EPISODE FOURTEEN - “I GUESS THE PERSON I LIED THE MOST TO WAS MYSELF“ - ISAAC
It's going to be me and I hate myself because I could've won but like my computer restarted and it was mind over matter and I only stayed in so long because I knew I *needed* it. And I hate that I'm too pathetic to save myself especially when I actually thought I could do it. I thought I could win. But I can't. And how I fooled myself into believing that I'll never know. I guess the person I lied the most to was myself.
OMFGGGG I WON FINAL FUCKING IMMUNITY!!! FUCK!!! YES!!! I can't believe it, like the process was so bad when I saw water bottle I had a feeling it'd be the endurance firemaking comp from Atlantis so I had several intense, lumberjaclyn focused war flashbacks. But then I saw the pen/pencil and paper and got even more scared thinking it'd be like one of those comps where you have to chug and like you'd have to secretly write how long you think it'd take you or something idk. But then it was revealed it was like an adaptation of the Atlantis comp where you'd have to hold the pen/pencil on your forehead with one finger!! Mess! So, Zack dropped out in like, one millisecond which was good for me like one bitch down. But then I was worried because I was like Isaac is still standing and we have to at least make sure he drops before any of us drop. Then we're holding for like minutes and eventually Sam drops too omfg!!! Like what I was like did she throw the comp omg. Then it's up to me to make sure Isaac doesn't win because that would've been the worstttt case scenario for me. It felt more difficult than the first time because it was so hot, but I managed to redeem myself from my last season and beat Isaac!!! I was so fucking happy to have finally done it, like I'm guaranteed to be in the FTC!!
But then again I'm still worried that it's not all over yet. I have fears that they're gonna be like surprise bitches it's a f2! And like that would be so depressing omfg idek im just hella worried but it wouldn't make sense would it? Ugh idk. I'm just praying I still make it into FTC no matter what omfggg. So like, the plan is we're just voting Isaac. But of course there's always the chance it may go to firemaking rip, especially with Sam because her heart is very like idk she plays with her heart when it comes to the people she cares about. Ugh idk I love Isaac but at the same time he has back stabbed me and I can't betray loyalty that people gave me for like disloyalty. And he's such a threat to winnnn omfg like he was close to all the people on the jury I wasn't, and close to those I was close to as well. RIP
PONDEROSA LOG
Kill me I hate my opening statement it's such a bumbling mess LMFAO. I felt like JennCity "..big moves like...big moves.....big strategic moves" END ME
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Jc's funeral
Well fam, I'm losing allstars :(
I put so much into this game! Like I think I'm most upset because I doubted myself. I didn't feel like I played to how well I played in agrabah and Atlantis, and coming into this final tribal I feel like I did play the best out of the three in FTC, but I completely fucked up in my answers! I wish that all of the answers could have been written because I get so anxious on video and shit! Ugh this is such a tb to the first day when I did a VL confessional and said I never do anything on video! MESS
Honestly I'm happy for Sam, she deserves to finally win after all her second places, but at the same time it's like I wish I could finally win you know? After all my final juror placements. It's nice to have finally made it to FTC for the first time ever, and learn what you have to do there. But at the same time it's like, I feel like I played the best game and could have finally won!! :'( Ugh this is tragic it just like I keep fighting to win but I never do! And I've been a bitter nasty bitch dis season but it's just like oh well hunty that's just how I felt it's not like I actually felt these mean things it's just like shade to be funny bloop!
Ugh I'm just waiting for the freaking results to lose! I hope I at least get one vote I mean that'd be nice but ugh, I want the majority!! This sucks ass and pickles. I WANT TO WIN. Ugh hopefully I at least get some episode titles smh, I don't think I'll win PotS or anything but that's alright I guess gurl I just wanna win its like 99% chance Sam is winning .9% I'm winning .1% Zack is winning.
I'm happy to have made f3 with my Ourbb HNG babies but like let's just repeat the same ourbb placements of Zack 3rd Sam 2nd and me 1st okay? OK!! Like ugh how could it be that in all these votes where the voting confessionals were like "jc you're a big threat if you make it to the end you'll win" mean nothing when it comes time for FTC? Oh well, no matter what I won't be a bitter ass loser, I'll be happy for whoever wins, but obviously I'd love to win you know?! Ugh kms!
Ugh, so Sam B really wanted Sam G out of here. She was like there's only room for one Sam in this arena!! And squawked like a predator bird until we all killed ha. Rip Sam G ilysm :( I feel so bad because like, I mean I could have played my idol on her, this is like so Atlantis all over again when I didn't give Nick the blood idol to save her :/ But it was just like if I saved her with my idol then I wouldn't have one to protect myself the next round and I'd be the one getting votes because they'd be like omg what if Sam has an idol blah blah blah and Sam G would've wanted me to vote Sam B and Sam B would've wanted me to vote Sam G and Isaac wouldve been a snake and slithered past f5 and like even if I got Zack and we sided with Sam G then f4 would be like Sam G Zack Isaac and I, like there's no possible scenario I can see where the Sam's wouldn't rip each other's throats at to get into f4. Ugh but I mean like if I voted Sam G out at f5 then at least she'd have beaten her previous placement :/ but I know I wouldn't have the heart to vote her out like that at f5 and I wouldn't have the heart to vote Sam B out it was just like WHY CANT WE ALL GET ALONG I was so Kathy and the Sam's were Rachel and what's her name. But now idk I mean I at least have a direct ticket to f4 with my idol. After that I just have to hope and pray that the ourbb babies stay true which I HIGHLY doubt because it just doesn't make sense that we're all gonna be peaceful and happy and no ones going to flip rip. Best case scenario is that I somehow at least get to go into fire making which I'll probably lose smh! Aldjdshsz I'm just realizing every storybook game we've played Sam and I have been together, that's so wild omg aldhsbsb I love it. If I win this game next time I'll give Sam all my idols <3. Ugh I'm dumb I feel like maybe I should've played my idol on Sam, it's either one of the best choices of my game or the worst. I feel like there are possibilities for positive or negative repercussions for either decision, I just have to hope the good outweighs the bad for the choice I made.
so sam b won immunity yay!!! queen!!!
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(Submitted as Kalely) wuqeen
my latest convo with jakey:
me: so, you’re a weregoat?
jacob: yeah, last time i checked. few lucky members of the tribe have the gene.
me: cant u just find a way to just...stop? I mean it's wrong
jacob: its not a lifestyle choice bell-jc. Ur such a hypocrite, what i'm not the right type of monster for u??
me: it's not what u are it's what u do. they never hurt anybody, you've killed people jake!
...wdym i wasted my time looking up a scene from twilight where bella finds out jacob is a werewolf just to shade jakey??? no i didnt,, bYE
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I wonder if the Sponsors are going to have any like influence still? Maybe they'll be the final juror? Or decide who has immunity to go into the FTC? Idk I just feel like their roles aren't over yet?? Or maybe not that'd be interesting tho.
Okay, oh my god. Oh my god. I cannot believe I just survived that vote I'm so glad omfg. I flipped someone who flipped on me I'm SCREAMIng. Idk what you call that but I call it ICONIC. I pulled out ALLLL the receipts to Sam trying to show her why she couldn't trust Isaac and Andrew and why I was the best person to keep. Truthfully, I don't know who would've been her best option to keep, but I needed her to think it was me. So yeah, that was successful, tru. I couldn't flip Isaac like I wanted to, but idk I mean it's probably better that way because it gives me a reason to vote for him and for him to vote for me if I make it to the end.
So like I think I have a plan to make it to at least f4. I'm playing my idol this week. Sorry but the blind week is just not working for me, sorry not sorry! I'm gonna use my vote negator on Isaac, and have Sam use her extra vote on Isaac, and have Sam and I vote Isaac. Then have Zack and Sam B vote jakey. That way the vote will be split 3-2-1. If Isaac plays an idol then Jakey goes. If he doesn't have an idol boom he's gone. And I'd tell Isaac I'm voting jakey and Jakey I'm voting Isaac that way at the end of the vote, either way it falls I could tell them I told the truth lmao. I'm playing my idol because in the long run I can't really trust anyone completely like I did that round, I mean Sam flipped when I never expected her to. So like if Isaac plays an idol on himself or wins immunity and Sam and I vote him and like Sam B flips on us and votes with like jakey to take out me the vote would be 2-1 and I'd go home! And a bad, disgusting, but possible even if unlikely scenario would be if Isaac/Jakey won immunity and the other played an idol on themselves. Or who knows they could have stuff from the cornucopia????
Okay so then, at f5 it'd hopefully be Zack, the Sam's, Jakey and myself. I truly do not think Jakey has an idol, I'd be shook if he did when like he was barely online. So like my plan would be for all of us to simply just vote Jakey. That brings me to f4, where I could at least hopefully go to firemaking, but I believe everyone in this f6 is better than me at comps, except maybe Isaac? But I think Isaac needs to go next for sure. Ugh. But yeah I mean that always leaves a possibility for people to vote me out at f5, and there's always the possibility of an idol...
I'm gonna try to think about the likelihood of people voting me during this blind round, with all the risks involved. But I think it's a huge risk in itself to not just be safe and play the idol on myself, especially after the heart attack I got from this last tribal.
SPEAKING OF THE FUCKING HEART ATTACK ZACKS FUCKING ASSHOLE SELF GAVE ME A PANIC ATTACK!!! He messages me right when tribal council is starting and is like "I'm so sorry" BITCH?? I was like omg what did you vote me and he's like yes I'm sorry but Andrew gave me a better offer you're more of a threat I'm so sorry I didn't wanna tell you on call (Sam B and I had added him to our call after I convinced her to reflip). And I freaked tf out! I was like wtf omg I couldn't even type my hands were S H A K I N G and I couldn't breathe and my heart beat so fast yo it was so bad like omg how fuckin lame is that how gross! And like I couldn't even curse him out in the main chat properly LMAO. Like I'm dyin Zack is so annoying omg lmfaooo oooh he had me fucked up!
I think the best person to sit next to come f2 (I'm basically just certain it's gonna be a f2 now which is so ugly bc it decreases my chances so much) would be Sam B just because of how she flip flopped on this vote. Like she was a way bigger threat before the vote but now idk. I feel like Andrew and Isaac would be scorned jurors but eh who knows ugh. I hope the upcoming immunity challenges will be luckier for me despite zacks wild ass comp abilities omg. Ugh I just hope all their threatening competition winning asses take me to the end ugh.
But I am glad that I'm at this point in the game with a cast that I love..and zack. JK ZACK ILY HNG. But yeah
Okay I'm pretty sure tribal is in an hour and nobody has talked to me at all. Guess I'm leaving tonight. That's what I get for being a flop ass bitch and flipping and then flipping again on the revote. It's been fun panem.
welp... i guess isaac is stupid as fuck? lksjdgdlfkjh srsly WHO are my ALLIES... HELP!!!! these ppl suck god even worse than i do. so my plan for this round is get sam b and isaac BACK TOGETHER god... and then flip zack to vote out sam g... which i kinda set up last round when i told zack that i'd vote with isaac to get his trust. im still playing zack and i dont wanna go to the end with him but i dont wanna go to the end with sam g or jc either so like... an ideal f3 would be me sam b and isaac. lmao. everyone sucks idk why sam b voted andrew out like god these people are stupid. idk i dont think ill win immunity since its like luck. but christine goddess got me an immunity advantage so thats nicee. im not telling anyone about that shit! it's a blind round which is fun!!!
Okay so I have a little idea brewing in my witch pot brain....what if I go around this week "confiding" in people that I have the idol. Like, I'll start with Sam G and then move to Zack and maybe tell Sam B and maybe even Isaac. I want to tell them because I'm going to be playing my idol this round almost without question...but since it's a blind week none of them will know that I'm playing it! Then come f5 hopefully the remaining people are Zack, the Sam's and Jakey, and all of them would still think I have an idol that I'd most likely be playing on myself, which means none of them would flip on me. As for jakey, I wouldn't tell him I have the idol but hopefully Isaac would've told him after I told Isaac which would make things even more believable if it's coming from another source, so jakey might not even vote me. Idk I think that no matter what people are going to vote me anyway, so there's no harm in adding a possible larger target on my back with this idol if it also has the possibility of protecting me. Not only that but if I confide in people, who knows they might have an idol and confide in me too!
Also, I'm going to tell Isaac his best chances of survival would be to vote Jakey. Because if I negate his or jakeys vote and we split it 3-2 that means if Isaac has a vote, he could vote jakey and tie it 3-3. Or, he could be dumb and throw his vote away to someone else. And who knows, on the revote we might keep Isaac, if he stayed loyal maybe it'd be smart to keep him especially because he's not as good at competitions unlike jakey, and it relieves the threat of such a goat (baa) like Jakey. But at the same time he's very good with his words and shit so at f5 he might be able to conjure up some magic to cause drama and flip a vote idk. But I could always keep on persisting saying if Isaac does make it to FTC he deserves to win because we let him make it there when we had majority. This is gonna be an INTERESTING week, know that!
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Okay so I've been strategizing and thinking, and like that whole idea of revealing I had the idol and whatnot and like I don't think it's worth it seeing as it gets revealed that an idol gets played...but idk maybe it's worth it? I don't knowwww. I could always tell them I'm playing the idol tonight, discourage them from flipping on me, but then they'd be like tf why you playing an idol? I might just be a crazy bitch and risk not playing my idol again LMFAO. That'd be so wild. But I think if someone else plays an idol I most definitely would. Yo I wish I had a map of the arena for every bitch left in the arena because after last round I learned you can't trust no bitch! Ugh but like I feel like things will be so much easier if I can just wait til next week to play my idol, what are the chances bitches are gonna flip on me again /right/ after flipping on me last week. Like you'd think they'd have the courtesy to at least wait til the next round, right?? Right????? Probably not. This is allstars after all. Ugh. I need to think of who I want to play my map of the arena on, like who would be the smartest person??? These are the pressing questions.
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Sam G has a map of the arena? INTERESTING. Immediate reaction I'm so happy because this is going to clear up soooo much paranoia. But I am a bit confused because I thought that only one map could be purchased per round, so it wouldn't make sense that she got a map this round because I have the map this round!!!
Omfg now Sam B approached me about voting out Sam G, I'm SCREECHING. Like the level of shook I am rn is 10/10. I think it'd probably be smart to take out Sam G since I might be seen as her sidekick or something, but I don't think it'd be smart to do it this round. And not only that but if I did make it to f2 with Sam I feel like I could showcase how I wasn't just second in command but made moves and decisions that she didn't necessarily want like the a Brian and Liana votes. And I got the idol from her clue. Yeah I do think this round it's smartest to vote out jakey, then next round could be either of the Sam's or Isaac. If I can keep my idol until next round like its seeming possible to, then I don't even necessarily have to worry about who comes into f4. Except I do have to worry in that I don't want my ass heading into a firemaking challenge!! I've said it before and I'll say it again, everyone else left in the game is a bigger challenge threat than I am so like?? Fuck. But I think if Sam G comes in to f4 with me they'd be more likely to vote her out over me which is better for me hng. Let's say jakey does leave this round (fingers crossed bih), then who would I want with me in the f4? I feel like my best case scenario would be the Sam's and Zack, because the Sam's may vote each other and Zack may vote with me hopefully.
If Sam G goes home this week, that'd leave an opening for either Sam or Zack to flip with Isaac and jakey, and even though I'd have my idol to protect myself for f5 and take one of them out, I'd still have to worry about f4 and fighting another in a fire making challenge. Idk this is all totally assuming Zack wins like every single immunity too like I'm expecting him to. LIKE ZACK IS AN IMMUNITY QUEEN, GODDDD.
But nah damn my girl Sam B is trying real hard to put a move on her jury resume. She's really worried about getting second place again, and I feel her, I don't wanna be last juror again, and I especially don't want to lose this season after everything, so I get her dilemma. But I have to do what's the very best for my game, and I think that's voting out jakey. THATS JUST MY OPINIONNNN (insert that's just my opinion gif). But yeah I gotta keep my eye on Sam B 👀
Whew I almost forgot to do a confessional because I had the sappiest dumb confessional ever but I decided not to send it and thought I did. So anyways here's my confessional...
I can't believe it tied because Isaac couldn't make up his mind. I feel really bad about Andrew but the more I think about it the more I shouldn't care. He never really talked to me at all about this game until his ass was on the line and then when I tried to help him he still threw his vote to me when it could have gone to someone else in case Jaiden played an idol.
So this vote is the last vote to play anything I'm pretty sure so IF THERE IS AN IDOL it'll probably be played tonight. I'm playing my extra vote and my second map of the arena (I love my sponsors honestly <3) and Jaiden is playing his vote negator. If the two of us vote together the worst thing that'll happen is that we tie and have to vote again. Hopefully everyone's telling the truth but I don't know this whole merge has just felt too easy. I know there have been a few snags but I don't know something about getting here has felt too easy and I'm too calm so I feel like I'm about to get blindsided tonight. I really wanna make it past tonight though because then I'll beat my Atlantis placement!!
I am soooo torn. Once again. Okay so I am in a 4 person alliance with Jc, Zack, and Sam G. On the other side, I have a final 2 with both Jakey and Isaac. I want Sam G out. But nobody on her side wants to go after her. And there are no numbers without them. That alliance wants to split the vote tonight with 2 on Jakey and 2 on Isaac. What they don't know is that Jakey is playing his idol so his votes will be cancelled. Isaac and Jakey are voting out Sam G, but Jc is using his vote negator on Isaac so it'll just be 1 vote for her. So left we have 3 votes: mine, jakey's and jc's (because jc is voting isaac and zack and sam g are voting jakey which will be cancelled with his idol). Confusing, I know. So Jc and I are supposed to vote out Isaac, and Jakey is voting for Sam G. However I have the opportunity to flip (again) and vote out Sam G. This is what I want. But I am sooo worried about Jc and Zack finding out. Idk how the blind tribal will go, if they will announce that Jc is cancelling a vote or if Jakey is playing an idol. I feel a lot more stress than I did the last blind tribal, that allowed my target to leave and let me keep playing the middle. But this one is definitely going to hurt that. My dream scenario would be Sam G leaving and nobody knowing I flipped and then I have the option to choose between Jc and Zack or Isaac and Jakey. I am praying for this next immunity. If I don't leave tonight (you never know in games like this). I wish I had an idol, or even better a super idol. But I'm just trying to really rely on my social game and my gut at this point. I hope it all works out. And I'm also worried about a vote sneak of my vote just because I did flip last week so I seem untrustworthy, which is why I am going to wait until 3 minutes before votes are due to submit, just so nobody has time to switch their votes to me, if they haven't already done so. Yikes I am nervous whew.
stupid #1 - isaac
do i even have to explain like Why did he vote for sam b when she was literally flipping to us ?? i'm like... i can't even process this bc how can i play a game with people like him like it's impossible i can't compensate for stupid people
stupid #2 - sam b
oh god this girl is a mess. i cant believe she voted out andrew just bc she was mad at isaac or whatever. like yeah he's fucking stupid but u just ruined your own game?? she can't beat jc sam or zack so idk what the fuck her goal is. she's also fucking stupid and if i wasn't drunk i might have knocked some sense into her
stupid #3 - zack
taking immunity from me even tho he didn't need it and painting a huge target on his back for no reason and fucking over a tight alliance he had with me... it's like do these people even know what survivor is??? how did u pick this "all stars" cast honestly kass voice id like to see that data
stupid #4 - sam b
honestly who is this bc she never talks to me and i try so hard to start a convo with her and she's just so boring god. apparently her own alliance wants to vote her out so what's her deal???
stupid #5 - Jc
he's the least stupid bc honestly i think he's playing the best game out of everyone so i hope he wins if i can't at this point. but i'm not giving him too much credit bc he's only here bc certain individuals are literally STUPID and that is all
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i think im going this round! bc zack is an idiot lmaoooo but whatever cant wait to vote for JC to win!!! lol this game is so boring and literally they all suck. im playing on idol paranoia and the fact that i have finals all of this week and have no time to play immunity but yeah it doesnt look good. Yikes.
UGH IM SO #PARANOID WHY DO I KEEP HAVING THE IDEA OF NOT PLAYING MY IDOL WHATS WRONG WITH ME I SHOULD JUST PLAY IT BEFORE MY ASS GETS CHOPPED FUCK
My favorite thing is how Jc and Sam G have convinced Zack that he has a chance of winning. He hasn't done anything this whole game besides been Jc's lapdog and win immunities like bye. So this round the other side is splitting it's votes against me and Jakey and expect us to vote against each other so the expect the vote should be like 3-3 but Jc is negating my vote apparently so it's 3-2 but me and Jakey are voting Sam G so it's more 2-2-1 and Sam B isn't voting me and is voting Sam G so it should be 2-2-1 but Jakey also has the idol? So it should be 2-1 with Sam G going home hopefully. I don't want to give up playing this game I've worked too hard for too long to give up. This confessional is really choppy and is bouncing from one topic to another, sorry. I don't understand why Jc wants to keep Sam G when she's literally going to win if she gets to the end. The bitch had a successful idol play. Like?
I'm so sick and just want to go to bed but these fucking bitches had to pick tonight of all nights to try to blindside me. Now I gotta do work
hieeeee! SO. its revote time and i know what i'm doing! but anyways.. i still have my idol and if i use it on me next round im guaranteed 5th place (i think?) so hi WIG! let me go revote now.. this has been a long ass round.
If I'm gunna go I'm going out swinging! I've always tried to stay nice and polite while people are voting me out just in case I can flip but obviously these people are fucking dumbasses and I hope my favorite player ever JC slits all their throats and gets to the end
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ifvdjskd so apparently Isaac and Sam B locked in their votes for me and Zack already said he'd go to rocks so like if JC doesn't go to rocks for me I'm gunna be so mad because I would go for them! If Zack is willing to go to rocks for me and JC isn't Zack 100% has my vote in the finals if he's there even if he's against JC omg JC BETTER DO THIS FOR ME
EPISODE ELEVEN - “ONLY SO LONG BEFORE THE PET SNAKE TAKES A BITE “ - ANDREW
hieeeee. omg okay.. i feel like it's been a hot minute since i made an actual confessional and not just me vs kait and jenn in my host chat. ANYWAY. i won my second immunity basically just my luck sdhg. i just had one person in mind and went down the list each and every time and put there name with who i thought fit best and that really played out for me? NOW. i just won my third immunity and jake literally... went off one. saying fuck me and shit. like bro skldhg. im gonna be at work till 10pm tomorrow and im gonna miss tribal and the whole day. i couldn't risk anything because anything could happen so i had to ensure MY safety. like i love jake but i swear he has one more nasty mesage to send me before i ask him "who do you think ur talking to btw?"
can i just say this real quick...
allison- started the rally to try to get me out
me- lets get allison out.
allison- goes home.
ryan- was partners with jordan pming everyone trying to get me out.
me- lets get ryan out.
ryan- goes home.
jordan- same as above. was partners with ryan pming everyone trying to rally votes against me the allison week.
me- lets get jordan out.
jordan- goes home.
everyone- lets get andrew out its time!
me- lets get jaiden out.
jaiden- goes home.
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NOW. im not getting jake out. he can have his hissy fit all he wants but i know theres loyalty still down there. but do i want isaac or andrew out now? hmm..
ME: TRIES TO SAVE ANDREW IS SUPER EXCITED WHEN JAIDEN FUCKS HIMSELF OVER SO ANDREW CAN SURVIVE THINKS WE'RE GOING TO WORK TOGETHER
ANDREW: I'M GUNNA ELIMINATE SAM FROM THIS CHALLENGE
ME: BOY WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? I'M OVER IT!! I'M READY TO KILL ANDREW
I've decided I want me, Zack, JC, and Sam B to final 4 because fuck Jake and Andrew for killing me and fuck Isaac because he's guilty by association. Also in all of these receipts of Jaiden trying to try up the votes, ANDREW is the one who suggested me! Jaiden said me or JC and Andrew COULD HAVE SAID JC BUT HE DIDN'T SO BYE ANDREW. AND HE THREW HIS VOTE TO ME WHEN IT COULD HAVE GONE TO SOMEONE ELSE
HONESTLY BYE
I'm honestly v upset to see Jaiden go :( I was definitely stressed in those last few confessionals but I really do luv Jaiden so much and actually did see us getting so much further in the game together :/ I don't know why he had to flip and not even tell me about it but idk hopefully I can make the best of this. Like I'm not the reason he got out necessarily and I feel like our relationship was good enough to have an ok chance of getting his vote if I ever make it to FTC, which is highly unlikely idek why I'm thinking about that when it's still like 5 votes away if it is going to be a f2 like I think it is.
Then the immunity challenge seemed to go well even though I didn't win. It appears to have raised distrust towards Andrew from Sam which is veryyyy good because I'd love to get Andrew out! I'm not a fan of the comp slayers in the game, even miss Zack and Jakey who are my allies are worrisome because of their challenge abilities. Sky Ferreira is sex btw. Speaking of jakey too I'm not sure where his head is at? Idk I got weird vibes in the challenge, especially since he took me out before comp queen Zack which is...interesting, so it's caused a bit of untrust with jakey and I too. I'm just worried that he's actually going to start picking his game up and start slayin and when he does I wonder if he's going to stick with me or flip and go with other people. So I need to keep an eye out for his ass, and another on the finish line.
I'm also going to try for the time being to just continue playing as if I don't have an idol. I feel like idols can impair your judgement abilities and actually be a kind of crux to your gameplay because you can get a bit too assured of yourself, and you can never feel safe in these games.
It's worrying now too because I see like one of the main benefits that was around keeping Jaiden was that he was such a big threat, it was just like you could just be like oh yeah let's do Jaiden, and people would be like yeah tru and then of course you could flip it to who you really want later. Now jaidens gone and Isaac asked me who I wanted to vote and it's not like I could be like oh yea we should vote Jaiden hurr hurr. So idk I was just like what about jakey idk and he was like yeah I think jaidens high key annoying and I was just like ok 👀 mama calm down as he continued talking about how jakey a lil trifling hoe, but I mean jakey likes Make Me (Cry) by Noah Cyrus so could he really be that bad? Idk. I should ask what his zodiac sign is before I make any decisions for the vote or ideas of his character.
flkjfdsal I don't remember if I did a confessional but this could be my last one since it's 20 minutes before the vote and I've heard NOTHING from anyone except for JC! so like fuck Andrew and Isaac honestly I REALLY hope me Sam Zack and JC stick together but I don't see it happening. I'm pretty sure I'm getting voted out so like it's been real.
I'm so happy I've made Final 7 but more importantly, I made it passed Jaiden! This vote is messy btw I just woke up from a nap and I have no idea what I'm doing.
So I'm being voted by Sam G, JC, and Zack. I know that for sure. I'm hoping Myself, Isaac, and Sam B all vote together. And just get out JC. I guess Zack is playing a map on me. So he'll see I voted for JC. And they might play an idol on JC and I'll be fucked. I dunno if an idol is being played tonight but hopefully if it is then it's played on Sam G? I really don't wanna die. But id I am then Zack is a snake. Like I knew that asdfghj but. I was hoping maybe he would actually take the secret pair beware thing farther. I guess it was fun while it lasted. Only so long before the pet snake takes a bite.
Anyway, I'm probs not surviving tonight. So I hope Isaac or Sam B or Jake wins. But like 98% hope Isaac wins because he fucking deserves it. This will likely be my last confessional so. It's been fun and I'm glad I was able to play a pretty awesome all-star season. Anyway DAN GHEESLING IS MY BROTHER BYE.
I HATE MAKING DECISIONS! I have 5 minutes to decide whether I want to work with Isaac and Andrew or Jc and zack. I'm super nervous because there will be drawbacks for each option I choose. Zack will probably yell at me a LOT if I flip and Isaac will probably be so hurt by me and not want to be friendship anymore. And I want to work with Andrew in PI Allstars so I don't want to betray him here. Ugh this is messy fuck
welp i have 5 minutes so zack fucked me over hard core in immunity this round and all trust i did have in him is lost. this round it would be ideal for JC to leave but idk if sam b. is smart enough to make that move... um!!! yeah im just trying to convince her but i dont rly see it happening. andrew will prob leave or me tbh. i honestly think its me lmao. oh well. fuck zack
WELL, It appears Andrew is voting me again! Vote me once, shame on you; vote me twice, bitch you gotta go! Ugh idk I'm heeeeella nervous that I might be going tonight so I'm definitely keeping my idol close, we might be seeing a play tonight. Maybe even two if Andrew has one. Hm.
So, I approached Isaac, told him I wanted to vote Andrew. He claimed he was down to vote Andrew too, but told Sam that he wasn't going to vote me but would vote someone else. Sounds like an idol might be getting played on andrewwww so they're splitting the votes, huh?! How. Fucking. Cute!!! This is disgusting I'll probably have to play my vote negator on whoever Isaac votes and use my idol for everything to work out tonight. UGH!
This is so worrisome, idk why Andrew had to vote me tho! Like girl couldn't you vote either Sam instead since everyone else is on your side and Zack is immune. Whyyyyy meeeeeee 😢😢 it's not like I was pushing to vote for Andrew this week and last week also! *sarcasm* but I mean still, come on! It's not like Sam G wasn't pushing for you too, ugh.
I don't know this is tough, if anything I'm probably gonna at least reveal to someone that I have an idol tonight or something. I need to find out how this vote is gonna go down...this is gonna be a long bumpy rife
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Oh my fucking God Samantha BUSSY voted me out I can't fucking believe this. I'm honestly shook like I messaged Sam G first asking if she flipped then when she said no I went to Zack when he said no I was like what the fuck, how could it be pure angel Sam Bussy??? I pressed her and eventually she admitted to it. So I went to her and she denied it at first but finally admitted to it later. Then I called her and I think I flipped her. Hopefulfuckingly!
I'm trying to flip Isaac as well just in case anything goes wrong and hopefully I can. I really hope I stay my dumbass should've played my idol when my gut told me to, but I simply didn't listen, I'm so stupid! But if I /do/ survive, then this would really be a wild move and I'll definitely be playing shit next week, if not everything smh. I'm puhRAYING that my mist works, because if not I'm going down as a big idiot who went home with their idol, probably the first big idiot who went home with their idol in storybook history! THE BIGGEST IDIOT IN STORYBOOK HISTORY!!! Kms if I go out this game I'm screaming.
Tribal council certainly was interesting tonight. I wonder what caused Samantha to use her onion necklace on me... I'm actually kind of pissed off that she did that, even though I had voted for her in the first place. It makes me think that that knew I had voted for her or something, which is what caused the vote to flip around.
Isaac and Jordan and Andrew all really fucked up and Jordan paid the price for it. I kind of wish that someone had played their idol for Jordan just to see their reaction when Andrew ends up getting the boot, so now I'm pretty sure one of them have it. Jake missed out on a ton of stuff which wouldn't have been vastly different if he had stuck around instead of going off to exile.
From now on, I won't stray from the alliance. It's pretty obvious that they all were going to wake-up and start playing only when it became convenient to them all, and that's why Jordan got voted off. They were going to use my vote for Zack against me in the future to help Zack flip against me or something? Power move, good job losers.
I'm going to completely own up to voting for Sam B as soon as possible. I have no doubt that she got the same advantage that I had and checked to see if I was intending on flipping on the alliance. But wouldn't that have sent me out instead of Jordan??? Who honestly knows. It changes a lot in the game now and I'm pretty pissed off that this all went downhill as quickly as it did, because now I need to make a massive apology to Samantha for voting for her. I don't know what I'll say, but I'll need to think of something. And quick.
OK SO BITCH SO!! That tribal was i n s a n e! Zack approached me at like 9:40 telling me that my weird suspicions were right and that people were trying to make a move to take me out. Apparently Isucc/Boredan/AndrEW approached Sam Bussy asking her to vote me out. Now what worries me is that she did not tell me about them approaching her, Zack did. So she must have been at least considering it? Idk her and Isaac are relatively close and ik she was worried about whether or not Isaac would be mad at her if she voted Jordan instead of me.
But anyways I'm like oh boo not today, not today! Like I was really unworried by their bumasses because I'm like girls, I have an idol, a vote negator, AND Sam told me about her blood bracelet that had to be played at that tribal, so I was just like might as well just get her to play that on me so I don't need to use anything. So like I got Sam to switch her blood thing from Jaiden to me after she used a vote sneak in order to see who Isaac really voted for and turned out he truly did vote for me! How cute. Like I don't know why these little boys came for me but they did, like I was not a threat I feel like my game has been shit but ok I guess just keep pushing me to be better huh?!
Oh, and apparently Jaiden voted for Samantha to try to stir up distrust between Zack and I and cause rifts in the alliance. But then later he switched it to Andrew because he was getting nervous I guess? Idk I don't buy it but knowing Jaiden it's highly possible. But I'm like atm I want to take out Isaac/Andrew before taking out Jaiden because they both actually voted me with intents of getting me out and for that they need to go, especially as Isaac probably has an idol. Like I feel like he was gonna play it on Jordan but changed his mind last minute after Sam played her bracelet on me.
and like now I'm worried because it's only f8 and I have a target on my back. Totally not what I wanted at this stage in the game! I have to really work hard to keep myself safe because my advantages don't make me invincible. I need to make FTC in this game and it's most likely going to be a f2 since jury started at f11 rifpp. I hate f2's! But yeah I just have to keep fighting and look at the bright sides, like I solidified loyalty and cleansed paranoia between my relationships with Sam and Zack, I still have an idol and I'm still fighting. My game plan honestly is to go to my sponsors and get them to buy vote sneaks for me because that would be heavily beneficial to see who's voting who.
Samantha is on my birthday shitlist, basically.
I still don't trust her so I spilled the beans to JC about her maybe sorta considering voting for Zack. Also that she played the onion necklace on me. Regardless, someone knows that I voted for her. And now I'm out for blood! I will absolutely expose her vote at the next tribal council, AND I'll make I think my priority to send her right to the bottom of the alliance like she deserves at this point.
Samantha if you're reading this and you're like, you're completely wrong Jaiden, then that's your fault for playing the onion necklace on me (envy) But I still love you outside of this whole game...but I still hope you get seventh place. Sorry not sorry.
I'm going to CONTINUE to hammer in the idea that FLIPPERS NEVER WIN. If you flip on the alliance, enjoy losing solely because of a bitter jury :)
Me trying to escape the SNAKES who voted me last week and may try to again
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Omg poor Sam she's coming up with all these cracked out theories of where the idol could be that are actually kind of wildly accurate (she thought the idol may be hidden in the beach bc of the moodboard Amir made her having many sea themes, and it was in the beach), but the idol is in my pocket akxhxbabz. Maybe I should tell her...idk aaaa!!!
so to #catch up on my messy ass game, i was exiled for a round and apparently things got even more messy. i honestly barely understand what happened bc no one wants to give me a full story but yeah jordan lelft which was my contract thing?? no idol clue for me rip. but now i guess a lot of people want my vote which is nice. zack told me that jaiden was telling people that i was threatening bc of my comp wins in generations, neverland, and sarawak and its so annoying!! like bitch u think i have time in my life to dedicate to these immunity challenges like i could in gens when i had 24/7 of my summer dedicated to it?? bitch?? and u went against me ONCE in sarawak and look how that turned out. haha they never learn, do they? there's already talk about getting jaiden out and i'd be MORE than delighted to send his ass packing bc i literally cannot DEAL with him targeting me for no reason A G A I N!!!!!
jaiden: jake won immunities in gens
everyone: omg :O hes laying low…
me: i literally just have no time to dedicate to this game
god these fucking freaks. anyway i cant stand most of these ppl.. andrew is honestly my son and i love him so i dont want him to go. and it was nice to hear zack wants isaac and jaiden out back to back bc that protects lil andrew. i dont even talk to andrew like ever but for some reason hes the only one i trust bc ik he only has like isaac in the game. i dont trust either of the sams. especially sam g?? that girl is like killin it i feel like everyone is just following her around. have barely spoken to her but shes doing her thing. i hope i can get her out soon but literally no one wants to make a move against her. props to her i guess. i want JC gone soon, he's so transparent and fake and ldskjfghkj yeah i don't like dealing with it. i mean i'm fake right back so i mean dflksgjhdklfjgh me.
unless i get lucky with immunities im gonna have to rely on keeping a low profile and telling people im doing nothing (which is partly true, i did do THAT at the allison vote). a lot of people are telling me they like me so... that's good! the more ppl who like me the better!!! i like zack a lot i hope the f3 is me zack and andrew but one can dream huh!
Soo last tribal was WILD! I was gunna just play my bracelet on Jaiden and say it was because he's always a target so to put his mind at ease for once blah blah blah but then like 15 minutes before tribal JC comes to me freaking out about people voting for him and he needs the bracelet blah blah blah, so I asked Isaac who he voted for and he told me Jordan. Then just to make sure I played my map of the arena and checked out Isaacs vote and found out THAT LYING SNAKE VOTED FOR JC!! So I played my bracelet on JC even though they only got 3 votes, Jordan got 4, and Andrew got 1. Also apparently that 1 for Andrew WAS for Sam B but then Sam looked at Jaidens vote and played her onion necklace on him meaning he can't vote for her until the final 6? Or after the final 6? Either way I was really expecting this to cause distrust in our 5 but apparently it still hasn't? I'm so shook that we're all still voting together but like maybe I'll be proven wrong tonight? We'll see. Either way we're al so dysfunctional and terrible at communication so I mean how are we doing this?? I was hoping to save Andrew and Isaac but apparently people want Andrew out. Hopefully he has an idol but he'd idol out Jaiden and not Sam B which kind of stinks. But anyways I'm waiting for more exciting stuff to happen this tribal because last time was the first exciting tribal in a while. This merge has been pretty yawn and frankly I'm part of the problem.
I wasn't going to talk about it but I need to post a confessional and the reason I'm feeling the way I am is tied into personal stuff and it won't make sense unless I explain it to you so here it goes.
I've just been feeling extremely shitty about myself recently and just overall really lonely.
Like in the past two weeks I've felt like my friends have been doing whatever they can not to talk to me. It's irrational but it's how I've felt. But Jordan and Samantha B were mostly there and they helped everything by just being there and talking to me. So yeah I've taken his elimination pretty hard.
According to many sources Samantha B was the one who told Jc that it was them who was getting votes and caused Jordan's elimination and the idol play. I was really apprehensive about believing anyone because I thought there was no way she'd do that to me like we've became closer friends since this game started, but then she admitted to it.
I'm not going to lie I'm hurt
But this is a game and we're supposed to play to win so thank you Sam B for waking me up.
I'm NOT going to lay down and die if I go out tonight I'll go out trying to get as far as I can. Is this the second coming of Despairsaac? Maybe. But Jesus Christ I'm tired of these people telling me what I will and will not do. Fuck them.
I've made it so far in the game without wanting to make any big moves, so tonight I'll make one. If I get rocked out, then #legend. If I get blindsided by the entire tribe, then so be it. But I had to stand up and do something, because fifth place just wasn't going to cut it. I wanna win, damnit. People can respect someone who went against the grain and made a move, right? I surely will receive Andrew and Isaac's respect if this doesn't work out.
The plan is to vote for Sam G. If she plays an idol, Andrew goes home and I look like a chump. If anyone gets pissed, they will either flip their vote to her, or they will draw rocks and leave it up to chance. Either way, I get what I want. I'll be okay with leaving tonight if that's what happens, because at least I did something... I just dont want to go 7-1 because everyone was pissed off.
Okay so truthfully this game I've felt like I'm the Jaiden Whisperer. He's like completely wild and messy in this game but I feel like I've been able to direct it to things I want, or at least work with the insanity. But it's coming to the point where he's really rubbing people the wrong way, Zack and Jakey both want to vote him and Sam Bussy probably would too if she hadn't played the onion on him. Not only that but Isaac and Andrew both wanna vote him too!! That's 4 which is enough to tie, and jaidens dumb ass might vote for Jakey instead of Isaac!! Mess omg.
I totally feel bad to be campaigning for Isaac/Andrew to go, but like what choice do I have after they came for me first? I feel like it'd be dumb to vote out either jakey or Jaiden because they're both good for my game and the others are most probably not!
OMFG NOW JAIDENS TALKING TO JAKE ABOUT GOING TO ROCKS WHAT IN THE FUCK OMFGGGGG KILL ME. He needs to freaking rest before his ass gets sent home!!
This vote is honestly the largest fucking mess, we have Jaiden who wants to vote out Jakey, Jakey who wants to vote out Jaiden, Zack who wants to vote out Isaac only if not Jaiden, Samantha who I think wants to vote out Isaac or Andrew and Sam G who wants to vote out Samantha later but Jakey now. KILL ME WHY CANT WE JUST VOTE ONE OF ISAAC/ANDREW OUT HNNNNG
I TOLD JAIDEN TO JUST STAY SEATED AND TO NOT CAUSE DRAMA WHEN HE ASKED ME IF HE SHOULD MESSAGE PEOPLE BECAUSE I KNEW EVERYONE WAS ON THEIR LAST STRAWS WITH HIM AND WHAT DOES HE DO??? DOESNT LISTEN AT ALL!! OMG I CANT HONESLEE Like bitCH WHY DID JAKEY SEND ME THIS:
[12/7/16, 7:32:21 PM] j a i d e n: but I don't think I can win against my alliance and I know they're coming for you once it gets down to it
[12/7/16, 7:32:40 PM] j a i d e n: you, me, Isaac, Andrew vote for one of them, and they vote for one of Andrew/Isaac
FUCK IT HES LEAVING TONIGHT EVERYONE WANTS HIS HEAD ON A STICK EXCEPT PROBABLY SAM B AND FHATS JUST BECAUSE SHE PLAYED HER ONION ON HIM UGHHH I LOVE YOU JAIDEN BUT WHAT CAN I DO YOU PUSHED IT
I feel soooo bad about lying to Isaac. I really want to work with him and get Jaiden out but there just aren't numbers for that. Me, Isaac, Andrew, and Jakey is only 4. All that would do is tie it. But Jaiden has been super messy lately, especially with jakey, so hopefully Jc will read the message jakey sends him from jaiden and will realize that jaiden is a horrible player. Like honestly I love jaiden as a person but he is messy af when it comes to spilling information. And not even information, its anything. Jaiden tells so many lies, for no reason it seems like. This is just super messy. As much as I love jc and zack, I think I want to work with Isaac and Andrew from now on. But I just hope they trust me enough to let me do that.
So way too much has happened/is happening for like a paragraph based confessional, so here's a lot of bullets of whats happened bc I'm an organized hoe.
-Zack wins immunity and Isaac and I are like fuck what do we do
-It seemingly looks like Isaac, Sam B, and I are on the outs
-We find out that it's between Isaac and I
-Sam G tells me that Sam B is the one who leaked to JC that they were going so that Sam G could play her idol on them and get out Jordan
-Isaac doesn't wanna believe it but Sam B sketches me out
-The 3 of us still decide anyway that we need 5 votes to take out Jaiden bc that's the easiest target
-Zack and I have gotten surprisingly close and he doesn't want me going
-Zack wants Jaiden out
-I go to Jakey and ask about getting out Jaiden and he's down
-I go to bed and we seemingly have 5 votes to eliminate Jaiden
-I come home today to find I'm the name being thrown around and Jaiden is the one to tell me
-Sam B is being very sketchy in the alliance chat
-She then admits to Isaac that she told JC they were getting votes and apologized but has ultimately lost our trust
-We now don't know what the vote is going to be and scramble
-Jaiden comes to Isaac and I saying he will go to rocks for me if we can get Jakey on our side
-He makes a chat and the 4 of us agree to vote either Sam G or JC bc Jaiden cannot vote Sam B
-We decide on Sam G so that someone may be more willing to flip on her rather than JC in a tie vote
-Sam G and JC suddenly wanna work with Isaac and I again and want to vote out Jaiden who wants to help Isaac and I also
-Jaiden might be doing the rocks plan more for himself/to make chaos
-Jakey also makes the point that Isaac, himself, and I will be in minority next week if we vote out Jaiden
-I ask him if he thinks Zack would flip to us and he doesn't think so and asks if I would sacrifice Isaac next round
-I don't wanna do that and ask if Zack might flip on Sam G and JC to break up the duo at final 7
So now I'm at a conflict. Jaiden wants to go to rocks for us. But that might be to create chaos. Idk where Sam B is voting but she might be voting me but now people wanna vote Jaiden. So if it does tie and we vote with Jaiden, then it could tie between Jaiden and Sam G and then they're safe from rocks of I flip on Jaiden. So Jaiden might be doing this to save his own ass because according to Sam G, Jaiden thinks I'm voting him anyway. So I have no fucking clue what to do. We all helped build a web of lies and now everyone is running up a different thread. And it's utter chaos. And I need to make the move that I think will help me advance to the end after this if I stay tonight.
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Okay I also left out that Jake revealed the rock plan to Sam G and JC, so now Sam G knows she might be getting votes and Jaiden might play his thing on me to reveal my vote before he votes and if he sees I didn't vote Sam G, then he'll be suspicious. And he might have an idol so idk. I think I'll vote Sam G anyway in the case that either Jaiden sees how I votes and pulls some sketchy shit, or the rock plan actually goes down. I asked Sam G if she cares if I vote her so Jaiden isn't sus but she doesn't wanna be potentially idoled out. I'm gonna tell her I'm throwing to Sam B, but I'll vote her anyway. I just have to to be safe. Wish me luck™.
im voting for jaiden since hes a mess and my alliance wants him gone. I'll explain more in my next confessional. im gonna take a nap
EPISODE NINE - “CONTROLLED BY THE WHIMS OF THE MAJORITY “ - ISAAC
I survived? Honestly I'm a little surprised. I kind of expected to go out this round because of an idol play or a super split vote, but all of the pre-tribal nerves were for nothing because what shocked me even more was that everyone was on the same page to get rid of Ryan.
I don't know what exactly flipped the other four onto voting off Ryan, but I'm assuming it's because he turned into a huge rat or something. I'm final nine now, only four more tribal councils to survive before I'm in the top five.
I feel like this game is incredibly boring so far, but the point is for me to win... And honestly, sorry sponsors, but I need to get to the end with as many allies as I need. I don't think I'm jumping ship anytime soon. ;)
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In this game, there is nothing more valuable than knowledge. I knew there was going to be an auction today because of the timing and nature of the "live event". I'm kind of glad that it ended up becoming non-live because now I know all of the items up for sale, and I hope that I spent my 500 tokens wisely.
I wanted to take something that needed to be in no one else's hands but my own, and that was the magnifying glass. Nobody on this tribe needs that kind of information, especially not if they're going to try and use it against me. My votes so far this season have been "as expected" but that doesn't mean they will stay that way forever. I am planning on making big moves in this game and nobody needs to know that I'm going to begin a path of deception.
Knowledge is power, and I'll be its wizard, honing the power as I choose. I need to take control of them game if I wanna win.
THIS FEAST WAS SO LIT!! I always have the strategy of putting at least 20 tokens on each item then betting rest on another item and this time it worked out SO WELL!!
So the first item I won is a strategy session with Owen. I'm gunna wait until I find out who wins immunity to use it because I might some ideas depending on who wins.
The next item is a moodboard from Amir. I don't know what that is? I hope it comes with something good.
I did get a clue to the hidden immunity idol but then ZACK JUST HAS TO TAKE IT! But since I also won the Outback Steakhouse reward I told him I'd split it with him if he shared the clue with me. TOO BAD IT WAS THE SAME CLUE I GOT FOR KILLING RYAN DKDVDKSBDBD WHATEVER. Now I get 3 extra points in touchy subjects but so does Zack so whatever. I should have kept it for myself.
Then I got my sponsors an extra 3 points to buy me stuff so yay! And I found out Isaiah bought me a map of the arena which means I get to look at someone's vote BEFORE tribal council! And in case I haven't mentioned it before Drew bought me an extra vote earlier in the season so I still have that!
And last but not least, I got a bloody bracelet which is a hidden immunity idol that I have to play on someone else this tribal council. I'm so excited this auction was incredible!
So right now the immunity challenge is touchy subjects. As I was filling it out I started to realize that Sam B seems to running this game so I don't know if it'd be too early to shake some shit up but depending on what's going on I could potentially figure out who's voting who, play the idol on whoever is getting majority and convince people to vote Sam or if someone else comes out as running the season in the answers but I don't think that'll happen. I just wanna do something interesting with all of my shit.
Winning immunity this round is so important to me. I think I know how people are going to answer some of these questions so I want to say that I might have this in the bag?? But you never know. I could get every single negative one and JC could get every positive so it's either going to reveal a ton and hurt my social game a lot, or I'm going to get every single thing correct and be safe.
If I have immunity, I have no fear going into tribal with the plan to vote off Jordan. If an idol is played, we'll be down an ally but it means that Sam G will likely decide to not flip since they weren't going to end up benefiting her game long-term or something. I want Jordan to go SO BAD NOW because he is going to end up being a huge threat later on down the road and no one is really like... on that same wavelength as me?
Also, there's Andrew. Zack in particular was downplaying him a ton so I think that Zack is going to keep Andrew in his front pocket or something until it becomes convenient to use him to get to the end. I just think that if Andrew or Isaac or Jordan make it to the end, they're going to beat everyone else because they have the most friends on the jury now.
I'm going to really try to get my alliance of five to stick together for as long as possible because I really want to Pagong those nuArma freaks. Occidere til the end!
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I'm... probably screwed.
I legit needed that immunity more than anything and it's very telling by the fact that I got the touchy subjects response for that, too. Wonderful.
Sam G has this bloody bracelet thing that she's promising to use on me and it's like... so use it lol. I want her to make it public right now that she's using that thing on me but she's like, "nah I'll just use it like a regular idol". I hate having my fate put into someone else's hands like this and she's really putting all of this out there for me that I'll be safe no matter what... ugh.
I got one of the worst scores in that challenge so it's just pretty much depressing for that to have happened. It shows my social awareness isn't where it's at all, and now I'm going to have to try to get back to the top again.
me: shares everything I got in the feast with Jaiden and tells him I'll probably be playing the bracelet on him
me: patiently awaits for him to tell me what his magnifying glass is
LITERALLG TELL ME DAMMIT!!!!
Anyways I won immunity!! YAY!! I really wanna do something to shake this game yo because frankly it's a snooze fest and will continue to be if we don't do something since me Jaiden JC Sam B and Zack have majority and can even convince people on the other side to vote against each other so it's like a good position for us if we stay loyal to each other but 1) I don't want Sam B anywhere near the end and 2) I'm really bored so I wanna do something. I need to figure out what's going on in my own damn head so I can plan out stuff I wann talk to Owen about because maybe he can help me find a way to do something fun and crazy, eventually get rid of Sam B but still stay in this good position. If I can't get rid of Sam though I need to get rid of Isaac because I think he's more of a number for her than he is for me and I'm not about that life. If you're not my number you're not my concern and I'm gunna cut you
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Okay you know what also I really need to chill because I may have immunity now but I won't have it forever and if I don't win this season (which I most likely won't) all these confessionals are gunna be so embarrassing so I guess this is my apology confessional because I probably won't chill so I'm sorry for anything I've already said and anything I will say in future confessionals.
Two confessionals in one night? I must be dying. Anyways, I'm watching these interviews again because I like the entertainment but it's also really interesting to see how things have changed so far in this game. I like watching the ones with people who got voted out already :~)
GOD IDK WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT. I wish I could do another audio confessional but its not the right time for me unfortunately, so for now let's just write on a really pressing issue in this game for me.
I think it's very clear that this season is going to be very predictable for the rest of the season. Some people aren't submitting confessionals or doing challenges or giving their 100 in any aspect of the game at all. We're being really boring. I fucking get that.
I'm putting my faith in Sam that she's going to give me the immunity tomorrow so I want to try and shake things up just enough to restore color to the game. I want to still make that "big move" that everyone talks so highly of, and that big move is getting Andrew and Isaac to start waking up in the game. I want that competition to be in the way and I want them to begin to play harder than they ever have before. Maybe their quietness around me isn't a result of them disliking me as a person, but rather their low energy to carry out the rest of the game in madness.
The person that holds a ton of power in this game right now also happens to be my closest ally. I'm starting to see the bigger picture and open my mind to the idea that this could be extremely beneficial for me going forward. I need to work really hard on gaining the control of the game through Sam G because she literally has every single person wrapped around her finger at times. It would be a disservice to suddenly eliminate her the next round because I'm still not the "second in command" in terms of who has the capability of overtaking the role she has on the tribe.
As it stands, Jordan needs to go this round without a doubt. Jake would probably need to leave following this, but I want individual immunity at his boot because it would a pretty difficult move to make. I think Sam G wants to include Isaac in an alliance with him and I don't trust Isaac for a damn second, so my original loyalty to JC and Zack would be super critical to getting rid of her because I know they're aware she's the biggest threat in the game going towards the end.
I'm trying to have as many options as possible so that I can figure out the best route to win the game. I take things day by day because every single day is a new opportunity to develop friendships with people on this cast. I spent a good chunk of today just working on Zack and getting to know him better as a person and I feel relationships with JC, Andrew, and Isaac continuously deteriorating. Sam B is super hard to talk to because DAMN, she's kind of boring?? I love Sam to death but she just doesn't have much to bring to a conversation so it's hard to always know what she's thinking and I really just don't have a ton of stuff in common with her in the first place.
I also need to start building up a case for the jury to vote for me because as it stands, I'm going into the majority with some of the best players left in the game. None of them have given up like the other people in this game seem to have, and the path to the final five seems pretty much laid in golden bricks for us. But then once we get to five, I don't have those opportunities I was talking about. I don't have the ability to flip the script and overthrow the clear leaders of this game. I need Isaac and Andrew and Jake to give me just an inch, because then I'll be able to take a mile and runaway with this game in the bag. I have nothing to present to the jury right now, and that's such a problem.
The game of Survivor is all about Risks and Rewards. This vote I'm risking everything to save the remnants of despair (my alliance) in a better position come final 8 and I'd rather go out with a purple rock in my hand than have the rest of my game controlled by the whims of the majority.
So as usual, the vote is fucked! Zack and I are suddenly a final 2 and I guess we're running with that? It already showed a benefit I guess because the name was between Jordan and I but he got the target onto Jordan. But then I guess Jaiden's ass decided to move the vote to Sam B? Which is fine because she has a power to stop someone from voting against her.
And ultimately the name our alliance of myself, Sam B, Isaac, and Jordan have landed on is JC. Which took a lot of discussion to get to. They initially wanted Zack out, but because I'm getting closer to Zack and want to keep him close (and the fact that he supposedly took a target off of my back) I got the name onto Jaiden. And then the name moved to JC because I also mentioned that JC makes me anxious in this game and I don't want them going far. So hopefully JC will go tonight. Which I feel absolute shit about. And I guess them and Sam G. think the vote is Jordan? So idk either they stupidly split their votes between Jordan and Sam B. and JC goes or JC will go anyway because Sam B. stopped Jaiden from voting.
Like I said, I'll feel bad about JC going but, another issue is possible damage control with Zack. Also with Sam B. I'm connected to basically everyone in this game which is horrifying but I need this move to happen so that the alliance of 4 can move into power. So I hope this works.
YASSSS BITCHES I FOUND THE FUCKING IDOL!!!! On my first try after getting the clue ;) Zack stole Sam's clue but she took him with her on the outbeak trip so that he'd reveal the clue, but apparently it was the same clue she got from voting out Ryan? Ok well werk I guess? So the clue was that it was "To find what you seek, you wouldn't necessarily need to be in the arena" so I was like okay ummm it has to be something really big that someone could see from far away because every location was in the arena. So I look through the description of each of the places in each area and see a distinct tree or whatever and the other places don't really fit the description so I'm like it has to be here!! I check and little did y'all know I found an idol!! Continuing my trend of finding an idol in every storybook game I've playedddddd I'm so excited and happy this was really the push I needed to have the confidence to make more moves!
EPISODE SEVEN - “TIS THE SEASON TO BE FUN AND FESTIVE” - ANDREW
I'm really hoping that Allison is on the bottom of an alliance and/or willing to make a big move and flip to my side or something. I do consider my alliance to be at a 7 to 4 minority because I have this super strong sense that Sam G isn't aligned with us as much as I had hoped. She wanted to flip on JC and Zack and said she didn't think they should have had as much power as they did by voting out Liana, and that really concerns me because Sam G ended up self-voting instead of deciding between me or her.
Sam G kind of makes me feel like she's picking and choosing who to work with when it's most convenient to her and not necessarily sticking to alliances, but rather going with the dreaded voting bloc strategy. However, there are alliances within this game! There is no doubt about it, and I'm not part of the seven. Neither are Sam B or JC, and maybe not even Zack. We are kind of on the minority from what I'm seeing. Maybe Zack is closer to being in the majority than I'm seeing, and maybe JC is, too. That leaves Sam B and I. For what it's worth, I think I'm going to remain entirely loyal to her because she is definitely someone that people dislike for being as annoying as she is, and she's aware that people might not like her. That sucks, honestly. She's such a nice person and although she is VERY irritating at times (no lies!!!! sorry sam if ur reading this!) she's got a heart of gold.
Sam B told me that she and Allison had an issue in the game during the tribe-pick that we did, and that's scary as hell. If we can't flip Allison because she's still mad at Sam B, then there's no way we can also get Sam G back to our majority so we can vote out one of The Uglies on the other side.
If we have to go to tribal council, I definitely want to get rid of Jordan or Andrew. It's a strategic decision, but it's also personal in different ways. I don't want to expose why I feel this way so I won't, but they continue to give me the cold shoulder so I have no use in aligning with them. When Arma went to tribal council after Liana was voted out, Andrew stated in a tribal question that he was and wasn't surprised that Liana was voted out. He said that he knew there was a plan in motion to get someone out (obviously me), but that's not what happened and Liana went instead; after he had heard why this move went down, he says that it makes sense why the decision changed.
I interpret this question and answer in a few ways and it's essentially the metaphorical key to unlocking the gate that's holding me back from advancing another round. First of all, there was a plan already set to knock me out of the game. Liana and Andrew have a "Generations" connection, as do the rest of the cast + Ryan. If Andrew had been the person to tell Liana, make the move easy and get rid of Jaiden, then he's avoiding a situation where we would come onto the same tribe again. Sam G, Sam B, JC, and Zack were the only people who are still left in this game with any semblance of a connection to the other side of the numbers because I don't think at that point that RJ was involved in any conversations with other people. I could be wrong, but whatever.
So I have my suspects narrowed down and I think it's fair to eliminate JC and Zack because Zack was never voting out RJ or me, so he went with Liana instead. JC went for Liana on their own, so obviously JC isn't going to tell people that's what they had planned. This leaves Sam B and Sam G. I believe Sam G is the person who informed Andrew in particular about the decision to get rid of Liana because Sam G had made comments about how it was weird that JC/Zack had the power over the vote we were making. She eventually abstained from voting as a whole for literally no reason; you could have voted majority and I think people would understand, but I guess the plan was kind of murky between it being either me or Liana so she didn't want to screw anything up if the majority wasn't what they thought it would be.
So now, I have a little bit of ammunition against Sam G. She's playing two sides. I'm not sure how heavily she's playing either one, but she is definitely standing in the middle of the tracks with a hell of a lot of comfort that no train is going to come hit her or anything and she has a lot of time to decide which side better suits her. I think she's got a ton of friends on one side and not much over here, so while it will be inevitable that she goes with them instead of me, Allison coming over to join us might be powerful enough for Sam G to wanna stick to our alliance for even one vote. That's all we need. I just don't want to get voted out, dammit.
Sam B is my priority right now. If it's me and her on the very, very bottom, then we're going to have to work something out together to stay. Continue to deflect the target off of ourselves and hope that someone needs our numbers to get further. I'm not cutting ties with JC or Zack just yet, I want to still go to the top four with all of them, I just don't know how realistic that will be anymore.
I'll leave this confessional with this message I sent to Sam B.
[4:00:42 PM] jaiden.: lets face it though sam. we're easy votes. without a doubt. no one other than jc and zack like us, and its pretty much up to whoever is on the top to take people like you and me out. but we can campaign that we're always going to be that easy vote, and we can try to get away from being eliminated. neither of us have an idol, we can't win immunities, and no one trusts me and maybe people are annoyed by you. I think we can still stick around if we try to deflect the target off of ourselves and each other though, so we have to really try to do that, I guess
[4:01:39 PM] jaiden.: as far as i'm concerned, you guys are my allies all the way until the end, but if we have to sacrifice jc and zack there isn't a lot we can do :/ I want to go to final four with you guys but idk if that's realistic
Okay so omg rj's ass decides this would be the beeeest moment to not submit another challenge when Occidere would've won by a landslide, and arma would've voted someone else out and given occidere a majority...but oh well, when I think about it if he did submit it would've been another number after Jaiden and I'd have to navigate that even more after having to navigate it with the Liana vote. Not only that but jakey could've gotten voted out and that'd suck!!! Boo :(! But now that we are merged I'm just PUHRAYIN that I win this first merge immunity just like I snatched the first immunity of the game! I don't want to see myself go this early trust me, I'm super glad and grateful I've at least made merge though. I also don't want to see Sam B, Zack or Jaiden leave either because I feel the closest to all of them in the game.
Truthfully, I feel a bit out of place in this game. It's a bit awkward and tense to communicate with a lot of the cast and it's worrying. I honestly don't care if any of them like me I'm more concerned with the fact that it may mean they'll vote me out, that's all I give a fuck about LMAO
I'm looking at how things are and honestly I think Andrew and Isaac are playing really good games and are my targets. Like they threaten me the most bc I feel like they're powerful players even if they're with me.
I'M IN AN ALLIANCE I'M IN AN ALLIANCE I'M IN AN ALLIANCE!!!
I don't even know if it's real, like it happened so quickly it's probably fake but Sam B came up to me and was just like I like you and wanna work with you so I was like fuck yeah not just girl power, Sam power I love it! And we decided Jaiden could ALWAYS use allies so now the three of us are in this chat and we're discussing what to do for the vote and we've all heard Zack's name but that's boring. I REALLY wanna take out of the ugly foursome that is Jordan, Andrew, Isaac, and Allison and I think we could do it. Us three plus JC and Zack means we'd just need 1 more and I think we could really do it!
Everything about this alliance really does seem too easy though! I feel like some of these people may already be working together and are just having me go around to them pretending like they don't know exactly what's going on but I don't know. We'll see what happens. Preferably I want to see Jordan or Allison gone because I could always end up working with Isaac and Andrew at some point but I don't know, we need to work on finding the numbers first.
Later...
Also I love getting the chance to work with new people! All returnee seasons can be SO YAWN if people play with the same people over and over again. But literally two of my best friends in this community are in this game and I barely talk about the game with them and I honestly love it. Granted I am working with JC because we always work together but even this time it's different. Usually we're ride or dies but we're not as close as we usually are so its just so interesting, it makes for a cool dynamic and I'm excited to see how this whole thing plays out!
Later...
Honestly this whole vote is falling into place TOO EASILY! Sam B was saying how no one talks to her and she didn't think anyone likes her and stuff but she's just asking these people and they're like yeah I'll vote with you! I'm content right now for this vote but I hope this girl doesn't think I'm stupid because I need to keep my eye on her honestly
I have no idea what is going on goodbye world
So Jaiden threw my name out. Not surprised. I mean tis the season to be fun and festive! So yeah Ryan made an alliance of him, myself, Isaac, Jake, and Jordan and tbh I'm very down because I've wanted these 2 groups to converge for a while. But idk how involved Allison will be. She's still in the alliance I'm in with Isaac and Jordan. We're voting out Jaiden though because he's just far too messy and I don't want that presence in the game. He's my friend, but bitch bye.
Also idk if I am getting the votes tonight but if I am then yikes yikes yikes. 11th ain't 12th and I made the jury so I won't be as mad. Btw Zack and I are now secret pair beware? After not talking for 8 years we are finally ready to slay some bitches and take names so. If I survive this tribal, I'm ready to fight everyone.
THE LOVE OF SATAN IS PUMPING THRU MY VEINS RIGHT NOW OH YES LORDTT.
So Sam approaches me and tells me I'm the swing vote for this round?? I love it! But at the same time I was like how am I the swing vote haha what like there was so much discourse that I wasn't involved in? interesting. But I like what she tells me bc she says that it's 5v5 between Zack and Allison and of course I'd flip to vote out Allison over Zack! Then, with that I can maintain a good position saying like uhhhh I voted Zack he must have played an idol or something!! And like they'll think I'm with them and I'll be a safe hoe!
I love jakey I'm so glad he's wanting to vote out Allison and like after that if we could pick off others like bigger targets. The only reason I'm not going after them now and rather sticking with the Allison is because Isaac Andrew and Ryan all know they're in hot water due to their scores in the weapons toss, and may play an idol on themselves. However there's a minor problem since Zack told Ryan about Allison and now Allison knows because Ryan told her and now she might play an idol on herself if she has one!!
But queen Jaiden has continued to be messy, he got paranoid and told jakey he's voting Andrew rather than Allison and jakey got paranoid and went to Sam and then Sam had to handle that whole..situation.
Also, apparently Isaac is paranoid asking Sam if she heard his name. How come u didn't ask me sweaty (: and Jordan spoke to Sam saying he didn't know what "the other side was doing" am I the other side sweaty (: I just hate how these people all neglect me and my vote and expect me to not start some brujera on they ass. They should be begging for my vote. Oh well, their loss.
Ok so this tribal is weird. It's either going to be me Allison Zack Jaiden or Andrew lmfao. Who fucking knows. I made my first alliance of the season, The ARMA-geddon Boys. Its me Jakey Andrew Isaac and Jordan. Hopefully if the vote is Jaiden tonight thatll be good...even if its Allison or Zack I'm fine. I just don't want it to be one of us five. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
so egypt sam won immunity which is nice for her i guess. i only received one weapon so thats good. ppl probably forgot i was in the game. um so basically i come on for like 10 minutes and change shit around so allison has the majority of the votes and jaiden has the second most just in case she plays an idol. im basically playing both sides right now which is nice. i just want allison out bc she's the only one that i know would target me in the near future. so ryan made a group with me, jordan, him, isaac, and andrew to make this gross ass meninist alliance. yeah im lying to them all and i got them all to vote for jaiden dlskfgjhdfjgh thanks to jaiden for being a fucking mess as always its not that hard to get votes on him. so allison thinks theyre all voting zack, and the boys all think they have the votes to get out jaiden.. but actually it should be me/sam/sam/jc/zack voting for allison... not rly sure what jaiden is doing but his vote rly doesnt matter for my plan and thats the great part. with the vote so close relying on JAIDEN'S vote (when it was between zack and allison) i was NOT going to rely on that shit. so now i split them up. theyre not even going to tell allison to vote for jaiden... not rly sure what jaiden is planning on doing... he wants to throw his vote i think..... dlskfjgh if he votes allison i guess thats some extra safety. but yeah if everything goes as planned allison will leave but i have a feeling she has an idol so knowing that jaiden is getting the second-most votes is comforting. if he goes i won't be upset at all. anyway im back to the neverland strategy! invisible all merge and CP all merge!! fun. maybe i'll get the coveted 2nd place spot yet again
okay so I love jc and zack but I also love Isaac and I love Jaiden but his game play is TERRIBLE. like awful omg I can't. Anyways, I am in an alliance with Sam G, Jaiden, Jc, and Zack and I'm also in an alliance with Isaac, Andrew and Jordan. I feel like I can trust Isaac 100%. I knew he wasn't being honest with me in the beginning of the game but he told me a lot of information so I feel more open with him now. I'm still not telling him, or anyone actually, about the reward I got from the sponsors. Thank you so much btw I love you Trevor. I will wait to use it when I feel like I'm in danger. Oh and I got JC as my contract :( and Jc got me :( so that sucks.
Pretty much I would let Ryan know that she is a fat cunt and, um, the shoes that she gave me were not something that I would particularly buy for myself. They were old maiden type of shoes, and she said that those shoes were meant to be worn on a beautiful woman so if that's the case, she should have put them back on the rack and she should never even purchased them because she was UNQUALIFIED to own those shoes if that's the case and, um, I think that Ryan is just a disgrace. She's a disgrace to humanity and she's a disgrace to women who are actually beautiful and classy and, um, she just doesn't have the vernacular she thinks she possesses. Somebody lied to her several times and told her that she was fly, hot and sexy and beautiful, and she's nothing like that. She's nothing of the sort.
Constance went home and I'm honestly super happy about it. She got what she deserved :) Plain and simple.
so basically I don't think I'm doing well in this game. The bonds I've made are superficial, I might make it to merge but then I'd get voted out as an easy target. Jaiden is getting way to far. He is a huge danger to my game. What I need to do is try and make myself in the middle of two alliances at least when it's merge time. I think I might be doing that with my connection with Jc and Isaac. Well here's hoping I have some luck
Even though we won immunity, RJ got medevaced. I feel pretty mixed about this. I guess this means that I have safety for another round, guaranteed? I would have preferred Arma's tribal council to remain valid so those freaks had no other option but to vote someone off. Let's get to the final ten already!!!!!!
Regardless, this is probably a good thing. RJ wasn't really playing the game and I don't know how good he was going to be at keeping in contact with me. I attempted to smooth things over with him, but now he's out of the way. We're at final eleven and I'm kind of praying that we have one more round before the merge. If Occidere can win the next immunity, that means we'll merge with 5 each and I'm completely willing to go to the final 5 with these people on this tribe right now. It's all just up to them, honeslee!
Also, my position as "the easy vote" is super beneficial going into a merge with even numbers. I know that it's dangerous if Arma wants to eliminate an Occidere, but they're more likely to go after someone like Zack or JC. Sam G is the most likely to flip to Arma because I know she's got friends on that tribe, but I need to convince her that it's better working with Occidere because there's no way that JC and Zack can get to the finals if me/Sam B/her stick together as a solid three within the five.
omg im so sorry @hosts for being so bad at making confessionals. honestly if yall let me submit confessionals in my skype chat we'd be having less PROBLEMS but i understand the efficiency of having all the confessionals in one place. hennyways i made the merge!!! thanks to a med evac lkjghsdlkgfj. honestly this game is looking up to be exactly like neverland but with more messy people tbh. i was an absolute MESS premerge as usual. idk why i just hate getting to know ppl and shit and im always insanely busy in the beginning of games. but the merge is usually when i can have fun and participate in some blindsides. rn i feel like my only "allies" are andrew and ryan. but honestly they are both keeping shit from me KLJFJKF i dont trust ANYONE and i'd prob write their names down if i had to. um who else is there. oh allison. this bitch is on my list. prob at the top of the list. bc she was throwing my name around at the last vote and im not okay with that. esp bc shes one of the people i talk to the most??? fake ass huh. JC seems to be playing everyone hoenstly hes trying to play me but i see past his fake ass messages. ill play up that i love him tho so he thinks he can manipulate me! ok theres sam from egypt and i think she honestly hates me. and also i trust no egypt players. none. shes gotta go asap! sam g is shareef's friend so i wanna work with her but ik shes dangerous so i wouldnt ever wanna go to the end with her. jaiden somehow made merge and hes a mess and unfortunately people group us together bc jaiden told ppl we were... i rly dont ..... anwywayyyyysss.... oh theres also zack who i rly like but we havent talked in awhile LKFJHFKLJ i hope were both just busy and we can rekindle our relationship and hopefully have a neverland f2. um everyone else is irrel tbh. also im convinced the idol is already found its been liek forever so that sucks. maybe theres a new one since it merged tho so i wont stop looking!!!!
I can't believe I made merge without being in a single alliance! And I can't believe this is the second time I've said those words. Last time I said that I made it to the end so like maybe I'll have the same luck as I did before. We'll see. I have a really good sports reference but I don't know if people will get it... but I'll say it anyways. I'm like the Patriots. The premerge is my first half and I tend to flop but I still make it through with a fighting chance onto merge and just tear apart this second half! So hopefully I can do that here I just really need to step up my social game... like REALLY A LOT.
[2016-11-24 1:13:33 AM] RJ Stamer: i stilll want to play, and you know good things would happen if I’m still in it
[2016-11-24 1:13:44 AM] RJ Stamer: its better and more entertaining for me to play
[2016-11-24 1:13:47 AM] RJ Stamer: even if i lose next vote
[2016-11-24 1:14:13 AM] RJ Stamer: think of it from a producers stand point on real survivor
[2016-11-24 1:14:37 AM] RJ Stamer: get a grip
[2016-11-24 1:17:18 AM] RJ Stamer: erase me from the wiki
EPISODE 5 - “YOUR SPONSOR JUST RUINED YOUR CHANCES” - JASON
[9:58:57 PM] Seamus: If u wanna donate ur money to help Jordan I'd very much appreciate it
[10:09:40 PM] Seamus: Or like exactly 1 haha
literally WHO the fuck is this and why is he asking for my money like A MINUTE after i lose my last tribute? where's the compassion?? the empathy??? anyways sorry @jordan (who?) and @jaiden (who??) but ur sponsor just ruined your chances of me supporting you bc i'm that petty (selfie) #lianawasrobbed #nicolewaspushed
Liana and RJ hatched a cute little plan to throw immunity and send me out of this game.
Yet, it was Liana that got the boot. It was her plan, it worked, and I'm still standing on top.
How poetic.
Okay so the last thing I heard before the vote was Jaiden... Then Liana gets voted out...
Okay sure that makes sense glad someone told me! Liana didn't talk to me at all when I tried to warn her so I went to JC and was like nevermind I don't care I'll vote out Liana because she's not answering me so I'm down for whatever and they said it was still Jaiden. I mean right before the vote they did message me and say SOS but my drunk ass wasn't looking at my phone or paying attention to the time so like maybe they did try to tell me but I don't know either way now that I'm sober I'm realizing I was left out of the vote and I'm over that happening to me honestly like you lie to me and leave me out it just makes me angry and makes me ready to slit some throats. Right now I'm a snake in the grass, not really noticeable I'm just there laying low but damn I'm getting ready to bite some ankles and take people down
The one person I was closest to in the game, Liana, was voted out last night. I was not too happy about this, especially considering the fact that Jaiden is probably the most disliked person on this cast. I am not sure what happened to cause her to be voted out but I am hoping that we continue to win these challenges, otherwise I fear I may be in a position that could cost me the game. Naturally though, the people in this game have rarely any conversation with me at all to begin with and being the lone representative of a season kind of gives me a lot of pressure! I say that a lot because it is true, not for bragging rights.
Panema isn't spelled the way it looks
Jaiden I drafted u and ur starting to annoy me but as long as u keep getting me points that I can use to help Jordan then I don't care.
Okay o m g my tribe actually really pulled through in that immunity like girl!! And omfg I can't believe I successfully blindsided Liana, she reeeeally had to go she was way too powerful. And now someone from arma can be going home BLESS!! But there's one downside, like the only two people I don't want to see go on arma are Jakey and Isaac, especially jakey because I trust him, and then Isaac because he's my contract and like we have rocky(?) trust idk. But apparently jakeys name was tossed around so I hope he manages to survive somehow because apparently they were saying Constance too which would be a BLESSING because Constance never speaks to me and rubs me the wrong way like I feel like they attempt to be shady and funny but it really just falls flat and it's kind of odd. And like how are we at f13 and we still have like nothing of a connection, I've even been speaking to Jordan! And I actually like them a decent bit.
And omg I got so much tea from Samantha, apparently Allison wanted her to come to arma to be an easy vote which Liana warned her about ajshzhsbs (sorry Liana hehe) and there's an alliance of Isaac, Allison, Andrew and Jordan which doesn't surprise me, though I thought Constance would be included in that alliance...ugh that means those four probably control the vote and Jakey will probably be going. I DONT WANT HIM TO GO PLEASTHE.
Well Liana is gone and I'm super sad because I did trust her. On the other hand I heard she was trying to throw me isaac allison and andrew under the bus and yikes. Constance sat out of immunity which i dont get because she was on all day but w/e. I want to try and save her but pretty much everyone on the tribe wants her gone so I really can't do much about it...
hieeeee. so yay my tribe won immunity! it feels good not having to stress about voting someone out again because last week me jc and samantha literally submitted our votes when there was like 1 minute left because we didn't know what to do. i like how i made jc stress out thinking liana had the idol and was gonna use it on her and get him out when i actually have the idol. hehe. i'm such a good ally, right? LISTEN i needed some entertainment and that was very entertaining! so i been thinking.. yes i miss liana but losing her wasn't the worse thing possible. merge is probably coming up soon and i know she would have been untouchable due to her big ass alliance. rj hasn't messaged me since i kinda blindsided him and voted liana out over jaiden.. oops? rj basically has no choice but to trust me at this point though because he literally doesn't talk to anyone or do anything. right now my trust goes.. jc = samantha > rj > jaiden. i NEVER thought i would be working with jaiden.. okay i wouldn't really say trust though because i know how much of a lose canon he is and i know he literally exposes things when he know's he's leaving so i just need to keep all information away from him.
IN OTHER NEWS. king kevin sponsored me :) his message was literally so nice and i know i may sound like a FREAK but i loved his little message and it made me smile. it's good to know i have at least one supporter out there ;')
kevin gave me a "rabbit trap" which means i can expose someone's vote at tribal council. hehe. i'm gonna hold onto this for the future and hopefully i can expose some little rats :))
THANKS KEVIN I APPRECIATE YOU!
Ok so this tribe has been pretty cool. I feel like I am in a good place with everyone on this tribe except for Constance. Gotta admit though...its literally depressing how inactive my tribe is though. Literally no one but Jordan (and jake like a day late) responded about a video. In any other season the video I made would have lost in a landslide. Oh well, Liana left and I am not upset about it. After our incident during the Dylan tribal I am glad to have one less person with a reason to vote for me.
So then this new challenge came out and a couple ppl asked to sit out which was fine cause it was an endurance comp. But Constance made this huge stink about sitting out...and then sat on call with us while we did the challenge. Gurl. Allison doesnt have power but you needed to sit out so you could be around for the entire challenge and just not do it? Wtf! I hate these humans. Whatever we lost. Hopefully it will be unanimous for Constance. I never trust that what I think will happen will actually happen...so I feel like I might get voted out tonight...who knows? I certainly don't. Maybe it's just paranoia.
So Liana went last round which is pretty good for me considering she was targeting me, Allison, Andrew, and Jordan but I really do enjoy Liana as a person but whew but on the negative side, Jaiden is still here. I really really don't like Jaiden and the way he plays. But we lost the challenge because we forgot Allison didn't have power and Constance sat out even though she was here? So originally we were going to vote out Jakey but then the argument was presented why should we get rid of someone who actually tries just because Constance is a number when we could probably get the person who tries and his ally as numbers as well? So yeah it seems like the vote has flipped to Constance. Plus Constance was always closer to Liana. Sorry Constance I love you to death but you should've been a little more helpful and a little more trustworthy.
EPISODE 4 - “THE WILDCATS NEED TO POP IN HERE AND TELL THEM TO GET THEIR HEADS IN THE GAME” - JC
Basically, this “choosing your own tribe” twist is very beneficial to my game. I told a big group of people to go on this tribe, so I have 5/7 (including me) people on my side. That is great, even if we lose a lot of challenges. Since almost everyone is loyal to me, I can pick and choose the people that I want for my alliance. Also, I’m glad jaiden is here, because now we know who is the first to go when its time to vote somebody out. I just hope they don’t connect the dots and realize I have connections to almost everybody here. Anyway, things are looking up in my game currently. Even if we get down to the wire and we keep losing challenges, I am not worried, I can make it through. Plus, when I get to the merge, the other tribe will be fractured, almost guaranteed, and I will be able to maneuver through the game, especially since I have an ally in Isaac over there.
The big problem is that I'm going home. That's pretty much what it's come down to for me now. No one on the tribe I chose wants to work on the competition and no one really wants to talk to me, either. Once again, there's such a depression in the game being left by everyone's silence that it makes me forget that I'm even here sometimes?
RJ tossed around the idea of throwing the challenge and just voting me out. Surprisingly enough, the person who literally does videography in their actual life is somehow too busy to even bother attempting this challenge for their tribe. It seems so easy for me to just give up and say that not much was lost, and I almost wanna just lay down and let these people vote me out.
Yet, there is still a fight left in me. It's a smoldering pile of rubble, because the flame that once occupied the same space had gone and burned every bridge I had in the game. The flame was a sign of my own rebellion I guess, because I never go down without a fight. That's not changing today.
If we still lose this challenge, I won't let myself lose the game, too. I wanna win.
Are these bitches throwing the fucking challenge? Or do they just suck?
Liana is mad at me and I feel so bad D: I didnt mean to hurt her feelings :'( me Allison Andre wand Isaac should have added her to that cat right when it was made and not kept it a secret. Also I'm pretty sure my tribe had a heartattack and that me and ryan palmer are the only ones alive.
I would say that I'm sad that we lost but I can't complain. I literally did not help AT ALL with the comp so i shouldn't say anything. I don't know who I want to vote out. Honestly I don't even remember who is on my tribe rip
I don't know how to articulate myself when I'm under duress, so for this confessional I'll just link some gifs in order to express my emotions better.
First of all, we lost immunity. I tried so fucking hard in the last hour to put that shit together because no one else wanted to do anything (@RJ AND LIANA)
Then, I kind of realized that yea, I'm probably fucked. These are the people who planned on throwing immunity to get me voted out, and although they're all like "oh well we won't vote you out, you did the challenge!" my inner thoughts are telling me otherwise.
In my opinion, the person that should go home tomorrow is RJ. He's a fucking videographer, film-maker, what the fuck ever, and he's like "sorry I can't do this challenge". Bullshit RJ, if you don't have time for this challenge, you don't have time for this game. I want to get the pen and parchment and write his name down right now, for fucks sake.
However, I know that Liana didn't do anything either. We all know that. She's a nice girl, but she is a huge threat. In her Storybook games, she has quit before. Maybe she'll quit now. Maybe something came up and now she has no time to finish this game, either. I'm going back to my inner thoughts now!
Right now, I have to try and get Zack, JC, and Sam B to trust me fully. I need them to vote to keep me this round. My life literally depends on trust that I haven't given out to other people. I'm going to spend the whole next day just BEGGING people to trust me and work with me because I have no idea what's going to happen next.
I don't wanna get voted out of All Stars because I have a ton of supporters coming into this. At least I think so. I don't want to let anyone down because FOR ONCE I actually have the desire to win a game. I WANNA WIN SOMETHING, OK?????? Winning is all that matters to me and I wanna scream sometimes because I dont think it's realistic that I will win this game, at least not now. I've already embarrassed myself on National Television coming out here, so like... is it enough?
Right now, the vote comes down to trust. *I* trust JC and Sam G more than anyone else on this tribe, but do *they* trust me? And what about Zack, because I know he's got reasons to not trust me after I exposed the alliance with RJ to the entire arena chat. Then, there's Sam B who is so bland when you talk to her that you can't tell where her head is at completely. Is she with me, or is she against me? She says she's with me but your word is not always your bond.
Sam G and I are really close, because she told me that RJ is her contract. If we get him out, she gets the clue to the idol. I won't ask her for it because that's her choice, but if she decided to give me the clue then I understand how it is, too. But she knows people that have hosted me and I think she's aware that I play chaotically, but I am 100% loyal to her at all costs in this game. She has so much dirt accessible about me that it does concern me a lot, but... she's becoming my friend now.
And then, after we lose and everything, I'm talking and so is JC and Zack. Then Constance comes walking in all high and mighty, whipping her fake ass hair in mine and Zack's faces and immediately saying "Hi JC" for no fucking reason. She literally is the dumbest person when it comes to social game because you don't just come into a chat, say hello to ONE PERSON out of the multiple that are there. No matter how petty you want to be, that's fucking stupid. But Constance will be Constance, always there metaphorically screaming in my ear with her selfies every single day trying to get the attention of everyone.
These people are like, acting so cool all the time and I can't stand them. Maybe the same is being said about me because I totally walk around here like I'm hot shit FREQUENTLY and try to act like a badass, but I'm really not.
Tomorrow night, I'm hoping things go my way. I really hope I stay tonight. I wish I could be iconic and pull out an idol or two, but luck wasn't in my favor all the times I went searching for the thing. Implicit bias is something I learned about in psychology class and I think luck had nothing to do with my decisions, because obviously I'm going to be biased against the places that seem like they wouldn't have the hidden immunity idol. See, haters? I learn things.
Shit might hit the fan if I pull off a move against RJ or Liana. Who knows where Zack's loyalty really lies? I'm considering lots of scenarios, but unfortunately, this isn't one of them.
If I end up getting voted out tomorrow night, then I guess this could be the last confessional I write? If you're reading this with the knowledge that I'm being blindsided, then this last gif is for you <3
I'm finally not going to a tribal in this game! It's really relieving considering I wouldn't have really wanted to vote anyone out on the tribe. Ryan may have ended up being targeted (even if he was the only one to put effort into the challenge) and that would have been a conflict of interest. So the tribe may have had to settle for Constance or Jake. I would have preferred Constance going but she's being seen as a potential number for the Isaac/Liana side, and I want Jake in my pocket. It seems like a lot of people have "players in their pocket" so why can't I?
Okay weird tangent pertaining to Jake and the Genz people as a whole. So the Genz alliance died... and I couldn't be happier! See, that alliance put a huge target on all of our backs from the start. So there had to be some methodical ways to break it up from the inside without letting it get too messy for ME in particular. A lot of what happened was kinda natural shit/conflict going down that I kinda just let happen:
-Taking out Brian was the first instance I saw where that could cause cracks. Brian was super close to Liana and RJ and I couldn't fully trust him. Had I voted Dylan like I was supposed to the first round, it would have tied and who knew what would have happened.
-The Ryan and Liana conflict has kinda worked itself out beautifully. Ryan threw the Genz alliance out in the open to Dylan, someone who Liana had control over. They get pissed, and I'm there for both of them complain to. I don't let the conflict resolve, but I just get all the tea. And now they don't trust each other (to my satisfaction tbh).
-Bernel going out was another fun instance of things naturally falling into my lap. Jaiden getting to the Oasis ended being a blessing in disguise seeing as we were immediately able to vote out a slightly more inactive wild card in Bernel. Another Genz number that I didn't necessarily want is gone.
-Now I'm close to Ryan and Liana separately. Jake doesn't seem to be doing much but does trust Ryan. And I don't talk to him much but, I'm hoping Jake will trust me as well.
ANYWAY
We're saved thanks to RTP and Daddy Ken. A sentence I never thought I would ever say. And to go back to the Jaiden going to the Oasis as a blessing in disguise thing... not only did allow for Bernel to go BUT it also just made Jaiden the seemingly easy vote for next round. And then we'll be at final 13. Fuck, is merge/jury soon? *screams* Well in time for that... I have to reconvene. It seems like a lot of loose voting blocks are happening, but I want myself, Isaac, Allison, and Jordan to be a consistent one. Liana got mad when she found out that existed so I'm not sure if she's included in that or not/wants to be? Idk man. I'm just trying to play in a way that I'm the target the least amount of time as possible. And I need numbers to keep it that way.
So yesterday, I got talking to JC. Before I started off, I said that I wanted none of what I said to become part of the strategy. I wanted what I said to be a personal conversation, between me and them only. Not for the hosts, not for the confessionals, not for the other players, and not about the game anymore.
I told JC that I wanted to quit.
I basically said that I was only here to play for them and people that deserved to win, trying to get these people further in the game instead of myself. I said that I wanted to give up because I was so stressed out about this game that it made it such a negative experience to really even carry on. The game that I was playing to allow myself to win was too difficult for me to continue and I made it clear to JC that I had no desire to continue to play for the win, and that I just wanted them to win instead. If I left the game, they would likely end up losing because they don't have the number or the "shield" that I could be going forward.
I don't know if JC believed what I said, but we discussed it for a little bit. Maybe they went and told everyone else all of these things, but the truth is...
I still wanna win. Obviously.
What I said to JC was meant as a surrender speech so it seems like I'm not going to play aggressively like usual anymore. JC knows how I play, so I had to come up with something to make myself seem like less of a threat when I know I'm still going to play the same way. Yes, I want to go to the end with JC, but I want to beat them, and I'm going to.
After this conversation was over, I went and talked to Zack. We talked personally about Raccoon City, a bunch of other stuff, and a little bit about the game. I laid it out that I want to go to the final three with Zack and JC, so now it's out in the open to both of them where my intentions lie. Zack is extremely loyal and I think that's good enough evidence that I need to stick with them for as long as possible.
I'm going to really try and sell this idea that I'm here for the team, not for myself. If I convince Liana to vote for someone other than myself, there is a better chance that I won't get voted out tonight. I wanna continue taking things day by day because success doesn't happen overnight, especially when everyone is pre-merge in this game. I expect lots of twists regarding tribe divisions while this game continues so I need to keep on my toes with my social game. The people who are likely to flip to the Arma tribe need to go faster than someone who will remain loyal to Occidere tribe, which is what I want to say. I won't flip to the Arma tribe of course, but who's to say that RJ or Liana or Sam B won't?
All that matters now is that I remain out of the crosshairs.
I literally did nothing for the challenge but at least I'm not the only one. I'm sure people want to target me for being inactive but I'm also hearing some other stuff. People might want Liana and that honestly scares me because Liana tries to keep me informed. Everything I know about random alliances and stuff has come from Liana. I'm trying to think of a way to save her and I might have an idea. If Zack, Sam B, and JC want to vote Liana, they need me or Jaiden to do it. So if Jaiden and I just go to Liana and RJ and say 'hey Liana, they wanna vote for you' maybe the four of us could vote together and take out Zack or Sam B. As long as they don't want JC then we should be good.
hie. it's a sad day here. a SAD day. i just sent in my vote to send liana home..
I FEEL BAD. I LIKE LIANA. I LIKE OUR CONVERSATIONS. yes liana is a HUGE threat and is in a majority alliance but liana is someone who could help our tribe right now and help us win immunities. but on the other hand.. i stayed loyal to someone in raccoon city who has a huge target and was in major alliances. and look where that got me? second place. i'm not here to play for second place AGAIN. i need to do what i need to do and the alliance i'm in with jc and samantha made me realize that. i wanted to vote for sam's ass to leave because she ain't ever even pm me but whatever! am i lowkey hoping liana stays? i won't confirm or deny. but like i said before.. i'm here for first place.
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Actually, I'm in a pretty curious position right now. The entire tribe has woken up and everyone minus RJ is talking to me. They're all discussing the option of blindsiding Liana at this tribal council, leaving RJ aside for next round. He's the easy vote in this case, but we have to save him for later. I personally think RJ is still a bigger threat than Liana, but I'll let it go for now.
Zack, JC, Sam B, and Sam G are planning on voting for Liana. RJ and Liana are planning on voting for me. It makes complete sense for me to vote out Liana and let her go, but at the same time I could always flip and bring Sam G over with me, and blindside someone else like JC or Sam B.
Sam G might have let it slip to Liana that her name is being written down tonight. In which case, I have to make a decision. I can side with Liana and RJ, hoping that Sam G follows suit, or I can stick with the numbers I know are certain and get rid of Liana.
Trust is super hard to come by in this game and I trust JC more than anyone. I also think that I can trust Zack, but his loyalty is only something that he gives on his own terms. If Zack isn't down with me, it doesn't matter that I'm down for him. I trust Sam G but she's looking to "make a big move" against the threesome of Zack, JC, and Sam B and that's super complicated and nerve-wracking because then I'll be left with two people who are pissed off at me, and then Liana and RJ who were willing to vote me out last round.
I think my mind is made up what I'm going to have to do tonight, but crazier things have happened and I've changed my mind before. I'm so nervous.
Okay so like what is up with my allies omg. The Wildcats need to pop in here and tell them to get their heads in the game!!! Idk this is hella difficult but I think I'll be in the numbers to be safe for this vote at least for how things are going right now. We're going to tribal now because 4 minutes of a loop of naked Ken was better than our video! And honeslee I wish someone like Constance or something was here so we could vote them out but I meeeean, Liana is here too and I'm not a fan of her gameplay since she had my name in her mouth and speaks to everyone so! Ugh I wish Isaac was here too it'd be nice to vote him out. LMAO THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE I WANNA VOTE OUT HEZKAHSBDBS.
And like honeslee I feel like I have the people to lead a vote on Liana? But the thing is everyone in my tribe is a mess! RJ wants to vote out Jaiden Jaiden wants to vote out RJ Liana wants to vote out Jaiden I want to vote out Liana Zack wants to vote out Sam G and Sam G needs a strategy session with Troy Bolton...then there's Samantha Bussy who's probably fisting herself as we speak!! Nah but tbh I feel like both Sam's would maybe vote for Liana? But maybe not because Bussy is giving me tea that she and Liana got into a fight with Allison? Honestly hosts you made no mistakes with this cast we are CRACKED!
And omg I was sooo bored yesterday and basically I was messing around with everyone and Jaiden and I were being friendly which basically ousted our fake fight akzjxbzbz, and then Samantha, Zack and I were being friendly too and basically ousted our whole alliance! Mess!! But truthfully I 100% did not give a single fuck. Not one! Because like everyone in the main chat is so cliquey and like no one cares when Constance Jordan and Isaac constantly oust themselves so why should we care! Foh!
OMFG OK so like me being the charitable heart I am and wanting to send Liana home with a passion, I campaigned to send Liana home over other names that were flying around like Jaiden and Sam G. HOWEVER, some hoe decided to tell Liana her name had been brought up? MESS! Everyone is running around like chickens with they heads cut off omfgggg. Hunty could have an idol. If there's one thing I've learned this round, it's that drama is fun to watch, but not fun when it involves you! Yikes I hope I don't go home
ive had like 5738 emotions and now i tihnk im going because no one is responding to me. im scared.
~Later~
WHAT!!!!!!! THE FUCK!!!! IS HAPPENING!!!!
Liana found out, I'm losing my mind, I'm flipping the vote to RJ, and I want Liana to stay because fuck this game im probably flipping everyone's vote onto me and im paranoid AS FUCK because i want jc to stay also and idk whats happening someone help me!!!!!!!!!!
Lmao so Dylan went unanimously and on the way out thought he was getting the tribe shook by shouting about the Genz alliance of myself, Ryan, Bernel, and Jake and how we were gonna start running the game. Like, people knew we were fucking together dude. Idk why he took this so personally tbh. "I never did anything wrong to you guys." Well I mean you pitted half the tribe against each other and gave us all heart attacks so. "Good luck winning the challenges." Good thing it merged huh! Also idk where he got off thinking he was the challenge god but oh well. He's gone now. Just some final thoughts.
So now we did indeed merge at 15 for I'm assuming the round. And the Genz alliance probably WILL be targeted. But Ryan and I talked. And we're ready to jump ship and vote one of the others out. Maybe Bernel. He seems like the easiest. I kinda wanna get out Liana but Isaac said he'd rather get out Bernel first. So idk. As long as it isn't me and a Genz person goes down so that the Genz alliance target can be taken off my back a bit more. And tbh Liana definitely took a hit with Dylan going, so I'm hoping we won't have to worry about her for at least a little while. Now it just comes down to touching base with some other people I haven't been with. And if the alliance is targeted, hopefully I can divert the target somewhere else.
Also fun to mention that Ryan said he'd rather take out Isaac or Allison next! Honestly, I'm pretty fine taking out Allison. But Isaac is a no. Although I guess that speaks to Ryan not really seeing Isaac and I together? Isaac and I are really trying to seem strategically distant for our own sakes. Because as soon as we're mentioned as a duo, people will come for us. I just don't wanna go home this early and I really wanna make some decisive moves. This one tribe vote is really gonna fuck someone up. I can tell.
Okay so when I saw liana in this cast, I was like um ok but then I started talking to her and I was like I actually like her so we formed an alliance. But the more I talk to her, the more she tells me. And I'm starting to realize she's is in great position this game. She has an alliance with me Allison and Isaac. She is in a huge generations alliance with Andrew jakey ryan and bernel and maybe someone else but I don't remember. She's in an alliance with Jordan as Constance and some people I also don't remember. And she's in an alliance with some people from Transylvania. That's a lot of people. I don't know how I want to play this. She trusts me enough to tell me all of that information, but I don't know if I want to just let her stay safe or use that information to get her out. I'm really torn because I still want to target Constance too. I just know I love the alliance that I have with Jc and Zack and that's all that matters.
hieeeee. okay so i don't even know where i left off last confessional? jsdhg.
BUT. me jc and samantha? started an alliance hi. and i trust them 99%. i still didn't tell anyone i have the idol, and i don't plan on it. but we made a google doc of the places we looked NNNN. samantha? spilt tea to me. she told me she doesn't like constance and wants her out.... BITCH ME 2!!!!!!!!!!! she also told me liana has an alliance with the transylvania but she also has an alliance with other people... basically liana is in the best spot in this game right now and pretty untouchable. did i call this from day 1? i sure did. am i tooting my own horn? I SURE AM. but.. i like liana? she's cool and she actually KINDA talks to me? constance on the other hand, can't stand her. she was a little baby about getting to do gather.. and.. she sucked at it NNNNN. basicially constance is mine and samanthas target right now and samantha told me that constance is samantha's target and contract to kill. not. on. MY. WATCH. and shoutout to liana for telling samantha that and telling samatha she's also aligned with constance and jordan LJSFDHG. dumb. allison, andrew, other sam and bernel tho.. i literally never even had a conversation with them? so... they can go whenever! i wouldn't be sad if any of them left. andrew seem's cool but he never talked to me in other games and he's not talking to me now so i just think he doesn't like me NNNN. but yeah i don't think i'm in the worse position right now??? watch me be voted out next after i just said this.
Surprise, the Genz Alliance is being targeted. I mean, we technically take up a 5th of the cast. Isaac said he's heard "whispers of Ryan," and obviously no one is going to tell me anything became they assume I'm with the other Genz people 100%. I mean, JC looked for an idol with me? That's about all the strategy I got from someone who isn't Isaac or in the alliance. So. Yikes.
I mean I said I would wanna flip it on Bernel or something or even Liana, but... Ryan is kinda digging his own grave. You could just tell things probably aren't fully smoothed over with him and Bernel. Plus you could just tell from the animosity in the chat between him and Liana that Liana does not trust him anymore because of what he leaked to Dylan. So tbh if he has to go, he has to go. Which is giving up an ally! But I mean, Isaac had to give up and ally in Dylan. The law of returns is a bitch.
So yeah, idk man. I'm really just trying to not be the target. Hopefully that can land on another Genz player, and if they go then hopefully people will see the alliance as not really a threat anymore. And I can just defect out that bitch. Idk if it'll be with Ryan. But like, it just has to happen.
this twist is scary, on Occidere, I was building the bonds. I was slowly making my way into an alliance. Although unofficially, I was working on building it with liana, zack, sam b and Jaiden. But it seems like every other tribal we will be put into the arena again. So I just need to lay low and be friendly during these moments.
~Later~
so I'm teaming up with Jaiden. It's crazy I know but I feel like if I'm aligned with him, he'd be the biggest target in the alliance. He'd be my meat shield.
Constance is the only one who talks to me and we are going to definitely try and stir some stuff up to see if we can open our options.
I need to write a confessional but I don't know what to say. I've been in such a fog the past 4 days that I barely know what's going on. My brain is not in this game right now and it's either the worst or best time to switch back to one world individual game. If it was tribes I might flop in a challenge then let them down and get voted out. But at the same time now there's so many people I have to talk to and I just don't feel up to talking to anyone right now which is so bad. I've been forcing myself to talk to at least one person each day but like I don't think it's really been doing much. I keep forgetting to answer them on accident so like we'll see what happens. I guess I'm flopping in the social aspect of this game.
I didn't do the reward and I totally flopped in the immunity challenge. I set my alarm for AM when I was doing this at night so like fuck me hard right? So I'm flopping in the physical part of the game.
I also haven't been pulled into a single alliance yet which makes me nervous because I've heard of at least 3 of them so like I don't know. And I'm flopping at the strategic game, too.
I guess I'm what you called a triple flop. Like the opposite of a triple threat... maybe that'll be enough for me to be a goat or something in the beginning.
Unfortunately, I wake up to hear my name is on the chopping tonight at Tribal Council this early into the game. I find that rather unfortunate but luckily I actually have a clear layout of the situation and how it was all created. Jaiden felt the need to have multiple conversations with others one on one in the hopes of bringing me up to get rid of me as a last resort I assume due to the fact that he thinks he has nothing to lose.
I confronted him about it calmly and told him if it was not him who created the issue (though, it was, because more then five people have said the same thing) then who was it? He explained to me it was RJ who brought it up which makes no sense at all in the slightest. Anyhow, continuing from there, i go to have a conversation with Jake in regards to how I feel Jaiden is trying to get the majority of the cast <- **CONTEXT CLUE, MAJORITY OF THE CAST** to get rid of me and then a few seconds later, I hear the same context clue from Jaiden and he said that "You are causing drama with the wrong person and are digging your grave deeper and deeper."
First off, don't threaten me. That's not the way I'm going to let anyone have me go down in and I will definitely not be intimidated by a fucking sloth who doesn't speak on a voice call. If I go home tonight best believe I won't go quiet.
I hope I have the votes to get rid of Jaiden tonight because he's an insignificant piece of shit and I hope he realizes he messed with the WRONG chicka from Arrakis.
So um I'm so confused. I legit am enjoying my quesadilla in lunch laughing with friends then i hear Jaiden is going for constance. Uh like what? I dont know what happened but i then am enjoying my ramen and come home to see a fight. CANT I EAT MY DAMN RAMEN IN PEACE WITHOUT PEOPLE GOING FOR THE JUGULAR. Now my day of sinning has been ruined and I can't even sleep because my friends want to play minecraft. Jaiden im voting you for this dont fuck with my 3 favorite things. Eating Sleeping and Sinning.
I HATE ORGS!
The biggest twist of this season? I actually like Jaiden? Not that I've ever interacted with him but from what I've heard I was like okay I probably WON'T like this kid. But I actually really like him. So I heard that his name was on the chopping block... Andrew and Me: Let's try to save him! Find out who's framing him for saying Constance's name! #detectivequeens <3 Jaiden will not go home if we have anything to say about it! Jaiden: literally combusts in the arena chat... Andrew and Me: well that idea was fun while it lasted
idk whats going on! again... everyone is messy and of course jaiden and constance are at the center like the two messiest people you could put into a game. im not rly surprised. at least it puts a target on someone else! im basically just trying to be UTR as possible bc thats what seems to be working dsflgkhj
Not only did I get that Oasis, but I also got the chance to stir up a little hell in the game. The entire feud between JC and I? Fraudulent. We came up with the plan to cause more drama and make it evident that I was not to be trusted in the game. Although this entire move hurts my game severely in the long-term, I think that it shakes alliances up just a little bit. It made the game get "real" and now the oasis twist will be completely out of play for the rest of the season. I wanted to come into this lying low, staying out of the drama, but the paranoia always sets in super fast. I wanna make big moves at every tribal council but I don't always have the ability to do that. People don't trust me and that really sucks sometimes. I totally expect people to get PISSED about the oasis thing. No doubt in my mind that they'll flip their shit. They'll call it rigged, they'll call it unfair. But that's why I'm doing what I'm doing. I'll do some severe damage control after tribal council and try to make amends with Constance in particular, even though I can't stand her face. After taking a direct shot at Isaac, I won't bother with those that he's closest to, but I will work things out with Westeros Sam and Zack too. If I can just get numbers, I'll prolong the inevitable. If I go home next round, at least I did something...
~Later~
They really thot, huh? Thanks JC for these screenshots <3
Enjoy the chaos, bitches!
Wow. This game. So crazy.
OKAY HONESTLY THIS IS SO MESSY FUCK. First off Sam and Zack want Constance gone so I talk to Ryan and Liana about that but they don't see amused, soo I did some damage control like oh yeah I don't wanna do that though even though I'd be happy to because Constance makes no effort to speak to me. Anyway!! Then Constance finds out and starts shitting on Jaiden, but then Jaiden goes in the main chat and confronts Constance, and calls out RJ and mind you Jaiden switched targets between Isaac and Constance so much omg but Samantha Bussy was the one who started saying Constance because she's Constance's contract. Anyway, all this drama ensues and then I tell Jaiden let's have a fake fight, and we do so we pop off in the main chat and everyone else goes in there too also dragging Jaiden. And then a lot of people also go into my PMs talking shit about Jaiden and thank god I did this fake fight because people thought of splitting votes between Jaiden and whoever he's close to and I'm like YIKES.
OMG BUT THEN JAIDENS ASS GETS AN OASIS AND ESCAPES TRIBAL!!! SHOOK. And everyone's freaking out and eventually they say lets get Bernel and I'm like ew that's gross? But then Bernel hmu and said that RTP said I threw his name out there. BITCH??? Ryan asked me if I wanted Bernel and I didn't even reply!!! So I sent the receipt to Bernel and then jakey shows me receipts of the generations alliance where Liana threw my name out into the mix!!! And THEN I confront Ryan about it and he throws Liana under the bus which is good for me, so then I confront Liana and she tells me wonderful tea that ISAAC threw my name out there to her and she kinda just continued it. CUTE!!!
I'm honestly done with these bitches and truthfully, if I get blindsided tonight there most definitely will be a problem!! I'm coming for all your heads Isaac Liana and Ryan trust me!! I got the RECEEPS on all y'all asses. I'm thirsty for fucking blood.
Today was so fucking messy hahahaha. I'm sad because I think bernel is leaving, which I really liked him and wanted to work with him. I love Jc and Zack, those are my main people in this game. I really like Liana too even though I know she is working with everyone. I love Allison and Ryan and Isaac too. I liked Jaiden and I still do, he just plays too hard. It's hard to work with or trust him
This round has been complete and utter hell. Jaiden wanted me out for no reason and then got in trouble when he told some people to vote Constance as well. But some asshole bought Jaiden a "Get out of jail free" card. So now that snake is gone for the round and we have to choose between Bernel and Jc and honestly I don't want to talk to people anymore like this whole thing is exhausting. I'm emotionally drained and this is the third round with the 4th person being voted out.
If I go tonight I would honestly like y'all to know that I realy appreciate this opportunity and thank you to each one of the hosts @Kaitlyn (please don't kill me) @Jennifer @Callista @Amirdevi for this season :)
I've honestly been putting my all into every round and I'm sorry if I go out early.
If I leave to tonight I'll skin Isaac alive, KNOW THAT.
Since I'm like, exiled from the tribe I may as well catch up on some confessionals because I've definitely been slacking on that.
To start things from the beginning of this cycle, I was pretty pressed that Dylan got voted out because he seemed like he would be a good goat for me to use to my advantage going forward. Unfortunately, he left so I didn't get the clue he would have brought upon me had I voted him out, as well. >:( JC immediately apologized and I guess there was some craziness that tribal council, and I suppose that was a good thing because Dylan was super weird in the beginning and way too analytical for my tastes. It would have been...an experience taking him to the very end like that.
Afterwards, I kind of just stopped checking in with the game. Every once in a while, the group I know refer to as "the nerd herd" (Constance/Isaac/Allison/Jordan/Liana/etc) would continue to go on arena calls and Jake would bitch about it to me, and I would bitch about it to him, so that was a super fun bonding experience that we shared. I really trust Jake and I know he's pretty good in challenges, so I want to keep him on my side in case we end up going back into tribes.
Another thing! JC and Sam G are super cool and I really wanna make a final three deal with the two of them later on. Ideally, an alliance of me, JC, Sam B, Sam G, and Jake can come to fruition. I don't exactly trust anyone else as much as I do these people, but I would be willing to include Zack if we can overcome what happened this round.
For once in Survivor, I'm really lucky to have been part of something as fun and exciting as the Oasis twist. Even though it definitely paints a HUGE target on my back as someone who receives twists from the sponsors, I know that it is in my best interests to avoid their help now at all costs. This could have been a really bad week if I didn't get the Oasis because a lot of my arguments stemmed from the possibility that I could be saved. After the points could be pooled to give me this reward, I knew that it was the only shot I had at being saved and I had to take it. I'm paranoid that this is going to screw up the game of someone I didn't want to see go, particularly my allies but also Bernel. I guess he's an easy out because he's so inactive, but why not vote out Constance and prove me right??? Lmao.
I feel bad because Andrew probably hates me now lmao
Mess. That is all.
No but actually I got home today and like fuck. *Inhales* Jaiden was targeting Constance and then Constance was targeting Jaiden and someone leaked that and Sam and I tried to be #detectivequeens because we didn't want Jaiden going and then I guess RJ was the one to bring up Constance but only because Jaiden was targeting Isaac and he wanted to divert the target for Isaac and something happened with JC so Jaiden blew up in the chat so Sam and I couldn't save him and he was gonna get voted out but then Jaiden got a sponsor advantage called the oasis and got to leave the chat. Fuck. So now I guess the vote is Bernel. Which, I'm honestly fine voting out a Genz person. I want that target off my back and gone forever.
So just some things to conclude from this round:
-Genz alliance is fucking dead
-The alliance Dylan made is exposed
-Isaac has a lot of connections especially if RJ did THAT to save him
-Allison is now with Isaac, Liana, and I?
-Jaiden g2g (sorry dood)
-JC is untrustworthy
-Liana lowkey might only really have Isaac and I (and RJ?)
-But Liana might be forming an alliance that involves Constance
-This game is mcfucked to tomorrow and back
So hopefully Bernel just goes like. I just want this round to be fucking over and done with because I am OVER! IT!!
SO today has been a fuckwad. First of all barely anyone took the challenge seriously...but I think people are afraid to make themselves targets. Whatever.
So it seemed like everything was fine and dandy and that everyone was gonna vote for Constance. And that was chill or whatever cause I dont know her that well. So I was spreading around that I heard her name came up for the vote and that it originated from Jaiden. I don't think that was true Its just what I said. Well eventually shit his the fan cause Jaiden heard that he was apparently the one targetting Constanct. So Jaiden does as Jaiden usually does and blows shit up and ruins his own game. So he proceeds to call out people in the main chat like RJ and JC. And admits his true target it Isaac....sis...come on. So then its like a unanimous vote on Jaiden cause he blew his fucking shit. Then the two fucking devils themselves, Duncan and Seamus, buy Jaiden the Oasis. So now he is gone and can't get voted out 3 hours before votes are due which is kinda bullshit. Whatever, so hopefully the vote will be Bernel. Idc that he is a Genz person cause I don't trust them all anyway and it just leaves Liana with less connections. Oh well....let's see how this goes.
Jaiden wtf. He is a straight up stupid ass rat bastard. I tried to trust his ass, but the thing is he's too damn paranoid to keep cool and he blew it immediately. Are you serious?? He threw me straight under the bus. He's in a game of liars and he can't lie. He gives everything away. Now I'm building a contingency to vote his dumb ass out of this game. No doubt people will vote for him, because he's a loose cannon. Bye bye boi
~Later~
well damn that was a mess, and the crazy thing was, Jaiden was 100 percent truthful. Its just that he is crazy as hell. I got everyone to turn against him, but then the damn sponsors stepped in and took him out of the game. Now this isn’t even survivor anymore, its basically just big brother: Over The Top. Fuqq
EPISODE TWO - “WE’RE BOTH SNAKES, I’M THE KING COBRA AND HE’S A JUMP ROPE” - JAIDEN
Honestly, that vote couldn't have gone any worse. Okay well that's not totally true, I could have been voted out but like Nicole and Brian were two people I was actually hoping to work with eventually but now instead of randos I don't know or never talked to being voted out it's these people I actually like. Fuck. JC's plan somehow got FUCKED UP! They wanted to save Nicole and get Brian voted out but I feel like the wrong people flipped because Dylan was supposed to get the majority of the votes and not Nicole so like people who were supposed to vote for Dylan probably voted for Brian instead when JC asked so like fuck. also WE'RE IN TRIBES IM SO HAPPY!!!
I literally got put on the worst tribe ever. Wtf.
Gagging?!?!?
Okay, so Brian left with the most votes! Yay! Iconic first boot! Then they do this audacious shit and ROB Nicole of the game making her second boot :( that's so depressing omfg...like she waited what? A little less than a year to return after the very first storybook game ever to be booted second for no reason? It's honestly very upsetting even though she's definitely a powerful player that could have hurt me later in the game. It really sucks to see her go especially after we just had resurrected the Witches Coven to try to save her :(
Speaking of iconic alliances being brought back? Samantha and I revived the Snake Snatchers™ and for all y'all fake fans out there that's the ICONIC f2 of ourbb6! We aligned the first day and made it all the way to the finale together and who knows maybe we'll do just that again in Survivor Storybook: Panem!! I literally love Sam I truly don't think we'll flip on each other she's literally the sweetest ever omfg gosh and now we're trying to start a snap streak lmao!! But she truly deserves everything in life!! Except for winning this game!! Unless I don't win then she deserves it completely, SHE DESERVED IT ALL ALONG!!
And also, after the vote we get put into tribes and I'm upset at first because idk how secure I feel about the people I'm in a tribe with, but then at the same time it was relieving because there are a lot less people, and honestly those voting confessionals were AGGRESSIVE lmfao oh my gosh! AND OMFG BRIAN PRETENDING TO PLAY AN IDOL REALLY DID GET ME SHOOK FUCK that was so funny omfg like I was on the tribe group call and literally everyone stopped speaking everyone was so snatched and scared HE DIDNT EVEN SEARCH FOR AN IDOL AND WE WERE SCARED. Thank god he didn't pull anything out though of course lmao. Anyway! So we get put on the tribes and I'm hoping this will be a way to get to connect and bond with my tribe outside of the previous connections I have with people from the other tribe but the fact that this is one world complicates that, because now it's basically as if all of that shit is still going on and it's ugly ugh. Like they're all still gonna get to communicate with their majority alliances and shit and it's so annoying I need to think of a strategy to appeal to them, like as a number for if they ever wanna turn on their majority or something.
Also, Zack and idk maybe Jaiden or someone went looking for idols and tbh I was jealous cus girl I wanna look for an idol! And like no one batted an eye when they did look. I truly don't understand why Nicole didn't look for an idol either idk it doesn't make sense!
But yeah omg this is all so exciting!! I hope I do well in this game because it is so absolutely exciting already!
So like I was upset with Allison and wanted to get her out for a quick minute because a random political convo burst out during the election yesterday night and early this morning. But she apologized and I feel a lot better with her truly and would be willing to work with her honestly even if I don't agree with her. Tbh just the fact she apologized meant a lot so I wanna give her a chance. Along with that I love Isaac omfg they're my contract and I don't even wanna go after them anymore fuck. We even shared where we searched for our idols (there was a huuuge idol craze yesterday like everyone and their mother went idol hunting, primarily from my tribe too LMAO, like Allison, myself, Dylan, Isaac and Ryan). I also shared my idol searches with Jaiden and Dylan and Imma have to talk to Zack about where he searched. Idk this game continues to get crazier and it's hella exciting!! And like it'd be really cOH MY FUCKING GOD A HUGE ASS SPIDER JUST TRIED TO CRAWL UP MY FUCKING ARM IN THE TRAIN STATION FUCK BYE THIS IS SOME SATANIC SHIT PUT ON ME FUCK IM FUCKING CURSED IM GONNA DIE BYE FIRST TRUMP WINS NOW THIS
SHOOT A CANON IN MY NAME
I'm annoyed with my tribe but mostly just with Constance
hieeeeee! okay! so! i mean.. what a week. i literally don't even know where to start.. so i guess we'll start wherever. nicole was voted out :-( i know nicole would have had my back in this game and i tried to get her saved, i did. but it just didn't work. i mean, brian was voted out also and brian was my contract to kill so... where my idol clue at? (happy)
i guess the clue doesn't matter because.... i found the idol already. i'm literally SHOOK that i found it on my first guess and i was also SO SAD.. why was i sad you ask? because i found it right before nicole was voted out.. i could have used my idol and i could have saved her.. and when she see's this and see's that i had an idol during her vote out i'm SURE she's gonna have a few words in my pm's! i really wanted to use but.. i couldn't.. i couldn't use the idol week one on someone who isn't me, it's way to early to make a move like that. that's why i wish i didn't find the idol this soon because now i'm gonna have constant urges to just use it sjdlhg. it's bitter sweet i guess.. like i'm happy i have it because i know i'm gonna need it in the future so i'm so grateful for that but it's just like FUCK i just saw someone who could have been my #1 ally in this game go home when i could have prevented it.. but anyway i'm done talking about this because i'm getting sad!
Yeah, I voted for Dylan last round. He's shaken to the core and it was a glorious moment to witness, because he kind of self-destructed after tribal council. He ran the numbers and would NOT stop talking about it. He didn't trust JC originally because JC was supposedly planting seeds that everyone's name is being thrown around. The truth is that JC was only talking about the four names that were thrown around: me, Dylan, Brian, and Nicole.
JC is deemed untrustworthy by Jordan and Dylan at this point and if they want to get rid of JC, then go on ahead. My trust lies with nobody right now so I'm going to stick with any majorities I have and hope for the best.
Today, I talked to RJ. We didn't talk for too long but we had a lengthy conversation anyways. I discussed tribal council, immunity, our tribe, etc. RJ is truly one of the more boring people in this game because his answers are so damn stale. He just doesn't bring much to the table and that's why it is painful to talk to him. I don't really consider himself a straight shooter either, but if we're both snakes then I'm the king cobra and he's a jump rope.
I wanna win immunity because I'm not sure who the easy out would be yet and I need to seriously develop better friendships with this tribe, like Constance, Westeros Sam, and Liana. I'm down to go to final eight with these people and I'm really trying to push the idea of pagoning Arma just for the fun of it. Why not cause a little chaos while I'm in the arena?
So a lot happened with that first vote that I really think is setting the stage for different dynamics this game. Brian and Nicole ended up going and Dylan almost went. Also interesting to note that Jaiden's name was tossed around which caused the flip to Brian (surprisingly, no one voted Jaiden?) and also Sam B. got her name tossed around. Which might have only been by Jaiden when I think about it...
But yeah it was interesting to see what happened. It seemed like the vote was generally controlled by 2 major alliances. The Genz Alliance that Liana almost immediately created consisting of myself, Liana, RTP, Brian, Bernel, and Jake. That's a third of the damn cast. Then there was an alliance created by Dylan that I guess was consisting of the people that were kinda frequenting the Arena chat calls more? That, according to Isaac and then later Liana, consists of Dylan, Isaac, Liana, Jordan, Constance, and Jaiden. Very hodgepodge but then again I kinda discussed with some people that if messy ass Dylan ever tried to put together numbers then it would probably be very random because he doesn't know a lot of us.
So Genz alliance voted mainly Nicole I guess. Which it's weird to note that Bernel was a pretty big source for random info? He doesn't seem like the biggest presence but it's definitely something to keep in mind that he's probably more social than he leads on. In that alliance also, I'm trying to get closest to Ryan because we kinda had a discussion of "how long would we stick with this before jumping ship?" I'm also close to Liana and getting quite of bit of info from her too but I don't trust her. She's playing hard as usual and even admitted to me that she isn't really changing up her strategy. So we'll see where that goes. Also Jake doesn't exist but he's on Arma with Ryan, Bernel, and I so if we can keep him as a number that's fine.
Anyway back to the vote, I guess through communication between people in the Genz alliance and the people in the alliance Dylan made, Nicole became someone to get quite a few votes. However, it looks like some people stuck voting Dylan? Also a couple of people I guess flipped to Brian. I voted Brian. I think someone in the Dylan alliance was also tasked to. And then I think from what I heard... Nicole, Zack, JC, and Sam G. may have voted Brian? This is all from rumor but I guess JC and Sam G. are working closely(?) and also JC leaked to Nicole she was the target. And Nicole and Zack were obviously together. So right now the only non-factor that I have no idea where they are is Sam B. Like I know Isaac is talking to her and Allison might be? There's also RJ who I guess according to Isaac only talks to him and Liana. So yeah.
It looks like if we go to tribal, Isaac and I wanna target JC. And hopefully we would have Allison because apparently according to Liana, Allison said Isaac was her final 2 with like me on the side? Girl don't make me vote you out! I will literally vote anyone out of this game right now probably other than Isaac so! Yeah. Then I wanna definitely vote with Ryan and I would hope Jake and Bernel would follow. And JC would just go. Because I don't trust JC! They're fucking me over in Polynesia and they always make like final 4 so them going pre-merge? Fine with me.
~Later~
I forgot! To mention! That the alliance Dylan made also has Allison in it. Which is fun and festive because there's also a smaller alliance of myself, Allison, Isaac, and Jordan called The Weebs. Isaac describes it as the "alliance within the alliance" but it includes me on the side because Dylan never added me to the other one. Also the fact that those 3 see Dylan as expendable plus the fact that Jordan apparently doesn't like Dylan PLUS the fact that Liana kinda wanted Dylan and not Nicole gone the first tribal says a lot. Hopefully that alliance just fuckin dies. Speaking of alliances dying, the Genz alliance doesn't seem long for this world. I wanna break off with RTP and keep Jake and/or Bernel on the side and leave Liana to float into the void where tbh hopefully she can be voted out. I love Liana. She is a close friend of mine. BUT. She's super dangerous. Also I guess it's just fun to mention that Liana just threw Isaac under the bus to me by voicing her concern about all of his friendships and connections. Hmmm. Good way to get Liana out and Isaac even closer to me on a strategic level. He's already one of my best friends but... I need to make sure he is on the same strategic wavelength as me. If this is what could get Liana out then great. Honestly if the other tribe was smart they'd take her out if they go to tribal. Which, Jaiden seems to think it'd be him if they go first. But maybe if they lose I can convince him to try and get people to flip on a power player like Liana. Or Sam G. tbh. Is this really bad that I'm very close friends with them but want them gone pre-merge? I mean, partially because I don't wanna physically write their names down because I'm friends with them but also part because they're just threats! And I wanna win! So! Fuck fun and friendship! Isaac talks so much about Despairsaac but now? It might be time for Satandrew :~)
im.... dead. i literally had so much shit going on with hosting my other game and submitting for another challenge for another game im in that i completely forgot about the flash game i had to do. god im a mess and maybe im juggling too much i can handle rn. theres a very high possibility ill be voted out this episode but i wouldnt blame them at all. i havent had time to socialize or even do the challenge good which was what i was afraid of when i accepted to be in this game. im still gonna fight to stay and i do have relationships with ryan, jc, andrew, allison, and bernel. they arent strong but hopefully theyre enough to get by at least another vote. IM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A FLOP FLKJHFKJLHF. this is usually how games start for me.. im a mess. also this tribe seems like a total flop so i hope if i do stay we swap soon unless we'll prob lose every challenge lkjdhfgkjl. so JC rly likes me??? idk why but idk maybe hes lying dlgkjg i rly cant read anyone. ryan im hoping is loyal to me bc hes my #1 but he might see me as a dead weight rn bc im rly bringing nothing to the team. ummm allison ??? idk shes a SKETCHY one and i dont trust her at all. idk we talked quite a bit though. shes hard to talk to. bernel my dad <3 i dont rly know him but shareef knows him so i basically just connected us through knowing shareef....... rly wanted to work with him in gens but he left so early so hopefully now in this game we can. andrew same thing. god it's gonna be rough. hopefully my connections are strong enough to get out dylan or isaac??? we'll see.
We won immunity yesss!! It's really good because I don't really feel that comfortable on my tribe. All my closest allies and the people I trust the most are on the other tribe, except Sam, but she says she's gonna be away for a bit. :( Dylan is going home tonight on the other tribe. It's really sad because he came to me and he's optimistic he can flip some votes because he thinks he has Isaac/Allison. I'm just glad I don't have to vote him out because I like Dylan as a person, but as a player he's way too messy. He's also confused about it because he was one of the few to score points for his tribe but uhh...honey, that challenge was pretty obviously thrown. :/
It still feels weird being the only representative of my season of Storybook but at the same time I'm honored. I'm regularly talking with Liana and Jordan and they are very nice! Although starting my all star season off with a loss wasnt the best. I'll persevere and be thankful I at least was not first boot and have immunity this round!
can someone pls tell me wtf is going on? is ryan going or dylan going??? is bernel going??? am i going???? wtf these ppl are so messy and no one is giving me a clear answer. im p sure its between dylan and ryan but what the fuck why hasnt my name been brought up!!! im kinda pissed like wtf why isnt my ass on the line ive been the worst tribe member in this game vote me out jfccccc. but god idek what im gonna do bc apparently jc wants to vote ryan out so like it'll TIE and IDFK whats ahppenign are all the gens people just voting out dylan??? i fucking hate the gens people but u put all my fave gens people on this tribe so i dont wanna vote them out and godddd. bernel ryan andrew me??? we'll just be picked off and im not with that at all. god jc can u just vote out dylan??? i was starting to fuckin like jc and i still LIKe him but now i dont trust him for shit! what the fuck!!!! fuck everyone!!!!!!!!!11 also dylan is cool i wish we were voting allison. but i mean if it goes to rocks i hope i draw the rock
Okay so I've been so busy for this game so far but I've been working a bit!!!!! Basically I'm part of the Generations Alliance. I didn't plan on sticking with it at first but I really like all the people and trust them all. Plus we're an obvious group so splintering apart won't do anything good for us.
So at the first vote, Nicole and Brian left. And honestly? Adios. Brian is someone I've always had a weird relationship with. We keep voting each other out of games and I was like "can I trust him???" But luckily he got targeted by the others and that took care of that problem. And Nicole was obvious. I lead the charge to get her out and it worked super easily. We had beef in Agrabah and I had no clue if it would carry into this game. I hoped not but we never know. So her leaving was great for my game.
So for this round, we're at tribal again. I wanna vote Dylan and so does the Generations Alliance. But Dylan is being a mess and throwing all kinds of names out including mine. I'm on mobile so I gotta dash but know this bitch gotta go!!
Oh my god. So at first I thought Constance was annoying. But now I'm pissed. I hear that she has me as her contract and she's pissed at me. Like Constance, try me.
This vote is fucking horrible.
Originally we were all voting Dylan
And then it was Ryan
And then it was Bernel
And now it's back to Dylan with the dynamics of the tribe revealed.
I trust Dylan more than Ryan and Jake and Bernel but Dylan is so fucking messy and you know I thought I wouldn't care about voting him out but we were on call and he was talking and he said "I'd just like to thank you, you have given me hope" and I'm SCREAMING
Like I would prefer Ryan, Jc, or Bernel to go just because they're so fucking shady and fake and are just all around threatening but that's not where the numbers seem to be falling and Andrew doesn't want to vote them, because it would mean he'd have to play damage control, the same thing me and Allison will have to do. But ours will have to be with Liana and Constance.
Honestly this night is FUCKING hectic and if we tie we deserve rocks for being so fucking indecisive.
Well tonight was a fuck. We lost immunity and I figured it would be pretty easy, considering my alliance is half my tribe. But no. Dylan just had to target me. So I tried to move his target to Bernel by literally telling him the truth. Bernel was the first person to bring his name up to an alliance of Generations people created by Liana. Haha. That was a fun thing to do. Immediately Liana started being absolutely ridiculous about the situation. This alliance isn't hidden, everyone fucking knows about it. And I didn't lie. But apparently I am throwing her under the bus. Liana, grow the fuck up. You aren't even going to tribal you aren't being targeted. Shut up and let us handle our own tribal council. Whatever. Hopefully the vote is back on Dylan cause hes a messy bitch. I'm just so annoying with Liana, she can go tbh. I didn't even want to work with her to begin with.
So I had a 3 and a half hour shift today at my job... And I come home to find that Dylan has burnt our crops, poisoned our water supply, and set a plague onto our houses. Like???? This vote??????? One of the messiest piles of shit I have EVER been a part of in any game.
SO Isaac and I wanted JC. But obviously that wasn't going to happen and we had to put it onto the back burner because a bunch of other names came up. So I guess Bernel was going for Ryan? Liana got pissed that Ryan told Dylan that there was a Genz alliance and Ryan said that Liana was the one who created it. So then Bernel wants Ryan out. And Ryan catches wind and wants Bernel out. So two people in the alliance are going for each other. And idk what Jake is doing.
So then JC is like wtf and I guess JC won't vote Dylan and wants to vote Ryan. And Allison wants to vote Bernel because he hasn't talked to her. And Jake randomly mentions wanting Allison out? Hmmmm interesting. And then Liana is trying to control the vote from the other side. Which I get, you're an outsider looking in on your alliance having a shit party but like. Ugh. She wanted to save Dylan so bad because she "admitted" to me that he was her lap dog. Which! Worries me. Because she thinks she can control him and I don't like that.
So I tell Isaac this because I think he thinks he has the most control over Dylan. And Isaac wants to keep Dylan because he thinks that's a solid number. And honestly! People are worried about the Genz alliance. But hello I'm worried about the alliance Dylan put together! And Isaac knows that I was ready to flip on Bernel and that Ryan and I would be ready to jump ship if need be. So I had to reassure him of that. But now Isaac is worried about Ryan. And I know he was trying to plant seeds of doubt in me about Ryan. Which yes, I have to keep an eye on him. But it's as long AS I don't give Ryan a reason to pull sketchy shit on me.
After a little while of horrible scrambling, there's a reconvening in the Genz chat and it's brought to the attention that Ryan and Bernel were coming for each other. And my ass had to try and salvage that shit! Because they're pissed at each other and Liana is mad at Ryan and mad at the fact that Dylan is the supposed target. So I have to mediate and be like "listen Dylan caused this shit it's fine." And now I think they're voting Dylan from what Isaac and I have heard. I think Jake and Ryan already voted Dylan. And I think Bernel and JC were collaborating according to Isaac who was collaborating with JC? So it might just hopefully be unanimous. Like I feel bad because I know Dylan really wants to play but. So much chaos. And I'm not here for it.
It's just funny that after having Dylan as the initial mutual target for most of the vote and then it circles through like 4 other names and comes back to him, it reveals a lot of the dynamics. The Genz alliance is a bit broken, but I want to at least try taking Ryan and/or Jake along for numbers. But Ryan was a bit sketchy tonight. Another thing is Liana wants power. Dylan as a lap dog? Not on my watch dot gif! He's too much a wild card and that's giving Liana too much power. If we took out Bernel or Ryan then she would try regaining power in the Genz alliance plus she would have Dylan. Tonight was just a lot and I am! Mentally! Exhausted!
I'm rocked right now omg. Dylan is a fun player like he's really fighting to stay and I've been there I know what it feels like and why people get so aggressive when they know they're fighting for their life in the game. I honestly didn't want to vote him but I had to because Isaac would vote for Ryan but not go to rocks, and Allison's ass was MIA throughout everything. I did all the work I could to set things up so that I wouldn't be the generations alliances next target, and I hope it worked. These people are dumb to not see that our best option was to at least tie the vote. But oh well. Ugh I'm hella worried!! This all has me shook. Hopefully I don't get blindsided tonight which might happen. Because the generations alliance could make it a 4-3-1 vote with me going home. I'm so worried fuck.
So Nicole is gone. THEY DID HER DIRTY I WILL AVENGE HER. AND THE WORST PART IS DYLAN ISNT EVEN GONE AND BRIAN WENT INSTEAD GFDJSKGFDJDFSGFDKFJ. I am so mad at these people WE HAD THIS VOTE AND YALL MOTHERFUCKERS MESS IT UP
EPISODE ONE - “HEROES, VILLAINS, FLIPPERS, UNDERDOGS, LEADERS, SNAKES“ - ANDREW
REALLY ALLISON IS MY CONTRACT?
This game already makes me want to fall down some stairs.
Omg this is so exciting. Okay first, I don't know how I feel about this cast. I know a lot of them and I feel like I could get most of them to work with me. I already have a f2 with ryan, Jc and bernel Hahahaha. But I'm working on Allison, Andrew, Liana, Jordan, Isaac, and the other Sam. I had previous beef with Zack so hopefully that doesn't carry over rip. I already know there is at least 1 alliance formed which is so annoying because my f2 ryan didn't mention it to me. But it's the people from generations, so ryan, bernel, Andrew, Liana and Brian. I played with Liana in a Disney game but we were never close. And bernel told me about that alliance so I trust him 100%. Honestly I think if we split into tribes of like 2 (since 2 cannons are being fired) I would be hella safe. With all the people I am working with or feeling somewhat close towards, I shouldn't be screwed over. And I've spent a lot of time building relationships this first night. I spent 30 minutes on call with bernel and then an hour and a half on call with Jc. Honestly I missed Jc so much, I'm so happy we get to reunite the snake snatchers™ alliance we created in ourbb6 together <3 And sorry for this long ass confessional rip
hieeeeeeeeee. okay so i lowkey have no idea what is going on because i'm kin da stupid but.. IM NOT THAT STUPID and i know alliances have already formed and i know that people know each other from other games and going off of that.me and rj didn't really have a good relationship in racc city but i hope me and him can just totally put that behind us because i would actually LOVE to work with him. i know what rj can do, i played with him before, and i saw what kinda player he is and i respect it. he's a cutthroat player and he stayed loyal to his side in racc city so i hope i can ride with him. also, jaiden is from racc city! yay! me and jaiden started off racc city really well and worked together but then i voted him out and he blocked me and blah blah blah. so this is the first time i'm seeing jaiden since racc city and he finally unblocked me! it's weird because he's talking like racc city never happened. but i honestly don't really have an intention on working with him? i mean if he wants to work together then fuck sign me up, but he's not someone i'm worried about. nicole g. my bitch? i mean we had a rocky road but she's the only one here who i know 100% so right now i have nothing else but her. she is my ride or die and i think i can honestly say that i have all intensions on working with her throughout the entire game and that she is most likely gonna be my sidekick. jakey. he was in neverland but do i remember him? no. why? because i was the 2nd evictee! i mean he messaged me and i honestly get nothing but good vibes off of him. he's someone i wanna work with and wanna talk to. but i don't know him that well enough to go off of anything and don't really know how to approach him yet. liana.. i got my eyes on you girllllll!!!! i know she know's everyone in this chat and she's basically friends with the majority of the cast so i mean she's my competition here. obviously not my target because she's not gonna go anywhere anytime soon with all the people she has here. so right now i'm loving rj, nicole g and jakey. oH FUCK AND JC.... i have nothing but loyalty to jc tbh. i've known him for a year from the bb tag on tumblr and played multiple fast games with him and an org with him and he never turned against me. i mean he has but whatever.. jc has my trust, for now.
till next time! :-)
Here is a video I made as a plea to the people voting for who wins Immunity:
Ok so the game started last night and as per usual it was a very active and talkative night. I see a lot of familiar faces and a lot of unfamiliar ones too so this could be interesting. For my first confessional I'll do the obligatory "how i feel about everyone" thing.
Ok so I feel like I come into this game with three immediately close allies, Andrew, Jakey, and Sam B. Andrew and I worked really well together in Uncharted and we have stayed friendly ever since. It is fun getting the chance to play with him again. We know we can trust each other like we did last time. Jakey is just a good old friend of mine. I think we both know the other is a very loyal player and we both hate making new friends. And Sam B is just like a goddess. We didn't get to work together in Hogwarts but we have been trying to do so ever since. This will be a fun experience and I think of the three I trust her the most.
Then we have my other fellow Hogwarts players, Allison and Isaac. I'm not to keen on working with them. I don't think I have too many friends in the old Hogwarts cast. Allison in particular is someone I don't really want to work with.
Then there are the Generations cast members, Andrew, Brian, Liana, Jakey, Bernel.....Oh boy. I don't trust this as an alliance at all. I think it will work for now because it's a large group early on, but I do not trust Liana and Brian as far as I can throw them. They always want to "play like Shareef" the only issue is that they really are nowhere near as good as him at anything and they are super obviously aligned and kind of obnoxious to play with. Bernel is cool though. Andrew Jakey and I already discussed not working super tightly with the other three though.
Then there are a couple people here I have small previous connections with that could work out for me possible. I have Zack and Jordan who I played Free Agents with and worked with them both. RJ also wants to work with me apparently, we have a mutual friend so that could be good. But he is also a Transylvanian and I don't want to work with Liana or Brian....so...maybe not. Idk. Jaiden and I...lol this kid. He doesn't have a lot of luck in these games and he tends to make moves that fuck him over, Andrew and I know this first-hand. So I'll keep him around for now but I am not letting him dictate an of my moves.
Then there are Dylan, JC, and Nicole who I don't know at all. Sam G played R&R with me and I didn't have such nice things to say about her then. So I don't really know where I stand with her. And then there is Constance who I have heard a lot about but I am willing to give her a chance since I have never actually met her.
Oh my fuck I'm in all stars. And holy shit this really is an all star cast. And I'm intimidated. And scared. And am expecting this to be one of the most cutthroat games I've ever been a part of.
This cast is just so - idk. I know almost all of these people to some extent. And I l know they're all strong. That's the thing. A few people I've talked to have agreed that they can't see any of these people being first boot. Because here's the thing - everyone here on average will make merge or even the end game of the seasons they play. And if not, they at least have a huge impact pre-merge.
Theses are the people that make the seasons what they are. The CPs and OTTs that have flipped not only the games of Storybook but various games I have been a part of/witnessed for the past year I've been here on their head. They make the seasons what they are. Heroes, villains, flippers, underdogs, leaders, snakes, comp threats, social dominators. The list goes on. This is a solid cast of very strong and very dangerous players. And idk wtf to do.
I'm definitely gonna make a really extra cast assessment video later because holy fuck this cast but. Even as the game started it was lit. With the very first contract twist and the reveal of the almost half the cast. Which I can talk about later in cast assessment. But that was some all star shit. It just felt... like the game was really being played from the start. And I can tell everyone is starving for a win. This is it. Game on.
I need Dylan to go first I don't even care if im right after he can go. I'll be casting my vote for him tonight and hopefully others do too :)
Well right now, I'm very nervous about the first tribal council, IDK if people have found me annoying already, I've been trying to keep my talking to a minimum so I'm hoping that I stay out of the minds of people to go. I did get 1 vote to win immunity though which I'm happy about. As long as it isn't me, I'm fine with whoever gets the votes, but I do like a lot of people here already.
I think that I could see myself potentially working with Liana in the future! She seems awesome!
hiiiieeee. the gay over dramatic bitch again! okay i know i didn't win immunity but i'm just here to say i'm literally so happy i got at least 1 vote sdjhg. like that really? made my night! ALSO, lets talk, samantha. i mean queen. we never got along in the past but i actually am really seeming to like her. all the people i listed yesterday and now samantha, all my hoes. but now with tribal coming it's really time i start talking and mingling with people more because i don't wanna go home... antyways wish me luck.
So...................this was fun. I waited so long for this game to start, ever since Agrabah started I waited for Allstars because not to brag I did so good in that game and I really didn't play any other Storybook seasons because I was WAITING for this season, and so now to be brought up for the first vote and likely to be the first vote is actually upsetting me. Nobody understands how much time I actually invested in Agrabah, it was one of the best games I ever played. So, to be brought back based on how I played on me is so flattering and now I'm just upset. I'm going to try to wiggle my way out of it but I feel like I'm going to be going, because I wanted to play so badly and literally jinxed myself......
I'm shook, shaken, bald and flat footed.
OMFG, time for my first confessional huh?! Okay, so like, coming into the game I had a feeling I knew who some of the cast members would be, I expected to see both Sam's, I knew Nicole and Bernel would be in allstars since agrabah lmao, I expected to see Zack and I had a feeling Jaiden would be in the cast but wasn't sure, and sadly I knew Brian would be in the cast, I was praying he wouldn't because he's in Westeros but I guess this bitch has the ability to be in two Storybook universes at once smh. So I was shook that he was in the game because I had his ass blocked! But anyway I unblocked him and said I hope we're not immediately targeting each other meanwhile knowing the first thing I'd wanna do would be vote him out. I'm also looking at some of these "allstars" and wondering how they got here! Like liana didn't you quit Atlantis? And Samantha was saying Ryan quit two games she played with him. Idk I guess Tiffany couldn't make it?
So, then the cornucopia is revealed and I'm slightly considering fighting for an item, but I do know that my ass sucks and I mean SUCKS! At comps so I didn't wanna risk it, but I was still thinking about it, however I wasn't even able to decide because while I was walking my dog a random Russian lady came and asked me if I knew Russian!! I was like hunty no and she asks me how to get to this bus in English and I'm like pointing her in the direction she has to go to get to it and this woman asks me to take her there!! So I'm like Dora up in this bitch, my dog was like boots and idk she could be the squirrel but instead of only speaking Spanish she spoke Russian. Anyway I took this lady to the bus and that took a long time, then I check the time and it's 8:38!!! Smh! But oh well I'm happy the Russian lady got to ha bus and hopefully made it where she had to go.
ANYWAY, then after that I'm like o sheet because two people will be leaving at tribal, and only one will get immunity decided by the Sponsor VL omfg!! SHOOK! So like I'm freaking out and I just speak to the VL or whatever with some text, being me and whatnot, and then even making video confessionals which I legit don't ever do!! And oh my god they gave me immunity!!! It honestly felt v nice that the sponsors actually wanted to support me and wanted to see me do well, but I still know that sponsor support could put a target on my back. This game is like Survivor: OTT but if that's the case that makes me Danielle Lickey up in this bitch!!
So, miss me was thinking that since I had immunity, people would just listen to whoever I said to take out alshdbsb, but okay they didn't do that I guess. I wanted to get Brian and Isaac out, only wanting Isaac because he's my contract, but OH WELL I GUESS. Samantha tells me she was approached to vote Dylan and Nicole, and then shortly after a few people tell me they've heard that too. Ugly. As soon as Samantha told me I was like ew, and immediately started campaigning for otherwise. This majority doesn't seem to realize the dangers of splitting the votes like they are right now, so this is my plan, right now I'm rallying troops but after that I'm hoping that my people and I can tell the majority were voting Nicole, because she's who I wanna save the most personally since idrk Dylan, but I am trying to save him too, because of that they'll direct their votes to Dylan rather than Nicole, and all of us who said we're voting Nicole will instead vote Brian! Now I'm wondering how I could get Isaac out too, but I don't see it happening, oh well I could work with Isaac, and I could possibly maybe get him out another time idk. My main target is def Brian doe xoxo Fingers crossed!!
I want him gone more than my contract.
I do not trust JC one bit. They're making a completely selfish move by getting rid of Brian, and I'm expected to be part of it. I want to go with the flow and get out Dylan and Nicole. It's way too early to be making a move for no reason when everyone else is already going in one direction.
I really don't trust JC because they're promising me things and saying "we" all the time. It makes it seem so insincere because I KNOW JC is gonna have numbers on the other side. God, I just ... Can't trust them this game.
Zack told me that he heard my name so that was a red flag of course. He said "but I shut it down right away so don't worry!!!" Right, because we are such good friends right? I appreciate letting me know that my name was discussed, but adding that lie just to cushion the blow didn't do anything except show his true colors once again. Trust is hard to come by in this season because we all know each other and how everyone plays. Maybe I'm not going to be the villain again, I think I want to play with actual honor and integrity. I need to change how I used to play in order to make it far in the game. Let's see if I survive the bloodbath.
I didn't really think about it but I should have realized we were all on our own at least at first! I literally HATE this kind of set up! I get so overwhelmed and don't know who to talk to and then I don't talk to anyone (which is why I hate big brother games). I haven't talked to enough people and I'm really nervous but I've heard that it's going to be Dylan and then either Nicole or Brian? I don't want it to be Nicole but I also don't want it to be Brian? But at the same time I've worked really close with both of these people and eventually BOTH of them are the whole reason I went home so like fuck I don't know, fuck them both honestly? I also feel like something shady is happening, I don't know why but I don't trust just two people getting voted out and that being that. I don't know what's gunna happen but I just don't trust it. Maybe these two people will get to pick tribes or something? I'm really hope we get into tribes soon because like I said I hate having 20 people I'm supposed to talk to.
I must have chronic bronchitis and asthma bc I'm WHEEZING right now
Okay so fucking Nicole has a self vote! I completely forgot she told me that fuck. But ok Jaiden says Dylan is voting Brian which at least gives us 6, and Dylan claims he has Liana, Isaac and Jordan voting with him too which I pray is true because that'd give us 9. I'm trying to strategize with Nicole to get votes to save her because it seems like if Brian leaves she'll be leaving too and who knows what will happen. I'd scream if the vote ties 6-6-6 and then on the revote Brian doesn't leave ugh. Or if people in my 6 are lying to me and Brian doesn't leave. I'm really trying my best to make sure he at least goes home and then to protect Nicole and Dylan as well but idk if I can do it. This game is already sure to be wild af so who knows what'll happen lmao. Omg okay so Andrew and Isaac are def voting Brian or so they say. I'm LIVING. I think Nicole might leave though which is really depressing :( I don't wanna be too forceful and wild and get targeted next week though UGH
ayyyyy i need to submit bc its MANDATORY!!! but i was cast 4 this game yay!! i havent talked to everyone but damn theres so many generations people in this cast please kill me. i dont wanna play with them dlfkjshldfkjgh. i saw ryan was in the cast and im SO excited about that bc hes my tumblr survivor DADDD. i usually have one person im loyal to in each game and he will probably be that person and im excited about it. the twists are weird?? i honestly need to read everything still dskjhglkdfsjgh im so busy pls hepl me im dying. but we have to vote two ppl out so im just.. ASSUMING that theyre not actually being voted out or will have a chance to return so im like NOT initiating ANYTHING bc i dont want that coming back to me in the futur to bite me in the asss. so scurt.
also zack is pretty cool but he seems dangerous. allison is sketchy and only plays with her friends so bye. um..... yeah idk. ill get more into this another time but yeah.
~Later~
basically things have been f’d from the beginning. Originally i was going to vote for jaiden, so brian would give me the clue. In the last day i have been talking to Zack and Isaac the most, and now I think its going to be a different outcome. (btw Zack gave me the clue already) Brian and the generation alliance is voting Nicole, and JC and Jaiden and his coalition are voting brian. So basically my info has Nicole at 7 votes, including me, and Brian at 6 votes, including zack. We came to this conclusion because right now there are two warring sides, and me, zack, and Isaac are in the middle right now. There are still 5 votes that i haven’t figured out. But out solution is just vote down the middle and see what happens. man this is a crazy vote and I don’t exactly know what is happening but that is my take
Because this is an all star season, the gamemakers wanted to do something a little special for the end of the game. Each of you were cast for something different and everyone brought their own vivacious personality to the game.
To start things off is the Player of the Season award. This goes to who, we as hosts, really felt like embraced their time in Panem and did everything they could to live up to their title as an All Star. Without a doubt, the hosts are pleased to announce.........Jaiden as Player of the Season.
Jaiden was a target just about every single vote of the game, which knowing his erratic style of gameplay and his reputation wasn’t surprising in the slightest. However, Jaiden came in with plenty of tricks up his sleeve and kept impressing the gamemakers more and more each round. He truly lived up to the honor of being in an All Star season. Congrats Jaiden!
In the place of Fan Favorite, we’re introducing the Sponsor Sweetheart. This is for the tribute whom the sponsors, who have been following this game and potentially helping you out when you needed it, enjoyed viewing the most. This could either be through the posts in general and tribals, or the VL confessionals that were sent straight to their chat. Congratulations, once again, to Jaiden! It was a tight race between JC and Jaiden, but Jaiden takes the crown!
Most Robbed - without a doubt goes to Miss Nicole! We were so excited to have you and hearing how badly you wanted to be in this game after all the time you waited after Agrabah was honestly so heartbreaking.
Best Pre-Merge Game - Liana. Liana was a definite force to be reckoned with and had she survived just another round or so could’ve been a real threat to the rest of the game moving forwards.
Best Merge Game - Isaac and Sam G. Theeeeeeese two did that. They both played extremely dynamic games and grew so much throughout their season, but ultimately took the merge by storm. :’)
Most Confused - Dylan.
Biggest Mistake - Isaac voting for Samantha the round that Andrew left.
Best Confessionalist - JC & Jaiden
Best Interview - Ryan!!
That’s all that we have there. A big congratulations to you all, and once again thank you for being a part of this season. We put a lot of time and effort into it and appreciate each and every one of you doing the same.
Congratulations to you all as a very well deserving and hard fought Final 3. Thank you to the jury, for making this game entertaining to watch and the entire cast for proving your all star status. Without further ado, let’s read the votes for the last time this season. Remember you want to see your name.
First Vote:
Samantha. surprise surprise im voting for another egypt female to win another game!!! great job my child im so proud
Second Vote:
JC.
Third Vote:
Samantha. I really wanted to be the bitter juror this season, but not voting for you would be a huge disservice to this season. You played so well, and I hope you're proud of yourself. You've got my vote, I hope you get four more. Congratulations <3
Fourth Vote:
JC. but I love all 3 of them <3
That’s two votes Samantha, and two votes JC. Four votes left.
Fifth Vote:
Samantha. This was a hard decision because I think two people deserved my vote. But I am very excited to vote for you to win, the way I would have voted for you to win Hogwarts. Stay kinky babe! <3
Sixth Vote:
Samantha. I love you so much Ratmantha <3
The seventh vote and winner of Survivor Storybook: Panem (All Stars)...
Congratulations Samantha!
Seventh Vote:
Samantha. thanks for actually answering my question and at least trying at ftc.
Eighth Vote:
Samantha.
Thanks for a great season and happy holidays tributes!
