poetry for thought

Just a young poet who has some food for thought, points of view, and opinions to share.

[sushibunnypoems]

waiting for answers

As they yell and scream and fight the words they use solidifies and floats in the air and sink to my feet, 

And get absorbed by my head, these words hurt, and torture me. 

They make my heart and eyes weep, but after so many years of these words, these painful words soon becomes numb,

Why do I not feel the pain of these words? Why is it that I instead feel empty? 

Still I ask these questions and still I wait in the empty dark for a answer.  

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uncertain happiness

My future is uncertain, but I feelk free. 

Is it because of the daily rants? 

Or is it because of the birds that sing and tell me it’s going to be ok? 

Or is it the possibility that I will soon be free? 

Free as the birds that sing, free as my heart longs. 

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back to back

With every step forwards I get pushed two steps back. 

I dont feel hurt by this action, 

but I am tired of trying to repent for for what seems to be.....

a  unforgiveable sin

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Dear Ukraine,

Dear Ukraine, 

How are you? How is your tattered land? How are the orphans that never got the chance to say goodbye to thier loving parents? Lately, intsead of showing your beautiful venues, you show your war torn buildings. Along with faces that were once happy teachers, fathers, mothers, dancers, and singers that are now grim with death yet filled with bravery and determination to get thier homeland back. 

Dear Ukraine, please keep your head up. I salute you. 

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nightmares

1,2,3,4 how many nightmares are at my door, 

5,6,7,8 please let me stay up late

9,10,11 oh no it’s happening again

12,13,14,15 please I’ll be your friend 

16,17 lets just sit and smile 

18,19,20 for we all have our own battles.

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help

To accept help is like accepting a knife, 

is it defaming? Or is it uplifting? 

The worst part is you wont know till the effect starts to follow 

and after falling so many times, I’ve learned just to stay silent.

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alone

the outside of my chest is comfortable, 

but the inside Isn’t quite relatable,

and now I dont know if my problem is fixable, 

or maybe I’m just not able, 

so I try to stay stable, 

but anytime I hear a staple of how I am unable to be different from my enemy, 

reminds me of we’re frenemies, 

and though I try to be right, I always end up bieng wrong, 

and that makes me relize just how long I’ve been alone, 

But please tell me is it wrong to be alone? 

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overthinking

I’m afraid something is wrong with me, 

Or maybe I’m too much of a dreamer, 

I’m always wishing for a lover, or to be bigger than myself. 

I suppose I am slightly selfish for always wishing for something more, 

but deep down in my core I don’t mean any harm, 

so I’ll just let it be.

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Feminism

To be a feminist one cannot wear a bra, she mustn’t shave, or wear makeup.  

To be a feminist she must be loud and belligerent. She cannot have manners. Or be meek.  

To be a feminist means you refuse to care for your children, and as a tyrant you make the man do your bidding.  

This is the stereotype that is affiliated with being a feminist. Some happen to believe that feminists cannot be a woman and a feminist at the same time. In reality, feminists want to be women, however, they want their freedom as well.  

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Grievence

You needed me to wait so I waited.   you wanted me to stay so I stayed   you wanted me to go so I left  

I never once had a grievance   and now….. that I need you…… your not here with me.  

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Miss you

Oh, how I miss you  

I can only hope that you miss me too  

And that you’re not using me like a tool

Oh, the things we could do  

If only I were with you  

What else can I say? I'm a mess without you.  

But I am still too prideful to call you and tell you just how I feel  

So, I can only hope that one day you will come along  

And be with me again.  

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One day

I close my eyes and instead of seeing sheer pain in my future I see joy  

I saw a room with you and were watching Ghibli studio movies  

With you fighting sleep while you are on top of me.  

With dim lights and good food  

And when I open my eyes, I see you

And that has been my goal ever since  

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Cravings

I crave his touch

I crave his love  

His voice  

His lips  

His unreadable eyes  

I crave all of him as if I'm starving  

So, I can only hope that one day he will allow me to get just one small taste and savor it for the rest of my life.  

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Lovely

You were my third love.  

And im so sorry If I disappointed you  

but I think about what could be or could have been.

While I listen to music that you gave me.  

The music that I sold my soul to is finally kicking in.  

And I play the piano, and the drums, to your heartbeat.

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If he says no

I am sorry for not telling you that I am broken  

I am sorry for not leaving you alone  

I am sorry for making you wait  

I am sorry for ruining your life  

but most of all I am sorry if our memories are a waste of space  

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thank you

Thank you so much for everything,  

You did not break my heart  

You did not betray my feelings,  

I think you know that I am broken,  

But you never said a word about it

And I think about the one hush hush memory that you gave me.  

And sadly I want more.  

It quite selfish isnt it?  

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fear

The fear of losing someone is a anxiety that feels oh so common