alrighty, but for reals, this tribe is literally a perfect tribe. I have a Fawz majority -- Ci'ere, Jay, Nicole & technically Zak. And, also, Richie's on this tribe, and I feel like I should and will work with him because he was buddies with Zak & Issy, and they're both two of my very liked allies. If I could brainwash him enough to the point where he can be my little RC robot that'll do whatever I ask of him, that'd be lovely. Hmmm... Ya'know what -- I should totally call all of my allies 'my RC robots' from now on. I control them. I control their actions, when they sleep, when they eat, and most importantly -- when they take a shit. It's magical. Besides, 'RC robots' just has a ring to it that 'well-respected, beloved allies' lacks. So, for the sake of making this shorter and easier to understand -- Lena has a romantic candlelit date with the Grimreaper very, very soon. She better get ready -- her hair done, get some wonderful perfume on, perhaps a lovely dress. I heard the Grimreaper is very difficult to impress. Alrighty, time to take a glance at the spectacles on the other tribe who were originally on Fawz with me and I'll articulate my feelings on all of them -- whether I'm sad to not be on a tribe with anymore, or whether I'm completely glad to flip the bird and say 'see ya at merge, fucker!' to. First off, Emmott. It's funny. From day 1, Emmott has been one of my most valuable RC robots. Expensive, definitely -- I built him out of gold. Because his heart is made of gold. He is a very good guy. However, that's exactly why I was glad to see him remain on Fawz whilst I piss off to Khiana. Emmott wasn't just kissing the ass of Zak & Issy, no -- he was full-frontal licking and biting it. Like, literally, wouldn't be surprised if that ass was covered in hickeys after he was done with it. He was CONSTANTLY saying things like, 'oh i hope richie makes it' and 'oh i hope alex goes home what an ass', clearly playing up to Zak & Issy's remorse for leaving Richie behind on OG Khiana and their scorn for Alex. And it really did piss me the fuck off. So, for his own game, he seriously should be glad that he's not with me anymore. He can do... anything to anybody's ass over on Fawz 2.0, I really don't give a fuck. I'm not sure about everyone else's policies on open ass-smooching, but... Just, please -- not around me. Never again. This is the face of somebody who's been EXTREMELY traumatized, hosts! Next up is Issy. The most highly-functional RC robot that I have (<3). What a fucking great robot, damn. So, you might think I'm super sad that she didn't swap on the same tribe as me, but I'm not. I'm happy. Yep! These are tears of joy, folks! See... I programmed this bot well. I call her the Issytron 6900, and she 'aint backing down easily. She is going to fucking D E S T R O Y those fuckers over on her tribe, just you wait and see. Also, we have a really badass code-language, and when one of us attends tribal I really can't wait to use that to exchange lil messages that only the two of us can understand. By the way, just in case ya'll bitches want to learn our fabulous code-words by memory, here's the spreadsheet: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1vufHaYi8Ve_y8aLL8AvOPMTTPq0fYADIuF0ALNUHBQM/edit?usp=sharing Julia, Roxy, whatever the fuck she's called... Yeah, I like her. Decent, run-of-the-mill RC bot. I mean, she's loud and can have a tendency to be a little annoying, but I feel like whilst I only had 100% control over everyone else in Fawz 1.0, I had 200% control over Roxy. I really think she'd do whatever I pleased no matter how malicious the deed may be. Reason? She had nobody else. Nobody else wanted to work with poor little Roxy, right? I hate to say it, but I think I was the only one there for her on Fawz 1.0. Am I happy or sad to be losing her now that I've swapped to Khiana? Indifferent. Shay why must you abandon me you fucking wonderful construction of beauty And, finally -- all I'll say about the bitches that were on Khiana 1.0 and then swapped to Fawz 2.0... You're lucky that you haven't had the chance to be programmed and brainwashed to my masterful liking just yet. I will brainwash and dominate over every single player here and I will win this game. It's a little something called a fact.

So, I woke up relatively late. In this challenge, it's one of those 'oh only two people get to do each segment lololololol' ordeals, and once I saw a jigsaw puzzle I immediately jumped on it. Call me the Michael Phelps of jigsaws. I can ace this shit. I might be 14 in four days, but I have a killer-instinct when it comes to these puzzles. Just you wait -- all the adults that I'll be doing this jigsaw against will have half my time at the very best.

HAHAHAHAHA. I called it. I fucking called it. I am literally destroying this puzzle. Jay -- somebody who's over 20 years my senior -- is getting 3 minutes less than me. He's still doing good, sure -- but this proves that I am a fucking jigsaw jester to the max. Yes -- I rock at jigsaw puzzles. I know, I know, you probably think I'm cheating, but you're just going to have to trust me when I say that I just happen to be WAY BETTER THAN YOU AND YOUR NAN AT PUZZLES YOU LITTLE BITCH :)

Zakriah

here i am forming another majority in another tribe. is this the start to my overdog story and my tragic early downfall?

already talking endgame with my boy aren. hes such a sweet guy. What i've worked out is that me and issy are his ideal endgame right now, and i threw in ci'ere into that equation. other people i'd like to string along as much as possible would be shay, richie, and emmott but... with the talk back at fawz about emmott having an idol clue from reward and me never being directly told about this from him has my alarms going off. now here i am, 4 oclock in the morning on a school ni(morning)ght upset about trump being my dictator and worrying about idols on a tribe that im not even on.

Shay

My name is Jasmine Masters and i got somethin to say. The swap turned out pretty good. This is where I make my moves and start taking out power players, and who else but the three most threatening people from Khiana to be on my tribe. Roxy was quick to make a Fawz majority alliance, and I think the 4 of us will stay loyal. At least for now. We all have our own agendas, and they all include making it to the merge with the least amount of people from Khiana as possible(excluding Zak and Issy.) My objective was to get Issy to trust me more than anyone else. We bonded over the challenge together so all that was needed was just another small push to break on over to the other side. I decided to tell her about the two Fawz alliances and I did a good job of ruining her trust with Aren. Now, there's no doubts about me and there are doubts about Aren. With that done, now the next move is get out a threat. If we lose, Alex and Madi will be gunning for each other. Doesn't matter who goes, as long as it's one of them. I don't wanna jinx anything, so I'll leave it at that for now.

Issy

Sooo some juicy shit has just gone down, and it has nothing to do with those tacos I had for lunch So basically yesterday Alex tells me Shay told him he feels like he was on the bottom of Fawz or something (which seems a little bs-y to me & I was instantly a little suspicious). And then, just now, I'm having a nice chat with Shay when he decides to drop a bombshell on me: the old Fawz had 2 alliance chats going, one with Roxy & Jay and one with me & Zak (with Aren apparently being the instigator of all of this). Can't say I'm surprised, mildly annoyed at Aren for failing to mention it, but whatever, I get it, we all have to lie sometimes, he's still my best ally at this point Anyway Shay says he trusts me & I said I would go to the end with him, which makes my third 'yes ily let's go to f2 together' type of arrangement (Alex & Aren, 4th if we're counting Emmott? I can't actually remember what I've said to him). I don't trust Shay, I think he's pretending to be dumb and harmless and obviously he's happy to bullshit people (I find it very hard to believe that he ever actually thought he was in a bad position in the tribe). He's trying to make me trust him I think and I'm not sure how real he's being but I'm happy to lead him on for the minute, the more alliances the merrier. I have no idea how truthful he's being about all of this shit but I think at this point he would be fucking stupid to lie, because if I tell anyone else he's instantly in the shit I am very appreciative of him telling me this though, it would likely be a good thing to use to potentially get Roxy to flip if I need to do that to save Alex at some point. My current plan is for us to win the challenge & if that fails I'll try my best to shift all blame onto Madi, but if Alex doesn't ace this challenge I think the flip would be the only option to save him and I'm reluctant to do that... I'm not gonna stand by and let Alex get voted out, I think he's a good person to take to merge to get rid of there if necessary & if Aren doesn't call 'inner king' on me I'd like to have him with us as a vote to oust the original Fawz I'm sort of a mess at this point, just running around like a headless chicken trying to make everyone think they're all my #1 and praying that shit doesn't hit the fan any more than it already has

Ruthie

I haven't made one of these in a couple of days, lets have a bit of a recap! So, I told Alex that I have the idol and he feels a lot safer now which is good because.... THERE WAS A TRIBE SWAP THINGAMAJIG! Richie and Lena are sadly still on the other tribe and Alex and I are on Fawz. We're trying as hard as we can to win this week but if we don't at least we have the idol, you know? I feel bad for Lena and Richie though. Alex is my ride or die, but I adore the two of them and I hope that the four of us make it until merge. Now it's time for me to keep trying to beat my quiz time, UGH.

Issy

Last night Alex & Madi had a fucking weird argument in the tribe chat I was talking to Shay at the time & we came to the stupid idea that they'd staged the whole thing to throw us off, which the more you think about it, might actually be true idk I love a good conspiracy theory Anyway Alex is beginning to low key annoy me at this point but I'm trying to make him feel safe with me. I'd still like to keep him around a bit, I just don't trust him & I think he'd be a nice easy boot at merge I don't trust anyone completely right now, my nice little bubble of Fawz happiness and comfort has been fucking burst, smashed into dozens of tiny little pieces and idk how to feel I don't trust Shay at all, nor do I trust Roxy, and I abolutely do not trust Emmott either. I would consider trying to unify old Khiana and vote out one of them but Madi wont talk to me so

Aren

DAMN NICOLE DAAAAAAMN NICOLE DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMNNNN NICOLEEE BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE RANDOMLY COMING INTO CHAT AND NOT BEING UPDATED WHATSOEVER WITH WHO'S DOING WHAT PART OF THE CHALLENGE!

Zakriah

So aren threw something by me earlier today where even if we do lose this and are forced to go to tribal council - where we'd vote lena out, and be left with a tight group of six - we would then receive katharine, another easy vote out as she has literally just not existed at all. not saying that even without the added bonus of katharine i couldnt easily write nicole or jay's names down, but it would just be so much simpler.

Aren

HAHAHA YEAH BABY! OF COURSE WE WON IMMUNITY! OF FUCKING COURSE! AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT ISSY HAS IN STORE FOR ME TONIGHT AT TRIBAL -- HOPEFULLY SHE USES THIS DAMN CODE-LANGUAGE CORRECTLY (WHICH SHE PROBABLY WONT LETS NOT LIE)

Shay

My name is Jasmine Masters and I got somethin to say. We lost the immunity challenge, in every part the other tribe did just a little better, so we go to tribal. This vote isn't a simple one. Alex and Madi are working together. That fight was staged and now we're all on pins and needles over what to do. They're both threatening returnees and one of them could have an idol. The plan is going to be to tell Madi we are voting Alex, and then vote for her instead. Splitting the votes requires trusting Ruthie which isn't an option tbh. This tribal literally makes me feel like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dz-lnPxndaA

Aren

WOOOO!!!! LETS GET INTO THIS!! I FEEL LIKE A PARRRRRRRTAAAAAAAAY, BABY!! I WANNA CELEBRATE THIS IMMUNITY WIN WITH A THICC AZZ CONFESSIONAL, FUCK YEAH! So, on this tribe, Zak is 100% my #1 RC-bot. I trust him, and I have programmed him to trust me in return, like a good little hunk-a-junk. Zak very clearly wants a me/him/Richie thing on this tribe, and if we lose we're planning on voting Lena off, but if we lose again, we feel like Richie will be the target. However, Zak claims that he'll be able to flip Ci'ere to blindside Nicole or Jay, which I really can't complain about. Hopefully we won't lose twice, however, as if we do, I'll be forced to deactivate one of my precious little robots -- and nobody wants that to happen, right? Meanwhile, Jay is sorta playing his dick off, which translates to 'he's overplaying' in Aren language. He completely randomly made this me/him/Ci'ere alliance, saying that we should stick together on this tribe. Yeah, yeah -- cool, cool. I guess I just fucked up a lil whilst programming this bot. Like, I appreciate the fact that he trusts Ci'ere & I, but his approach to making this alliance was super clunky. How many Survivor rodeos has Jay ran? Lemme guess -- he's a newbie? At this point, I wouldn't be too surprised. I like the guy a lot and I wouldn't mind working with him too much, but like if I get into a position where Zak & I have to pick between Nicole or Jay to go home, I think I'd wanna go with Jay. However, Jay is stronger at challenges than Nicole, so it's a big decision to make. I should honestly start planning this shit out with Zak.

Zakriah

Soooooo aren tells me that jay randomly wrangled together him and ciere to form some sort of three person alliance that transcends the typical four person majority someone would assume a tribe of seven would hold...??? well i mean i know neither of them are really loyal to him, and we have a solid four with a firm grip on the tribe of me, aren, ciere, and richie. of course, that only means that ciere and aren are the safest people on the tribe. even though i feel like im both of their number ones in this game, i wouldnt put it past them at all to be the biggest duo in the game. i meeean theyre the only two people to already kind of know each other before this org began, so, its not a crazy theory.

Madison

So, my game plan for this round is to really try and talk to people. I've been really busy and put the game off, but I have a free moment right now so I'm really into campaigning right now. It's probably gonna be between me and Alex probably, and I'm rounding the troops. I messaged him and told him I don't want to vote him but other people do so I'm just gonna rock with it. I'm a liar, so what? I really like Shay and Emmott, and i'm glad Katherine is coming here cause I heard she's inact and a number for me so that's great. I hope I'm not trying to mastermind this and then I get out. I think I pretend to not care about games so when I can get out I can say that i got out cause I didn't try, but i'm trying now. I really am. [11/9/16, 6:59:53 PM] madi wap (ayianna): i’m just aggressive [11/9/16, 7:00:03 PM] madi wap (ayianna): i don’t take even the slightest bit of shit from anyone on the internet [11/9/16, 7:00:05 PM] madi wap (ayianna): or in life [11/9/16, 7:00:30 PM] madi wap (ayianna): i’m kinda like a cat, cause i’ll keep playing with your dead body even after i kill you [11/9/16, 7:00:32 PM] madi wap (ayianna): but anyway

Emmott

tribe swapped happened. im with shay, julia and issy from my old tribe. i was like sweeeeeeeeeet i love them cool. then we lost, i wasnt to fussed about it because i was sure we had numbers i was away when the alliance decided they'd vote madi which i thought was wierd because madi is literally in the minority on khinananana. i approached issy and was like wtf are we voting madi and she said "idk shay's call" so i asked shay and he like..... FLIPPPED OUT AT ME FOR BEING SUS???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? dude thats literally you i trust shay a lot we're in a lot of alliances, but i've always found him kind of suspect. what makes it worse is that he came up with some bullshit story about how madi and alex are fake fighting or something and im going along with it but i do not buy his bullshit. i think he's trying to vote for me, or it could be nerves. he gets nervous a lot but im considering flipping on him!! i wanna see where ruthie, madi and alex are at because honestly, i do not like the way shay just came at me and expected me to be fine with it. the audacity he had to come up with some bs story, i don't like being thought dumb and i wanna prove to him im certainly NOT dumb. and i just need to work out if flipping is that best move at this point. its a game of chinese whispers, and he could go tell someone about this incident and suddenly !!! im an untrustworthy ally ?? fake comment im trust worthy as fuck unless u cross me i no longer trust shay so it's up to him to hold on to me now. coz he fucked this one up. i did nothing. im really gutted if i do flip, that it'd be on issy. i love issy to DEATH but i can't trust her when she's with shay. sorryy x anyway shay is hardly replying and wont call me. he's sus now and i can see right thru his transparent @$$

when shay is coming at me for loyalty, but.........he's coming.....for.....me???? #logic http://67.media.tumblr.com/b1200f335015676ba3b1a0e0096cd7c9/tumblr_inline_nf63gqlCSh1s2q864.gif

BIG FUCKING CHANGE OF EVENTS DEAR GAWD issy AND MYSELF ARE FLIPPING ON SHAY I THINK FUCK IM OUT THIS IS NUTS IM SOO.......!!!!!!! i was like fuck it, i trust issy, im gonna drop my filter because i hate having a filter and say "i wanna flip on shay" and she was like "OMG IM SL GLAD YOU SAID IT FIRST" and that was the beginning of the next Nicholas Sparks novel no seriously, i just poured my heart out to ruthie like, GURL i love you. i actually love ruthie she is sooooo good and so cute and i love her so much oh wow and i just said, i wanna work with you over shay. is there any way we can accomplish this? and she seemed REALLY trusting, so i just put all my emotion to her. shay is sketchy as and i trust N O O N E help me ruthie. i didn't fully trust both alex and madi coz they keep having "fights" in the tribe chat but they're wierd seemingly staged fights tbh. so i didnt trust them for numbers so i hit up my home girl issy and goes who on board right now its me, ruthie and issy...... we need it one more. madi seems to soft grunge edgy teen for me idk i just dont mesh well with that personality type alex I THINK IS IN KAHOOTS WITH SHAY BECAUSE ALEX BEEN TELLING ISSY A LOTTA SHIT and its all coming from shay, and a lot of what shay is saying is lies like..... "i was on the bottom of the tribe" LITERALLY shay was the ringleader also julia... eeehhh.... i really want to trust her and i love her so much. shes cooky and shes fun! i dont wanna break my trust with her, but idk how i feel turning on her. issy and i have to idea of getting her on board, but idk how possible that is. we'll see.......... WE MIGHT NOT FLIP IDK THIS IS A LOT

Issy

Tonight has been interesting, Emmott & I have been discussing blindsiding Shay and I don't know how to feel right now I don't trust Shay, but I don't trust Alex, Ruthie or Madi enough to be confident in a blindside going to plan I have no idea what's gonna happen tomorrow

Zakriah

So with our immunity, it means issy is going to tribal council tonight. If played right, this vote is very probably gonna be a 4-3 vote Alex-issy unless Alex pulls some Pandora bullshit out of his ass. Because of that I'm like actually worried

Alex

So the Dom vote went off without a hitch and then there was a random tribe swap, and random tribe swaps are, without fail, garbage, so yay :) :) :) I've ended up on Fawz with Ruthie, which is good, Madi, which is worst-case scenario, and four Fawz members which is even neater. Maybe I have an in with Issy, MAYBE, but from all accounts Zak has spent the last week talking shit about how I'm literally the devil. His reckoning for this will come, but first I have to pray we win Immunity. If not, I've gotta drive the bus over Madi relentlessly! What fun!

Zakriah

All these opinions on tribal council and my tribe isn't even going lol

Richie

So khiana goes to tribal, the family alliance of me/Alex/Ruthie/Lena vote out Dom 4-2 and everything is gr8 &&& then T R I B E S W A P and I'm put on NuKhiana with 5 Fawz vs me and Lena xoxo 🙂 🙂 🙂 On this new tribe is zakriah who was originally on khiana when the game started and I was in a majority alliance of 5 with zak/ting/Alex/issy but when the first vote came out Alex had flipped and zak&issy mutinied because they were pissed off... Turns out zak is STILL pissed off lmao luckily for me when we get on this new tribe zak tells me he's so sorry for leaving me behind when he mutinied and I'm the only person he doesn't hate from that tribe and he starts bashing Alex and goes off and I'm like oh wow this kid is literally insane whew I'm glad he thinks highly of me (which was later confirmed by aren and ciere telling me how issy and zak had such good things to say about me when they mutinied as I was the only good one on khiana) Zak tells me that he was in a majority alliance on fawz with Zak zak/issy/ciere/aren/shay/Emmott were in an alliance.. With zak ciere and aren on NuKhiana I could try and use the trust zak has in me from that first vote and try and join that numbers group to stay safe until merge but if I did that, Lena is zaks #1 target in this tribe because of his anti-khiana vendetta and should fawz go to tribal the numbers don't look good for Alex and Ruthie so is literally be going into the merge ready to be #7 in an alliance with none of my original allies around to do anything with sooooooooooo.... I'm thinking I'm going to need to start getting me$$y... If i can start a counter alliance with Lena/Nicole/jay it will be a harder game to play but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Luckily we won immunity (which is sad bc RIP to Alex or Ruthie over on fawz probably) so I'm going to use this time to work on my relationship with jay but he's so hard to talk to I've been putting in so much effort and getting so little results so I'm ready to rip some hair out!!!!!! P.s. I'm 0/3 for rewards giving me anything so please pray for me bc theres only so much kindness in my heart before i go hulk smash on these ppl

#survivornightmare #confessionals

Hosts’ Player of the Season Award

Before we bid farewell to Arabia, there’s one more thing to reveal: the hosts’ award for the Player of the Season.

As there are three hosts, there are 3 Hosts’ Player of the Season award. After much deliberation, the awards goes to…

#survivornightmare #masstag

EPISODE 3 "Denise This Shit Up" - Zakriah

So, some fucking incredible shit just went down, and BOOM. Today -- the 5th of November, 2016 -- was the birth of something 'unique'... Something crazy, something exceptionally demonic and evil. This is something that humanity will soon begin to revile and want to completely clear off of this earth, as it is just THAT disgusting. This thing -- this grotesque, monstrosity of a thing -- is... #ISREN. ... Yep. Born on Day 7 after two dumbasses got on incredibly well and agreed to go the finals together, #Isren is a mythical creature which might, actually, not be so mythical. Yes -- #Isren was, in fact, sighted in Los Angeles, America just six hours ago taking a shit in a civilian's own bathroom. It then proceeded to roar mightily, before running away to take a shit in the woods somewhere. It's terrifying for everybody out there in LA right now to know that you could just be sitting in your room having a wank, and then you go to your bathroom to clean up, only to find an ugly looking monster taking a huge shit in your own toilet. It is a violation of your property, and is also bound to be a traumatic (and perhaps even oddly arousing) experience for any individual. Whether or not this demon will be able to be stopped is unknown. However, the one thing that we know for certain, is -- it is really bloody stupid. And it's shit smells really bad too. Eugh. Alrighty! Now that my lil parody of America's news-stations is completed, it's time I confess. Yes, Issy & I are this season's dynamic-duo. Emphasis on the dynamic part, too. You could say that I'm Batman and she's Robin, but ultimately, we're really just both collectively the Joker of this season. However, despite us truly just being two dumb schmucks running in circles with our heads cut off, there is one thing you HAVE to keep in mind. There is a sanity to every insanity, folks. This is why we (or, well, I) came up with this GENIUS plan to have a CODE LANGUAGE!! Just in case we swap on opposing tribes! So, we basically have a fuck-ton of code-words prepared and when one of us goes to tribal post-swap, we're gonna use these code-words to communicate something to the other in response to our tribal-question. I.e., pancake = 'i flipped on our og tribes smelly asshole', so if I lost immunity and said in response to my TC question 'I really love this tribe but damn I feel like eating a pancake right now' then Issy would know that I flipped on OG Fawz, and decided to party it up with the Khiana bunch instead. These words are all for very situational moments, but ya never know what to expect in these games. Literally fucking anything could happen. Also, here's a list of our lovely roster of code-words: meam = throw challenge dumb motherfucker inner king = Yo I'm good on this tribe I'm in the best fucking position ever in fact I don't need you anymore sorry but we're not going to the end together now now just piss off you silly wank yo = k bitch im in a super powerful position rn envy me and all my power you are the sheep to my herder you dumb fuck meet you at merge you bloody moron essence = yo i'm not dead yet, probably won't be soon, can't wait to see you again bby canadian mannerisms = i have an advantage you silly shit american mannerisms = i have an idol you smelly ass turd pancake = i flipped on our og tribes smelly asshole mm = that last takeover fucked me woodchip = that last takeover was a pretty fucking rad dude to me lmao alrighty = ive joined the dark side and im working with og khiana now u lil dumb hoe marmite = the sith are evil save me ben you are my only hope initial of first name and last name of a contestant in two words = i want to say something about this little motherfucker dick = im about to say the name of a little motherfucker with some initials You might ask: 'Aren, how the fuck did you come up with these brilliant phrases?' and I will merely respond by putting a finger to your mouth and hushing you mid-sentence, all-the-while proceeding to lecture you and educate you on my marvelous poetic abilities and about how I won many an argument with my excellent skill with words in the past, nad exsellent splling hlps 2 and also I have a very good grammar. Additionally, to provide an example to help you dumbasses (who totally aren't just confused because I'm incredibly inarticulate) understand the last two phrases, here we go. 'I really like sucking dick I really feel like it makes me a fucking dumbass though' If I lost immunity and put this as my tribal-council answer, Issy would know that since I put 'dick' I'm about to put two very key words to follow -- the first word would share initials with one contestant's first name, and the second one would share initials with the same contestant's surname. So, since I put a word starting with I (Issy) and then one starting with R (Robinson), and then proceeded to say 'it makes me a fucking dumbass though', if she was intelligent, Issy would figure out that I am indeed calling her a fucking dumbass. Sorry if that made no sense. I'm trying my best, alright?

hoo boy last night was a fun time I'm writing this about 8.5 hours before votes are due, just for the record. Okay, where to begin. This is gonna be a long one. Things were pretty quiet yesterday; I figured after we accidentally lost that people were at work or school and things would pick up at night; not that there was much to pick up. Madi & Dom were gonna be told the vote was on Richie, while the other four of us were gonna decide to write Madi's name down. Pretty straightforward, really. Then Ruthie kicks off the night, informing me that Dom had just come to her to tell her that he'd heard my name and wanted to know what she'd heard. Which, lol, okay, let's break this down: - Ruthie told me this. Ruthie's clearly not about to go along with this. - Dom has “heard my name?” The only person you could have heard it from is Richie, which, I doubt that I'm the vote he'd be starting - Which means Dom is probably starting this. What an ungrateful little shit! I was the fifth vote (from your perspective, not in reality but whatever) that saved Madi last time, and now you want to vote me out?! You little shit! So anyway I send Ruthie on a fact-finding mission, because Ruthie loves me and does what I want and I'm not sure how I feel about it but it's fine, and we basically uncover that yes, this is all Dom starting this. His plan is to get Ruthie, him, Madi and Richie and blindside me. Again, lol at this. Ruthie is literally telling me everything you're telling me, this clearly has no legs, but you don't know that. His plan is to tell Richie that the vote's on him and his only chance is to vote me – which is not a bad plan, at all! That's pretty textbook Survivor, actually, and it could work except for the part where I immediately tell Richie that Dom is about to come to him and say exactly what he ends up saying. I'd imagine that kills about half of his credibility right there, personally. Now, for the record, I would not at all fault Richie if he had considered this previously, I really wouldn't. Strategically, he has no reason to trust me or the other Old Farts. We voted separately last time and he's the last person who didn't vote Ting Ting left on the tribe after the mutiny, so I couldn't possibly hold it against him if he played all options out, I really wouldn't! But the best he can do is force a tie, unless he can get Ruthie or Lena, which is unlikely. So anyway I tell Richie this and he goes and talks to Dom and tells me all about Dom's mist. He also asks Ruthie if she's just telling Dom what he wants to hear – which she immediately confirms and tells me about! Perfect! To recap: I have two allies both telling me about a plan involving them to flip the vote against me. This is either the most elaborate ruse ever or they're telling me the truth. Meanwhile, I have a short conversation or two with Dom, in which he confirms the Richie vote, and I have the shortest conversation with Madi EVER about the vote. I'm just copying the transcript it's that good. [11/6/16, 9:58:15 PM] madi wap (ayianna): richie is the vote, right? [11/6/16, 9:58:24 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Oh hey! [11/6/16, 9:58:33 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Have you heard otherwise at all? [11/6/16, 9:58:36 PM] madi wap (ayianna): nah [11/6/16, 9:58:41 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Mmkay same [11/6/16, 9:58:45 PM] madi wap (ayianna): lit [11/6/16, 9:58:57 PM] Alex (Xalxe): I talked to Dom earlier so yeah I think so That is literally the entire conversation. That's all I've heard from her since THURSDAY, 5 DAYS AGO GIRL YOU ARE NOT DOING THIS RIGHT AT ALL Honestly my armchair psych thinks she's just checked out, poor thing. The next step in the plan is for me to flex my acting muscles because Ruthie and Richie independently inform me that they're gonna out the plan in the Family chat and I should act surprised – which I oversell so hard to Lena! Goodness me it was a good time! I would copy the transcript but Skype has already deleted it like the garbage program it is, but it was great. Her reaction tells me she had no idea, so I'm not in any way concerned about her flipping, and the four of us have a chat about how strong Dom's mist is and how we might consider voting him instead of Madi like we'd decided. Talk turns to Idols and I play a bit scared – which works perfectly. Ruthie tELLS ME SHE HAS THE IDOL, THIS IS THE BEST DAY I wasn't really worried before but now I'm super not because someone who trusts me completely and fully has just revealed her Idol to me, which is the best thing that could have ever happened and I trust Ruthie 100%. Now, tribal's gonna go one of three ways tonight. One, Ruthie and Lena are independently lying to me, and I'm getting four votes. Sucks, but oh well, Phoenix Idol, bitchesssssssss, but I assign this about a 1% probability Two, Richie is lying and flips, ties the vote, and then I expect he flips on the revote once he sees that we weren't lying and we are voting Dom or Madi. I give this....we'll be generous, 10% probablility. The other 81% is that there's four votes on either Madi or Dom and they get lolpwnt out of the game, because that's what happens when you try and flip a vote on me that I flipped two days ago. And that's what you missed on Survivor: Arabia!

So this week is fun :) from being stripped of immunity to this vote that's going to end with a blindside of a TBD victim... Khiana is a truly wild place Before I get into the tea I want to say that this is 2 weeks in a row where we got a reward and my ass got NOTHING???? So I'm pissed y'all!!! I hate that I'm getting nothing and I hate that someone else is probably getting something... It's a double dosage of ugliness and I can't take it!!! ANYWAY... After we lost immunity The Family™ (me/Ruthie/Lena/Alex) talked about voting out Madison because she doesn't speak or help in challenges and I was okay with that but then things got messy when Dom messaged me saying "Alex is leading a charge to vote you out but I don't want that we need 4 votes this week and if you vote with me madi and Ruthie we can save you this week but we need you on this otherwise the votes aren't going to be there to keep you" and I was like HOLD UP.....Alex is my closest ally (despite the fact that he proved to me last week that I can't fully trust him and never will be able to but that's going to be an issue I take care of later after i use him as a shield but for now he's my boy) so I go to Alex and I'm like uhh binch whatsup but the thing is Alex and I already talked about how Dom was going to try shit so this wasn't a surprise it was more like okay ladies lets get information!! And i decide I'm going to keep Alex in the know so if anything backfires it doesn't look like I was going behind his back and I played along with Dom in his plan to vote out Alex Also I messaged Ruthie bc I was a lil surprised by the fact that Dom was saying he had her vote 100% to vote out Alex so I was like hmm is she sketchy or is she doing what I'm doing and just playing along so I messaged her and sussed her out and we talked and it seemed like she was just playing along so that was cool and I was repeatedly saying how good Dom was playing and how strong his convincing skills were because his mist and campaigning was going hard!!!!! And finally Ruthie said something about how maybe it would be better to vote for Dom this week over Madison and I was like whew that's such a good idea wow!! as if I didn't want to vote for Dom week 1 but anywayyyy!!!!! So I brought the tea to The Family™ and made sure Lena realized how out of the loop she was so she felt left out by Dom and talked about how badly Dom was talking shit about how much of a threat Alex is and it seemed to be widely accepted we should go after Dom this week and I loved it So I played along with Dom saying I'm voting out Alex and The Family™ is set to vote out Dom 4-2 in a complete blindside so I really really hope this all works out without any idols or surprises or ugly takeovers to fuccitup

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EPISODE 2 "The Power Puff Girls" - Emmott

For the sake of a better confessional to do with my reaction to the big twist of the day, lemme just make a new couple of paragraphs with some, uhmm... 'Better English', and less memeage. So, initial impressions on the mutiny - 'HOLY FUCK SO MY CHANCES OF LEAVING IF WE LOSE HAVE GONE TO LOWER THAN 10% LMAO IM SET BITCHES IM FUCKING SET'. Then, I started thinking more long-term. We have a huge advantage over those fuckers. It is literally 11 Fawz, 6 of whoever-their-tribe-is. And, I'm involved in the majority alliance on Fawz. Technically, I'm literally in a fucking incredible position. So, I'm still unsure as to whether I'd rather take out Zak or Issy first if we were to lose or boot, say, Blake, but Emmott seems to have a huge hard-on for getting Blake out, so I'll probably just go with that. I think it's about time I made a core alliance with all my closest allies. I need this. It's a bare necessity. I need trust, and wankers that I can literally crush (like a bug!) in a final tribal-council scenario. ShayMy name is Jasmine Masters and I got somethin to say Zakriah and Issy mutiny to our tribe, and it's like so crazy. They're both bitter about what happened and upset they left Richie to fend for himself and upset that Ting Ting got blindsided and just have a lot of animosity toward Alex. All people I have no clue about. Now it's 11 to 6 and everything is turned up on it's head. Here we thought our majority alliance of 6 was gonna stay super solid, and now surprise, more people. We talked about it though and we all still seem solid even if it's now a 6-5 instead of a 6-3. If we do go to tribal, We discussed more voting out Nicole, Blake or Katherine, and most of us want to keep Katherine since she does just enough to not hurt the tribe, but is never around while Nicole and Blake seem to be playing harder. I oopsie got close with Ci'ere. We're calling ourselves Shayere. He's so cute and I don't know man, I'm not about to become Figgy but I might have to. This game got so shook in the past like 3 hours. The great shookening occured and I am still shooked

HOLY CRAP today has been a day Honestly I don't know what to say I guess I should start from the beginning? Before tribal I'd spoken to Alex a fair bit and we'd agreed to not write each others names down and shit & he said he'd tell me if he heard any other names being thrown around. Right before tribal votes were due, Alex told me that he believed there would be a majority voting for Ting and that he would be part of it -- he said some shit about not feeling like he was part of the alliance and just a number. So I started low key freaking out, asked Zak and Ting what the fuck was happening and told them that I didn't think Alex was gonna be voting with us, but they seemed pretty confident Lena was on board to vote with us. I had absolutely no faith in Lena but I didn't really have any choice because Dom, Madi & Ruthie had spoken to me very little which I found a little r u d e so I didn't want to put myself on the bottom of an alliance with them Anyway so we get to tribal and I am freaking out, 200% convinced that we're totally fucked and guess what - I was right, for once! As soon as I saw the post about mutiny I was down, I was there, I was sold I was very low key pissed at everyone for going behind our backs & I'd seen the other tribe's introduction post and they looked very nice so I did not hesitate to jump ship, and thank god it was Zak who decided to come with me To be honest, I'm feeling okay about this new tribe -- Aren is amazing, Emmott, Shay & Ci'ere have all been super nice and obviously I still have Zak so I'm feeling pretty darn good Aren tells me that people aren't liking Blake & that Katharine and Nicole haven't been too active so idk, we'll see how this goes down should we lose, I guess Fingers crossed I can convince some of them to not vote me out Anyway, I'd just like to finish this mess by saying sorry: Sorry Ting, you didn't deserve that Sorry Richie, we sort of ditched you over on the other tribe, hope you make it Sorry Alex, you're a bit of a dick for voting against the alliance but thanks for telling me & I admire your move to do what you thought was best for your own game -- if we make merge I completely stand by what I said when I told you I wouldn't be pissed & I don't hold grudges, I'd love to be able to work with you again (the apology is because I've sort of maybe talked shit and blamed you for straight up blindsiding us, causing the whole tribe to sort of hate you, oops, I thought I might as well play the sympathy card) <3

Just in case it is me going tonight for whatever-the-fuck reason, I'm gonna write a lil confessional about my opinion of all of my fellow wankers here on Fawz real quick. BLAKE - Please kindly fuck off. CI'ERE - Chill dude, but kinda MORP right now. He's a great guy, but he's not the most active of all wanks. He's active, just not as much as, say, Emmott, Issy, Roxy or I. EMMOTT - One of my core allies. He's a radical wan, but a lil loose. He's out-there. He's loud. He's BOOMING!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -- Yeah, that's how Emmott types. AHAHAHAHA!!! All. Day. Every. Day. Ringing. Through. My. Ears. AHAHAHAHA!!!!! ISSY - I love Issy. We actually have a relatively strong connection and good chemistry outside of just gameplay-chatter, and that's a wonderful thing to have. I think I can trust her. Survivor is like poker. Sometimes you have to go with your gut. And, in this case, my gut is telling me that I can trust Issy a lot and I can give her quite a bit of info about pre-mutiny Fawz in exchange for her trust in this game. JAY - Jay's fucking great. Have a great connection with the wank, and I feel like I can trust him. I want a Jay/Me/Roxy/Emmott core alliance. KATHARINE - Haven't spoken much to the lil' stain, but from the few interactions we have had, she's p damn nice. Probably my preference of second-boot from this tribe right now, though. NICOLE - I recently just had a conversation with Nicole, and we did actually hit it off, as we're both the two Fawz second-chancers. We both made a deal to stick together, and HERE'S WHEN AREN'S GAME STARTS TO FAULT BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING DUMBASS. I have a connection/some sorta deal with literally 80%+ of this tribe, and that means if we lose 3 immunity-challenges in a row now, somebody's heart will have to be snapped in half by your's truly! Lord, I'm stupid. ROXY - She's hyper, but I like her. She's a cool chick! Wouldn't mind taking her to the finals, as I can't particularly picture her as stiff competition in a FTC scenario. SHAY - Love Shay. Love 'im, love 'im, love 'im. Shay, Issy & Jay are the only people in this tribe that I feel I connect on a personal level with, and I can actually have legitimate personal conversations with. For that reason, I trust Shay. ZAKRIAH - Issy-lite! My faults are clear to me -- I have too many alliances, too many deals, and too many connections. I'm going to have to backstab somebody sooner or later, and I hate that, but this is Survivor. A snake has to do what a snake has to do. A snake has to slither where a snake has to slither. The question is, who the snake decides to sink his fangs into.

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CAST ASSESSMENT

The hosts have decided to do a cast assessment as soon as the first immunity challenge was posted with a couple of people from the community. It’s always fun to see what our expectations of you were and to see if we were wrong or right!

This podcast features: Connor, Nic, Josh, Christine, Jay, Katie, & Lauren

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Fan Favorite Results

The community have been voting on who they're favorite player from Arabia are and they have spoken! It’s time to announce the top 3 popular players from this season!

In 3rd place garnering 23.5% of the vote is a tie between Zakriah and Issy!

In 2nd place garnering 33.3% of the vote is Ting Ting!

Arabia’s Fan Favorite player, garnering 43.1% of the vote is...

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