colorful regrets;*

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25

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

❝ my brother... and maybe elijah but that’s silly of me. ❞ 

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30, 31, 33

30: What’s irritating you right now?

❝ the fact that i can’t spend my entire life in italy. this is only a stopping point – but wouldn’t it be amazing if i could stay here forever ?? ❞

31: Does somebody love you?

❝ – i don’t know. i’d like to think so but maybe. maybe not. ❞ 

33: Do you have trust issues?

❝ yes, for sure. i don’t want to get hurt and maybe that makes me avoid people but – ?? i don’t know. there’s no good reason. it’s just how i am. ❞

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66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

❝ grayson is the first person who comes to mind. i mean, like, i live with him so... there’s really no hiding anything from him. ❞ 

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do you hate it when grayson leaves his shit all over the floor, or do you hate it

❝ i don’t hate it -- that’s a strong way of putting it -- but i don’t like it, that’s for sure. i’m just gonna keep leaving notes asking him to move it until he does. maybe one day he’ll get the message and stop leaving things all over. if not, it’s not like it’s hurting anyone, right ?? ❞

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who do you hate the most?

❝ hate’s an awfully strong word and i don’t know anyone who i would say i hate ?? ❞

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do u like anyone ???

❝ i like nearly everyone i’ve met in rome !! ❞

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do u have any regrets ?

❝ i mean -- yeah. who doesn’t ?? ❞ the soft smile on her face has fallen away and her eyes grow unfocused as she becomes lost in thought. ❝ but i can’t change the past now, can i ?? i just have to learn from my mistakes. ❞ she takes a deep breath and shrugs her shoulders. ❝ if i could go back in time and change my choices, i wouldn’t be who i am now. i can regret it all i want, but i’m finally learning to be happy with who i am. i don’t want to lose that. ❞ 

[yeahniall]

anonymously tell me your honest opinion about me

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70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03: Do you regret anything?

04: Are you insecure?

05: What is your relationship status?

06: How do you want to die?

07: What did you last eat?

08: Played any sports?

09: Do you bite your nails?

10: When was your last physical fight?

11: Do you like someone?

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14: Do you miss someone?

15: Have any pets?

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

18: Are you scared of spiders?

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

26: What are you craving right now?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30: What’s irritating you right now?

31: Does somebody love you?

32: What is your favourite color?

33: Do you have trust issues?

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

54: Is cheating ever okay?

55: Are you mean?

56: How many people have you fist fought?

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

59: Do you like the snow?

60: Do you wanna get married?

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

62: What makes you happy?

63: Would you change your name?

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

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&.* message to » open

atlanta: explain to her that Gay is more than a sexuality... it's a state of being.... an enigma within itself... an intangible concept

atlanta: that, or u can always hope she still converses in archaic english and believes that gay means happy?

mara: i can't have that convo with my boss. i can't have that convo with ANYONE

mara: this is why i wish she spoke to me in italian

mara: i mean, i'd still flub up and say something stupid

mara: but at least those mistakes would be more reasonable ??

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&.* message to » open

paris: it's 2018, who knows, maybe that's VERY important information she plans to use later

paris: let me know when the wedding is

mara: she's married already !!!!! i cannot be a homewrecker

mara: oh my gosh this means i gotta quit, doesn't it ???

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wanted connections

hey what’s up my name’s bex here i am a million years later with some wanted connections. lemme know if you’re interested in any. all of them are gender-neutral. all of them are open to be modified ??? anywho, connection ideas are below the cut.

and they were roommates ( oh my god they were roommates )

honestly mara would die if she had to live in italy all by herself. gimme a roommate for her. someone she’s like “let’s have a movie night!!11!!!1!!” to and someone she makes breakfast for because she’s a total mom friend™ and someone she’s always checking in with. but also??? they could get along??? or they could be someone who is totally not into roommate bonding??? either or. fun times.

hi welcome to chili’s

this is the dumbest connECTION idea i have ever had but ??? honestly ?? i’m still here for it. but like mara works in an art museum but i got it in my head that she said something dumb like “hi welcome to chili’s” instead of “hi welcome to the museum” and now this person won’t let mara live and it’s just a cute lil friendship centered around the idea of embarrassing mara

rebecca it’s not what you think

mara is literally the nicest angel babe i need some ??? awful connection. maybe they were friends,,,,,, maybe it could have been something more but then like neither of them said anything and then one of them started seeing someone else and it was just a lot of miscommunication and a lack of communication and just......... bitterness.........and angst

free shavacadoo

okay mara is trying to speak italian but head’s up she’s bad at it. maybe a plot where ??? someone is trying to help mara with her italian??? but she’s bad at it so like..... it’s gonna be rough on your character

welcome to bible study we're all children of jesus kumbaya my lord

bad !!!! influence !!!! friend !!!!! gimme someone who’s just like ??? “you’re twenty act like it” ??? and they take mara out to clubs and they get her drunk (bc let’s be real the strongest thing she’s ever had is the communion wine at church) but like ?? trying to get mara out of her shell it could lead to fun antics and ugh gimme

damn i look like mona lisa right now

gimme someone who comes into the art museum and just,,,,,,,, art museum friend !!!!!! honestly like that’s all mara wants in life. to be in her museum, and to have a friend who likes art and will listen to mara talk abt art without being like “shut the fuck up” every 234234 seconds

honestly i want all the connections. gimme ?? someone who makes mara’s blood boil ?? why idk but we can come up with that. gimme a brotp. just gimme all the connections bye love u all

[lvcienne]

the trevi fountain’s water overflows and spills into the pool, its statues gazing over the milling people. it’s become her favorite place, partially because of the magic of the people who wish on it every minute and partially because of its CALMING nature. headphones rest atop her ears and she’s humming along to a song that drowns out most of the senseless conversations around her, fingers drumming to a beat that no one else can hear. it’s a bit of a ritual for her now – whenever she has a gig at the goa club, she finds herself having to calm her nerves as both music and the sound of rushing water flood her ears. sure, she plays for the early crowd, but it always sets her heart racing.

lucienne’s lost in the music and its harmonies, so as she turns around from the edge of the fountain and decides to make her way to the club, her eyes are unaware of the figure in front of her. the force of her body hitting someone else’s NEARLY knocks her to the ground, but she keeps steady footing. she’s regaining her composure, pulling the headphones off her ears and sliding them down onto her neck as she begins spewing forth apologies before she has a proper look at the person’s face. “ god, i’m so sorry – i was listening to music and didn’t see you – ” she takes a deep breath. “ sorry. i didn’t hurt you did i ? i was in a rush – ” she breaks off to finally match eyes with the person she had crashed into, an eyebrow raising. “ what are you doing here ? ”

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          idleness never sat well with mara, not while she was home nor while at school, but there was a newfound love she had found for the lull of the day that came around lunchtime. most days, she dawdled around the museum, eyes tracing every curve and edge of the statues and figures, loving the lush colors in the pieces of art that hung on the wall. every time, there was something new she noticed, whether it was a small detail in the artistry or the technique. but some days -- some days, she went to explore the streets. she had to calm down the thudding of her heart, she had to tell herself it was all okay before finally managing to leave the comfort of the museum -- but once she overcame her anxieties, it was always worth it.

          more than once had she found herself in front of the trevi fountain, a sparkling soda in one hand and a small panino in the other from her favorite little shop on the corner. it was a nice place to eat her lunch. she watched the people, the din of their conversations and the sounds of the footsteps becoming the soundtrack of her midday, until her eyes landed on the fountain. she could never tire of it. it was gorgeous every time she looked at it, never once becoming tiring or repetitive. she had finished her lunch, folding up the paper that had wrapped her sandwich and tucking it in her bag so she could throw it out later, and stood up. eyes glanced down to her watch, her break was nearly over, and she took a step --

          before she could even really comprehend what happened, apologies spilt from her mouth, blending into the other’s. it took a second, but mara realized it was lucienne just as the other did the same in reverse. ❝ lucienne -- sorry. ❞ her expression was apologetic. ❝ and i was just eating lunch. i know i should technically eat it at the museum but it’s beautiful out and -- sorry. i’m rambling. ❞ 

[svrgical]

“honestly, i never really bought into that whole “APPLE IS SELLING YOUR INFORMATION” agenda, but every single instagram ad i’ve seen in the last week has been based off of purchases i made with apple pay. i’m not sure if i should be creeped out or thankful for all of the spiked seltzer coupons i’ve gotten out of it ?”

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❝ i mean, the fact they’re selling your information is probably in that novel they call their ‘terms and conditions’ but, like -- who reads it ?? i only got to the second section before getting bored and, like, i’m sure that’s more than most read... but like coupons ?? that’s nice at least. i keep getting ads for the weird ‘color-by-number’ paintings, not even with a coupon or anything. ❞

[nina1x1]

       i need a drink, whiskey ain’t my thing but shit is all good ; the music rang through her ears as she made her way into the bar her eyes glancing around the room until her gaze fixated on the figure she was in search of. planting a smile on her face she made her way through the crowd with simple ❝ excuse me & pardon me’s, ❞ trying her absolute best to catch up with the girl before she left her spot.  you’ve been out of reach, could you explain? ; forcing a small smirk on her features she allowed her hand graze softly against the exposed skin of her back due to the other female’s shirt riding up due to her current stance. opening her mouth to speak, she was almost at a loss for words — which was quite unusual considering beatrice was always a talker in situations such as this one.  ❝ hey, i’m sorry i’m late. i kind of got a bit caught up in the books tonight. forgive me? ❞ she spoke in a coquettish tone, smirking at the girl.

@svngcr

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         bright eyes scanned the room, a nervous energy coursing through her as she did. bodies brushed against her as she walked through the crowd, soft ‘sorry’s falling from her lips as she did. she was searching for something familiar but she hadn’t yet found it, not with the loud music and strange people. there was no lying and saying that this was where she wanted to be -- but it would be a lie to say she was comfortable. the last time she had been to club was ages ago, and that wasn’t for no good reason. but don't you worry I can handle it. a gasp escaped her lips when she felt a hand on her back but when she turned into the other woman, her expression softened and a smile rose. ❝ there’s nothing to forgive. i’m not angry or anything. i got this for you, ❞ she held out one of the glasses. a beat passed before her brows knitted together as she asked, ❝ i hope you weren’t looking for me long ? i was trying to find a spot less crowded, but it really was no use.❞

[recidvist]

ELIJAH: today i heard some girl say that the trevi fountain reminds her of disneyland

ELIJAH: i’m sick of these tourists already

ELIJAH: what’s next ?? jumping in the fountain ?

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MARA: i mean, tbh i get that bc it is my happiest place on earth ???

MARA: bc like art & all

MARA: but i genuinely might lose my mind if i see someone jump in the fountain