cvtting fresh, untouched skin is so confusing. on one hand, it's so nice and satisfying because there are no healing scars in the way, and everything seems so fresh and endless. on the other, though, it makes me feel like absolute shit. slowly but surely, more and more of my body is getting covered in blood and scabs and scars for no reason other than my stupid brain telling me it should. i can never wear a bikini, or sandals, or anything sleeveless again. well, unless i want people to know how broken i am.
sorry, this is probably stupid. sorry.


















