i want to give a big apology for being so inactive and weird on this blog, iām very inconsistent with posting and that is on me. right now i have a fair amount of free time so iām going to be finishing up some old requests and posting some other things iāve been working on over the past few months, but i canāt guarantee that i will be very active. especially during may, i have hella concerts and graduation and testing. i really feel awful about this, iām so sorry. iām going to try my hardest to be more consistent from now on! (and if you request something and i donāt have it up within a month or something, by all means, Please message me! you arenāt being rude i promise! i need some reminders from real people sometimes!)
tldr; iām sorry for being inactive, iāll try to be better in the future!
hello! this was requested by @mrsfrancoise a few days ago, and i actually realllly enjoyed writing it. i hope itās what you were looking for, its pretty soft and gets a little emo but i really like it. also i justtt finished writing it and i really wanna post it so as of october 11 itās unedited, sorry for any errors :(
anyway i hope you like it!!
genre: fluff with about .7 seconds of angst
word count: 1.1k
warnings: none!
note: this isnāt a song fic BUT i did listen to star shopping by lil peep a bunch while writing it, so if i were you id give it a listenĀ :)
Ā Ā Ā Ā It was one of those days for poor Seungcheol. Actually, one of those weeks- but at least it was Friday, right? He had returned from a long practice that just seemed to test him over and over again, and had to put on a bright supportive face to keep the morale up. He ordered them dinner and they sat quietly as they inhaled the take-out. One by one, each of the boys headed to bed, until he was the last one up.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āDonāt stay up too late.ā Jeonghan said as he passed him on the way to their shared room.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āNo promises.ā Seungcheol responded, smiling jokingly. His friend patted him on the back as he exited the room, leaving the overworked leader by himself. Seungcheol sighed and closed his eyes, resting his head on the arm of the couch. Before he knew it, he had fallen asleep.
Ā Ā Ā Ā On the other hand, you were having a spectacularly normal night. Work was normal, you came home feeling pretty decent, ate an okay-ish dinner, and decided to chill out and watch Netflix since it was Friday. It was about 6 and a half hours later that you finally shifted your gaze to the time in the corner of your laptop screen.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā 3:42 am
Ā Ā Ā Ā āShitā¦ā You mumbled, since you knew you wouldnāt be able to fall asleep for at least another hour. After about 10 minutes of restlessly laying in bed, you decided it was time to go for a walk. You looked like an idiot, like a goddamn fool, but you literally could not care any less. Who would you be seeing at 4 am anyway? You set outside with your hair looking like some sort of science experiment, slippers with a holes in the toes, ill-fitting pajama pants that you practically had to wear a belt with, an old, worn-out t-shirt from a few years ago, and your phone and a sweatshirt in hand, with your water bottle shoved somewhere in the pocket of said sweatshirt.
Ā Ā Ā Ā 3:42 am
Ā Ā Ā Ā āShitā¦ā Seungcheol mumbled as he checked his phone. It was at 3%, but at least he could check the time. Even after sleeping, he still didnāt feel at ease, stress and anxiety swimming around in his mind, clogging all other thought patterns. He made a quick decision to get some air and take a walk, so he wrote a note, stuck it to the door, and quietly slipped out. He wandered around for about 20 minutes, before finding himself at a quiet and very empty park. Feeling a bit empty without his phone, he sat down on a nearby bench and let himself gaze at the stars.
Ā Ā Ā Ā You really didnāt expect to see anyone on your walk, especially not at the park, but as you passed the familiar grounds you saw an unfamiliar figure alone on a bench. On your bench, the one you always sat at when you needed to think. You sighed and sat down one bench away. It was silent for about 15 minutes, not counting the crickets and very occasional passing car. Suddenly, you heard the unmistakable noise of someone crying, someone sitting next to you, someone who had shifted from staring at the stars, to staring at the ground with his head in his hands. You moved and sat on the bench next to him, and he didnāt even seem to notice.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āExcuse me,ā You started but paused as he looked up at you, eyes wide,Ā āis everything alright?ā He frantically started to wipe away the tears that so obviously stained his face.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āOh god, oh my god Iām so sorry.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āHey no, itās alright. This is a no judgement zone, and trust me, Iāve been in your place.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āReally?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āRight down to that exact bench. Listen, I donāt know you but really, are you alright?ā With your question he leaned back against the bench again, gaze falling on the stars one again.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āIā¦ I donāt know. Iāve been telling myself for so long that I just have to keep pushing, keep working, keep going- and one day Iāll deserve a break, and Iāll get one. My company will give me one. But no matter how hard I work, they wonāt give me- or us I should say- a break. And I need to stay strong for my team but itās become so difficult lately, I donāt know what to do.ā He continued to speak in fragmented sentences, his brain clearly exhausted from the week of work he had done. You noticed that as he talked, tears started to well up, but he continued to stare at the stars. āAnd sometimes I feel like everyone has motivation, everyone has a reason but me. Even the stars have reason, but Iām just here. And Iām not changing lives, and I donāt even know why I do what I do anymore. Iāve lost sight.ā He ended with a long, drawn out sigh. You stayed quiet, gathering your thoughts as quickly as you could at 4 in the morning.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou deserve a break. I donāt know too much about your āteamā or what you guys have been doing but that doesnāt matter. You seem overworked, and a personās health and mental stability should always take priority.ā You said, trying to make some sort of eye contact with him. He just kept staring at the stars.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āHow do I get one?ā He asked quietly.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āTalk to your team and go to the head company, or whoever is in charge- whoever is managing your time. If youāre all together, youāre probably more likely to reach a compromise and get a break. And as far as ānot having a reasonā goesā¦ do any of us really? Itās okay to feel lost and confused- I know itās not what you wanna hear- but you will figure it out. As you grow older, and as you learn more about yourself, about life, about others- youāll figure out what your āreasonā is. Just give it time. And give yourself a break.ā He remained quiet after this, minus another heavy sigh that escaped his lips. āAre you alright?ā You finally asked. He turned and made eye contact with your for the first time, and the ghost of a smile graced his lips.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āIām better. Thank you. Now we should probably both get home, the sunāll be up soon.ā He stood up and offered you a hand in standing up too.
Ā Ā Ā Ā āDo you want me to walk you home?ā He asked, his hand lingering around yours longer than one would expect.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āYeah, thatād be nice.ā You replied with a smile, and the two of you slowly exited the quiet park that had housed so many emotions from the both of you. Once he stood at your door, you grabbed his hand again. āHeyā¦ take care of yourself, okay? And if you ever need to talk again, you know where I live now.ā He laughed a little at this, and you smiled. His laugh was as sweet as honey.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āI will, I promise. And once I get that break, maybe we can see each other at any time other than 4 in the morning.ā
I just discovered your blog. Can you tell me about it? Like, what you write and other stuff :3
of course!! so i write fluff for most groups honestly, most often (and preferably) member x reader. i have yet to make an actual set/rules post of which groups i write for, but ive been getting a lot of requests for seventeen mostly. i write for both girl groups and boy groups, and so far ive only done full scenarios/fics and mini posts (the short ones with the time and one specific member). if you want to request something and youre not sure if iāll write it- until i get the rules post up- please feel free to just ask! iāll honestly write for most groups as long as i feel like i know them well enough. the only big restriction that i can think of right now is that will not write smut, as i am still only 17 and just donāt feel comfortable with that. also, unfortunately, sometimes it takes me a little while to post a scenario or fic because iām really busy irl with school, band, auditions, and college apps. but! i still love to write and get really happy when people request things, and iāll always try to have it done as soon as i can!!
i also really like interacting with people on this blog so feel free to drop by and leave an ask about literally anything, or just message me!Ā
I just discovered your blog. Can you tell me about it? Like, what you write and other stuff :3
of course!! so i write fluff for most groups honestly, most often (and preferably) member x reader. i have yet to make an actual set/rules post of which groups i write for, but ive been getting a lot of requests for seventeen mostly. i write for both girl groups and boy groups, and so far ive only done full scenarios/fics and mini posts (the short ones with the time and one specific member). if you want to request something and youre not sure if iāll write it- until i get the rules post up- please feel free to just ask! iāll honestly write for most groups as long as i feel like i know them well enough. the only big restriction that i can think of right now is that will not write smut, as i am still only 17 and just donāt feel comfortable with that. also, unfortunately, sometimes it takes me a little while to post a scenario or fic because iām really busy irl with school, band, auditions, and college apps. but! i still love to write and get really happy when people request things, and iāll always try to have it done as soon as i can!!
i also really like interacting with people on this blog so feel free to drop by and leave an ask about literally anything, or just message me!Ā
I got another one (the drough for seungcheol's content is pretty hard)! How about prince/AU with a forbidden love? He's the prince and he falls in love with a servant that he only sees at mornings and before going to sleep. She's a refugee from another kingdom, in his age, her job is to organize his room. She catches his eye because of her joyful yet quiet presence (Yes I'm a soft). The thing is, she can't speak a word to him unless is to greet him,so he urges to find a way to know her.
OH HELL YEAH I LOVE A ROTAL AU ILL GET STARTED ON THIS!!!
Girl I GOT YOU! Can you please do an scenario were Seungcheol,feeling a bit down(maybe feeling pressured), goes out in the middle of the night to get some air and meets a girl in a empty street,a stranger, and she listens to him and makes him feel better with advices, and since this late- dawn talk with the stranger, he can't forget about her and how she treated him. But he never caught her name and don't know how to find her. Thank you, I really like your blog!
thank you omg !!! iāll get started on writing this as soon as i get home! ššššššš
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