☆ First off: FUCK ICE, FREE PALESTINE, FUCK MAGA, AND FUCK HOMOPHOBES, TRANSPHOBES, AND APHOBES. ANYONE WHO DISAGREES CAN LEAVE! Second off: Hellooo! This is my *VERY* miscellaneous blog. I post about/reblog about anything under the fucking sun because yes. I'm a writer, so you'll most see me reblogging lots of stuff writing here. I also love watching horror movies, and thus reblog lots of horror movie stuff here rather sporadically, so beware of that if you scroll through. I try my best to put trigger warnings and stuff, but I'm no perfect being. Other than that, I also read lots of webcomics/webtoons, love poetry, watch non-horror movies, partake in theatre, love singing, love dancing, and I listen to music (LIKE A LOT. IT'S MY WHOLE LIFE ✨️✨️✨️), so you'll see me reblogging lots of that stuff too 🩵 I also reblog stuff about mental health, try to spread positivity, and try to bring awareness to issues as best as I can, so yeah, there's that too ☆ ✨️ Artists/Bands I Listen To ✨️: Glass Animals, The Psychedelic Furs, Suki Waterhouse, The Cranberries, Tears for Fears, Florence + The Machine, Type O Negative, Elliott Smith, David Bowie, Zoé, Alex G, The Beatles, etccc. (I really listen to any music that piques my interest and that resonates with the vibe of my characters and stories 💙) ☆ Always open to song/artist recs! ☆
Hey, man, c'mere. Listen. Get in real close, this is important.
You're gonna make stuff again. You're gonna make stuff you're proud of. You're gonna make stuff you're excited to share. You're going to feel that overwhelming drive to create, not just the frantic I want to want to you're stuck in now. You're going to have awesome ideas, and you're going to make them into reality. You're going to create again. You're still an artist. You're still a writer. You're still home to the same passion you had before. You'll find it again. It's not gone. It's just resting. Let it rest. You're going to make stuff again. I promise.
What helped me write trauma better is remembering that the nervous system learns predictions. If danger used to come after quiet, calm can feel threatening. If kindness used to come with a price, kindness can feel suspicious. So healing is not just “they know they’re safe now.” Healing is the slow, annoying, deeply unfair process of teaching the body that the old prediction is not always the present truth.
so. i do this thing where i wake up still half-asleep, write a note in my phone, and then fall back asleep and forget about it completely until i find the note later.
and i need to show you all some of these because ?????
People who cannot find beauty in every biome on earth are incredibly bizarre to me. "yeah this place is really beautiful but this place isnt :/". what the fuck are you talking about. start admiring that rock and that tree and that bug and that scrubby little plant and that weird animal and that extreme weather right now. im not telling you to go live there but please you gotta start enjoying all kinds of nature im begging you.
